{Attack on Titan}I just want to live

What is it like.She said she felt so far away after watching me, she couldn't help crying, and finally begged me to let Thomas give her a chance.

After listening to this lengthy story, I froze there.I think I have read a lot of romance novels in my previous life. This kind of story is not new. with angle of view.

With sympathy and understanding for female compatriots, I met Thomas with some resentment.

When I saw Thomas, he was sitting by a lake.The forest is centered on this artificial lake. After trekking through the lush forest, I saw a clear spring sparkling under the moonlight.

The blue and clear lake is full of thousands of moons, and it is like a half-real dream on the shimmering lake. It turns alternately, the moon is bright and the gauze is enveloping the night, and the past is full of serene and moist verses.

Thomas sat on the protruding rock by the lake, throwing stones into the lake one by one bored, the stones drew long or short arcs in the air, and at the end of the arc was a splashing wave and Rippling ripples.

"It's immoral for you to disturb the sleep of the fish at the bottom of the lake," I stepped over the pebbles and walked towards Thomas.

He paused the hand that threw the stone into the lake, and then his face was filled with uncontrollable joy. After hearing my words, he hid behind him with the hand holding the stone.

I sat next to Thomas, keeping a close distance from him.This cheerful boy was smiling excitedly all the time, and sometimes he would touch my head. His short light blonde hair set off his smile purely, like a white shirt on a bicycle in summer.

I suddenly felt a sense of guilt. I already knew the plot, but I still had to go to an agreement that was doomed to fail without a result.

"Mia, let's make a long story short." He calmed down, his eyes looked at the lake peacefully, and the corners of his mouth were slightly raised to reflect the passing night, "I know it's almost time to pass the gate, and it will cause you trouble if you talk about it for a long time."

He suddenly looked at me solemnly, his eyes filled with starlight.I seemed to see the most sincere side of a boy at that moment. He gave everything to me unreservedly at this moment. As long as I raise my hand, he can protect me with his life, no matter the outcome, until death.

"I like..." "Stop!"

Suddenly there was a strong pulsation in my heart, a feeling of worrying about gains and losses surged, and it began to crazily devour my reason.I don't want to hear that sentence at all. I know that this sentence is fruitless with this piece of loyalty. I can't let him give everything to a completely fruitless relationship.

I have to stop him, I have to stop him from the brink.

In this way, I can also feel better.

"Thomas, listen to me," my heart is pounding, I don't know why I'm so excited, I can't even look into his burning eyes, "This relationship is fruitless. You know, our world It's very dangerous, maybe we will die in the mouth of giants at some point," I began to speak incoherently, "so, so, even if we succeed, there is no future....I hope you will seriously consider it, and don't let feelings become obstacles to your life..."

"Mia, I..." "Okay, let's not talk... I'm going to the gate, I have to go!"

I quickly stood up and started running crazily towards the way I came. I ran faster and faster, my heart was beating so fast that I could hear the sound of heart beating in my ears almost every step I ran.

I don't know what I'm running away from, I don't even dare to look back, I'm afraid to see those bright eyes that are burning with disappointment but doomed to fail.

Sorry, Thomas.

This world does not belong to me, I can't leave fetters.

Really sorry.

The author has something to say: the host may be in Lijiang now~ very beautiful~

Thomas is a good boy~ Is it a bit familiar?

The time for the next update will not be disclosed for the time being~ It won’t be a few days~ I hope to come back and add a few favorites TT... Don’t drop your favorites...

☆, attacked halfway

A few days passed in a daze, and it was already a week later when Thomas came to see me.

He stood in the open space of the girls' dormitory and looked up at the window of our dormitory. He kept looking up stubbornly and calling my name from time to time.

I finally went downstairs, and he came to me, habitually trying to touch my head, but I dodged his hand as if struck by lightning.I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at him, "Thomas, I know what you're going to say but..."

"No, Mia," his hand froze, then retracted it, and said very gently, "I've thought about it for a long time, and I think what you said makes sense. After all, I can't say something irresponsible to you."

After I got back to the dorm, I couldn't believe that Thomas had just given up. He just finally told me that he hoped to talk to me again, by the lake in the woods, that sparkling place.

