half soul

Who had unintentionally mentioned to someone in the Misty Eternal World of Jinglingting that he liked the blue sky.So whoever saw that color unexpectedly when stepping into the Xuye Palace.A color that shouldn't exist.It cannot be said who is for whom, because no one knows who will see it.Maybe it's just for myself, the emptiness that can no longer be touched.

With a domineering and proud smile on his face, he silently said goodbye in his heart.Seeing his subordinates change into a guilty smile, he said sorry and said goodbye to the woman behind him by her name.I can't even articulate a single word.

That was the path I chose, and there was no turning back.

Aizen smiled, standing at the highest place in the empty seat, looking at the circular building complex in the distance.

By the lonely side, the stars are in the sky.

"Captain, haven't you slept yet?" Qingyin couldn't fall asleep, and when she got up to look for water to drink, she saw Captain Unokana sitting alone in the courtyard, staring at the sky as always.In the eyes is the gentleness that has not changed for thousands of years.

Unohana nodded.Qingyin glanced sideways at the letterhead she was holding in her hand.It was sent by the little girl during the day.

At that time, the little girl bent her lips and said that as long as Captain Unokana read it, she would understand, and hoped to see her tomorrow at the empty seat on Ruukon Street.

"The captain plans to go?"

"Why not?"

Qingyin never felt that her captain, who was always gentle and elegant, would lose his composure, but when Unohanaretsu saw the two waka lines on the letter paper, his hands were shaking slightly.

"Surges live on the river bank even deeper at night"

Uzhihualiu looked up at the night.

Who is coming or to be more precise who is still there.Who wrote those two poems to her hundreds of thousands of years ago.The hem of the snow-coloured feathers was raised slightly, and the answer was in the next sentence that was not mentioned clearly.Maybe he thought she wouldn't know, but that was not the case.

Mao Zhihualie closed his eyes, and the next sentence lingered in front of his eyes, which would last for a long time.

"Meeting only in a dream, I'm afraid of being known"

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Note: "Surges live on the river bank, meet each other when the night is quiet, but are afraid of being known in the dream."Japanese waka, but I forgot the source, sorry... I saw it in a certain waka collection...

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Xia Li couldn't imagine that seeing such a scene, she would feel heartache for no reason.

She could see Aizen on the opposite side,

She could see the flowers of Unoki beside her.

She knew they couldn't communicate or even both see each other.

She saw Aizen looking at the woman opposite, the smile on the corner of her mouth was like the most genial wind in spring.

She saw Aizen's lips opening and closing, but she didn't know what he said.

She knew that he wanted to say a lot to her, which should have never been said before.

It felt like a needle had been stabbed in my heart.For no reason, huh?

fully.All reasons.

Aizen said, don't let Unoka know that he is there, half the soul is there.It's not that I didn't have the courage to say it before, Aizen Soyousuke was never a cowardly person.Just didn't get a chance to say it.Let things develop all the way, out of control, and the original intention to express has long been dusted.Until now, I have finally put aside everything, and stood here in front of you without any worries, but it is a pity that saying anything is in vain.

I can't give you any more.

Unfortunately.

...I'm sorry, Lie.

"He's here." Unoka picked up the teacup and looked at the silent world in front of her through the dense mist.What she said was not a question.

He is here.

be there.

"What, what?" Xia Li opened her eyes wide, "I, I don't know what you're talking about."

I had already promised Aizen that I would not tell her anything about the half-soul and about Aizen.Naturally, the matter that that person is standing in front of him now cannot be said.She also knew that no matter what she said, Ai Ran couldn't hear her, but every time she thought of his expression at that time, Xia Li felt that she should do what he asked no matter what.

"Really." Mao Zhihua sighed quietly.Since you pretend not to know, I have no real evidence.Didn't he give me that waka?

If I were a charming and charming player with the enchanting sound of the piano, would the sound of the piano be cut off because of someone's departure?

It is said that the aroma of this tea lasts for three days, but why is it only as light as water after the tip of the tongue is exhausted.It is said that Jingling Court has all kinds of prosperity and riches, so how can it compare to the starry sky side by side on Liuhun Street all night long.

It's just that no one knew it at the beginning.

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Even though she has been thinking about Miss Ranju, Ichimaru Gin, and Aizen, Xia Li still has another shadow in her mind.That was her purpose of coming here in the first place.

Are you still here?You must still be there.

so where are you.

Why are so many half-souls seen by me, but you are always missing.

You should know that ordinary people can't see you, you should treat me as an ordinary person,

Then why don't you even come to see me.

Are you too unfeeling or I am too arrogant.

Well, well... In fact, no one belongs to anyone.

What kind of person I want to meet, who I want to know about, has nothing to do with what kind of road you want to go, and what kind of life you want to live.

But even so... I... still...

Until now, Xia Li didn't know what she was thinking.The scene of herself sitting with Captain Unohana kept flashing through her mind.Aizen looked at the woman beside him quietly, then smiled and said a lot to her.Those voices couldn't pass through, and they only broke into flashes one after another where people couldn't hear them.Xia Li just stood aside and pretended not to know.

