{Attack on Titan}I just want to live

.I stopped chewing, a little dazed, then picked up the bread from the table with my right hand, and tentatively handed it in front of him.

"Alan! Huh—don't run so fast!" Armin leaned on the edge of the table with one hand panting, bent over and held his belly, looking at the incomprehensible Allen next to him with pain on his face.The blond hair is full of the morning mist and bustling sunshine.

Allen didn't speak, and sat opposite Mikasa and me with Almin, burying their heads in silence and focusing on eating bread.

I didn't understand why I looked at Mikasa and Armin, and the latter also fell silent to deal with today's breakfast.I twitched the corners of my mouth and lowered my head under the oppressive atmosphere.

Finally, Allen seemed to have a slightly moved expression, and then chewed the bread in his mouth, his cheeks were bulging, his eyes were fixed on the plate in his hand, and he muttered in a low voice: "You... even if you have a boyfriend Tell us too," he lowered his eyelids, his black-brown hair blocked his green eyes, and pretended to be nonchalantly squinting out of the window, "We are also friends after all..."

"..." I stopped eating bread, stared blankly at Alan, who was not looking directly, and then swallowed the bread in my mouth with difficulty, "What are you talking about, Alan..."

"Alan, you misunderstood." Mikasa put down the bread in her hand, put the black hair that fell on her cheek with her left hand to her ear, and looked at the boy in front of her lightly, with a gentle voice.

"Let me just say, Alan, it's impossible for Bree..." Armin smiled and looked at Alan, who had been silent all the time, with a sigh of relief.

"Brie? Is that the peeping guy?" I suddenly seemed to understand what Alan was misunderstanding, and then I clenched the bread in my hand with discomfort, and suddenly lost my appetite, "Alan, even if you misunderstand, you can't mess around... ..." It's disgusting.

I began to look around, looking for Sasha, and decided to feed this half-eaten bread to Sasha.

According to Allen later, after being taken away by the Chief Prosecutor, that Bree did not come back until the next afternoon. He was depressed, and no one knew what punishment he had received.

Fortunately, since that incident, nothing suspicious has been found next to the girls' dormitory.

But I don’t know why, I recently found that Armin is often absent-minded, training and eating with a lot of thoughts, and sometimes he would make a fuss and scream when someone patted him on the shoulder. Every day.

I was a little worried about Armin and would ask him what happened in the dead of night.He looked at me, the helplessness in his eyes began to flood slowly, and when it was about to overflow his eyes, he was suppressed by a powerful force again.He always had the habit of lowering his head, covering his expression with blond hair, and then hesitated to speak.

Every time I look at his suppressed forced smile and listen to his duplicity of "it's okay", I can only sit beside him in silence, look at the cold moonlight in the open space in front of me, and sigh.

Armin is a strong but self-esteem kid. Although he is not as strong as Alan Mikasa, and even lacks physical strength during training, he never gives up.He was silent and harsh on himself, hoping to catch up with his friends.

But he never said a word about these silently sweating silently supporting the silently tormenting training.He accepts the complaints of his friends and the temper of his best friends, but no one listens to his own pain.

Looking at Almin's thin but stubborn back, he walked alone into the darkness and hid himself.

Sometimes I would lie down at night, listening to the silence around me, and repeatedly see the departing figure in my mind.I'm really sad.

I always feel that I seem to leave the loneliness of the whole world to him.

In this way, I spent many days without knowing what was going on.Once again by accident, I was walking on the jungle path leading to the dormitory. From the gap in the woods, I saw Almin's blond hair, surrounded by a group of training soldiers, retreating step by step towards the corner.Under the dim light of a lonely lamp by the wall, the bright golden color seems to be floating in the black and boundless deep sea, lonely and helpless.

The author has something to say: The inspiration is Mrs. Shang's "No Man's Expedition", which I clearly stated~ There is no plagiarism.But the wife's article made someone r15 in plain text... I don't have it... [Can't write meat and cry silently]

By the way...it seems to be a spoiler after talking...don't say it==

☆、Night and light run counter to each other

"Hey! You kid! Why are you hiding!" The tall and burly trainer at the head began to squeeze his knuckles, and the sound of "clicking" mixed with his pressing steps towards Almin, seemed to be moving in the dark. .

