I was attacked by the cubs raised

Yan An's smile froze, he didn't react to anything for a moment, his mind went blank, and he let Li Qiu push him away.

The hangover didn't feel good, and I even woke up a little top-heavy.Fortunately, Li Qiu has got the habit of getting up early these years, so he won't sleep until the sun is up and miss something.Li Qiu patted the slightly wrinkled suit after being hugged by Yan An, while secretly slandering his clingy behavior so outwardly today, and suddenly saw Yan An's face pale, standing motionless on the spot.

"what happened?"

"What did you say?!"

Li Qiu and Yan An spoke almost at the same time.The former was startled, and then said: "I'm on a blind date."

Seeing that he didn't know yet, he added: "Your brother Cheng Zi introduced her, I heard she is a good girl."

He raised his hand to look at his watch, and said to Yan An: "It's almost there, I'm leaving first, come back later today, you can watch and eat by yourself."

However, Yan An grabbed his hand.

Li Qiu raised his eyebrows: "What are you doing, you don't want me to go?"

However, Yan An's eyes were red and filled with disbelief.Li Qiu's heart shrank hard, and his tone softened a lot: "I haven't settled down yet, I just went to have a look, brother will take you out to play tonight, huh?"

At that moment, Yan An felt that he had been greatly mocked. He looked at Li Qiu and felt that his brother had turned into a terrifying phantom.He watched Li Qiu's mouth open and close, but he could only hear the body saying "blind date" continuously.Every sentence, every word, was like a steel knife piercing into the softest part of his heart, he finally couldn't bear it anymore, and pulled Li Qiu into his arms fiercely.

Li Qiu didn't react, and fell into his arms unexpectedly, angrily said: "What happened to you so crazy early in the morning!"

"Am I crazy?" Yan An took a deep breath, trying to control his boiling emotions, "Have you forgotten what you did yesterday?"

Li Qiu was stunned, recalling what happened last night, he only felt a splitting headache, there were only scattered memories in his mind, but he couldn't piece together anything at all.

Seeing his silence, Yan An's heart suddenly fell to the bottom.He smiled lightly and mocked: "Sure enough, you don't remember... I am the only one who remembers, I deserve to be teased by you, right Li Qiu!"

At the end of the conversation, I finally couldn't restrain my emotions, and let myself roar out.

Li Qiu was almost stunned.Yan An had never been so excited before, he had a faint feeling that he had done something wrong to Yan An, and he dared not speak, for fear that he would irritate him.

"Why do not you speak?"

Li Qiu coughed lightly: "I..."

"You don't remember anything?"

He dragged Li Qiu to the front of the sofa, and sat him down: "You were here last night, what did you do, do you really not remember at all?"

Li Qiu looked at him blankly, carefully searching for memories.He carefully observed Yan An's reaction, feeling an ominous premonition in his heart.

Yan An took a breath and looked into Li Qiu's eyes: "Brother... I just want to ask you a question, tell me, when are you going to go on a blind date? Did Xie Cheng call you suddenly today, or was it you yesterday? Promised him before going home late?"

"Is there any difference?"

"It's not the same...it's not the same for me. I beg you, will you say yes."

Although Li Qiu felt it was wrong, he still answered honestly: "During dinner last night, he gave me his business card."

With a bang, the strings in Yan An's heart broke.He deeply felt the feeling of falling from the clouds, and his limbs felt cold.He wanted to speak, he wanted to pretend nothing happened as he did too many times in the past, in order to maintain the balance between him and Li Qiu.However, he couldn't even smile, he could only pull a fake smile that he himself felt stiff.Li Qiu saw the ashen expression on Yan An's pale face, his heart trembled, and he pulled him to his side: "Tell my brother, what bad things did I do, just scold me, don't be sad, don't be like this .”

After a long time, Yan An recovered his voice: "So, before you went home, you had already decided to go on a blind date, didn't you? You said that you haven't settled down yet, that is to say, if you think she is very good, you can go on a blind date." Will it be settled?"

Yan An's eyes were too compelling, Li Qiu didn't dare to look at him, and missed the eyes that met Yan An: "...um."

Yan An pushed him hard: "Okay, then what am I?! Since you have already made up your mind to do this, why did you kiss me!"

His words were too informative, which frightened Li Qiu.Li Qiu fell back on the sofa and looked at Yan An, his heart beating like a drum.Yan An looked at him condescendingly, his chest heaved twice, and couldn't bear it any longer, leaned over and kissed Li Qiu's lips fiercely.

It is said to be a kiss, but compared with yesterday's deep affection, it seems to be biting and gnawing.Li Qiu's mouth was already a little swollen, but after being kissed and bitten by Yan An, the skin almost broke immediately.Yan An ravaged his red and swollen lips recklessly, while licking off the oozing blood like he did yesterday.Although anger and humiliation prevailed, this was the first time Yan An kissed Li Qiu in a fully awake state, and he still reacted shamefully.

Li Qiu was stunned by these unexpected events one after another, so that he was stunned for a long time without moving.Yan An pressed on top of him, with that crazy and stubborn energy that made people frightened.Li Qiu pushed Yan An away and stood up: "What are you doing?!"

