The actor is sick, I have no medicine
Chapter 48
Lu Danggui never expected that he would bring the president of the Wanhai Group home just by going out to hold a scientific research report meeting.
The security guard in the parking lot probably forgot to charge the eDonkey, and just halfway along the seaside boulevard, the little yellow duck burped forward.
Stopping on the side of the road waiting for a taxi, he saw Xing Xuan took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and silently wrote down a series of mobile phone numbers, then threw the [-] yuan mobile phone in his hand back, and threw it straight into the sea behind the railing.
"..."
Staring at the beautiful parabola across the air, Lu Danggui was a little dazed.
Xing Xuan glanced at him: "The phone has location tracking."
Lu Danggui: "Oh..."
He originally wanted to ask Xing Xuan, who just threw away his phone, what to do with the mess of the Wanhai Group.
There is also Uncle Security’s little yellow duck, who was not only taken away by him, but also left alone by the beach, how to deal with the aftermath...
Seeing that Xing Xuan's face was covered with the words "None of my business" again, Lu Danggui had no choice but to shut his mouth in embarrassment.
The moment he escaped from the Wanhai Group with Xing Xuan, he never thought about what to do next.
Now, the two are standing side by side on the bus stop of the beach paradise, the cool sea breeze blowing across their cheeks in the evening, completely waking up Lu Danggui.
The place where the two are located has already left the city, and the location is relatively remote.After standing there and waiting for a long time, finally an empty taxi passed by.
After getting into the car together, the driver asked the two people in the back seat, "Where are you two going?"
Lu Danggui originally wanted to ask for Xing Xuan's opinion, so he turned his head to ask him.Unexpectedly, as soon as Xing Xuan got into the car, he closed his eyes, relaxed his shoulders and leaned on the car seat, and soon entered a state of rest.
His right arm was hanging down on the side of his thigh, and it was tightly pressed against Lu Danggui's elbow, exuding a hot temperature.
Elevated body temperature, drowsiness and drowsiness, this is the manifestation that the medicines taken have begun to work in the body.
From this point of view, when he was on the battery car just now, Xing Xuan was actually holding on all the time, and he didn't finally relax until he got into the taxi.
Sighing slowly, Lu Danggui leaned forward and said to the driver in the driver's seat, "...to the staff dormitory building of the Nanjiang Campus of the University of Science and Technology, I'm in trouble."
The driver nodded, then started the engine and drove along the seaside boulevard towards the cross-river bridge.
As the sun sets, night gradually descends on this coastal city.The air conditioner in the car was turned on quite high, which brought a bit of coolness to the sweltering afternoon.
Beside him, on the spacious rear seat, Xing Xuan frowned slightly, curled up his shoulders unconsciously, and leaned against him.
The next second, Xing Xuan sneezed shortly in his sleep.Due to his shortness of breath, he twitched the tip of his nose, raised the back of his finger and rubbed it lightly twice.
The bridge of the handsome nose was rubbed a little red with fingers, which made the man's facial features a little smokey.
The car window reflected Xing Xuan's sleeping profile, Lu Danggui couldn't hold back, and turned his head to take a second look.
When I usually see Xing Xuan, this person is always indifferent and indifferent, just like an artificial AI that escaped from the science and technology park.
It was the first time he saw such a lively expression on Xing Xuan's face.
"...Master, turn up the air conditioner, thank you."
Lu Danggui lowered his voice and spoke to the driver in front.
Following the crowded traffic during the rush hour, the taxi slowly drove into the cross-river bridge.
The driver turned up the volume on the car radio and began listening to the daily traffic sounds.
"Today, Wanhai Building cooperated with the District Fire Brigade to carry out an emergency evacuation drill. Affected by it, some roads near Xijiang Avenue and Suian Avenue are congested. Please pay attention to avoiding when you travel—"
With a long sigh of relief, Lu Danggui also leaned back on the seat back, turning his head to stare at the flow of people outside the car window in a daze.
Sure enough, there was no need for Xing Xuan to come forward in person, someone had already settled this matter.
The lights on both sides of the bridge shone into the carriage through the glass windows. Although the uphill road was a bit bumpy, the people sitting beside him huddled together and slept soundly.
Lu Danggui once again turned his head to look at Xing Xuan.
King Jinfeng, the eldest son of the Xing family, and the president of Wanhai.
Even with so many halos added to him, he is actually just an ordinary person.
There is no three-headed six-armed, not invulnerable.Like every ordinary person, he also feels cold, sleepy, and scared, and needs a peaceful corner where he can take a short rest.
--
Ten minutes later, the taxi stopped at the downstairs of the staff dormitory of Polytechnic University.
After paying the fare, Lu Danggui raised his hand and patted Xing Xuan's shoulder lightly, trying to wake him up from his sleep.
As soon as his five fingers touched Xing Xuan's shoulder, Xing Xuan suddenly tensed his upper body, and suddenly opened his eyes.
When he first woke up, his eyes were extremely cold, like a beast hiding in a cave, and found the vigilant eyes of a hunter wandering around the entrance of the cave.
It wasn't until he saw clearly who the person was in front of him that Xing Xuan's face froze slightly, and the fear in his pupils gradually dissipated.
