half soul

In the enchanting moonlight, a bloody flower bloomed.Xia Li placed murderous stones under the cherry tree, one in each of the four corners.Then he cut his finger and wrote Fuzhu's name in blood on a piece of white silk.Rukia did the same.

The blood of those who are suitable, the blood of those who miss, the moonlight, the cherry tree, the murderous stone, and the written name... Now, the preparations are all completed.what will happenCan Rukia really let Rukia see him like what Miss Ranju said to Captain Ukitake?Thinking of Miss Luanju's expression, Xia Li suddenly became worried again.Can't help but hesitate, do this... is it really possible.The girl quietly glanced sideways, and saw that Rukia beside her was hiding all expressions with calmness.

The two left the silk under the tree, then stepped back step by step, leaving the circle formed by the murderous stone.

If, as Xia Li said, you can meet Captain Fuzhu...

It's not that I don't know, even if I saw that figure in my dream, when I woke up, the tears were still fresh.

Miss, miss, always miss.

The place where he stayed and the scenery he looked at always had the shadow of Captain Fuzhu.

The thirteenth squad has always been where he is.

He has always been here, how can he have the idea that he is not here.

It's like running in a maze all the time, and the light that indicates the end point suddenly goes out.

Even if I have to be lost in this place for the rest of my life, I would rather close my eyes and believe that it is still there.

The huge cherry tree suddenly rained cherry blossoms in a sudden wind, as if those flowers had grown in an instant.The two stretched out their hands to shield their eyes, avoiding the inexplicable gust of wind.When he raised his head again, he saw that person standing under the cherry tree.

The feathers fluttering in the wind, the long hair as bright as ice and snow.He had the most reassuring smile on his face.Not translucent, but a real, existing body.

"Fuzhu...captain...captain..." Almost as soon as he said it, his voice choked up.Rukia stretched out her hand as if in a dream, and walked forward.

"When—" Rukia was bounced away by something.It was those murderous stones that formed a protective wall similar to Jinglingting, preventing her from moving forward.

Is that so?Close at hand, yet out of reach.

Rukia lowered her arms and stood there in a daze.Can't get any closer.

"Kuichi, you're very energetic." Fuzhu looked at his subordinates, and smiled as before.

It fell apart in an instant.

I thought I would never see it again, never hear it again.

These, the most ordinary greetings, have actually turned into the most memorable Gu in the bottom of my heart.

If you hear it, you can't escape, you are dying of illness, or you are announcing that the time of death has arrived.

I don't want to, it's impossible, give up...

Inevitably, I want you back, Captain Ukitake...

If this is a dream, can you kill me now.

Then, I would never wake up again.

Xia Li stood aside, looking at the people standing on both sides of the murderous stone, tears fell one by one.Don't know why really don't know.It seems that from the very beginning, there was a layer of sadness buried in my heart.I was really not only moved by their reunion, but also more, indescribable, sad... Long before I realized it, I couldn't cry...

In the end...why...

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"Kuichi, don't show such a sad expression." Ukitake smiled like gentle rain.

Rukia wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with the back of her hand and said. "I'm so happy to see Captain Fuzhu."

Deadwood.

You are a kind and strong child.

You used to be timid to stand in front of Byakuya Kuchiki, trembling like walking on thin ice.

However, he also wants to protect you and care about you after all.

Giving your name is not a bondage.

You have to feel with your heart, his gentleness that is like a star in the morning.

From now on, I will never go to him to chatter about you.

So, it's up to you.

"About your brother, Kuchiki Byakuya. You have always been his pride. So, don't be too humble."

"Yes... yes..." Rukia lowered her head and gritted her teeth tightly.

"Also, if it's me, don't worry. I also know that you have the courage to face everything."

"Captain!" Rukia raised her head suddenly, the corners of her eyes were full of tears, "Thank you very much! I will definitely continue to work hard! I will practice hard, work hard, and be an excellent Shinigami! I will not let you down, Captain. Expectations of me! I will work harder and be the honor of being a big brother! I want to make him even more, more proud of me."

I have wanted to say these words for a long time, but I never said them.

Because by the time I want to talk, that person can no longer hear me.

This time, no matter what, express it.

Even if it's the last chance, even if I know whether to say it or not has nothing to do with life or death, I still thank God.

I want to put your mind at ease.

As you once gave me the feeling.

Fuzhu watched the moonlight reflected in his old purple pupils, and his sad and sad face gradually regained its previous expression, and he shouted those sentences earnestly and persistently, finally he was relieved.

"I see."

That's it.

To cheer up.

No matter what happens, time does not stand still.