Xia Li couldn't figure out why she had to look at such a scene and pretend to turn a blind eye.She couldn't figure out what to do as a suitable person.Why there are half-souls is already a problem, and now why there are suitable ones also puzzles her.

If the half-soul is the container of sorrow, then the fit is the water that fills the entire container.Only those flowing liquids can know the deepest shape of the container.But when the water is poured out, even if the water can be seen, no one can know the shape of the container.

In this way, all the sorrow is hidden.

In this way, all the sorrow was covered up.

Everything has to be borne by oneself.

Is this the meaning of your existence, fit one?

Xia Li looked across the high sky, asking questions that no one could answer.The figure of Kisuke Urahara waving his folding fan flashed before his eyes.

"The way forward is up to you, Miss Kurosaki."

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Matsumoto Rangiku sat next to the girl again.Xia Li took out a page from the papers beside her and held it out to her.

"You know everything about half-souls, right?" It was as if a person would naturally know about the world of corpse-souls after death.

Luanju nodded.

Xia Li hesitated for a moment, and picked up the pen to write.

"Then is there a way to forcefully call you out?"

This time, Luanju pondered for a long time.Her slender fingers moved slowly on the paper that was written with fifty syllables. Xia Li looked at it and felt that it was as long as thousands of years had passed.The worried girl didn't even think about why Matsumoto Rangiku wrote so slowly, whether she was hesitating or struggling with something.

"Yes, who, want, see?"

"I."

"You, can, guarantee, certificate, only, have, you, one, one, person?"

Xia Li nodded.

"Yes, there is a way. But, it is..."

Knowing that she could call him out forcibly, Xia Li felt that her heart was about to jump out of her chest, and the blood hitting her eardrums intensified.In this dead and empty seat, she seemed to be able to hear her heart beating like thunder.It doesn't matter how many minutes and seconds.She just wants to know that he is still there and just wants to prove that he is still there.If that person is really a half-soul, I just want to take a look at him.Enough is enough, enough is enough.

Luanju sighed and continued to point.

"Only, yes, half, minute, minute."

Is it.

half a minute.

……

The girl trembled all over, and then told herself that enough was enough.

I just want to see you still.

Even if you don't look at me at all.

I never thought of wanting you but can you give me a chance I want to see you.

I want to see you.

Am I asking too much?

If you are really still here, why are you still refusing to come to see me by yourself...

...You forced me, Toshirō Hitsugaya.

"Conditions, conditions, yes, many, many."

"Please tell me!" With the urgency and anxiety in her eyes, how could Luanju refuse.only……

"Four, block, killing, gas, stone, cherry, tree, full, moon, fit, fit, who, of, fresh, blood, and, thinking, thinking, who, of, fresh, blood."

I can do it.Xia Li told herself.I can do it all.

Luan Ju looked at the girl with firm eyes, and finally lowered her eyebrows and smiled slightly.

If you can guarantee not to be found...

Do you know what will happen if you are really seen by ordinary people...

Then do you still want to see her so urgently, Xia Li?

"Remember, okay, I, said, of..."

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After Luan Ju left, Xia Li raised her head to look at the sky. In two days, it will be the night of the full moon.If the moonlight is clear, there will be a chance to meet him.But before that, four murderous stones must be found.

Murder stone, a magical ore that completely isolates spiritual pressure and spiritual power.Even if she knew that the walls around Jinglingting were made of murderous stones, please, she couldn't just dig out a few pieces... Xia Li had to go to the thirteenth division to find Lucia.

"What, murderous stone?" Rukia raised her head from the file on the case.

"Well, I need this thing." Xia Li scratched her head.She hadn't figured out how to explain to Rukia what she was doing with it.Forget it, the so-called boat is naturally straight when it reaches the bridgehead, let's talk about it when we ask...

"Xia Li, if you have anything, you can tell me." Rukia observed the words and expressions, and at a glance, she found a slight strangeness between the girl's brows.

And she just covered it up with a smile. "It's nothing."

Rukia didn't ask any more questions.Of course she knew that Ichigo, a younger sister, would only keep her mind buried.Unless it is absolutely necessary, she will not show others easily. "If you want a murderous spirit stone, I'll take you to find Big Brother."

After that, things are logical.Kuchiki Byakuya nodded without asking a word.The four murderous stones easily reached Xia Li's hands.Then Rukia invited Xia Li to Kuchiki Mansion for dinner.

Although Bai Zai likes to eat spicy food, he knows that Rukia likes slightly sweet food, so he always prepares meals for her that suit her taste.What I prepared for Xia Li today is the same taste as Rukia.After all, Kuchiki's family is aristocratic, and Xia Li also enjoyed a rare delicious meal.

After dinner, the two girls chatted in the house.The door is facing the elegant and quiet courtyard, and the bamboo pipe is filled with water and poured down, making a crisp sound.

"Lukia, I want to hear from you what happened in Jinglingting."

"Oh? Yes. About what?"

"I want to hear about Aizen." When she said this, she was taken aback.