Almost frightened by Xing Xuan's gaze, Lu Danggui's hands froze in mid-air.
He moved his throat and said unnaturally: "Here we are, get out of the car."
After saying this, Lu Danggui quickly looked away, turned his head back, bent down and got out of the car door.
Those old accounts between the two have not been fully settled, so he will not always give this person a good face!
Standing up slowly from the seat, Xing Xun realized that he was wearing a white dress, which was the researcher's white coat that Lu Danggui wore when reporting.
When he appeared in the parking lot on a battery scooter, he didn't see Lu Danggui wearing this white coat, and he didn't know what hidden place he hid his clothes.
The two walked into the apartment building one after the other, took the elevator all the way to the sixth floor, and no one spoke.
Taking out the key to open the apartment door, turning on the light in the entrance, Lu Danggui took out a pair of slippers with Doraemon patterns printed on them from the shoe cabinet, and put them at Xing Xuan's feet.
"I bought it at a discount in the supermarket, there is nothing else." Lu Danggui muttered in a low voice, not looking at the people who followed him in, "You just make it."
Standing there for a while with lowered eyes, Xing Xuan finally took off his shiny black leather shoes and put on blue cartoon sandals.
Several pizza boxes were piled up at the door, blocking the way for the two to enter.Lu Danggui bent down and was about to pack up the leftovers from last night when she suddenly heard the sound of slippers stepping on the floor from behind.
A slender figure pressed up from behind, and the familiar warm breath rushed to the back of his neck.Just like when he was sitting on the battery car, two arms stretched out from behind and gently wrapped around his waist.
Early summer in the northern hemisphere is starry and the nights are low.The living room was pitch black except for the dim light in the hallway.
Xing Xuan hugged him from behind, just hugging him, not speaking.
Lu Danggui gradually froze in place.
After a while, he slowly raised his hand and grabbed Xing Xuan's wrist, trying to pull the man's arm away from his waist, but failed.
The temperature on Xing Xuan's body was still scorching hot, and his hot chest was pressed against his back tightly without leaving a slight gap.
"..."
Letting the person behind him bury his head into the back of his neck, his breathing gradually became steady and even. Lu Danggui was silent for a long time, and finally opened his mouth.
"... Xing Xuan," his lips trembled slightly, "what is this?"
He didn't know how to tell the man standing behind him, telling him about his torment and struggle alone in every sleepless night during the past three years.
When the two first met, he only had full hatred for Xing Xuan.Hate sister had an accident because of him, lost her legs and sat in a wheelchair.I hate that he didn't take responsibility, and didn't publicly say an apology for so many years.
As the entanglement between the two deepened, he gradually discovered something was wrong.
There are still many strange things about the accident that year, and there may be other secrets behind it.Something must have happened at that time that he didn't know, which led to the current situation.
He once questioned Xing Xuan sharply, but he didn't expect that this person had a suppression defense mechanism after the accident, and he couldn't remember anything in his mind.
Later, he also tried to start with his younger sister, trying to find out the truth of what happened back then, but found that his younger sister didn't know about it either.
Xing Xuan and Wen Fei, the main parties involved in the two accidents, both fell into a coma after that accident and were sent to the intensive care unit.
A few years later, a man announced his withdrawal from the entertainment industry, and suddenly became the heir of a wealthy family business.
The other also got a prosthesis, started a new life positively and optimistically, and even reaped a beautiful love in a foreign country.
It seems that the truth behind everything that happened in the past is no longer important.
But Lu Danggui was not reconciled.
They all forgot, and he was the only one left to carry all the memories.
It's not fair at all.
Besides that, there was his messy mess of emotions.
His first kiss, his first time, all the love and hatred in his 30 years of life, he gave to this person behind him.
However, in every incident that happened between them, he was drugged and forcibly stripped naked, and he was forced to bear everything.
Even this quiet night of huddling together was exchanged for a grand escape under the sunset at dusk.
The unremarkable daily life of those young lovers, the quarrels over daily necessities, are all unattainable existences for him.
Everything in the past has not yet come to light, he has no way to let go of his grudge, and responds to the hug of the person behind him without any hesitation.
His love bears a heavy burden, and Xing Xuan's love is sick and deformed.
Neither of them has the right to love each other normally.
The frequency of the heartbeat gradually tended to be the same, and the person behind him seemed to have seen through his heart.
Xing Xuan didn't say a word, slowly lowered his head, and hugged the person in his arms tighter.
It’s okay to not be able to open up.
Not being able to look each other straight in the eye is okay.
Even if it was a moth to the flame, he only wanted to burn his wings even more intensely, wrapping the beating heart in his arms.
At this moment, an abrupt voice suddenly broke the silence in the room.
[Cuckoo——]
Lu Danggui's stomach growled very hopelessly.
From going out to Wanhai Group to attend the report meeting in the early morning, to riding a battery car to break out of the siege at sunset, most of the day has passed, and he has not eaten.
Not to mention, he was locked in a dark room and handcuffed for a long time for no reason.
Gently supporting his waist, the chest of the person behind him trembled slightly.
Sensing that Xing Xuan let go of his hand slowly, Lu Danggui touched the tip of his nose in embarrassment, then turned his head and pressed the headlight in the living room:
"...What do you want to eat? I'll order takeaway."