I finally went to this agreement.Same as last time, when I arrived at the small lake, he was already sitting by the lake waiting for me.Only this time, he didn't throw any more pebbles.

Still sat next to him, a place not too far away.

He looked at me, smiled and said, "Can I still touch your head?" I looked at his cautious eyes, with mixed feelings in my heart, and nodded.

Why did this bright-eyed boy, this cheerful and enthusiastic boy, become so sad for me?

He smiled and put his slender and powerful hands on my head, rubbing it gently, his doting smile is like this clear lake, accompanied by silent and gentle, slowly flicking.

He told me a lot, most of which were like after-dinner chats, some unimportant things.Plain and light, neither salty nor light, whispered in my ear.Sometimes I would insert a sentence or two, and he would laugh happily. Sometimes I would listen to him speak slowly without saying a word. After talking for a long time, he would not be annoyed, and would smile lightly, like a calm lake Evening wind.

I suddenly said, "Thomas, Julie likes you, do you know that?" After hearing my words, he thought for a while, with guilt in his eyes, he looked at the lake and said, "I know."

"Then why are you...?"

"Mia...I don't like her, there's nothing I can do..." He paused, lowered his head, "Julie is a good girl..." He remained silent.

I looked up at the starry sky, in a daze.Thomas suddenly touched my head with his hand again, and his voice was softer than ever: "Mia, you seem to have been unwilling to hurt others." I turned to look at him, and he looked back at me with a smile on his face. There was warmth, "But Mia, we all have to live. Some things are unavoidable."

"So, live for yourself."

This voice has been echoing in my head, it is so soft, so many years later, when I have nothing, I always hear it and cry like rain.

Simulate hunting giant training.

Large and small giant models were placed in the forest. Under each giant model, there was a soldier in charge. They would create the movement of the giant, create emergencies and emergencies, and test the soldiers' emergency response ability and Perception of danger.

Sasha did a great job at this.Of course, I will say this, naturally it is one of my best skills.

In addition to its excellent responsiveness, it also has three-dimensional maneuvering control and speed.Most of the control ability for three-dimensional maneuvers comes from my perverted experience of dying. If you want to feel the imminence of death and escape in time, you need to be level.In order to satisfy my psychology, I have put a lot of effort into the theory and operation of three-dimensional maneuvering. From the amount of gas ejected to the change of the body's obstruction, and the switching of postures, I have studied many times late at night.

The so-called talent is only part of it, and hard work is the key. I think everyone understands this truth.As for the speed, I have to say that I was extremely fast when I was running for my life.

The most painful thing should be the problem of strength. Every time I simulated cutting the back of the neck, the depth was not enough, so I was scolded by the bald Keith instructor. He kept increasing the amount of training for me, but every time I fell on the ground Playing dead is over.Although he had done a lot of push-ups by pretending to be dead, under the supervision and violence that Keith spared no effort, his strength increased, and the depth of the neck cut was basically sufficient.

The increase of the score is evaluated by the grade of the theoretical test and the excellent condition of the training, and the number of the score is the basis for the final graduation ranking.As mentioned in the comics, the top ten trainees are eligible to join the Gendarmerie, and they also have a good reputation among their contemporaries.

This last simulated giant hunting training before graduation is an important scoring test.I did the math before the test, and if I go all out this time, I should be fine in the top ten.

But once I enter the top ten, the original top ten will be changed, and No.10 Christa will become eleven.Although in the end everyone except Arnie will join the Survey Corps, this can be regarded as changing the plot a little.

Do you want to be in the top ten?If you enter, will there be a butterfly effect due to changing the plot?

In the second before the test started, I was hesitating.But when the instructor gave an order, the gas spewed out, and my body rushed into the air, I thought I had a decision.

I am not an unmotivated person, but because of many unavoidable reasons, I am always hovering in the middle.But I am human!I have my own goals!I am alive!I can hear my heart!It is jumping, the blood is hot!It's burning!It's gushing!

"So, live for yourself."

Live it for yourself!Whatever the shit plot!

