I was attacked by the cubs raised

Yan An fixedly stared at Li Qiu, trying to see the slightest sign of lying on his face, but he didn't.After all, he was young, and the emotions he had suppressed for many years finally reached their peak at this moment, and he could no longer restrain himself.Yan An took a step forward and grabbed Li Qiu's shoulder, shaking him vigorously: "You're lying to me, aren't you?! Brother, don't think so much, just speak out your true thoughts, and don't think about anything else... OK?"

Li Qiu closed his eyes: "This is my real thought, I don't remember what I said yesterday, I drank too much, you think too much, that's it."

"Li Qiu!" Yan An unconsciously increased the strength in his hand, "Look at me...you look at me. If you really didn't like it, then why did you remember it was me when you kissed me last night? !"

Seeing that Li Qiu didn't respond, he hugged him carefully: "Brother, I love you, not on a whim, I really love you... Please give me a chance, can you?"

After finishing speaking, he pressed a stick on Li Qiu's cheek, and then kissed Li Qiu's temple.This action has nothing to do with lust, but it makes Li Qiu's heart tremble.He bit the tip of his tongue to keep himself awake, thinking that he couldn't go on like this, so he suddenly pushed Yan An away, who unexpectedly took a few steps back, fell to the ground, and stared at him blankly.

"You're crazy." Li Qiu heard his own voice, so indifferent, "I'm your brother, don't you feel sick, do you think of me as a brother?"

Yan An smiled wryly: "I'm just crazy, you can just treat me as a lunatic. I have always regarded you as my brother, and I have always loved you, I..."

"Okay! Don't fucking tell me whether you love me or not!" Li Qiu took two steps back, "Do you know what you're talking about? You're so kind, you're gay with me, right? Look for me—my mother is your brother, do you know that! Are you worthy of grandma? How do you face her after you tell me to die, huh?"

"I don't think I'm sorry for grandma." Yan An tried to make his voice as calm as possible, "You trapped yourself. I think grandma just wants us to live happily. If it's because of that wish that you I'm bound, that grandma's idea has long deviated from her original intention, this is already a question..."

Before he finished speaking, Li Qiu stepped forward and kicked the fallen wooden chair farther, staring back at Yan An, his eyes tearing apart: "Try to talk back to me again?"

"Tell me one more thing about grandma, get out today!" Li Qiu growled, "In the past few years, I should pay more attention to you, where did you get sick! I'm sick! Go and treat it, don't fuck me to harm me!"

The word "sick" greatly irritated Yan An.His chest heaved violently twice, but he still raised his head and looked at his furious brother, and said word by word: "I'm not sick, and I'm right, I didn't do anything wrong."

Li Qiu looked at his stubborn appearance, and was so angry that he almost lost his breath: "Your wings are stiff, aren't you? Let me tell you, I'll send you to the hospital tomorrow. Don't come back if your sickness can't be cured." Already!"

"I'm not sick!" Yan An broke away from Li Qiu and tried to pull his hand, stood up, and faced Li Qiu, "You are the one who is sick! You may not accept me, but you must not insult my feelings for you! I You should go see a doctor—go to the hospital to cure your narrow-minded, stinking disease!"

"You!!" Li Qiu raised his hand and wanted to slap him again, but Yan An just looked at him from the same spot, neither dodging nor dodging.That slap was still not willing to drop in the end, Li Qiu withdrew his hand, glared at him, let out a sigh of relief and walked towards the entrance.

"Where are you going?"

"Where should I report to you?"

Yan An whispered: "It's all like this, you still want to go on a blind date?"

"Otherwise?" Li Qiu said while changing his shoes, "The little girl is waiting for me there, do you think I will waste other people's time because of irrelevant people?"

He changed his shoes and went out without looking back.Yan An was about to rush over to catch him and prevent him from leaving, but a severe pain came from his abdomen, which made him stop in place immediately.He slid down the wall slowly, the veins on his forehead bulged, and he yelled at Li Qiu: "Why can you pretend nothing happened, why can you leave immediately and start your date? Why?!"

If Li Qiu turned his head at this time, he would find Yan An's painful expression, he would see Yan An's face dripping with cold sweat because of stomach pain, and he would also see the tears on Yan An's face that never showed pessimism.

But he didn't.

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Li Qiu tidied up his messy clothes all the way, while secretly cursing the troubles that followed, with a gloomy expression.He recalled Yan An's last words, and his heart tightened. An indescribable feeling of suffocation filled his whole body, making him feel tired.

He looked up at the sky, only to feel that there were dark clouds everywhere, and he could not see the sun.

- Am I really doing the right thing?

Li Qiu didn't want to think too much, sighed and walked forward.

The place Xie Cheng arranged for them was a very niche coffee shop. In his eyes, this kind of place is very suitable for dating.Because of his work, Li Qiu occasionally chatted with Chen Ci in this kind of place, but he didn't really like coffee, so he casually ordered a cold drink and waited for others.

The girl with whom he was on a blind date was named Lin Yue. She had been working in Qiyang after graduating from university. She was a very gentle girl.Li Qiu originally thought that a girl with good conditions like her would look down on him, but he didn't expect that the other party was very interested in his past experience, and the two hit it off almost immediately.