"Hehehe~ This kid really looks like a girl...hehe" the mustache trainer next to him smirked with interest, looking at Almin's face, his naked eyes swept every corner.

"Ha~ let's go~" someone yelled, Almin has no way to retreat, so the escape route has been blocked by this group of people.

"Don't come here!!" Armin yelled at the bearded man who was about to move fiercely, trying to increase his deterrence, but the trembling end of the voice revealed the fear and helplessness in his heart.

Armin's yelling was not helpful, but counterproductive.Armin's roar increased the interest of the group of beasts. The leader of the pervert even laughed "Jie Jie" and began to untie his belt. Someone started to use it to grab Armin's blond hair, and then tried to fix his wrist.

Armin's strong resistance was of no avail at all, and the gap in physical strength made him let others slaughter him.Armin started yelling crazily, punching and kicking.

I hid in the grass and was shocked. At first, I thought it was just like a fight. It was natural for me to not understand boys.But I suddenly understood the intentions of this group of trainers, and a cold feeling spread all over my body.

They were trying to vent on Armin as a girl!

A bunch of wretched scum who are not as good as pigs and dogs!

Anger was overwhelming, I clenched my teeth, my eyes were red, and I began to stride through the lush grass and forest in front of me, and the rustling sound sounded from my feet.

Crazy rush to the boy who is suffering humiliation, the boy who is usually as gentle as jade, the boy who is so strong that makes people feel distressed.

Suddenly Armin took out the blade from his sleeve and put it on his neck in horror. His fingers trembled slightly, and a bloodstain appeared on his pale neck under the light.His voice was unsteady and he was short of breath, "Get out!!"

The group of scumbags seemed frightened by Almin's self-mutilation behavior. They looked at Almin's approaching madness, as if they were afraid of making things worse. With a "cut", he let go of the hand holding Almin, looked down at the panting Almin, with a look of disdain, and was about to leave.

"You fucking stop for me!!!"

I rushed out of the woods and was about to roar to stop these scumbags when suddenly another angry male voice burst from another direction.

Allen?I turned my head and stopped, standing in the blurred shadows of the trees at night.

Rang held the pocket in one hand, raised the corners of his mouth coldly, his hair was messy, and the sweat was still wet.He had just finished training and was planning to go back to the dormitory through this road, when he saw such a scene that was not as good as a beast.

He ran over quickly, the piercing wind screamed, the pocket in his hand was still beside him, and the items inside were scattered in the air.When the opponent was in a daze, a heavy foot kicked the scum leader's face violently with inertia, causing his body to spin, and then punched the opponent's stomach heavily, with a muffled sound.

The scum watched as the boss was hit on the ground by the sudden attack and convulsed, screaming and running away.

I stood in the shadows, dazed.

"Oh, what's the matter? Are you hungry? You don't even let men go," Jean sneered, and the sarcasm deepened on the corner of his provocative mouth. He grabbed the opponent's shoulder and threw it over his shoulder.The muffled sound of the body colliding with the ground and a scream sounded, "It's really disgusting."

"Are you okay?" Jean asked Almin, who was shivering behind him, as he kicked the scum that was prostrate on the ground and screamed.

"No, it's okay." Armin's eyes were a little dazed. He tidied up his messy clothes, shrank in the shadow of the corner, his shoulders trembled slightly, and his blond hair was dim under the darkness of night.

"Go away." Rang kicked the begging scum away, and watched the scum leave, he turned around slowly and walked to Almin's side.

"Let me tell you, didn't you follow Allen all day? Where's the kid?" He squatted down, and his usual casual tone made Almin, who was hiding his head and evading, tremble.

I settled down, and all these changes happened in an instant.Just as I was about to go out, I suddenly heard Almin's voice trembling but pretending to be calm.

"No, don't let them know."

"Huh?" A somewhat puzzled ending sound was raised, but Armin lowered his head and stopped speaking.

I was shocked.I knew who the "they" Almin was referring to, and my steps forward suddenly froze in the middle.Slowly retracting my front foot, I moved into a hidden shadow in the woods.