When my body suddenly jumped over a giant tree, I completely abandoned the safe three-dimensional maneuvering operation method, and I started the offensive.

"Whoosh—" the rope shot out suddenly and was nailed to the end of a tree.The huge pulling force began to grab the body and fall madly to the ground.

"Hey! Mia, what are you doing! Don't die!" Connie, who was flying next to me at the beginning, looked at my behavior in amazement and yelled.

The sound of the torn wind roared in my ears, the sound of rumbling air flowing along with the rapidly changing green blurred light and shadow, I fell to a place only a few meters away from the ground in an instant with the force of gravity.The heat on the ground was steaming on my face, and the smell of mud rushed in crazily.

The time has come!

"Whoosh—" The rope automatically returned to the iron box on both sides of my waist, and under my operation, it shot towards the branch above the huge 10-meter-level model in front, and then the thick branch moved suddenly, and my waist began to be crushed. A strong pulling force pulled upwards, and the body still stayed in this downward position due to inertia, and quickly switched to a force-exerting position in the air.Raising the blade with both hands, a burst of silvery white light glared past.

Take back the rope!The body began to fall forward and downward, and the rapid speed became faster due to the increase of gravity!Flip!

"Boom—" the entire upper body began to flip violently using the belt set, and all the power plus the explosive force of the muscles suddenly fell on the red piece of meat!The sound of the blade cutting through the wind is a crisp and piercing sound!

The world is spinning suddenly, and the arms are exerting force!Relying on the strong kinetic energy of the flipping of the lower body, the blade that cut into the meat suddenly plunged deeper, and then relied on the inertia of the body to cut and retract the steel knife!

After a few movements were completed quickly, the body began to fall rapidly, the rope was shot out, the gas burst out, and escaped!

A model giant, the crusade is over!

"Woo! Wow!!!!" Connie's exclamation in the sky made me look sideways.

I saw him look at the piece of meat that had lost a piece in disbelief!Eyes wide open, looking at me and shouting loudly: "Hey! Mia! Hidden so deep! So fast!!"

I couldn't help laughing, and suddenly felt that it was a joy to go all out, "Ah, yeah."

He quickly adjusted the rope up and down and flew to me, "Is the gas okay at such a fast speed?"

"no problem."

I have been studying the method of increasing speed by rotation for a long time.Relying on gas consumption to increase speed is obviously stupid, especially outside the wall.Speed ​​is mainly used in the last step of "hunting the giant", from shooting the peg to cutting the nape of the neck, and it is especially important.

When I was puzzled, I thought of seeing the captain increase his speed by spinning in the anime.But he uses the rotation mainly because of his different way of holding the knife, so I only use the rotation to the last step to make up for my own weakness of lack of strength.

I began to fully implement all the research I have learned in the past three years, and implemented them all in this simulated giant test.I didn't think too much about it, I just wanted to be willful for myself once.

Just when I was indulging in the pleasure of speed, my rope was suddenly shrunk down by something, and the pulling force began to pull my body backward.

Before I could react, I lost my balance and fell on the branch.Instinctively put your head in your hands to cushion.

I opened my eyes and saw that the peg on my rope was still open at the dead end, and was fixed on the opposite tree trunk. I operated the rope to return, and I saw a standing figure on the tree next to me.

I frowned, "Ymir."

She suddenly sneered, then jumped to the next lower branch, and looked at me at the same level, "Ha, I can't see you, you are quite capable."

Her half-smile look is simply permeating.I'm starting to get angry, if I didn't guess, it's this guy who's going to cut down the rope as my support when I shoot the nails and fly in the tree, the rope doesn't cut, but it's enough to make me lose balance.

"Why are you doing this?"

She sneered. "You hide too deep, Mia."

The author has something to say: la la la ~

Thomas little warm boy~

As for why Ymir organized Mia to continue earning points~ Please see the next chapter for decomposition~

☆, bad test

I clenched the steel knife tightly in my hand, with sharp eyes, "Yes." The fierce forest wind blew a shaded leaf on the tree rustling.I looked at Ymir on the opposite side with a blank expression, and smiled, "But, what does it matter to you?"

