The actor is sick, I have no medicine

What is the life of ordinary people like?

Lu Danggui has been thinking about this issue for the past few days.

The phone sets a wake-up alarm every 5 minutes.As soon as the alarm clock rang in the morning, I immediately pressed it off, covered my head with a pillow and continued to sleep.

Waking up from sleep, I was going to be late for work soon, so I could only take a piece of toast from the dining table, and quickly ate two bites while putting on my coat at the door.

Walk out of the apartment door, throw the leftover takeaway boxes from the previous night into the public trash can in the corner, and join the army of dormitory buildings squeezing the elevators.

"Ms. Li has morning class today?", "Have you had breakfast, Mr. Ma?" In the crowded elevator compartment, exchange pleasantries with many familiar faces who live on the same floor, or line up to catch the shuttle bus to the research institute. Or run desperately to the teaching building with the lesson plan in hand.

This should have been the same routine as his freshman teacher at the university.

However, since three days ago, his life has changed slightly.

Woke up in the morning and walked out of the bedroom sleepily.In the kitchen, the egg steamer was constantly blowing up steam, and a figure in cartoon pajamas was standing in front of the stove, quietly waiting for the eggs to be cooked.

Wearing pajamas and pajamas that didn't fit well, the man's elbows and ankles were exposed, and the exposed skin was white in the morning sun.

He forgot to bring an umbrella when he left the apartment building on a rainy day, and he hurried back with a briefcase on his head, and that slender figure would appear at the gate of the apartment again, standing in the rain curtain holding an umbrella.

Seeing him rushing back in embarrassment, the man wearing a mask stepped forward and opened up a small world for him.

When he returned home after evening class in the evening, he subconsciously took out his key and wanted to open the door, but someone opened it from the inside.

The man didn't say anything like "Welcome home" or "Good evening", he just looked at himself who had just entered the door, then turned around and went back to the living room, sat on the sofa with his legs curled up, and continued to concentrate on Watch science and education programs on TV.

Xing Xunlai has been staying at his residence for three full days.

None of the things I was worried about happened, but a lot of unexpected things happened instead.

I have learned the painful lesson of being pressed against the wall by this man until I was suffocated by kissing him forcefully in a moment of inadvertence a few days ago.He arranged a sofa bed for Xing Xuan in the living room, strictly forbidding him to approach his bedroom for half a step.

Unexpectedly, Xing Xuan was actually very law-abiding. From the first day he stayed in the apartment, he never touched himself again.

Only occasionally in the early morning, when he was standing in front of the coffee machine to stuff the capsules, the man would quietly walk behind him, put his forehead on his back shoulder, and hug him from behind with a warm embrace for a moment.

He never responded to Xing Xuan's hug, but he never pushed him away.

Throwing the mobile phone into the sea to feed the fish, nesting in the small apartment all day long, the down-and-out street chief Xing didn't feel bored.

He has been obsessed with "Animal World" on Variety Channel for the past two days. He can sit in front of the TV all afternoon just watching the elephant take the baby elephant on the slide.

According to common sense, the Xing family is so powerful and powerful, and the youngest disappeared inexplicably, so a lot of people should be sent to search the city.However, when he was away from home and commuting to and from get off work in the past few days, he deliberately paid attention to the four weeks, and did not find anything abnormal.

It was another ordinary Friday, before leaving the apartment for work, Lu Danggui turned her head involuntarily, and glanced at the slender figure standing behind the half-closed curtain upstairs in the apartment.

If you just have one more mouth, cook one more meal.

He weighed it silently in his heart.

At any rate, I am also a university lecturer with a professional title, so it seems that I can't afford it.

After several days like this, if he didn't know that this world is cruel and full of reality, he would almost have an inexplicable illusion.

The man in the ill-fitting cartoon pajamas will always stand in the brightly lit place, waiting for himself to come home from get off work.

In the dead of night, Lu Danggui was lying on his back on the bed when he heard soft footsteps outside the door.

The footsteps stopped at the bedroom door for a moment, and after confirming that he was asleep, he turned and walked away gradually.

The sound insulation of the teaching staff apartment is not very good, a deep male voice vaguely passed through the crack of the bedroom door into Lu Danggui's ears.

Xing Xuan's voice was cold and indifferent, as if he was explaining something serious to the person on the phone.

The indistinct call in the living room continued.Lu Danggui slowly turned over in front of the bed, facing the bright moonlight outside the window, closed and opened her eyes again.

He pretended he didn't know anything.

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The next day was a big weekend, the school had no classes, and the institute didn't have much work to do.

Waking up early in the morning, the two found a seat on either side of the sofa, one on the left and one on the right. While eating breakfast, they watched two groundhogs on TV standing on both sides of the road and roaring facing each other.

After a simple breakfast, Xing Xuan picked up the plate, and was about to go into the kitchen to wash the dishes like the division of labor in the past few days, when suddenly he was patted on the back by the person sitting beside him.

"Today is the weekend, do you want to go out for a walk?"