I don't know why, but I respect Armin's decision.

Jean stood up, watched Armin shrunk into a small ball, and patted his blond hair sympathetically, feeling the trembling of the other party. "Can you get up?" He stretched out his hand and looked at Armin's slightly raised eyes.

Armin sat on the spot, looking at Rang who was backlit, Rang's face was completely hidden in the shadow, the light from the corner leaked in slightly, his eyes were soft.Seeing the pity in his eyes, he suddenly felt a sense of humiliation in his heart, which was worse than the despair when he was pressed to the ground just now.

"I can get up myself." He lowered his head, held back the fragility that was about to drip from his eyes, leaned his arms against the wall and stood up slowly, hunched in front of Jean.

The shattered hair on his forehead covered his eyes, his expression was blurred, and his voice was full of forbearance and stubbornness, "You don't need to, sympathize with me."

"Ah... oh." Jean's hands froze in the air.Turning around, he looked at the back of Almin staggering away in shock, not knowing what to say.

The coldness of the night slowly descended, and the small dim light on the wall shivered helplessly in the darkness.Armin grabbed the collar on his chest, feeling a bone-chilling cold lingering in the depths of the night.He walked towards the dormitory relying on memory, his steps were weak.

When he passed me, he didn't notice me standing in the shadows.The people who passed by, the sobs they suppressed deliberately, and the silent sorrow with tears on the ground.

His face was as usual, as if walking back to the dormitory from the training ground on weekdays, but his lips were tightly pressed, and tears fell uncontrollably from his empty eyes.He cried while walking, and all the pain turned into a line of cold moonlight on this night.

Whose tears splashed on my face, it was cold.

"Hey! Armin." Jean seemed to have recovered and caught up. "Al..." He watched Almin weep silently, and an unspeakable dullness reverberated in his heart.

Jean always thought that Armin was a very gentle person. When he and Alan were fighting, this not tall boy always took the risk of getting stuck in the middle to separate the two of them, and then said with a smile, "do things peacefully and live in harmony."To be honest, Jean didn't like this gentle boy. He felt that a person who was too gentle was not suitable for living in this world of the jungle.

But today, he saw this boy who had been smiling and gentle like jade suffering everything in one night, crying alone in a cold corner.He didn't know if this was the first time this boy was being bullied like this, if it would get worse, or if he would suddenly disappear into the darkness.

can not imagine.

He suddenly felt that it was nice for Armin to smile gently all the time, the kind of Armin who cared about others without fighting the world was actually not bad, it was a hundred times better than the current Armin who silently shed tears in the dark night.

"Armin, I'll go back with you." Jean paused, regained his usual casual look, and walked beside Almin a little at a loss, wanting to say something, but hesitated.

Silent company, silent waiting.

Walking, "Jean, please don't let Alan Mikasa and Mia know what happened today." Almin's abrupt voice was slightly nasal, and he slowly made this request for the second time.

"Ah...Okay." Letting hear Armin's words by accident, he hastily agreed.Then silence fell again.

Watching Almin and Jean walk away, I slowly walked out of Yeyue's shadow.

I have to say, my heart is full of mixed feelings.

I don't know why Armin didn't let "them" know that "they" have been together for so many years.

I raised my head, tonight's moon is wandering alone in the dark blue night sky, the moonlight is very sad.Such a cold night, such a long night of misery, and it will all be gone when the sunrise comes.

I seem to understand why Armin is unwilling to tell us again, as if the pain in the night belongs to the night, and has nothing to do with or overlap with everything in the day.Tomorrow, another young man as gentle as jade.

We all carry the night on our backs, run against the light, and walk alone.

"But, Armin..."

I picked up the items that had been left in the open space and put them in bags one by one.

But oh, Armin, "all nights lead to the same end."

I walked slowly back to the dormitory along the path where I had seen everything, and I had already passed the gate control.

I struggled to avoid the sight of the management soldiers and climbed in from behind.He quietly opened the door and got into his bed, unable to sleep for a long time.

How is the night?Ye Weiyang.