"It will be all right."
Xing Xuan stood beside the shoe cabinet and spoke calmly.
Lu Danggui's ears were slightly red.
For some reason, although Xing Xuan pursed his lips slightly and had no expression on his face, he always felt that this person seemed to be smiling just now.
Sitting in front of the small sofa together, Lu Danggui clicked on the interface of the takeaway app, and quickly flipped through the menu of the restaurant.
After spending a long time choosing alone, he didn't raise his head to ask the person sitting beside him what he wanted to eat tonight.
In such an ambiguous atmosphere just now, his stomach suddenly growled, which was really embarrassing.
After choosing a Shandong restaurant, he ordered two dishes at random. As soon as Lu Danggui clicked the payment button, a prompt "Insufficient balance" popped up on the page.
Lu Angelica: ...
Last month's salary has just been transferred across the border to Lu Wenfei as living expenses, and his salary for this month has not yet been paid.
Now, the sum of the various payment software on the mobile phone is less than fifty.
Okay, this time I'm really ashamed and lost at home.
After bowing his head and dying for a long time, Lu Danggui raised his head hesitantly, and asked the people beside him falteringly:
"Well, do you have 100 yuan in your card?"
Still not fully recovered, Xing Xuan was leaning on the sofa for a rest with his eyes closed.
Hearing Lu Danggui's words, he slowly raised his eyelids: "I usually don't use cards."
Lu Danggui blurted out: "...What about Huabei?"
Xing Xuan fell into silence.
In the end, the dinner for the two of them was still Lu Danggui went into the kitchen bravely, scrambled eggs and fried rice with the only two eggs left in the refrigerator.
Returning to the living room with two bowls of extremely ugly egg fried rice, Lu Danggui saw that Xing Xuan was lazily sitting in front of the sofa, switching programs on the TV back and forth with the remote control.
Taking out a can of Sprite from the refrigerator and putting it in front of Xing Xuan, Lu Danggui asked him:
"What do you want to see, I will find it for you."
Looking up from the unknown object in the bowl, Xing Xuan slowly picked up the rice spoon in front of the coffee table: "It's all fine."
As the night outside the window was getting darker, Lu Danggui walked to the balcony and drew the curtains on both sides.
The news information is too boring. Xing Xuan seldom participated in variety shows when he was still a star, so he probably wasn't very interested in variety shows.
Sitting in front of the sofa and thinking for a long time, Lu Danggui clicked on the video player that comes with the TV, and switched the channel to the movie column.
As soon as the interface jumped, the face of Xingda actor suddenly appeared on the big poster on the channel homepage.
Below the poster is a line of headlines:
[The extended remake of "Vicious Dog" will be launched on major video platforms from May 5th]
Lu Danggui's eyelids twitched, and he quickly pressed the switch button on the remote control, wanting to jump back from this page.
Unexpectedly, Xing Xuan whispered in his ear: "That's it."
Lu Danggui felt slightly surprised.
He didn't expect that Xing Xuan would want to relive this movie again.
It has been two full years since Xing Xuan revealed on the Internet that he was a mentally ill patient and completely left the public eye.
Because of this incident, there was a disturbance on the Internet for a long time.Many netizens have expressed similar opinions, thinking that Xing Xuan is too involved in the drama, so he suffers from mental illness like the hero Xu Jian in "Vicious Dog".
"Vicious Dog" will be launched again this year in an extended and remastered version. Lu Danggui has also seen this news on the Internet before.
After four years, the producer re-edited an extended version with 4K quality, and landed on major video platforms for platform members to watch for a fee.
The new version has more than 20 minutes of brand-new plots than the old version released in theaters. It is said that the filming was completed long ago, but the part was deleted because of the time limit of the film before it was released.
In order to attract fans' enthusiasm, the film distributor even created a publicity stunt of "Xing Xuan's return to the world" on Hot Search, using the name of nostalgia to attract viewers to pay to watch.
This topic was crazily criticized by Xing Xuan's old fans on the Internet, saying that the publisher was sucking people's blood and making a big fuss about Xing Xuan who had already retired.
After only half a day, this hot search was removed by the publisher.
He wanted to switch channels in a hurry, but there was actually another reason, which was that he was worried that this film would touch Xing Xuan's sore spot.
I am a mentally ill person myself, wouldn't it be uncomfortable to watch another self go to death on the screen?
After saying that, Xing Xuan picked up the fried rice with eggs in front of him, took a mouthful with a spoon, and slowly put it in his mouth.
The hand holding the rice spoon paused in mid-air for a moment, seeing Lu Danggui cast a deep look at him, he silently took another spoonful.
The taste of this egg fried rice... is a bit hard to swallow.
The TV screen gradually dimmed, the living room fell into darkness, and the movie started.
Before the opening commercial ended, Lu Danggui couldn't help asking:
"What is the newly added plot about?"
Putting down the bottomless bowl, Xing Xuan picked up the Sprite and drank a few sips, feeling a bit more comfortable in his stomach: "I don't know."
Lu Danggui nodded, turned his gaze back to the TV, and did not speak again.