Looking away from the two little animals that were fighting each other fiercely with their teeth and claws on the TV, Lu Danggui asked him aloud.

Feeling the temperature from Lu Danggui's palm, Xing Xuan's shoulders and back were slightly stiff: "...where are you going?"

Lu Danggui kept secrets all over his face.

Seeing that Xing Xuan opened his mouth slowly, as if he wanted to say something, he immediately continued: "That place is quite close to here, put on your mask, we'll go back quickly, we won't be recognized. "

Seeing the long-awaited expression of the person beside him, Xing Xuan hesitated for a while, and finally nodded.

With Xing Xuan's consent, Lu Danggui seemed to be in a good mood, quickly cleared the dining table, and immediately went back to the bedroom and closed the door.

"Wait for a few minutes," Lu Danggui's voice came from the bedroom door, "I'll change clothes and come out right away!"

Staring at the closed door not far away, Xing Xuan sat motionless in front of the sofa.Half of his face was hidden in the shadow cast by the curtain, and the expression on his face was unclear.

After a while, I heard people in the bedroom flipping through the closet while humming a song, and there was no intention of coming out for a long time.He put down the tableware in his hand and took out something from the sofa interlayer.

After changing into light sportswear, Lu Danggui knocked on the door from inside: "Xing Xuan, have you changed yet?"

There was a brief silence outside the bedroom door, and it didn't take long before Xing Xuan's cold voice came in through the crack of the door: "Okay."

Putting on the T-shirt Lu Danggui bought back, putting on the necessary mask for going out, Xing Xuan changed into his shoes, and followed Lu Danggui out of the apartment.

Lowering his head and locking the door of the apartment, Lu Danggui asked in a strange way: "Xing Xuan, are the noodles delicious this morning?"

After a moment of silence, Xing Xuan replied: "It's okay."

The noodles cooked by Lu Danggui this morning can at least have the taste of oil, salt and vinegar, which is many times stronger than the dark cooking egg fried rice the day I first came.

After twisting the doorknob a few times to make sure the door was locked, Lu Danggui turned his head, his eyes bent into a crescent: "Really? Then how about I do it again tonight?"

Moving his dry lips, Xing Xuan slowly uttered a word: "Okay."

He thought about it, but finally said nothing.

--

The two did not choose to take the more crowded means of transportation to go out.Taking Xing Xuan on the school shuttle bus all the way to the South Gate, walked along the sparsely populated residential area for about one kilometer, and found an alley with familiarity.

Passing through the alley, the hot and humid sea breeze blows in our faces.Near the tourist port behind the residential area stands a huge ring-shaped metal skeleton building.

Seeing this huge venue covering an area of ​​tens of thousands of square meters from a distance, Xing Xuan's pupils suddenly constricted.

This is one of the two landmarks of City S along with the Wanhai Building, and the city sports stadium is also called the city body by the citizens.

The accident that almost turned him into a vegetative state, the concert that he never wanted to look back on in his life was held here.

He has held no less than ten performances here. This giant steel beast standing by the river has witnessed thousands of miles of star travel, and also witnessed the fall of a superstar.

He vaguely understood why Lu Danggui brought him here.

From the first day back home, Lu Danggui has been here many times.

He tried his best to find clues about his sister's accident in the stadium, but he still found nothing.

Taking a panoramic view of Xing Xuan's reaction, Lu Danggui suppressed the emotions in his eyes, turned to him and asked, "...Do you want to go in and have a look?"

There is no game in the stadium today, and there are not many people queuing at the ticket gate, most of them are tourists who come to visit the city's landmarks.

On the large square at the entrance of the gymnasium, a group of middle-aged and elderly people lined up neatly and were dancing square dances to passionate music.

The children ran past him blowing bubbles, and the transparent bubbles rose higher and higher, forming a colorful halo in the air after being irradiated by the sun.

Standing outside the noisy crowd, Xing Xuan felt that he had become an out of place bystander again.

All he could see was the huge arch in front of him, like an endless black hole, pulling him down into an abyss where he could never recover.

Behind Dang Gui, who was queuing up to buy tickets and carefully flipping through the tour guide, Xing Xuan lowered his eyes and his eyes were slightly sinking.

After hesitating for a while, he slowly reached into the inner pocket of his clothes and pressed a few buttons.

This is the only chance.

After buying the tickets to enter the venue, Lu Danggui walked briskly, raised the tickets and waved in front of him: "Let's go."

Following the flow of people into the gymnasium, Lu Danggui led Xing Xuan away from the visiting tour group. The two stayed away from the crowd, walked down rows of empty seats, and came to the front of the elevator in the center of the stadium.

According to the official report issued by the police that year, the elevator on the main stage was in disrepair for a long time and accidentally collapsed, which led to the accident.

A full 10 minutes had passed since the two entered the venue.

Looking up at the huge movable glass table, Lu Danggui whispered in his ear: "Xing Xuan, close your eyes."

When the accident happened, Xing Xuan was probably standing on this high lifting platform, witnessing everything happening in front of him.