The author has something to say: I don’t know if I wrote Beng... I have worked very hard to figure out the character of the characters... But I don’t know if Beng has been written... [So disturbed]

Children who have read comics know that Jean and Armin are very close.In a later episode, Armin was harassed by homosexuals, Jean said: "Hey Armin, I will handle it." Then... there is no more...

There is a story that the Survey Corps was hunted down by the Central Gendarmerie, and when Rang was about to be shot to death, Armin abandoned his previous hesitation and shot quickly. That was Armin's first murder...

correct!Luzhu has a notice: Since Luzhu will go out for a summer vacation~ So from this chapter, it will be updated every few days~ Friends, please forgive me~ When Luzhu returns on the 27th, it will be updated every other day!

☆、Freedom, why not choose death

The morning came as promised, and Armin and Allen sat across from us and had breakfast as usual.Almin still ate normally, talked and laughed normally, did not change his face when he passed by those scumbags yesterday, and still ranked among the best in the basic knowledge test.

As if nothing happened.

It's just that the helplessness and panic that occasionally emerge from under the tight-fitting mask have not been noticed by anyone.

At the end of the morning training, I intentionally or unintentionally moved to Jean's side.

Jean was panting profusely at the end of training, and he watched with interest as the other members failed the instructor's assessment and were punished to do push-ups, and the bastard kept yelling hello from time to time.

I hesitated for a while.

"Jean." I called out to him in a voice that could only be heard by two people, and poked him hard on the back with my right hand.

His gloating expression distorted, and he let out a "hiss—" and then looked at me with a vicious expression on his face, "What?"

"Come to the open space behind the cafeteria after lunch, I have something to tell you." His roar disturbed too many contemporaries around me, I thought about it, and told him with a flat face.

"Huh? What? Confession?" He was taken aback for a moment, and then suddenly realized, he looked at me with a condescending and joking face, and his flat smile made me understand Alan's mood in an instant.

"Let me tell you, I only accept Mikasa, give up!" He pretended to be generous and matched his smug horse face, raising his head arrogantly.

More people around were attracted by Rang's exaggerated tone and turned their heads, watching the "confession" scene with great interest.

I endured the fiery gazes around me, twitched the corner of my mouth, and told myself, do things peacefully, live in peace, get along with violence, damage your image, don't care about idiots, ignore idiots, ignore idiots...

Taking a deep breath, then with the most contemptuous and disgusting expression, he glanced at Jean indifferently, and turned around resolutely, "Don't worry, I'm not interested in idiots." He left without hesitating.

After lunch, the sun was violent, and the open space behind the cafeteria was scorching golden. I waited for a long time in the shade under the eaves, listening to the cicadas singing, sitting on the stone and feeling bored.

Finally, I waited in the empty space until the late arrival, he said impatiently, "Hey! What's the matter!" He walked up to me, "Tell me quickly. I want to join the Gendarmerie Corps Yes, I don't have time to spend with you."

I ignored him and handed him the pocket beside me, "Your."

This pocket is exactly the one left by the woods last night, and it contains clothes and towels after training.

"Oh, thank you." He casually held the bag as if he was about to leave, but suddenly he stopped, as if remembering something, he suddenly turned around, with a solemn expression, "How do you know it's mine?"

I stood up slowly, and looked seriously at Rang who was already covered in thorns and was on guard.Tell him calmly, word by word, clearly.

"I saw it."

I looked up, clearly watching his eyes gradually enlarge, looking at me in disbelief, with a gloomy tone, "When?"

"The whole process."

I fanned it with my hands, the weather was too hot, and the heat wave rolled towards the only remaining shadow.It's hard to imagine how cold it was last night.

"Let's talk."

After speaking with Jean, he parted ways with me, and we made a mutual agreement that no one else should know about it.I should respect Armin because of friendship, but I don't know Jean's original intention.

"Oh, that's right," I stopped suddenly in the middle of the walk, turned my head and called out to Jean who was about to turn and leave. "What?" He turned his head and turned his face sideways. The sun was lying on the outside half of his face, and the shadows on the bridge of his nose and lips appeared three-dimensional.

"This kind of thing won't happen again. Right?" I looked at him with some hope.

His eyes appeared bright in the darkness, the corners of his mouth curled up, and he walked away with a nasal sound, and his brown hair was exposed to the sunlight with his steps.