Her pupils shrank, and suddenly the muscles on her face shrank violently to the sides, and the freckles on her cheeks were densely clustered together.She smiled strangely, "To make a long story short, Mia," her eyes began to become fierce, "You blocked my plan."

"..." I looked at Ymir with a strange and terrifying face vigilantly, and frowned, "Oh, I see." I suddenly realized, "You want Christa to be in the top ten, right?"

"It's so smart." She laughed a few times, and then stopped abruptly, the sudden blankness seemed awe-inspiring in the constant echo, "So, what are you going to do?"

Her black hair was blown up by the wind, her face was gloomy but her smile was flamboyant, she looked like a ghost in the dark under the shadow of the woods, "Are you going to give up? Or die without repentance?"

I clenched the steel knife in my hand again, and the veins on my hand began to burst.Looking at her gloomy expression, my face was extremely solemn, and cold sweat was pouring down my face.

Ymir is strong in training, but she has been restrained.She calculated it from the beginning, if she quit, and with Christa's support, she would definitely be able to enter the top ten.Then Christa could go to the safety of the interior without being forced to accept the fate of being shrouded in horse leather.

Although I know that Christa will eventually join the Survey Corps, but how should I say it.Even if you say it, you won't be believed.

If I give up, I will not be reconciled.But if...the strength of both sides is unknown, the reason why I don't make a move is because I don't know how strong Ymir is, and it's too dangerous to attack if I can't estimate it.However, Ymir, who is now smiling slyly, has no idea. After all, in her mind, I who have been hiding for three years may have some shameless "tricks".

They're all haunted.

I was nervous up and down, so I took a gamble!

"Ymir, let's compare the speed." I tried to look at her as calmly and fearlessly as possible, "If you beat me, I will give up."

All I can do now is speed.But Ymir is a speed giant. I don't guarantee that her speed in human form will still be abnormal.

I stared at her, hoping to see a crack in her expression, a little hesitation or something else, that would be my chance of winning.

She stood opposite silently, withdrew the expression on her face, and said nothing.

Just when I thought she was going to compromise, her voice sounded, "Mia, I won't compare with you." My heart sank, "Now if we stay here again, there will be officers coming. She suddenly laughed unfathomably, which made me very uncomfortable. "At that time, both of us will have our grades cancelled."

"...Cut" My face is no longer calm, it is really stupid to say rules to a person who doesn't follow the rules.She can pull me to pieces, she is ready to give up everything, but I am not!

My mind started to run wild, weighing the pros and cons of giving up and persevering.Ymir was not in a hurry, she looked at me leisurely on the opposite branch with a playful face, occasionally talked about the remaining time, and then satirically admired the waves of panic and panic on my face.

Suddenly, my heart suddenly calmed down, and I sneered, here I come!

"Whoosh—" The rope shot out quickly, I adjusted the speed to the fastest, and suddenly stepped on a branch and passed quickly.The gas ejector on the lower back began to eject me swiftly and violently with an unprecedented amount of ejection.

There was the whistling sharp wind in my ears, and countless high-frequency, sharp buzzing-like strings quickly passed across the eardrums, passed into my mind, and turned into a tearing pain.All the scenes in front of me changed into elongated light mixed with green and black, and the air was cut into strips of sharp blades, which began to slash across my skin crazily.

I walked at high speed between the dense forest gaps.This is a very dangerous and forbidden action for three-dimensional maneuvering. Where the forest is too dense, the rope for three-dimensional maneuvering will be blocked, and both shooting and returning will be hindered.It is more serious when flying at high speed. The rope may be entangled on the branch, resulting in unstable fixation and falling or inconvenient retraction and being pulled.

But there is no way, I can only escape the threat of Ymir by doing this.

Ah.I looked back at Ymir who was stunned for a moment and then rushed over quickly, my eyes were full of coldness.

No one stipulates that I have to choose among her unfair options. No matter which one I choose, the loss is only greater or less.When Ymir was at his most relaxed vigilance, I created an option myself.Since you don't follow the rules, then I won't bother with these bullshit rules anymore.