Whether it's appearance or personality, Lin Yue is undoubtedly Li Qiu's favorite type.She is tall, and she is exquisitely dressed in a cheongsam. She looks like a gentle beauty walking out of a Jiangnan ink painting.Perhaps it was because of Li Qiu's talkativeness and the unimaginable novel-like stories in his mouth, Lin Yue had a good impression of him, her bright eyes kept looking into his eyes, and she smiled lightly.

However, Li Qiu was always a little absent-minded, he recalled the kiss that Yan An pressed him against the wall, with despair, anger, and love he had never imagined, which made people palpitate.

Did that slap hurt him?Will he be sad?

Weird thoughts have been lingering, occupying his whole heart.Li Qiu occasionally lost his mind and failed to answer Lin Yue's words, and apologized to her after recovering, but the other party just smiled and didn't care.

Li Qiu listened to this girl who was almost 100% in line with his fantasy of a future partner, but he couldn't listen to everything he said.My mind was full of Yan An, it was terrible.

He already wanted to end this date.

It was almost time for dinner, Li Qiu was embarrassed to let Lin Yue come all the way to eat nothing, so he offered to invite her to dinner.The location was chosen by Lin Yue. It was a western restaurant whose name Li Qiu couldn't pronounce.At this moment when the lights are on, outside the window is the busy and bustling city, inside the window, the quiet candlelight and the date with a delicate face, everything looks so beautiful.Lin Yue smiled softly, and she was breathtakingly beautiful under the candlelight.

Delicate and small plates, holding food that can almost be called a work of art.Li Qiu smiled and chatted with Lin Yue while sipping some red wine.It can be seen that Lin Yue's lifestyle is almost completely westernized.Li Qiu can't say that he hates this kind of life, but he always feels that these things that need to be carefully cooked by the chef for a long time are not even comparable to the stir-fried lobster that can be cooked in the 'old place' in ten minutes, let alone Yan An's cooking for him every day. The home-cooked dishes I made...

Damn, why did you think of him again!The corner of Li Qiu's mouth twitched fiercely, and he forced himself to concentrate on communicating with Lin Yue and stop thinking about it.

After dinner, the two exchanged contact information.Li Qiu sent her downstairs, and thoughtfully called a taxi for her.Lin Yue waved to him in the car, smiling gently.Li Qiu also smiled lightly and waved to her.After watching Lin Yue leave, Li Qiu's smile gradually disappeared from the corner of his mouth.He let out a long breath and walked aimlessly on the street.

Walking alone on the street is the time when his thoughts are most likely to diverge. He kept recalling the angry words he said to Yan An in his heart, while reflecting on himself-no matter what, he shouldn't tell Yan An that he was sick, it was too hurtful people.Even if Yan An is to get rid of this idea, it should be done in another way.

Thinking of this, Li Qiu sighed again.He is well aware of the difficulties of homosexuals. They have to face more social pressure and secular vision, which means that they usually have to work harder to reach the heights of competitors of the same level.

Yan An is so young, why would he choose such a difficult path if he didn't want to take the bright road with a bright future?

Wait... Li Qiu suddenly stopped in his tracks.His gaze stayed for a long time on a psychological counseling institution called Shimmer not far away.

Yan An was loved by no one since he was a child, and he was adopted by himself.Perhaps, it was because of this reason that he had empathy for himself, and thus gradually developed feelings beyond family affection?Perhaps through some psychological enlightenment, Yan An can get rid of this wrong feeling and get on the right track in life.Li Qiu thought so, while taking out his mobile phone, looking at the introduction of consultants outside the agency, he chose a contact method and dialed it.

The phone rang twice and finally got through.There was a very magnetic voice on the other side of the phone. Li Qiu briefly put forward his appeal and hoped to make an appointment for a psychological consultation tomorrow. The other party was silent for two seconds and said politely: "I'm very sorry, there are already stable visitors. No more time can be added."

Li Qiu paused, feeling a little regretful: "Okay then. When is the nearest free time, can you help me decide?"

"Okay, may I have your last name? I'll record it."

"Miangui's surname is Li, Li Qiu."

There was an eerie silence on the phone.

"Hey?"

"Sorry, I just had something to do." The man sat on the swivel chair, tapped his index finger on the desk, and suddenly took a pen to write something on the paper before continuing, "Excuse me, the ' in your name Which 'autumn' is 'autumn'?"

"Autumn in autumn."

"Ah...Okay." The man hooked his lips, showing a playful smile, and he said softly, "Mr. Li, when I was sorting out my schedule just now, I found that the original consultant would not be able to come at this time tomorrow afternoon, you see Can I arrange it for you at this time?"

"Oh, good. That would be the best."

"Okay, Mr. Li. I'm Blues, and I'm glad to be able to provide you with consulting services. Then I'll see you at two o'clock tomorrow afternoon."

Li Qiu responded and hung up the phone.

Blues sat on the swivel chair, listening to the busy tone from the phone.He took out the photo album in the drawer and looked at it again, then made a call without haste, and said to the other party: "Young master."

"What?"

——The part of the phone call turned out to be Chen Ci.

Lan Tuo looked at the people in the photo album, with a smile on his mouth, but his tone was full of apology: "I have something urgent to leave tomorrow afternoon, so the treatment can be done in the morning, okay?"

"As you please." Chen Ci said perfunctorily, and hung up the phone casually.

A trace of disappointment flashed in Lan Tuo's eyes, and he laughed at himself, "Still so proud."

He raised his hand and slowly stroked the written paper.

There are only two words on it, which is 'Li Qiu'.