half soul

Finally, the matter between Miss Rangiku and Ichimaru Gin was settled.The two of them can already meet and accompany each other, no matter what form it is.Xia Li finally fell silent and focused on nothing else. She closed her eyes, and she could even foresee what was about to happen to her.

The quiet night flowed from her hair.Here is her home, a real empty seat, where there is a brother, a wanderer, and a father's home.She was tossing and turning in bed.

As a longing person and a suitable person, she now knows everything, and can completely ignore what that guy Hitsugaya thinks.That guy is just a half soul and can't do anything.Can't refuse, can't change, a soul that has died once.

Do you know how much I want to see you stand in front of me and raise the Zanpakuto once again that the cold front crossed the border.

That picture will inexplicably pop up in front of my eyes when I close my eyes, turning around a thousand times.

Even if your facial movements are blurred, what cannot be changed is your own heartbeat.

Take away all the light, like the whole world is just you.

Xia Li thought, the corners of her mouth raised slightly.

This time, you will let me slaughter you.

Her brother's anxious face appeared in front of her eyes again, as if she would die in the next second.And Kisuke Urahara, that guy had a serious look on his face.Xia Li couldn't help thinking, he had been serious recently too much, and she still missed his joking words a little bit.

It's not a life for another life, why are you so nervous.

Alright alright.

Know.I know.I know it all.

Consequences, costs, I should say I know better than you.

But so what.I have decided.

Her smile faded.

It might have been fabricated, something that could bring back a certain half-soul.So what.

Just wanted to give it a try.

As long as there is a glimmer of hope.Do you think I can turn a blind eye?

see.Escape, warn, you've done everything, Toshirō Hitsugaya.

But I am much more stubborn, difficult, and tricky than you imagined.

Xia Li turned over on the bed, and the sleeping face of the wanderer on the opposite bed was reflected in her eyes, so peaceful and tranquil under the moonlight.Her vision suddenly became hazy.

For some people, it is necessary to hurt others.

Even if you can't bear it, there is no way out.

You have always been a crybaby, how can I stop you from crying, wanderer.

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To recall Toshiro Hitsugaya, the price is to be locked into his inner space.Until he can return to that space again.This is the theory.If this one is true, then the next one is also true: Since Hitsugaya returned from the half-soul state and borrowed the Reishi of the suitable person to form his own body, his Reiatsu will only become the level of the suitable person afterwards.In other words, the strength of his spiritual pressure will become Xia Li's level.

The only way to see Xia Li again is to go back to her inner space again.But with the Reiatsu she bestowed upon herself, how can she return to the world with the strongest ice-type Hirinmaru.

Urahara has enough reasons to doubt the authenticity of these things because they never happened, just the author's theoretical inference, but Hitsugaya understands.

Know it from the start.

So, he was refusing from the very beginning.Not hesitating to escape, not hesitating to hurt.

because.It's all true.

If you can't go back, it's goodbye forever.

But she doesn't care.

Nobody cares if you guys know it or not.

Hitsugaya sat in the empty model seat, in the wind howling on the roof, sitting for a long time.

He couldn't think of a way to say no.

Not at all.

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"What? Go live there?" Youzi opened his water-soaked eyes and looked at the black-haired girl in front of him.

Of course Youzi knows some things about the world of corpses and souls, but because of her weak spiritual power, everyone didn't mention it too much in front of her.But Xia Li just told her in a tone that I was going on a long-term trip that she was going to live in the Soul Realm, but it was difficult to answer when she would come back, you taught her how to accept it.

But, it's better than telling the truth.

Said that he was going to be locked into someone's inner world, that kind of illusory world, maybe he would never come back?

Still be me, go on a long trip.

"Ah yes," Xia Li squeezed Youzi's cheeks with a smile, "Why, I just want to live there in advance. As you know, with my spiritual power, I can study there, and then directly Go to be the god of death. I will definitely enter the Gotei [-]th division."

"But why, don't you go to school here?"

"It's very troublesome to explain, there are such and such reasons." Xia Li shrugged, with a don't worry expression on her face.

Seeing her expression, Youzi seemed to feel relieved.But Xia Li knew that the confusion in her heart could not be dispelled.

Yes, people should live their lives where they should be.

Soul world, isn't that what we will go to after we die?

Why be so eager to go to a place where there is no need to go now.

If you don't understand, she won't understand either.

She doesn't understand that some people can try their best to save their lives, even if they give up their lives, some things want to make everyone not hurt, but that can only be called a dream, and some words can't be said directly even though they are always on the lips Say it in vain.

You are always so kind and lovely, you don't want to bleed, you don't want to sacrifice, you just want to be full of good things around you.But you don't understand that where there is light, there must be shadows, and light is doomed to never rule the world.Maybe you smile happily here, and someone on the other side of the world will cry until your heart breaks.You try to be gentle with everyone, and maybe that's just cruelty.In the end, you should cry, you should bleed, you should die heroically, and those determinations that pave the way for your tenderness cannot be changed at all.

do you know.

There is no one hundred percent gentleness in this world.