"I hate people threatening me the most." During the flight, I encountered a giant model that was singled out by a large army. The 15-meter class is just right for my flying height.

"Hey!" I yelled fiercely, shot the rope tightly into the back of the model's neck, and then fixed it.With the huge pulling force and the guidance of gravity, I stretched my arms and stretched my muscles!Suddenly flip violently above the nape of the neck!

"Boom—" The sound of the steel knife cutting the air at high speed!As the sharp weapon was drawn deeply into the flesh, the sound became muffled and loud again!

The silver light on the steel knife flashed past, like a sleeping beast roaring on the Pangu Mountain!The shaking of the earth and the shaking of the mountains is a generation of honest kings looking down on the world!I am the only one!

"You!" When I retracted my knife and continued to move forward in the forest, I heard the voice of Ymir chasing after me.I didn't look back, I could almost imagine the resentment rolling in her eyes.

Ymir, since you don't want to compare speed with me, I will force you to compare with me.

It has to be said that Ymir's speed is very good.When she ran at full speed, she was almost on par with me.My gas has been consumed a lot during the crusade against the giant model. Although I have carefully controlled the output, the remaining gas in the gas bottle no longer allows me to squander it arbitrarily.

That's it, I started to reduce the gas jet, and her pursuit started to take a gradual turn.Finally, she flashed to my right wing with a sneer and cut it off with a knife.

I ended up falling to the ground with her, the three-dimensional mobile combat was completely abandoned, and the hand-to-hand combat began.

When I finally lost my strength and fell to the ground, she also sat aside and panted heavily.

The sky in front of me is blocked by the towering trees in the forest. The branches growing around and the green leaves above cover the sky layer by layer. The sun shines on the unfolded branches and leaves, emitting a transparent emerald green light. , You can almost see the veins of life walking on the leaves, endless.

Birds chirped one after another in the distance, and the crisp sound isolated and transmitted by the woods seemed spacious and serene.The wind blows past the ears, bringing the rustling sound of the woods, the leaves falling by the side of the hair, it is the last lament of a life.

Pillow in the forest wind, use leaves as quilt, and listen to the tranquility of mountains and rivers in the distance.

"Hey, Mia." Ymir was still panting heavily, but her voice was full of relief, "We are all useless now."

"Don't talk." I closed my eyes and said calmly, "I get a headache when I hear your voice."

She laughed, the original gloom had long since disappeared, and I could clearly hear the joy quivering from her throat. "I used to think you were a coward." She was sitting, the fallen leaves were rustling by the wind, occasionally a few leaves lay on her body, she just squinted her eyes enjoying it, "I didn't see You're pretty good when you come out."

"That's it." Ignored her and continued to close her eyes and listen.The sunlight shone through the ground, the trees swayed, the light spots fluctuated, and my eyes were either bright or dark.

"You used to look gentle and gentle, even Christa said you were very friendly," she suddenly leaned towards me, her hearty voice pierced my ears, "I'm so jealous~"

I continued to close my eyes, twisted my body away from her, "It turns out that if you are jealous, you will kill someone." I took a deep breath, the tip of my nose smelled of the fragrance of morning light, and said noncommittally, "I'm afraid of you."

"Hahahaha." She laughed heartily, "I didn't see this from your provocative behavior."

She shook her hand in front of my eyes, and I opened my eyes to see the relaxed and happy expression on her face.I really don't understand how this person is so happy after a fight.

"Make up!" She stretched out her hand and put it in front of me. Her cheeks were backlit, and soft shadows filled her eyes. Behind her was Lin Tao, who was glowing with green light, and her hair was blown by the wind.

"Pa—" I stretched out my hand and patted her hand to settle the suspicion.

"Let's go," I stood up, patted the fallen leaves on my body, placed the three-dimensional maneuver, and waved to her, "I tell you, I am a beast inside. Don't mess with me." I showed her two pointed Teeth, "Or I will bite you to death."

"Hahaha, isn't it?" She placed the three-dimensional maneuver, put her hands on her hips, and raised her head, "It seems that we are the same."

I ignored her and walked out of the forest on fallen leaves.She followed and walked ahead of me.

