The actor is sick, I have no medicine

Time can change many things, but a madman is still a madman.

Before Lu Danggui could make a sound, the man in a suit and leather shoes behind him had already slowly bent down.

His chin was tightly clasped by slender fingers, and he was forced to turn his head away.

The person behind raised his other hand and grabbed the back of his neck fiercely. Lu Danggui lost his center of gravity and pressed his entire upper body against the glass door in front of the office.

Half of his face was pressed against the transparent glass porch, the coolness gradually penetrated into his skin, and Lu Danggui felt that his neck was hooped and he couldn't breathe.

He subconsciously raised his shoulders and began to struggle, but found that he couldn't move at all.

"..."

it hurts.

Lu Danggui wanted to tell the person behind him.The glass walls were freezing and cold, and his jaw ached like hell.

But he couldn't speak.

Trying to breathe, his Adam's apple rolled up and down with difficulty, Lu Danggui raised his head back and opened his lips slightly.

Then, the jaw was easily pried open, and a tall and straight figure fell from the glass window.

Xing Xuan forced him to kiss him.

Warm breaths intertwine with each other, lips and teeth are licked inch by inch.

The air on the promenade was stuffy and hot, filled with the dryness of early summer preparations.The skins that touched were very hot, but Lu Danggui felt a chill in his heart for no reason, with an indescribable discomfort.

He should have thought of it earlier.

The gentle and dumb "baby" was the last illusion of tenderness this person gave him.

What it was before, what it is now.Three years have passed, and there is still no gradual progress between him and Xing Xuan.

The deep kiss in the carriage is, and so is the entanglement in the bed at night.Regardless of whether he likes it or not, whether they are in love with each other or not, Xing Xuan will always be a person who replaces all words with actions.

Such a cold and emotionless machine will only show a moment of tenderness when it seeks pleasure and stimulation.

This person has a purpose in every physical contact.

Although he didn't understand what the purpose was this time, Lu Danggui knew that the warm embrace that hugged him tightly from behind was not an expression of emotion after a long-lost reunion.

Instead, he regarded him as a tool to mobilize emotions and satisfy the uncontrollable desire to commit violence in Xing Xuan's heart.

If you really cherish and care about a person, you will not generate pleasure by hurting him or giving him pain.

After the long kiss, the person behind lowered his eyes, and the warm breath brushed against his ears.

The sore jaw finally got rid of the confinement of the palm, and the hand that was clasped around the neck was slowly released.With his forehead against the cold glass wall, Lu Danggui bent down, stretched out his hand to grab his neck, and coughed faintly.

Using his elbow to support the door behind him, he took the opportunity to hold the doorknob, trying to stand up straight from the spot, when he suddenly heard Xing Xuan speak lightly.

"Where?"

Realizing that the person in front of him wanted to leave, Xing Xuan took a step forward.

The toes of the shiny leather shoes approached inch by inch, he bent down gracefully, and grabbed Lu Danggui by the collar.

With her back stiff and forced to raise her head, Lu Danggui bumped into the eyes of the man in front of her again.

Gritting his back molars tightly, Lu Danggui looked at the person close at hand coldly, and said word by word: "You fucking can control it?"

He didn't know what enmity Xing Xuan had with him. Even if it was a young couple who broke up because of conflicts, they wouldn't treat each other so roughly after three years of not seeing each other, would they? !

Xing Xuan's appearance looks more like he's here to trouble him!

He was pulled up from the ground by the neckline vigorously. He didn't expect that Xing Xuan's eyes froze, and he suddenly became another person.

Suddenly fell into a hot embrace, and the arm hanging by his side was tightly embraced by the person in front of him, Lu Danggui couldn't move for a while.

Through the reflection of the glass wall, he saw Xing Xuan's quiet profile.

The breath on the neck gradually calmed down, and the person in front of him closed his eyes and leaned on his side shoulder.

Time seemed to stop flowing.

After a long while, as if sensing Lu Danggui's gaze, Xing Xuan slowly opened his eyes, and also looked at him quietly through the glass wall.

His eyes were dull, his pupils were red, and there was a strange smile between his brows.

Lu Danggui's heartbeat suddenly went out of order.