Did he feel compassion for the half-souled Ai, so he tried to find the good side of the devil?Still want to understand why Captain Unohana closed his eyes slightly and said firmly, "Is he there?"

she does not know.

"what?"

That man who hides his secrets and wears a mask of hypocrisy all the time?

That man who has tried to study virtualization for the sake of Bengyu from a hundred years ago?

The man who clamored that I will stand in the sky and then led his subordinates to deviate from the orthodoxy?

He's gone, isn't he?

Xia Li, what do you want to know about him?

"Lukia, do you know who he cares about?"

For this question, Rukia just shook her head blankly.

Kuchiki Byakuya passed by the door at this time.Rukia knelt down and saluted him.Xia Li turned her head to look, but her gaze was firmly fixed on behind Bai Zai.Right in the middle of the courtyard, a woman stood quietly, with a translucent figure, wearing a light pink bathrobe, watching Kuchiki Byakuya's back and smiling gently.Xia Li felt that at this moment, she had already counted the tenderness between her brows that had not changed for thousands of years.

Her appearance really resembles Rukia next to her.

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He didn't know how long he had been hiding.Yes, he is hiding, has been hiding.It's not because of her cowardice or anything else, it's just that she is too special.He forced himself not to think too much. Some things, the more you think about them, the more chaotic they become.So the middle thinking process is completely omitted, as long as the last is not the result.He could almost be sure that if she knew the method, she would do it desperately.The reason is that what I feel in my heart is persistent and persistent thoughts.

Xia Li, do you know that if we lose our voices, at least we can bear it.

But if you know that method, it's not such a small thing as losing your voice.

I hope you can smile at some point, even if I can't see it.

I want you here.

Complete and complete, really there.

He told himself more than once.Hitsugaya Toshiro, you must never appear in front of her.Because he is a half-soul, because he knows everything, because he knows the possible ending.Instead of letting her know of her existence and then taking the risk, it is better to simply pretend that she is not there.

That kind of ending...absolutely not possible.

He stood on the top of the tallest building in the empty seat, the snow-white feathers were filled with the wind, and they floated in the air, cutting invisible marks one after another.

You just pretend to be me and have disappeared.

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Xia Li returned to the empty seat of the model.She felt that this place should be her own residence.Not only as a suitable person for the half-soul, but also the only person who can communicate with them.The more you know, the more you can't let go.Her thoughts have unconsciously changed from "I want to see Shiro Dong" to "Can I help you?"

This seemed to be a responsibility that was placed on her in one breath.

In the name of the fit.

"Can I help you?"

She stood in front of the other and held up the note.

The man looked at the girl in front of him in a little surprise, then curled the corners of his mouth, his smile was so warm that the ice and snow melted.

"You are, from the Thirteenth Division, Captain Ukitake, right?" The captain of the Thirteenth Division where Rukia was in was also in the Winter War...

The snow-colored man with long hair nodded slightly.

After communicating with this person, Xia Li realized that it was Rukia who was missing Captain Ukitake.Then Fuzhu asked to see her.It's not like Aizen, just want to see each other.He has something to tell Rukia.And the method he proposed is the same as what Miss Luanju said, the only difference is that Rukia is watching from the side.

Xia Li clearly remembered that Matsumoto Ranju looked at her very seriously at the beginning, admonishing that she must not be seen by others, and she was the only one present.

why?

How would that be?

Why did Captain Ukitake propose to keep Rukia aside?

Could it be that Rukia could see him then?

Isn't that a good thing?

Why did Miss Luanju try her best to stop her?

What will happen?

Seeing Captain Fuzhu's reassuring smile, Xia Li didn't think about it any more.Banhun has always been his own family who knows about his own family affairs, and he has said so, so it probably doesn't matter... In this case, let's do what Captain Fuzhu said.It has been decided that on the night of the full moon tomorrow night, let Rukia see Captain Ukitake first.

Maybe this will untie Rukia's knot.

Just as she didn't understand her inner knot, how much did she know about her?

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She sat obsessively in the dark night until she saw the end of the sky being cut open by a red streak, and a day full of unknowns ushered in again.She has never noticed what kind of eyes are pouring down from the very far, far away roof.Gentle, mild, unknown.It can't be said that it is a gaze piercing through the autumn water, but there is no less sadness.

Whether my hiding can stop you from stepping forward.

Or you, unstoppable, still try to make me show up.

What do you think is waiting for you, and what is waiting for us.

I just try my best to stop you from going to perish step by step.

She knew that Rukia would come today and bring her some food.So, simply take this opportunity and make it clear.

"Xia Li, if you have anything, you can tell me." Rukia, who has always been so understanding, I never understood that you still hide so many unspeakable feelings.This time, let me say something to you, if you have anything to say, please tell me, Rukia.

Under the afternoon sun, Rukia's pupils reflected fine sunlight.The weather is still cold, but it can't stop the arrival of the next season.At least, Xia Li read some kind of brilliance from the other party's eyes.

Just like that, unable to break free from the fog in front of him, the child closed his eyes, but still took this step firmly.

I will help you.

Please let me help you.

No, it's "you".

In my name, the fittest half-soul.

-To be continued