I frowned, and when he was about to disappear from my sight, I heard his voice penetrate the air and reach my ears faintly, "Of course."

When heading to the dormitory, I listened to the humming of cicadas and meditated all the way.I always think that Jean is a very self-centered person. In other words, he has a strong purpose in doing things.This is in line with Alan's surprise.What is the reason why he agreed to my request?

Perhaps out of sympathy?

Ha, who knows.

After a short rest in the dormitory, I took out the three-dimensional mobile hidden under the bed.Just like the last time I saw it, I watched it glow with a sharp silver-white metallic light under the sunlight obliquely coming in from the window.I couldn't help touching, looking at the shadow of the palm reflected in the steel, a kind of shock and excitement made my hand tremble slightly.

Like the eyes of a beast, a shiny silver light opened suddenly, looking vigilantly at the world that was about to belong to it.This beast has been sleeping for too long, recharging its energy, its sharp fangs are about to wake up, it is about to hear the roar of the wind, the world is about to collapse, it is about to rule the world proudly in the mountains, and it is about to be free.

After wearing the three-dimensional maneuver, the heavy feeling of falling falls on the legs and waist, and the handle of the knife is placed on the shelf under the armpit.I started to walk back and forth, listening to the clinking sound of the two iron boxes and gas cylinders beside my legs when they were in motion, I was so excited that I could hardly speak.

"Mia, is there a problem?" Mikasa stood next to me and straightened the three-dimensional motorized rope on her body, wondering why I was walking around.

"It's nothing~ haha." I focused on my three-dimensional maneuver.I have to say that when I finally got used to the belt set, the weight of the three-dimensional maneuver suddenly made my steps a lot heavier. The spiral injectors and gas cylinder scabbards hanging on the waist and legs were quite heavy.

"Okay! Let's go!" Sasha hurriedly fastened the belt and completed the last step.She breathed a sigh of relief sweating profusely and then yelled us to the training ground.

"Today! You bastards are going to experience real three-dimensional maneuvering for the first time!..." Instructor Keith once again let us stand in the sun-baked training ground. He stood on the stage, and his loud roar was full of usual sarcasm , "...Although I think it's useless to teach you idiots! But! This is the most basic skill of a soldier!..."

When he finally finished speaking.The legs of all the soldiers in the field were well-trained and suddenly closed together, with serious expressions, and there was a loud muffled sound of "Boom!", and then countless hands pressed against their surging hearts.

"Yes!!"

From the very beginning, follow the steps taught in the theory exam, prepare your body, and shoot the rope.

I stood at my training position, and as soon as I pressed the button, a rope "swish--" suddenly went forward from the long and narrow iron box at my waist, and nailed it to the wall in front of me.The sound of masonry cracking sounded before I could react, and the gravel fell one after another, and the cracks spread around the center of the crack.

The recoil pushed me backwards, and then a tense forward force pulled my waist forward.The pulling force of one front and one back made my steps flicker and retreat, and I could only take a small step to stabilize my figure.

I settled down and listened to the instructor's next instruction intently.In the steps of repeatedly tempering memory, the second step is to eject gas and adjust the balance in the air.

"Start!" The loud roar ordered.

I immediately spewed out the gas behind me, with a sound of "tearing--", there was a strong thrust forward and upward from the back of my waist, my upper body and legs bent backward due to inertia, and my feet left the ground and jumped into the air suddenly.

The body began to move rapidly towards the direction of the rope, surrounded by the sound of piercing wind and rapidly changing scenes.Start to mobilize the muscles on the belt set, and after the weight is evenly distributed, the body begins to exert force on the belt, and quickly switch positions in the air.

With the head facing the direction of motion, the legs are bent back and the arms are retracted.As in theory, assume a position of least resistance and lunge forward.

The sight quickly narrowed, and the wall ten meters away was close at hand in an instant. The sound of the wind bumped against the wall and brushed against the ear, and the air was violent near the eardrum.

At a certain position, the rope automatically disconnects and returns, the body loses its guidance and relies on the relationship to move forward, trying to lift the body upwards, and rushing to the highest point of the wall at the fastest and final speed!