Even knowing that Li Qiu would resist and glaring at him, Yan An was still extremely disappointed.The hidden expectations and remaining hopes were completely shattered, he fixedly looked at Li Qiu: "Kiss you."

Li Qiu didn't expect him to speak so bluntly, speechless.The feeling of panic lingering in my heart - what does Yan An mean by this?

Suddenly, a possibility that he didn't want to see came to mind.His heart was pounding, Li Qiu couldn't help but took half a step back, trying to change the topic: "I think you haven't slept enough these days, you're confused. Go catch up on sleep later, I'll..."

"Are you going to act like nothing happened again?" Yan An walked up to Li Qiu quickly, his eyes bloodshot at some point, "Just like before, even if I kissed you in the alley, you still pretended to be okay." Do you know?"

Li Qiu's heart suddenly rang out.

—— Was Yan An drunk at the time?he still remember?How much does he remember?

"Let me tell you, Li Qiu." Yan An looked at Li Qiu, and forced him to back up until Li Qiu's back was against the wall, and there was no way to retreat, "That time was planned by me." , I was a little drunk, but I didn't completely forget what I did, I remember every detail of that day! I like you, I fucking love you!"

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Li Qiu's reaction, Yan An clamped Li Qiu's hand that might resist, pressed him against the corner of the wall and kissed him.

Li Qiu reacted quickly this time, but Yan An's strength was too great, and he couldn't break free for a while.His heart was in a mess, the forced anger and strange feeling made his heart almost jump out of his throat.Li Qiu struggled to no avail, he kicked Yan An a few times, the other party suppressed him firmly after a muffled grunt, and intensified the aggression with his lips and teeth.

Li Qiu's strength was almost exhausted, Yan An was usually obedient and obedient, and he had never been contradicted in his life, and he also felt angry for a while.Li Qiu gathered up some strength and kicked hard, forcing the opponent to take half a step back, taking advantage of the gap to break free.But Yan An still wanted to go forward, seeing his crazy appearance, Li Qiu finally ran out of accommodating Yan An, his anger rushed to his heart, without much thought, he raised his hand and slapped him hard!

This palm was extremely powerful, and the crisp sound echoed in the living room, both of them were dumbfounded.

A red mark suddenly appeared on Yan An's cheek, and a little blood flowed out from the corner of his mouth.He never thought that Li Qiu would do anything to him, and for a moment he stopped at the same spot and did not move, Li Qiu felt a pain in his heart as his unbelievable eyes burned.

"Xiao'an, I..." Li Qiu wanted to apologize, but he couldn't say it.The words came to his mouth and were swallowed again.

Yan An looked at him for a long time, and said shyly, "Do you know what you said last night?"

"You said you liked me."

Yan An looked at Li Qiu, describing his embarrassment, with unresolved sadness in his eyes: "If you don't say that, I will never let you know that I like you in my life. I will do it for you...for you Keep our relationship good, I will always be the younger brother in your heart, you will have a family, have your wife and children, just like grandma expects..."

When he said this, he suddenly choked up: "I will watch your life get better step by step, and I will not disturb you, just live next door to your house. If you don't want to see me, I can live in a better place." Far away. When you are old and your children are far away, if I am lucky enough to live longer than your partner, I will take care of you and cook for you. The meal is ready, if you prefer to stay alone You and her home, I will leave your home on crutches... I will become very measured and have a sense of boundaries, and I will make our relationship forever stop at brothers, that's all."

Li Qiu's heart was shocked.

He had never heard such an idea from Yan An's mouth, but he spoke so fluently, as if he had rehearsed it countless times in his heart.

"……How long?"

"Are you saying you like you, or when did I have such an idea?" Yan An smiled, pretending to be relaxed, "When did you have it...four or five years ago? As for liking you, I don't remember .”

"But I feel like it's been a long time, brother." Yan An's eyes were moist, "I really love you."

Li Qiu is dazed.

He leaned against the wall weakly, and was startled to realize that at some point in his life, he had thought of Yan An beyond his affection.After listening to Yan An's words, he was only shocked, but he hardly rejected his liking.

"You like me too, right?" Yan An said cautiously, "You kissed me first, you kissed me first. You called me by my name, you said you liked me...so you like me too, although not as much as me I love you, but you love me too, don't you?"

"Brother, speak up!"

Li Qiu took two steps forward and kicked the chair viciously.The wooden chair fell to the ground with a dull sound.He took a few breaths and thought, what can I say, what can I say?

Can he say it?Say I like you too, and then fight for love with Yan An?He is not afraid of doing shocking things, and he is not afraid of being pointed out as immoral... But what about Yan An?Yan An has such a good education and such a clear life, just like the brilliant senior of Li Qiu's student days.Can he just watch Yan An give up the bright and smooth road and follow him, a person who has struggled at the bottom of society, to take a more difficult and bitter road?

As an elder brother, can he be so selfish?

Li Lin's last wish - the wish to see her two grandsons get married and start a family is actually just an ordinary wish of the elders, but how many of Li Lin's wishes have Li Qiu fulfilled in these years?In the end, there was only this one, and only this one, he was 100% sure that he could do what she wanted.Can't even do that now?

Li Qiu let out a breath of foul air slowly: "No, you think too much."