"My daughter is going to live in the soul world, dad will be lonely!" Kurosaki was about to pounce on Xia Li with his nose and tears in his eyes, and rolled to the door under the latter's perfect side kick .After finally crawling back, he was busy pretending to be an idiot to coax the wanderer into laughing.

Xia Li knew that his father could act like this, at least he should let go of everything.

Ichigo has been quietly standing aside watching.At this time, Dad and Youzi were having a fight, and he came up and put his hand on Xia Li's head.So for the first time in her life, she felt that her brother's palm was so wide, so tolerant, and so heavy.It was so heavy that something rumbled in her heart, and she had to grit her teeth hard to keep from choking up.

"Hey Xia Li, if anyone over there dares to bully you, I will definitely teach him a lesson myself." The words were meant for you, but the implication was that if Dong Shilang didn't let him come back quickly, he would kill him Is it.

Youzi also rubbed his reddish eyes and looked here. "Xia Li, although you can't come back, I will visit you one day!"

Hey, who told her that I can't come back? It's you, you goddamn dad.

But aside from this point, Xia Li raised her head from under Ichigo's palm and saw Yuko put on a smile again, she was still greatly relieved.

I'm just worried about you crybaby.

That's fine, as long as you don't cry.

Just pray for the day when I come back soon.

After hugging Youzi for the last time, he said goodbye to his brother and father.Xia Li is about to leave.

"Xia Li..."

"Xia Li..."

"Xia Li..."

She put her hand on the door frame and turned her head for the last time, her eyes swept over everyone.Something cracked and shattered in everyone's heart, and the words that were said seemed to be heard nothing, and heard everything at the same time.There was a voice yelling loudly in my ears all the time, but my brain had no time to think about those contents, I just told myself that I couldn’t hear clearly, I couldn’t hear clearly.

It's farewell.

"I'm going. Goodbye."

Goodbye.

Xia Li lowered her head slightly with a smile, and rode atop the hustle and bustle.

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Urahara and Hufu are far away from the edge of the model seat, as if waiting for the judgment of the gods.Whether that method is good or bad depends on tonight.If successful, Hitsugaya will come from the end of the darkness.If it fails, no one will.

Urahara's expression was hidden under the brim of his hat, making it hard to read.He sat cross-legged on the ground without saying a word.Behind him, Hufu pursed his lips tightly, his eyes drifted to the center of the empty seat from time to time, deeper, deeper, but unfortunately he still couldn't see anything.Not far from them, stood the orange-haired elder brother, and his father who had let go of his old disrespect.

Those two people who were usually flying and jumping, were uncharacteristically silent.No need to put on a smile and say that Xia Li is fine, so they all fell silent.Now that she has disappeared from everyone's sight, there is no need to pretend anymore.No matter how comforting the mouth is, the worry in the heart is indispensable.

Those who cry are not qualified to comfort those who are sad.

If you want to comfort others, you must first hide your own feelings.

Xia Li, you think the same way, so, no matter how reluctant you are to the wanderer, you have to leave with a smile.

"I promised Ms. Kurosaki not to install any detection devices, so as not to affect the results." Urahara's words seemed to be explained to the two people next to him, as well as to himself.

As I said from the very beginning, the only one who embarked on this road is Kurosaki Natsuri.

Other people can only sit here and wait like they are now, unable to do anything.Really powerless.Urahara suddenly remembered that during the Winter War, when the spiritual pressure was completely extinguished, he, no, everyone was shocked.Nothing can be done.

It's really not easy to protect something.

It's not something you can do if you are willing to risk your life.

If I could, I would have risked my life more than a hundred years ago.

Have you never thought that if your life can be exchanged for the safety of Captain Pingzi and others, it doesn't matter if you give it with both hands.

Unfortunately, reality is always much heavier than ideal.

If they hadn't escaped collectively, they would have been wiped out on the spot.

It is such a cruel reality.

There is no way to recover the result if there is enough awareness.

Even so, you still choose not to look back or regret it, right, Ms. Kurosaki.

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Xia Li sat for a long time under the cherry tree she had always chosen to use.She has always liked the tree.She loved it earlier when she was living in the real empty seat.She believed the tree would bring her good luck.Or it was just a psychological hint, but it could make her feel a little more at ease.

The girl leaned against the tree trunk, staring at the deep sapphire blue sky in the distance.She felt that she had never been so quiet.It doesn't mean that you don't speak or make a sound, but that your whole heart is quiet.She just wanted to stand here, without saying anything, for a long time.

Maybe it was the last time I saw the sky.Well, the last time I entered the inner world of Hitsugaya, there is also a good sky there, although it is a bit cold there.There is also a big ice dragon coming.With it by your side, you won't be lonely.

If he can be called back, all the words that should be left for him are also written on the ground with paint.There have been so many times that I have used these eye-catching colors to write very eye-catching words here, for fear that others will not see and miss my message.

I'm afraid you won't see it, but you always turn a blind eye.

You won't turn a blind eye to the message I left this time.

This time... can you understand...

She curled her lips into a smile, then looked down at her watch, it was one o'clock in the morning.

time up.