"Wow!" All the adjustments were completed when my body was about to hit the wall. The moment I rushed out of the highest point, the sun suddenly swallowed me. When I maintained my posture in the air, I saw a clear blue sky and free-flowing clouds.

The gas stopped ejecting, and the body was still slowly moving upwards.This is the first time I serve this piece of land from a high place, the endless sprawling land undulates up and down, all the towns in the distance are lurking under my feet, the wind roars hoarsely, all the shackles are released, all the pain on the ground ceases to exist, and the ease and joy begin again Filled with heart and lungs, there is a piece of freedom between exhalations.

Like flying, freedom is the wings.

For a moment, I seemed to understand the meaning of the Survey Corps.Because I blinked at that moment, I seemed to see blue and white wings, which blended into the blue sky and gave human beings the ability to fly.

The moment he hit the ground, he hugged his head and rolled over as a buffer.When the sound of the three-dimensional maneuver gradually stopped, I raised my head and looked at the sky that was far away from me again with a sense of disappointment. It withdrew its accepting hands and stared at this weak human being imprisoned in the birdcage again.

"Mia," Mikasa came over, she was the first to reach the finish line, and there were contemporaries running over by the wall one after another, "Are you okay?"

"Ah...it's good." I twisted my neck and moved my body.Then he smiled and greeted Almin and Allen who had successfully passed the training, and attributed the feeling of being free like the wind just now to an illusion.

Since this day, the three-dimensional maneuvering training has become more and more proficient, switching positions in the air, avoiding obstacles, landing on the roof and running, and regular training while running...

Sometimes when I retract the rope in the air, flip a circle and land rapidly, the rapidly enlarged ground surges towards me, the wind and waves are tens of thousands of horses, the fallen leaves and dust are rapidly enlarged in front of my eyes, and the impact is approaching.I will shoot the rope towards the building house at the closest and most dangerous moment to the ground, and then pass by the ground that is about to collide again.

There was even a time when switching the lowest point of the rope, my collar brushed the yellow leaves that had just fallen to the ground, and the folds of my clothes got fresh dirt.

Of course, I was scolded head and face by the instructor, he said that I might as well give extra food to the giant for my desperate flying skills.

I stood in front of him, speechless.

I am naturally not a person who takes life lightly, but I can't say that I really enjoy the relief of dying and the thrill of escaping from death.

I don't know why I have such a perverted mentality.I just think that the tranquility before death is simply intoxicating, and I go to freedom desperately, just like the clarity and serenity I saw at the highest point in the sky that day, and I also saw it at the lowest point on the ground, only it came more The price of peril is greater.

The same is freedom, why is there such a big difference?

The same is freedom, why are people unwilling to choose death?

The same is freedom, why do human beings without wings insist on flying?

Why is this?

Yes... why?

Many years later, when I joined the Survey Corps, people around me left me one after another, and the familiar faces became very few.I figured it out when I was nearly wiped out during an off-mural investigation.

Because human beings never compromise!

The author has something to say: La la la~ Now Luzhu should still be in the car, self-driving tour~!

The next chapter will be two days apart, which is the 20th~

☆, Mia was confessed for the first time

The relationship between Armin and Jean has gradually improved recently, and sometimes they can be seen training or talking together, but this makes Allen very dissatisfied.

When I asked Alan again why he was dissatisfied, he walked in front of me without looking at me, hurriedly walked, and then muttered in a low voice: "I think this is the same as betrayal..." At that time, he was already stronger than me. A little taller, looking at the ground, the dark brown hair has a kind of fluffy light feather under the bright and dim lights.

I was taken aback, then laughed, patted him on the shoulder, and walked beside him, "Little kid! Almin is just like us, and has always been your good friend. Why do you think so much!"

Allen and I walked lightly, not in a hurry.I could slightly hear his steady breathing in the soft singing of the wind, and I had a feeling of peace and stability.

"Yeah..." He thought for a while, then murmured.

I put my hands behind my back, and my long gray hair was casually held behind my shoulders. The hair that was neither long nor short on my temples swayed back and forth with my footsteps, creating a small wind.

Teenage boys have a mentality, when their friends get close to the people they hate, they will feel betrayed.