For some reason, his already mentally disordered brain was further stimulated, resulting in a phenomenon of repression, forcibly suppressing the memory details of that day into his subconscious.

Using systematic desensitization method, the patient is exposed to the scene at the time of the incident, and slowly induced to approach the things and memories he is afraid of.

This was the last way he could think of.

"...you imagine yourself standing on the elevator, and the audience and fans who come to your concert are all below you."

"The applause sounded, and you felt the place where the soles of your feet touched the ground began to tremble slightly—"

When the people around him also closed their eyes and began to recreate the scene of the concert with words in his ear, Xing Xuan slowly opened his eyes in the darkness with a calm expression on his face.

He didn't know what Lu Danggui was expecting.

Although this familiar venue gave him a great sense of oppression, just stepping into this dark space, his body already had a strong rejection reaction.His palms were drenched in cold sweat, and fear and anxiety emanated from every pore of his body.

But the main stage in front of him, this elevator towering in mid-air, did not cause any fluctuations in his heart.

What's more, he stood here with Lu Danggui for a long time, and it was not to cooperate with him in some psychological treatment.

Since a few minutes ago, the crowd behind the venue has gradually disappeared, and no new people have entered or left.At the four entrances in the southeast, northwest, a group of figures in black suits appeared at the same time.

Seeing his gesture, a confidant walked over from the entrance alone, his feet stepped on the soft surface of the carpet without making the slightest sound.

Lu Danggui seemed completely unaware of the abnormality of the surrounding environment, and was still lowering his eyes, thinking carefully, trying to wake up his long-sleeping memories.

Three days was very short, but it was a dream he had never dreamed of in his life.

His original plan was not to hide in a quiet corner of the city and play a long game of housekeeping with the little doctor.

Throwing away the phone in front of Lu Danggui was just a trick to get rid of Xingjingshan's men and horses chasing him.

He still has the equipment to communicate with his own people and convey instructions.

From the very beginning when he chose to invest in the University of Science and Technology, his hands and feet were very clean, leaving nothing behind to make Xing Jingshan suspicious.

During the few days he lived in the apartment of the Polytechnic University, he never told these people where he was, because he was worried that after they found him, the people from Xingjingshan would follow the clues, and finally found Lu Danggui.

Now that he is far away from Lu Danggui's residence and exposed to public places, it doesn't matter anymore.

Not long ago, he had shown his minions in front of Xing Jingshan, and Xing Jingshan had dug out his secret business in private. Sooner or later, the father and son would face each other head-on.

Since I received my message at the gate of the ticket office just now, my team has already squatted near the gymnasium.When the people in Xingjingshan react, they will also arrive soon.

The only thing to do now is to make a short time difference and send Lu Danggui away from the gymnasium first, so that he will not be affected and affected.

As long as the little doctor is not around, he will be able to move forward without any scruples in the next fierce battle.

Seeing his confidant quietly approaching behind Lu Danggui, Xing Xuan had a dull expression on his face.

"Punishment."

At this moment, he suddenly heard Lu Danggui calmly say by his side, "You're going to kick me away again, aren't you?"

Xing Xuan paused.

Seeing that something was wrong with the situation ahead, his confidant who was not far away was also stunned for a while, holding the anesthesia syringe that had been prepared in his hand, suddenly he was in a dilemma.

Lu Danggui turned his head and looked straight at him with a pair of deep eyes: "Don't you understand what is nothing but three?"

The next second, he took a sudden step forward, raised his hand high, and grabbed his collar:

"Xing Xuan, do you think I'm an idiot?"

A dim light shone overhead.

In the empty gymnasium, two people faced each other close at hand, their breaths were entangled, and their noses were scattered.

From the night he first moved into his apartment, this man has always been sneaky in the dead of night to do some shady things.

He has never exposed him in person, just to wait until the weekend to take him out and lure this person to show his feet.

Seeing that the person in front of him finally revealed his true colors, Lu Danggui's lips turned white with anger, and his chest heaved violently.

This person is outrageous!

The techniques are exactly the same as those used before, finding a subordinate to sneak in, trying to stun him from behind, as if he was afraid that he would not find out.

Seeing that Lu Danggui had seen through his plan, Xing Xuan lowered his eyes and let him hold his collar tightly without speaking for a long time.

"Doctor Lu," he raised his eyelids after a long time, and said calmly to the extremely angry person in front of him, "I have no turning back."

I am destined not to live an ordinary and peaceful life like a normal person, but you can.

A carefree life has been arranged for you, and your life can be smooth.

As long as you leave here, everything that happens after that has nothing to do with you.

A nameless anger mingled in his heart, and Lu Danggui gasped heavily.

He is either a pawn to be used, or the one who is always put on the sidelines.

But this time, Xing Xuan set up another trap to throw him back to the original world like a broken sack, push him far away like in the office, put him in a safe hole, and be alone again Face everything that is coming.

Staring at the eyes of the person in front of him, Lu Danggui gritted his teeth and said word by word:

"Xing Xuan, don't you fucking think about leaving me again."

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