The leaves stepped on made a crisp sound, step by step, from near to far.Gradually, as the person went away, Ye Zi's voice also silently faded away.

"I'm not like you. I'm a beast, you're a mad beast."

"Really, then go back and challenge that old bald guy Keith."

"...No, you go and bite him first."

"No, I think it stinks."

"..."

Both of us were disqualified due to damaged three-dimensional maneuvers and illegal fighting.Keith, with his bald head and black eyes, gave us both a good beating.When asked about the reason for the fight, Ymir quickly replied: "Emotional reasons." Keith almost died of anger.

When Keith was so angry that he couldn't die, I looked at her, and she also looked at me with a sympathetic heart, and smiled at each other.

The author has something to say: 26 is fine today~ Luzhu will be back tomorrow~

☆, the eve of graduation

My time in this world should not be too short, roughly five years.Five years, how many days and nights, this world finally took me in, I don't know whether to be grateful or disappointed.

As we were nearing graduation, I started to have another worry - that the Toros District was broken.

After seven years of scouring, the original plot in my mind began to blur.In the end, I had to repeat the plot almost every day to maintain my knowledge and familiarity with the plot.

"Alan!" "Let it go!!" "Stop hitting! Stop it!!!"...

Sitting at the wooden breakfast table, clutching my water glass, I sighed.The sunlight coming out of the wooden window is a square orange light on the wooden table, which is misplaced on the edge of the wooden table and falls on the wooden floor, and the slightly transpiring warm-colored light mist is slightly blurred.

I have long been used to seeing the fighting scenes that are often shown.From the very beginning of rushing forward to persuade the fight to the point of holding the bread while watching and chewing at the end, it can also be counted as one of the changes during the three-year training period.

"Damn it!" Jean was knocked to the ground by Allen's hand flip.

He propped up his body with his right hand, and Alan stared at him blankly from a height. "You! This is obviously not the fighting technique taught by the instructor!"

Allen raised his head noncommittally, his eyelashes revealed a circle of black light and shadow in the eye sockets under his eyes, his green pupils pressed against the bottom of the eye sockets, and the green pupils looked dazzling in the shadows, aloof and cool.

"Jean! It's okay..." Mark put down the water glass in his hand, sat on the wooden bench and called out to Rang who was lying on the ground, "Hey! Everyone stop making trouble! Go to training!! Haha..."

I watched Mark laughing and yelling at the crowd of onlookers, the sweat on his head and embarrassing laughter shuttled through the crowd, and I couldn't help but sigh.As a class leader, he really worked hard, almost every day he had to clean up the baskets made by the members of his class, but Mark was still kind-hearted, and he didn't want everyone to be deducted points for no reason...

Helplessly looking at Alan who was sitting in front of me as if nothing had happened, continuing to eat his half-eaten bread, I hesitated to speak.Jean Hei frowned, rubbed his leg that had been hit hard, and walked to his seat cursing.

"Alan..." I thought about it, and put down the bread in my hand.

"Huh?" Allen looked at me, but he didn't stop eating.Under the orange sunlight, the emerald green eyes are like a rare lake in the depths of the forest, clear and thick, the fluffy mist is dizzy in sleep, and the sporadic black spots in the depths are flickering in the light, as if The pupils of the beast's peeping eyes are bottomless.

"Eh..." I watched his earnest and clear green eyes glow with golden light, something was about to come out and then disappeared.I paused, then sighed inadvertently, "What, it's nothing..."

"Mia," Allen swallowed the bread in his mouth, and looked at me suspiciously, "You've been sighing more and more recently."

I was taken aback, touched my lips reflexively, and asked dully, "Eh? Is there..."

"Yes. If I add more wrinkles, I can call you an old lady." I saw Alan talking nonsense in a serious manner, with a piece of bread in my mouth, and my first reaction was to sigh again, but under Alan's gaze Looking at it, I swallowed it uncomfortably.

"Mia! Can you come over and do me a favor?...Haha this classmate, go back to your seat haha...Just now? They were just kidding haha..."