Rather than saying that it is the bad news that restrains him, it is better to say that it is his own heart.

I have heard your heart.

So hold back those unspeakable sorrows,

What I want to see is a smile.

"I have something to tell you, Kurosaki." Ukitake fixed his eyes on the girl standing aside.

Xia Li opened her eyes wide.I?

"Remember, if it is not our own request, we must not let other people see this ceremony."

"What the hell... will happen..."

The cherry blossoms suddenly danced wildly in the night sky without wind, as if the petals of the trees were all about to fall in an instant.An ominous premonition suddenly overwhelmed Xia Li's heart.This kind of determination, not hesitate to use up every petal to present the most gorgeous dance, leaving no way out.Xia Li opened her eyes wide, only feeling a panic.

It's just... like...

To sacrifice my life...

"It seems that there is no time left. It's time to say goodbye." Ukitake raised his head to look at the cherry tree above his head, and then turned his gaze to Rukia. His body was gradually becoming transparent starting from his feet.

"Captain Floating Bamboo!..."

Ukitake reached out to stop Rukia's words. "Kuichi, listen to me,"

Every second becomes more transparent than the last second...

"Your smile is always better than your tears,"

I'm almost suffocating...

"So, when you think of me in the future, you should smile,"

My heart is about to break...

"In that case, I will also..."

……

The man with the smile disappeared.The sound also fell silent.so true.Time seems to end at that moment.The flowers on the cherry tree have long since fallen in pieces, and the empty space is the same as before.A sudden strong wind blew up the clothes of the two of them, rolled up the silk with Shishiro Ukitake's name on it and flew away.it's over.

Even if it is a dream, there will be a time to wake up.

Time is up.

I've said everything I wanted to say.

So it was time to say goodbye.

right.

"Captain Fuzhu, goodbye."

Xia Li didn't notice from the beginning to the end that behind them stood a woman with blond curly hair standing far away. Although she couldn't make a sound, her face was full of tears.

Is it really necessary to do this, Captain Ukitake?

But then again, if I could see him again,

Even if I die like you, I will not hesitate.

However, he is not there anymore.

My heart is full of his thoughts.

It's a pity that there is no way to start seeing him again.

I miss you like never before, Silver.

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Xia Li curled herself into a small ball.She couldn't forget Matsumoto Rangiku's expression.Yes, Luanju came to her again later.And she also confirmed from Ranju that Shishiro Ukitake had really disappeared.It turns out that being seen by others, the end is death.It really is.Yes, a half-soul is not something that can be seen easily. It violates the laws of nature, and that is the price.

It should be said that it should be fortunate that there is still a chance to confide in the end, which is better than dying in depression during the long and lonely years.

Lan Ju's expression was calm, but Xia Li could be sure that her eyes were full of despair.

You can't hide the deep despair.

Girls feel that they are very clear.

Luan Jufei was heartbroken at Fuzhu's departure, after all, it was his choice.

She smiled wryly and was depressed because of her inability to move forward.

She wants to see Ichimaru Gin.

I want to see you.

"You, will, wish, will, see, he, one, face, then, later, disappear, disappear, will you?"

Like Captain Fuzhu, say what you want to say the most, or just meet him once, and then disappear forever?

"Who?"

"You, think, see, man."

Luanju fell silent, and then slowly spelled out a sentence.

"If, if, can, yes, then."

Instead of being unable to see anything, unable to do anything and only to miss endlessly, it is better to try our best to convey it, even if it disappears afterwards, it will be nothing.We are already dead souls.What's more, as the god of death, he has long been used to life and death.One by one disappears, what is there to be afraid of?

Luanju slightly narrowed her eyes and smiled.It's just to comfort the tangled eyebrows of the girl opposite.

Can't do it.Such a body, unable to pick up a pen and write your name.That ceremony is impossible...

Want to help them, even if they can't see each other.Xia Li suddenly realized that she had never seen Ichimaru Gin in this city.Decided to go to him.For Miss Luanju.After all, only I can get in touch with him, right?Xia Li smiled wryly to herself, I have been trying to find you too, Toshirō Hitsugaya.Where are you again.

At the corner of the street, translucent clothes faded from the shadows.

Why do you still not want to let me go, Xia Li.

I still feel...it's good not to see you...

Because you are also a persistent and persistent person.

I don't want you to cause an irreparable situation due to impulsiveness.

Not for me, but for you.

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Large tracts of memories are full of sonorous and desperate flowers under his feet.Those things that he didn't want to touch and was afraid to touch, finally suffered repeatedly under the situation of not knowing what to do.The smoky wind of early spring passed through his translucent body calmly.The curvature of the silver hair reflected a sliver of light in the sun.With his chin propped up, he sat on the empty bridge, with a smile that hadn't changed over the years.