In this film, one of them is the lead actor who personally participated in it, and the other is a black fan who has been brushed up many times in order to criticize. Both of them are very familiar with the plot.
Halfway through the movie, Lu Danggui sneaked a glance at the person beside him from the corner of his eye.
The light from the TV illuminated Xing Xuan's side face, making his eyes clearer.He watched very intently, as if he was not a person in the play, but a bystander without sorrow or joy.
Two hours passed and no one moved on the couch.
Until the lens gradually dimmed, the screen brightened again.The angle of view of the camera turned, and it was aimed at the pickup truck that drove out of the gate of the mental hospital against the storm.
Then, the color of the picture faded away slowly, and it was different from the plot where Xu Jian drove the car directly up the viaduct, and the newly added clip began.
The whole film has become black and white in a retro style, with noise appearing from time to time, like a memory recorded with an old camera.
What appeared on the screen was not Xu Jian himself, but a little boy in a blue and white striped suit.
A gray name tag was hung on the little boy's chest, with a line of English letters "XJ-05-B3" written on it.
This is Xu Jian when he was a child.
The surrounding walls and the floor of the corridor were pale, and the camera followed the back of Xiao Xu Jian's head and moved forward, turned the corner, and entered a small room.
The layout of the room is very similar to Xu Jian's ward in the mental hospital in the first half of the film. Except for the old furniture, the placement of the items has hardly changed.
Xiao Xujian was sitting by the window alone, he kept dangling his legs, quietly watching the birds bouncing on the tree.
At this moment, there was a dull knock on the door.The narrow window was half opened, and an iron plate containing food was handed in through the window.
Seeing that Xiao Xu obediently carried the food plate, he ate half of the food in it like a storm, and suddenly stopped eating.
He picked up the spoon, scooped up a spoonful of braised pork carefully, and handed it to the air beside him.
Xiao Xujian grinned and said, "Ah Feng, I'll give you some meat."
Hearing this line, Lu Danggui suddenly opened his eyes wide.
He turned his head in disbelief, and looked at Xu Jian who was sitting beside him, off-screen.
Xing Xuan's face was very calm, as if he had guessed the plot long ago.
There is light in his pupils, looking at the little boy in the film, as if looking at himself in another world.
For the next ten minutes or so, the film basically proceeded in silent mode.It tells how Xu Jian gradually grows into an adult, until the screen turns and returns to the opening screen of the film.
After growing up, Xu Jian was wrestled by several medical staff and carried into a mental hospital. He yelled loudly, "I am a normal person, not a lunatic", with tears on his face.
Lu Danggui slowly sat up straight from the sofa.
He suddenly understood.
In the original version, Xu Jian was a normal person who was mistaken for a mental illness and locked up in a mental hospital.It wasn't until his lover Ah Feng died unexpectedly and was framed and tortured by his patients and doctors that he gradually became a real lunatic.
Wrong, all wrong.
Xu Jian was actually a mentally ill patient since he was very young.
From childhood to adulthood, he has been imprisoned in this remote mental hospital, living alone in this world.From the beginning to the end of the film, Ah Feng is a character imagined by himself.
This girl who grew up with him, loved him in the mental hospital, and finally died silently never existed in this world.
Everything was just a dream dreamed up by Xu Jian.
Until the end of the film, when he drove the pickup truck up the viaduct and turned his head to look at the camera, the dream finally woke up.
The familiar ending song echoed in the living room, and Lu Danggui heard Xing Xuan speak slowly beside him:
"Doctor Lu, when I was young, I raised a rabbit."
He stared intently at the rolling credits list on the screen: "After my mother died, from a certain day onwards, there was an extra rabbit by my side."
"I feed it, pick fresh grass for it to eat in the back garden, take good care of it every day, and comb its white hair clean."
"I thought it would stay with me until one day I found its dead body next to the bucket in the garden."
"I ran back home, crying and begging the servants to bury it for me."
Xing Xuan's voice gradually began to tremble a little, "But the expressions on everyone's faces are very puzzled."
"Everyone asks me, bunny, what bunny?"
"I don't believe it. I searched the entire criminal house like crazy. But no matter what, I can't find any trace of its existence."
"That day, Xing Jingshan invited a doctor to the house for the first time. He, the doctor, and the servants at home, each of them told me that there were no rabbits at home, and everything was my own delusion."
Xing Xuan paused, then continued:
"Later, they kept talking about me in private. They said that I inherited my mother's disease, and I was also an out-and-out lunatic."
"Obviously it's the one who accompanies me every day, it's the one who walks with me in the garden, and it's the one who sleeps with me beside my pillow." He lowered his head and was dazed for a few seconds, "But why is it fake? Why did it disappear?"
Twenty years later, he was in a serious car accident on a viaduct and ended up in the hospital.
One very ordinary night, by the lake downstairs in the psychiatric ward, there was a man sitting on a bench beside him.
The man whispered to him, asking him why he was sitting here alone.
With a concerned expression on his face, he was dressed in a clean white coat, pure and flawless.
After getting to know that person, he changed a unique address book note for him.
Turning his head and looking directly into the eyes of the person beside him, Xing Xuan's voice was hoarse:
"Doctor Lu, I think I found that rabbit."