I heard Mark, who was outnumbered in the crowd, begged me for help with a painful expression on his face.I sighed again, quickly finished the last piece of bread, patted the crumbs on my body, took another big sip of water to strengthen my courage, and strode over.

When I was helping to "stabilize people's hearts", I was patted on the shoulder. I turned my head in a hurry in the bustling crowd, and saw Thomas standing next to me, and suddenly had an urge to cut the mess with a steel knife.

Walking out of the crowd with Thomas, he took me to a deserted clearing.The air in the early morning is slightly cool, and there are debris from the cold moon last night, mixed in the faint sunlight.Yellow, yellow, green and green weeds are intertwined in the loess open space, and the wet morning dew reflects a colorful light, which is full of fleeting style.

Thomas looked at me for a long time, and I habitually lowered my head under his scorching gaze, looking at the loess under my feet covering the stone slabs, revealing the shadowy recesses.The edges of the leather boots were stained with the smell of past mud and green grass when they came, and the mud fell on the edges of the leather boots dots, some of which condensed into yellow spots, and some had dark yellow wet soil in the middle.

He raised his right hand slightly, and took off the porcelain white bracelet on his left hand. "Hey, it's for you." Then he smiled and handed it in front of me.

His palm was broad and strong, slightly callused, and upon careful inspection, there were still some small unhealed wounds.The somewhat slender and petite bracelet was being spread on the palm of his hand, and the corners reflected white but not dazzling light.

It was a bracelet strung together with shells, simple yet delicate.Every small shell has been carefully selected without a trace of polishing. Although they are similar in spirit and shape, they all have their own style.Porcelain white looks soft in the sun, not angry or contending, under the washing of years and sea water, quietly accompanying and guarding, even if it turns yellow or gets old, it will never leave.

This kind of gentleness and humility reminded me of the sunny and cheerful boy in front of me at the first sight.

"I went to the market for a long time to choose... Ah, I'm really sorry, I can only give you a bunch of shells..." He looked around in a daze, his pale yellow hair was as soft as sunlight through a screen window.After the panic, he was cautious, "You, do you like it..."

His expression is like that of a wet deer looking across the river after the rain, watching a treasure that he dare not touch but dreams of, through the mist and rain, he wants to get close but can't get it, wants to give up but is unable to give it up.

For the first time in this world, I felt a feeling of being held in the palm of my hand. An indescribable depression piled up in my heart, and I was about to break through the threshold and want to breathe out.

I looked up at him and asked, "Why?"

Why?Obviously I am distant and indifferent to you, why are you still so hard and persistent?

Why do you want to be nice to me?Is it worth it?

Thomas, is it worth it?

"It's worth it." When I didn't know when to ask, he answered almost without hesitation, as if he had thought about it repeatedly but never lingered thousands of times.

I remained silent and stood in front of him.He looked at me without words.

His hand has been held in front of me, inside is the warm and silent bracelet and the love that is destined to be fruitless.They are there, standing alone but stubbornly, I can see them when I look back.

"Thank you." I took the shell necklace from his palm and held it in my hand, there was still a trace of warmth on it.It's just that when I capture it with my heart, the warmth disappears.

Thomas saw me take the bracelet with joy and excitement in his eyes, put his hand on my head with a smile on his face, and said softly, "Can you wear it on your left hand?"

Under his hopeful eyes, I put the bracelet on my left wrist, feeling the smooth touch of the bracelet and the clear affection flowing in the veins.

His gaze converged into a red light on the bracelet on my left hand, which was so hot that it seemed to have broken free from all fetters and shackles. It was hot and bright, crazy and sad.I felt his heart beating powerfully and rapidly, something would be uncontrollable, it would break the rope that was not far or near all the time, break through everything, and the rainstorm was coming.

"Mia! Me!" Thomas began to pant rapidly. He became extremely irritable today for some reason. His reason was burning and was about to be wiped out. "I am happy!..."

"Stop it!" I interrupted Thomas again firmly.Of course I know what this sentence is and what it means.

This era is soaked in darkness, and no light can illuminate it alone.So we just need to live in the darkness, don’t be dragged down, don’t be burdened, we only need to bear the darkness and bear the pain.

"Thomas, it's training time," I said