Xia Li closed his eyes for a moment and opened them again.She tightly held the four murderous stones in her hand, then walked around the cherry tree and put them in order.This time, she kept herself in the circle formed by these murderous stones.She cut her arm with a dagger, and bright red blood flowed down her arm.Xia Li stretched out her fingers and wrote the name on the snow-white silk.

Hitsugaya Toushiro.

The blood of the fittest is precious, but it will also be invalid.The more you use it, the less effective it becomes.It's like a painkiller, you take it all the time, it will wear off sooner or later.That's why Aizen said, one day you won't be able to see.

It is not impossible to call back the half-soul, as long as the blood flow is enough and the force is strong enough.The method proposed by the author of that book is as simple as that.However, there are very few suitable candidates, who is willing to let himself lose blood to the point of death for the half soul.

Oh yes, Kurosaki Xiali is one.

And maybe the only one.

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Xia Li looked away from the bright red on her arm, she looked up and saw the cherry tree above her head began to drop pink petals.Unlike any previous occasion, they fell slowly and peacefully into a gentle rain.Just as romantic as every spring.

The cherry blossoms in the murderous stone formation are a symbol of vitality.

So every time you fall into madness, it is a manifestation of the rapid decline of vitality.

When they all hit the ground, it will be the time of my own death.

Perhaps, this is the last time I saw cherry blossoms.Xia Li shrugged noncommittally, then twitched the corners of her mouth, trying not to think about this issue.It is not a happy thing to always worry about how your own death is approaching.She turned her gaze back to her arm, where blood was flowing continuously, dyeing the white silk and the ground red.

The color of the blood is actually very glaring.And she remembered that she never said it.

It is said that a bleeding person will die if he sleeps with his wound left unattended.Probably because the maximum blood loss will be exceeded during the sleep time.Xia Li was not sure about this, after all, she was not a professional doctor.Even so, she knew that no matter what happened, no matter how sleepy or tired she was, she couldn't sleep.

If you close your eyes, you will never wake up again.Not only himself, but Dong Shilang as well.

Xia Li was wandering in her mind when she suddenly felt a sharp pain from the wound on her arm.Startled, she reflexively covered the wound with her other hand.

Well, what's going on!This kind of...pain...so weird, absolutely not, a knife wound...

It was a feeling that from that wound, every inch of skin and muscle was ruptured.The blood seemed to be boiling and hitting every inch of blood vessels in the body, and then all rushed to the top of the head.The pain swept through his whole body almost instantly, and he didn't even have time to cry out.Xia Li could only curl up in pain.

I'm going to die.she thinks.

Before she fell into a coma, she tried her last thought, and out of the corner of her eye, she saw cherry blossoms dancing wildly under the night sky.

Already... is it about to fail?

No, no.

No.

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The sound of the wind from all directions poured into the eardrums.Kurosaki Natsuri slowly opened his eyes, and what caught his eyes was a piece of silver.

Huh?here……

The previous pain was gone, and she raised her arm subconsciously, but she didn't see any wound.

Looking around, this is a place she had been to and thought it was a dream.It's just that now she finally understands that this place can also be called the inner world of Toshiro Hitsugaya.

As always, the icy breath dominates all the gaps between the sky and the earth.Those dead trees that don't know whether they are alive or dead stand on the ice field, and they are lonely.There are some low snow cliffs on the side, and when the wind is strong, there will be some blurred white mist.The sky is a vein of gray, maybe sometime there will be snowflakes.She stood up, feeling that the frozen earth was so solid under her feet.She can also feel how proud and incomparable the king of this world endowed this chilling thing.

In the next countless days and nights, I will stop at this place.

Every step forward is a step closer to you.

Finally, I struggled so many times and despaired for so long.

This time you can finally go back.right.

Before me, your refusal is useless.

Xia Li suddenly wanted to laugh.Very happy smile.

Without stopping, she rushed towards the place where she saw him last time in her memory.All she knew was that the person she wanted to meet was there.He didn't care how many times the soles of his feet slipped on the ice, and he didn't care how cold this place was.I didn't see him many times, and during the few times I saw him, I felt sad more often.But every time, she still has to rush over without stopping, she will still rush over without stopping.It seems that as long as you slow down for a second, you will lose the whole world.What on earth were I waiting for and hoping for, but the result was nothing more than sorrow in vain again and again.

She thought nonchalantly, what a born fool you are, Xia Li.

...Until that touch of snowy hair came into her eyes, she stood still in a daze.The other party stood with his back facing him just like last time, and opposite him was the entrenched ice dragon.As always, make yourself unable to look away.

What expression will you have, Hitsugaya Toshiro.

Do you hate me?Do you annoy me?Still desperate, just like the last time I saw me.

But this time, I just want you to live well.

Xia Li smiled and thought, even if you are annoyed, so what, let me be willful this time.

Because it's... the last time.

So Hitsugaya turned around, and saw the person he tried his best and didn't want to lose, leaning on the trunk of a dead tree, with the corners of his lips curled up and saying hi.

In an instant, my heart ached for no reason.

-To be continued