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The security guard in the parking lot probably forgot to charge the eDonkey, and just halfway along the seaside boulevard, the little yellow duck burped forward.
Stopping on the side of the road waiting for a taxi, he saw Xing Xuan took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and silently wrote down a series of mobile phone numbers, then threw the [-] yuan mobile phone in his hand back, and threw it straight into the sea behind the railing.
"..."
Staring at the beautiful parabola across the air, Lu Danggui was a little dazed.
Xing Xuan glanced at him: "The phone has location tracking."
Lu Danggui: "Oh..."
He originally wanted to ask Xing Xuan, who just threw away his phone, what to do with the mess of the Wanhai Group.
There is also Uncle Security’s little yellow duck, who was not only taken away by him, but also left alone by the beach, how to deal with the aftermath...
Seeing that Xing Xuan's face was covered with the words "None of my business" again, Lu Danggui had no choice but to shut his mouth in embarrassment.
The moment he escaped from the Wanhai Group with Xing Xuan, he never thought about what to do next.
Now, the two are standing side by side on the bus stop of the beach paradise, the cool sea breeze blowing across their cheeks in the evening, completely waking up Lu Danggui.
The place where the two are located has already left the city, and the location is relatively remote.After standing there and waiting for a long time, finally an empty taxi passed by.
After getting into the car together, the driver asked the two people in the back seat, "Where are you two going?"
Lu Danggui originally wanted to ask for Xing Xuan's opinion, so he turned his head to ask him.Unexpectedly, as soon as Xing Xuan got into the car, he closed his eyes, relaxed his shoulders and leaned on the car seat, and soon entered a state of rest.
His right arm was hanging down on the side of his thigh, and it was tightly pressed against Lu Danggui's elbow, exuding a hot temperature.
Elevated body temperature, drowsiness and drowsiness, this is the manifestation that the medicines taken have begun to work in the body.
From this point of view, when he was on the battery car just now, Xing Xuan was actually holding on all the time, and he didn't finally relax until he got into the taxi.
Sighing slowly, Lu Danggui leaned forward and said to the driver in the driver's seat, "...to the staff dormitory building of the Nanjiang Campus of the University of Science and Technology, I'm in trouble."
The driver nodded, then started the engine and drove along the seaside boulevard towards the cross-river bridge.
As the sun sets, night gradually descends on this coastal city.The air conditioner in the car was turned on quite high, which brought a bit of coolness to the sweltering afternoon.
Beside him, on the spacious rear seat, Xing Xuan frowned slightly, curled up his shoulders unconsciously, and leaned against him.
The next second, Xing Xuan sneezed shortly in his sleep.Due to his shortness of breath, he twitched the tip of his nose, raised the back of his finger and rubbed it lightly twice.
The bridge of the handsome nose was rubbed a little red with fingers, which made the man's facial features a little smokey.
The car window reflected Xing Xuan's sleeping profile, Lu Danggui couldn't hold back, and turned his head to take a second look.
When I usually see Xing Xuan, this person is always indifferent and indifferent, just like an artificial AI that escaped from the science and technology park.
It was the first time he saw such a lively expression on Xing Xuan's face.
"...Master, turn up the air conditioner, thank you."
Lu Danggui lowered his voice and spoke to the driver in front.
Following the crowded traffic during the rush hour, the taxi slowly drove into the cross-river bridge.
The driver turned up the volume on the car radio and began listening to the daily traffic sounds.
"Today, Wanhai Building cooperated with the District Fire Brigade to carry out an emergency evacuation drill. Affected by it, some roads near Xijiang Avenue and Suian Avenue are congested. Please pay attention to avoiding when you travel—"
With a long sigh of relief, Lu Danggui also leaned back on the seat back, turning his head to stare at the flow of people outside the car window in a daze.
Sure enough, there was no need for Xing Xuan to come forward in person, someone had already settled this matter.
The lights on both sides of the bridge shone into the carriage through the glass windows. Although the uphill road was a bit bumpy, the people sitting beside him huddled together and slept soundly.
Lu Danggui once again turned his head to look at Xing Xuan.
King Jinfeng, the eldest son of the Xing family, and the president of Wanhai.
Even with so many halos added to him, he is actually just an ordinary person.
There is no three-headed six-armed, not invulnerable.Like every ordinary person, he also feels cold, sleepy, and scared, and needs a peaceful corner where he can take a short rest.
--
Ten minutes later, the taxi stopped at the downstairs of the staff dormitory of Polytechnic University.
After paying the fare, Lu Danggui raised his hand and patted Xing Xuan's shoulder lightly, trying to wake him up from his sleep.
As soon as his five fingers touched Xing Xuan's shoulder, Xing Xuan suddenly tensed his upper body, and suddenly opened his eyes.
When he first woke up, his eyes were extremely cold, like a beast hiding in a cave, and found the vigilant eyes of a hunter wandering around the entrance of the cave.
It wasn't until he saw clearly who the person was in front of him that Xing Xuan's face froze slightly, and the fear in his pupils gradually dissipated.
Almost frightened by Xing Xuan's gaze, Lu Danggui's hands froze in mid-air.
He moved his throat and said unnaturally: "Here we are, get out of the car."