"We, no matter what, are best friends." I told Alan with a smile. The intention was to appease the awkwardness of his little boy, but for some reason, as I was talking, there was a feeling in my heart. A touch of emotion.

"We..." I looked towards the distant sky, "we will be together."

At that time, I always believed that no matter what, no matter how painful, no matter how the world changes, we will listen to the gentle wind in a late evening, make an appointment to move forward, and never leave.

But when we face the great fate of this world, all our beliefs are destroyed.

Alan, when we really separate the two worlds, you will really betray the destiny of this reincarnation. Do you remember what a gray-haired and gray-eyed girl told you to be together forever?

Twilight is approaching, and no one speaks.

"Is Mia here?" I was going through the theoretical research of three-dimensional maneuvering in the dormitory, and suddenly a girl with her black hair tied into two bundles cautiously asked.Her gaze began to look left and right after the sentence was uttered, and her voice was so soft that it would disperse when the wind blows.

"Ah? Yes." I was a little puzzled why people I didn't know were looking for me at this point, but out of politeness, I put down the book and smiled at her, "I am, what's the matter?"

She smiled apologetically at me slightly relaxed, "Mia, I'm Julie Doyle. You may not know me, but can you go out with me?"

Looking at her somewhat jerky but courageous words, her eyes revealed the hope that I would agree.

It is not safe to go out at this time, because there are very few guards outside at this time, and it is easy to pass the gate and not come back.Although it is not that I have climbed over the wall, it is also very troublesome to get caught and deduct credits.

But seeing her hopeful face, I sighed silently, "Okay" agreed.

She led me out of the dormitory and into the woods next to the dormitory.It is gray and dark here, and the gaps between the leaves occasionally fall a few spots of moonlight, changing with the swaying shadows of the dark trees.The rustling sound was mixed with the chirping of unknown animals, and occasionally the flapping of insects' wings.

As she walked, she spoke in a gentle tone.She said I was asked out by a boy who seemed to be named Thomas.There seems to be such a person in my mind.

What emerges is a boy with light blonde short hair, with a bright smile, a tall figure, three-dimensional maneuvering, and a powerful position in terms of strength.He once secretly handed me a bottle of water when I was trained to play dead by the instructor, but he ran an afternoon lap because he was spotted by Keith, a bald black smoke ring.

I remember that I gave him water to thank him when he was running to the brink of collapse. He held on to the iron pole on the side that was dyed red by the setting sun, panted heavily, then smiled and touched my head, as if he wanted to say something, As a result, he passed out all of a sudden.

While I was still remembering, Julie, who was leading the way, stopped suddenly, and I almost ran into her.

"What's wrong?" She kept her back to me without turning around, "Are you here?"

I looked around suspiciously, and came out of a lush and dark forest, but I didn't see anyone around.She turned her face slightly, her expression was hidden in the darkness, and she couldn't see clearly.Only Yingying Yueyao could see the water on her cheeks.

"Why... are you crying?" I couldn't make sense of the situation at all. I hurriedly took out a half-used tissue from my trouser bag and handed it to her. She took it and said thank you in a low voice.

When she was crying out of words, I sighed and stayed with her for a while.I'm afraid today's trip to Thomas is going to be scrapped, and I began to think about how to go back to the dormitory.

When I helped her to leave, she suddenly held my sleeve tightly, sobbing, "I just ask you one thing...give me a chance, okay..."

What? ? ? ?

I panicked all of a sudden, "That, that... I, that... I think I might like boys..."

Hearing my bewildered words, she was taken aback for a moment, and then laughed through tears, "Don't worry, I like boys too... and I only like one..." She gradually stopped her tears, and spoke in a slightly sad tone , "I've always liked Thomas...but..."

After listening to her story, I think I understand what's going on.

An unspeakably sad but common love story.To sum it up, Julie likes Thomas and loves him desperately, but Thomas doesn't know which muscle is wrong and actually likes me who doesn't have a deep relationship. After a series of confessions and fights that are heart-wrenching and heart-wrenching, Thomas still dies. If you don't repent, you want to ask me out to confess today.

As for why it was Julie who asked me out, the reason she said was to see a girl Thomas liked