Still being tightly held in this person's arms, an inexplicable thought suddenly appeared in his heart.

If someone gave Xing Xuan a double-edged sword, then in the next second, he would first stab the blade into his back, and then face the other end to meet his chest.

An abrupt voice echoed in my mind:

【He wants to die with you. 】

【He wants to live with you. 】

--

From the moment he saw the pair of lifeless eyes on the glass door, Lu Danggui realized what was going on.

This is a look often seen by schizophrenic patients.

Quiet, indifferent, with a kind of lifeless despair.

The man fell ill again, and the condition was still serious.

Now he finally understands why Xing Xuan buried his head in his shoulder again after treating him so roughly.

This man is burning the last of his sanity to control himself and avoid hurting the closest self.

Drink poison to quench thirst.

These four words flashed in Lu Danggui's mind.

He didn't want to become a slave to his emotions, but the string called reason was too tight and would break soon.

"Xing Xuan," Lu Danggui raised his eyes slightly, and said with difficulty to the person hugging him tightly, "...where do you keep your medicine?"

Although he no longer works as a doctor, he still remembers the industry knowledge he had in dealing with emergency medical situations.

Taking medicine or taking sedatives is the fastest way to control the patient's condition.Although until the patient takes the medicine, he himself will always be in danger.

This is not a hospital, there are no nurses around, and the only person Xingcheng can hurt is himself who is close to him.

Xing Xuan didn't answer, but his breathing became more and more rapid.

The two were so close that they could kiss each other as soon as they looked up, and they could touch each other as soon as they reached out.

Ready to be attacked by the person in front of him at any time, Lu Danggui lowered his eyes in resignation, waiting for the suffocation around his neck to come again.

After a while, he suddenly felt a lightness on his shoulder.

Xing Xuan straightened up slowly, releasing the person in his arms from the confinement of his deep embrace.

"...Punishment City?"

Xingcheng was silent, but staggered back a few steps, his back hit the glass wall behind him heavily.The automatic door of the office opened slowly. He put one hand on the door, and with the other hand, he used his fingers to hold the glass wall next to him tightly, and staggered into the office.

Falling weakly in front of the big sofa by the floor-to-ceiling windows, he fixed his scarlet eyes on Lu Danggui who was still standing at the door of the office.

His eyes stayed on Lu Danggui's lips for a moment, then slowly moved down his neck, as if he was carefully admiring a unique work of art in the world.

Looking at the person lying limp on the sofa, Lu Danggui inexplicably remembered those absurd nights.

The way Xing Xuan looked at him today was the same as when he was on the bed.Fingertips stroked the skin on his back inch by inch until they drew a circle around his ankle.His eyes also slowly lowered, as if he wanted to see every part of his body thoroughly.

If someone else looked at him with such a bright scrutiny, then he might have already started to feel uncomfortable.

But Xing Xuan is different.

Xing Xuan's eyes seemed to be able to see through everything, looking into the depths of his soul through the thin clothing on his body.

The complex love-hate feelings he had for Xing Xuan, those disgusting thoughts that were not visible, seemed to have been exposed to the sun one by one, and appeared in front of Xing Xuan.

In this person's sight, his body is invisible, and his heart has nowhere to hide.

Hastily avoiding Xing Xuan's gaze, Lu Danggui suppressed the messy thoughts in his mind, and followed into the spacious CEO's office: "Xing Xuan, tell me where the medicine is!"

Trying his best to gather his scattered consciousness, Xing Xuan spoke hoarsely, but did not answer Lu Danggui's question.

"...the remote control on the table, give it to me."

Picking up the black remote control in front of the desk, Lu Danggui stepped forward and put it in Xing Xuan's hand hanging in front of the sofa.

Picking up the remote control in his hand, Xing Xuan pressed one of the buttons without looking at it.

Immediately there was a "click" sound outside the glass door, and the door of the office was locked.

"you--"

Immediately afterwards, there was a sound of heavy objects moving behind him.

Lu Danggui turned around and saw the solid wood cabinets filled with antique porcelain behind the office began to slowly move to the sides, revealing the darkness behind the cabinets.