After saying this, Lu Danggui quickly looked away, turned his head back, bent down and got out of the car door.
Those old accounts between the two have not been fully settled, so he will not always give this person a good face!
Standing up slowly from the seat, Xing Xun realized that he was wearing a white dress, which was the researcher's white coat that Lu Danggui wore when reporting.
When he appeared in the parking lot on a battery scooter, he didn't see Lu Danggui wearing this white coat, and he didn't know what hidden place he hid his clothes.
The two walked into the apartment building one after the other, took the elevator all the way to the sixth floor, and no one spoke.
Taking out the key to open the apartment door, turning on the light in the entrance, Lu Danggui took out a pair of slippers with Doraemon patterns printed on them from the shoe cabinet, and put them at Xing Xuan's feet.
"I bought it at a discount in the supermarket, there is nothing else." Lu Danggui muttered in a low voice, not looking at the people who followed him in, "You just make it."
Standing there for a while with lowered eyes, Xing Xuan finally took off his shiny black leather shoes and put on blue cartoon sandals.
Several pizza boxes were piled up at the door, blocking the way for the two to enter.Lu Danggui bent down and was about to pack up the leftovers from last night when she suddenly heard the sound of slippers stepping on the floor from behind.
A slender figure pressed up from behind, and the familiar warm breath rushed to the back of his neck.Just like when he was sitting on the battery car, two arms stretched out from behind and gently wrapped around his waist.
Early summer in the northern hemisphere is starry and the nights are low.The living room was pitch black except for the dim light in the hallway.
Xing Xuan hugged him from behind, just hugging him, not speaking.
Lu Danggui gradually froze in place.
After a while, he slowly raised his hand and grabbed Xing Xuan's wrist, trying to pull the man's arm away from his waist, but failed.
The temperature on Xing Xuan's body was still scorching hot, and his hot chest was pressed against his back tightly without leaving a slight gap.
"..."
Letting the person behind him bury his head into the back of his neck, his breathing gradually became steady and even. Lu Danggui was silent for a long time, and finally opened his mouth.
"... Xing Xuan," his lips trembled slightly, "what is this?"
He didn't know how to tell the man standing behind him, telling him about his torment and struggle alone in every sleepless night during the past three years.
When the two first met, he only had full hatred for Xing Xuan.Hate sister had an accident because of him, lost her legs and sat in a wheelchair.I hate that he didn't take responsibility, and didn't publicly say an apology for so many years.
As the entanglement between the two deepened, he gradually discovered something was wrong.
There are still many strange things about the accident that year, and there may be other secrets behind it.Something must have happened at that time that he didn't know, which led to the current situation.
He once questioned Xing Xuan sharply, but he didn't expect that this person had a suppression defense mechanism after the accident, and he couldn't remember anything in his mind.
Later, he also tried to start with his younger sister, trying to find out the truth of what happened back then, but found that his younger sister didn't know about it either.
Xing Xuan and Wen Fei, the main parties involved in the two accidents, both fell into a coma after that accident and were sent to the intensive care unit.
A few years later, a man announced his withdrawal from the entertainment industry, and suddenly became the heir of a wealthy family business.
The other also got a prosthesis, started a new life positively and optimistically, and even reaped a beautiful love in a foreign country.
It seems that the truth behind everything that happened in the past is no longer important.
But Lu Danggui was not reconciled.
They all forgot, and he was the only one left to carry all the memories.
It's not fair at all.
Besides that, there was his messy mess of emotions.
His first kiss, his first time, all the love and hatred in his 30 years of life, he gave to this person behind him.
However, in every incident that happened between them, he was drugged and forcibly stripped naked, and he was forced to bear everything.
Even this quiet night of huddling together was exchanged for a grand escape under the sunset at dusk.
The unremarkable daily life of those young lovers, the quarrels over daily necessities, are all unattainable existences for him.
Everything in the past has not yet come to light, he has no way to let go of his grudge, and responds to the hug of the person behind him without any hesitation.
His love bears a heavy burden, and Xing Xuan's love is sick and deformed.
Neither of them has the right to love each other normally.
The frequency of the heartbeat gradually tended to be the same, and the person behind him seemed to have seen through his heart.
Xing Xuan didn't say a word, slowly lowered his head, and hugged the person in his arms tighter.
It’s okay to not be able to open up.
Not being able to look each other straight in the eye is okay.
Even if it was a moth to the flame, he only wanted to burn his wings even more intensely, wrapping the beating heart in his arms.
At this moment, an abrupt voice suddenly broke the silence in the room.
[Cuckoo——]
Lu Danggui's stomach growled very hopelessly.
From going out to Wanhai Group to attend the report meeting in the early morning, to riding a battery car to break out of the siege at sunset, most of the day has passed, and he has not eaten.
Not to mention, he was locked in a dark room and handcuffed for a long time for no reason.
Gently supporting his waist, the chest of the person behind him trembled slightly.
Sensing that Xing Xuan let go of his hand slowly, Lu Danggui touched the tip of his nose in embarrassment, then turned his head and pressed the headlight in the living room:
"...What do you want to eat? I'll order takeaway."
"It will be all right."
Xing Xuan stood beside the shoe cabinet and spoke calmly.