In this huge office, there is actually a dark room hidden that no one knows about.

Before Lu Danggui could react, Xing Xuan had already grabbed his wrist and slowly stood up from the sofa.

"...Help me in."

Xing Xuan's palms were full of sweat.

He kept saying that he needed his help, but he was almost dragged to the door of the dark room by Xing Xuan.Even if his mental state is not very good at this time, the strength of this person is also astonishing.

With the help of the dim light above his head, Lu Danggui could clearly see the structure of the darkroom of the bookcase.

In the narrow space, there is only an adjustable recliner and a small medicine cabinet in the corner.

The chair handles on both sides are equipped with metal rings, and there are two long white cloth straps dangling on the back of the chair, which are firmly tied to the railing behind the back of the chair.

His eyes slowly moved to the right, and he looked at the medicine cabinet placed in the corner.Even in the dark, he could immediately make out the small print on the medicine bottle.

Lu Danggui's pupils shrank slightly.

Three years have passed, and Xing Xuan's mental illness has not improved in any way.

This medicine cabinet is full of drugs to control psychotic attacks, and they are all prescription drugs that can only be prescribed in the hospital. I don't know how Xing Xuan got them.

And these white cloth belts hanging on the back of the chair are all the restraint belts that patients in mental hospitals only use when they are sick.Due to the suspicion of violating the patient's right to personal freedom, this type of restraint belt is very controversial and has been gradually eliminated by the industry.

Why is there such a dark room in Xing Xuan's office?

Lu Danggui didn't have time to think too much.The situation was more urgent, so he quickly squatted down and selected several medicines from the medicine cabinet to deal with Xing Xun's emergencies.Shaking out a few pills from each bottle, he turned his head and asked Xing Xuan again: "Where is the water dispenser, I'll get you some water?"

Turning his head, he saw that the person behind him was already sitting on a chair covered with restraint belts, and there was an indifferent smile in his slack eyes.

Seeing the little doctor squatting in the corner busy preparing the medicine, Xing Cheng curled his lips in the dim light.

He thought of the first time—the hardest time.

He sat in the empty president's office, and his every move was directly monitored by Xing Jingshan.

The new medicine Xing Jingshan prescribed to him was originally a medicine used to treat mania.Eating too much will not only make you drowsy, but your emotional response will also become more and more depressed.

It is difficult for him to express his inner emotions, and Xing Jingshan is also aware of this.He did this because he wanted to force himself into a walking dead who would only be at his mercy.

In order not to be under the control of Xing Jingshan, he built this dark room for himself on the top floor of the Wanhai Group with the entire Xing family behind his back.

Only in this way, he will not hurt others, and will not let the employees in the group notice any clues.

Unless it was a last resort, he would never take the medicine given by Xing Jingshan. He just asked the second secretary to help him, and locked himself in the darkroom alone until everything was over.

He knew he couldn't express his love, but he didn't want to forget the feeling of loving someone.

After suffering for so long, the day finally came.

The person who made him stop at the intersection and wanted to buy roses for him returned to his world once again.

He forced Lu Danggui to raise his neck and open his lips and teeth, forcing him to bear his own violence, forcing him to accept everything.It seems that as long as he controls this person's body, he can express the feelings deep in his heart that can never be expressed.

I can't bear to release it, and venting alone can no longer have any effect.

He wants total possession.

But if he doesn't give up his freedom, he will hurt him again.

--

Carrying warm water to Xing Xuan's side, Lu Danggui saw the dark spots of blood on the chair handle under the noon sunlight coming in from the dark room.

In connection with everything in the dark room he observed just now, he already thought of some bad things.

Lu Danggui's hand holding the water glass gradually trembled.

He is enraged.

Isn't this person the big boss of Wan Hai, the rich and powerful Xing Zong?

What about the doctor, the rest of the Xing family, and his father, the omnipotent Chairman Xing?

Could it be that no one has ever cared about his life?

At this moment, he saw Xing Xuan slowly raised his head in the darkness.

The tear mole in the corner of the eye is like a kiss from God.

The mental patient on the chair put his hands behind his back, staring at him with a pair of red eyes.

He said, "Doctor Lu, tie me up."

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