Lu Danggui's ears were slightly red.
For some reason, although Xing Xuan pursed his lips slightly and had no expression on his face, he always felt that this person seemed to be smiling just now.
Sitting in front of the small sofa together, Lu Danggui clicked on the interface of the takeaway app, and quickly flipped through the menu of the restaurant.
After spending a long time choosing alone, he didn't raise his head to ask the person sitting beside him what he wanted to eat tonight.
In such an ambiguous atmosphere just now, his stomach suddenly growled, which was really embarrassing.
After choosing a Shandong restaurant, he ordered two dishes at random. As soon as Lu Danggui clicked the payment button, a prompt "Insufficient balance" popped up on the page.
Lu Angelica: ...
Last month's salary has just been transferred across the border to Lu Wenfei as living expenses, and his salary for this month has not yet been paid.
Now, the sum of the various payment software on the mobile phone is less than fifty.
Okay, this time I'm really ashamed and lost at home.
After bowing his head and dying for a long time, Lu Danggui raised his head hesitantly, and asked the people beside him falteringly:
"Well, do you have 100 yuan in your card?"
Still not fully recovered, Xing Xuan was leaning on the sofa for a rest with his eyes closed.
Hearing Lu Danggui's words, he slowly raised his eyelids: "I usually don't use cards."
Lu Danggui blurted out: "...What about Huabei?"
Xing Xuan fell into silence.
In the end, the dinner for the two of them was still Lu Danggui went into the kitchen bravely, scrambled eggs and fried rice with the only two eggs left in the refrigerator.
Returning to the living room with two bowls of extremely ugly egg fried rice, Lu Danggui saw that Xing Xuan was lazily sitting in front of the sofa, switching programs on the TV back and forth with the remote control.
Taking out a can of Sprite from the refrigerator and putting it in front of Xing Xuan, Lu Danggui asked him:
"What do you want to see, I will find it for you."
Looking up from the unknown object in the bowl, Xing Xuan slowly picked up the rice spoon in front of the coffee table: "It's all fine."
As the night outside the window was getting darker, Lu Danggui walked to the balcony and drew the curtains on both sides.
The news information is too boring. Xing Xuan seldom participated in variety shows when he was still a star, so he probably wasn't very interested in variety shows.
Sitting in front of the sofa and thinking for a long time, Lu Danggui clicked on the video player that comes with the TV, and switched the channel to the movie column.
As soon as the interface jumped, the face of Xingda actor suddenly appeared on the big poster on the channel homepage.
Below the poster is a line of headlines:
[The extended remake of "Vicious Dog" will be launched on major video platforms from May 5th]
Lu Danggui's eyelids twitched, and he quickly pressed the switch button on the remote control, wanting to jump back from this page.
Unexpectedly, Xing Xuan whispered in his ear: "That's it."
Lu Danggui felt slightly surprised.
He didn't expect that Xing Xuan would want to relive this movie again.
It has been two full years since Xing Xuan revealed on the Internet that he was a mentally ill patient and completely left the public eye.
Because of this incident, there was a disturbance on the Internet for a long time.Many netizens have expressed similar opinions, thinking that Xing Xuan is too involved in the drama, so he suffers from mental illness like the hero Xu Jian in "Vicious Dog".
"Vicious Dog" will be launched again this year in an extended and remastered version. Lu Danggui has also seen this news on the Internet before.
After four years, the producer re-edited an extended version with 4K quality, and landed on major video platforms for platform members to watch for a fee.
The new version has more than 20 minutes of brand-new plots than the old version released in theaters. It is said that the filming was completed long ago, but the part was deleted because of the time limit of the film before it was released.
In order to attract fans' enthusiasm, the film distributor even created a publicity stunt of "Xing Xuan's return to the world" on Hot Search, using the name of nostalgia to attract viewers to pay to watch.
This topic was crazily criticized by Xing Xuan's old fans on the Internet, saying that the publisher was sucking people's blood and making a big fuss about Xing Xuan who had already retired.
After only half a day, this hot search was removed by the publisher.
He wanted to switch channels in a hurry, but there was actually another reason, which was that he was worried that this film would touch Xing Xuan's sore spot.
I am a mentally ill person myself, wouldn't it be uncomfortable to watch another self go to death on the screen?
After saying that, Xing Xuan picked up the fried rice with eggs in front of him, took a mouthful with a spoon, and slowly put it in his mouth.
The hand holding the rice spoon paused in mid-air for a moment, seeing Lu Danggui cast a deep look at him, he silently took another spoonful.
The taste of this egg fried rice... is a bit hard to swallow.
The TV screen gradually dimmed, the living room fell into darkness, and the movie started.
Before the opening commercial ended, Lu Danggui couldn't help asking:
"What is the newly added plot about?"
Putting down the bottomless bowl, Xing Xuan picked up the Sprite and drank a few sips, feeling a bit more comfortable in his stomach: "I don't know."
Lu Danggui nodded, turned his gaze back to the TV, and did not speak again.
In this film, one of them is the lead actor who personally participated in it, and the other is a black fan who has been brushed up many times in order to criticize. Both of them are very familiar with the plot.
Halfway through the movie, Lu Danggui sneaked a glance at the person beside him from the corner of his eye.
The light from the TV illuminated Xing Xuan's side face, making his eyes clearer.He watched very intently, as if he was not a person in the play, but a bystander without sorrow or joy.
Two hours passed and no one moved on the couch.
Until the lens gradually dimmed, the screen brightened again.The angle of view of the camera turned, and it was aimed at the pickup truck that drove out of the gate of the mental hospital against the storm.
Then, the color of the picture faded away slowly, and it was different from the plot where Xu Jian drove the car directly up the viaduct, and the newly added clip began.
The whole film has become black and white in a retro style, with noise appearing from time to time, like a memory recorded with an old camera.
What appeared on the screen was not Xu Jian himself, but a little boy in a blue and white striped suit.
A gray name tag was hung on the little boy's chest, with a line of English letters "XJ-05-B3" written on it.
This is Xu Jian when he was a child.
The surrounding walls and the floor of the corridor were pale, and the camera followed the back of Xiao Xu Jian's head and moved forward, turned the corner, and entered a small room.
The layout of the room is very similar to Xu Jian's ward in the mental hospital in the first half of the film. Except for the old furniture, the placement of the items has hardly changed.
Xiao Xujian was sitting by the window alone, he kept dangling his legs, quietly watching the birds bouncing on the tree.
At this moment, there was a dull knock on the door.The narrow window was half opened, and an iron plate containing food was handed in through the window.
Seeing that Xiao Xu obediently carried the food plate, he ate half of the food in it like a storm, and suddenly stopped eating.
He picked up the spoon, scooped up a spoonful of braised pork carefully, and handed it to the air beside him.
Xiao Xujian grinned and said, "Ah Feng, I'll give you some meat."
Hearing this line, Lu Danggui suddenly opened his eyes wide.
He turned his head in disbelief, and looked at Xu Jian who was sitting beside him, off-screen.
Xing Xuan's face was very calm, as if he had guessed the plot long ago.
There is light in his pupils, looking at the little boy in the film, as if looking at himself in another world.
For the next ten minutes or so, the film basically proceeded in silent mode.It tells how Xu Jian gradually grows into an adult, until the screen turns and returns to the opening screen of the film.
After growing up, Xu Jian was wrestled by several medical staff and carried into a mental hospital. He yelled loudly, "I am a normal person, not a lunatic", with tears on his face.
Lu Danggui slowly sat up straight from the sofa.
He suddenly understood.
In the original version, Xu Jian was a normal person who was mistaken for a mental illness and locked up in a mental hospital.It wasn't until his lover Ah Feng died unexpectedly and was framed and tortured by his patients and doctors that he gradually became a real lunatic.
Wrong, all wrong.
Xu Jian was actually a mentally ill patient since he was very young.
From childhood to adulthood, he has been imprisoned in this remote mental hospital, living alone in this world.From the beginning to the end of the film, Ah Feng is a character imagined by himself.
This girl who grew up with him, loved him in the mental hospital, and finally died silently never existed in this world.
Everything was just a dream dreamed up by Xu Jian.
Until the end of the film, when he drove the pickup truck up the viaduct and turned his head to look at the camera, the dream finally woke up.
The familiar ending song echoed in the living room, and Lu Danggui heard Xing Xuan speak slowly beside him:
"Doctor Lu, when I was young, I raised a rabbit."
He stared intently at the rolling credits list on the screen: "After my mother died, from a certain day onwards, there was an extra rabbit by my side."
"I feed it, pick fresh grass for it to eat in the back garden, take good care of it every day, and comb its white hair clean."
"I thought it would stay with me until one day I found its dead body next to the bucket in the garden."
"I ran back home, crying and begging the servants to bury it for me."
Xing Xuan's voice gradually began to tremble a little, "But the expressions on everyone's faces are very puzzled."
"Everyone asks me, bunny, what bunny?"
"I don't believe it. I searched the entire criminal house like crazy. But no matter what, I can't find any trace of its existence."
"That day, Xing Jingshan invited a doctor to the house for the first time. He, the doctor, and the servants at home, each of them told me that there were no rabbits at home, and everything was my own delusion."
Xing Xuan paused, then continued:
"Later, they kept talking about me in private. They said that I inherited my mother's disease, and I was also an out-and-out lunatic."
"Obviously it's the one who accompanies me every day, it's the one who walks with me in the garden, and it's the one who sleeps with me beside my pillow." He lowered his head and was dazed for a few seconds, "But why is it fake? Why did it disappear?"
Twenty years later, he was in a serious car accident on a viaduct and ended up in the hospital.
One very ordinary night, by the lake downstairs in the psychiatric ward, there was a man sitting on a bench beside him.
The man whispered to him, asking him why he was sitting here alone.
With a concerned expression on his face, he was dressed in a clean white coat, pure and flawless.
After getting to know that person, he changed a unique address book note for him.
Turning his head and looking directly into the eyes of the person beside him, Xing Xuan's voice was hoarse:
"Doctor Lu, I think I found that rabbit."
The author has something to say: there should be no baby in the third year of high school chasing the article~
I have passed all the postgraduate exams for middle school students! !For the doctor and the working party, just keep your hair :)
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