From the moment she opened her eyes, the gray-blue eyes took away her sight in an instant, to when she raised her eyebrows and gradually revealed a smile, she fell in love with this smile, remembered it and then left it, and then many years later Reunited in the circular building complex, the little girl from the past had a peerless appearance, and then the pair of eyes stained with shock and despair stared blankly at herself leaving again, waiting for another reunion in the empty seat, and finally Know that the dazzling light has never been suppressed, only getting brighter and brighter again and again.It's all about that shadow.

Brightness in the darkness.

It's because, my heart is full of your thoughts, right?

So even my brain doesn't seem to be my own...

Only you writhe there with a frown and a smile.

You and I have never been lovers...

He tilted his head slightly at a slight angle, and the corners of his mouth rose a little.

...but what else could it be.

I have always wanted you to stay away from danger.

But you chased after me again and again, and you ended up in such a field.

You are... What a fool, Luanju.

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Is life really a reincarnation?

Human beings die, and then become souls; death gods die, and then become half-souls; and then what.Will it be like a ring that can eventually return to humans?Maybe these states are like a balance, always maintained in a balanced state.

Who knows.

Kurosaki Natsuri was running through the empty streets.There was the whistling wind in her ears, blowing the sound in her ears lonely and lonely.Her eyes flicked anxiously across many corners of the city.Yet there are always more places waiting for her to run to.She was looking for Ichimaru Gin, and of course, she was also looking for another person.

The shadow drew a long line on the ground.When she raised her head, she could see the breathtaking setting sun.

No hopes and no dreams.Only loneliness clangs and bright red flowers bloom all over the place.

But.I don't believe in despair.

I don't want to see this word in my dictionary even though it's there all the time.

I worked my way around it, ignored it, and spurned it.

I insisted on telling myself that there is no infinite darkness that engulfs the sky and the earth, and there is no torrential rain in the clear sky.

There will always be someone standing by his side with dazzling brilliance,

Whether it is family or friends, there is always a smile on the face.

They grabbed their sleeves and said that if you have anything to say, we will help you, Xia Li.

I always remember their light.

She turned around abruptly, and in her eyes was a corner of hazy clothes that quickly disappeared from the corner, pale as snow.Xia Li stood there with her eyes wide open... It was an illusion, the blood in her whole body was frozen into ice, and all the light around her disappeared.The sky is falling apart.

No, I didn't see who it was.It's just a corner of the shirt.

but……

How could you not know.How is it possible.

In this place, I am just a passerby in the eyes of any half-soul, is there any need to escape?

except you.

Hitsugaya Toushiro.

Xia Li froze for a moment, then ran into the deep alley following the snowy white.As far as the eye can see, there is only silence.There was a sudden wind blowing, and even my heart was about to freeze to death.The girl trembled slightly, her lowered hands tightly clenched into fists.

"Is this how you hate me...Even though I'm about to see you, I still have to run away. The farther away from me, the better!"

The belief that was still firm just now was shattered with a crash.

No matter how much you can deceive yourself, there should be a limit.It's time to wake up, Xia Li.

Who will stand by now.Who will smile at himself.

In fact, it must have been a deliberate escape that I hadn't noticed all along.

Did you just find out, in fact, it has always been.

Enough, enough.

"Sure enough, it was the beginning of my wishful thinking, so it must be the end of my wishful thinking. Okay, very good, I accept it! Why do you keep avoiding me like this! It makes each other unhappy! People who have never understood It really is me! I’m so sorry for troubling you for so long!” Totally ignoring the fact that no one in this place could hear her words, the more the girl spoke, the more excited she became, until she was almost yelling .

What responded to her was only endless silence.A demon stretched out its claws, just reaching the corner of despair.Come, let's be swallowed by darkness together.Someone's voice whispers in your ear that you are only one person, charming and desperate.

Oh, only one person.

No one comforts you, no one understands you, and no one will support you.

Xia Li finally calmed down, and slid weakly against the wall to the ground.She buried herself in her arms, locking her gaze into the darkness.She gritted her teeth tightly and didn't want to cry, but she tried her best to no avail.It's really disappointing, it's too ugly.

Did I impose my feelings on you?

So it was actually my fault all along.

Let you increase your troubles in vain, do you feel that you have taken a detour?

Then I shouldn't be standing here in the first place.

It will only bring one trouble after another. Even Captain Ukitake disappeared forever because of me.

I thought I could help you all but it turned out to be a disaster.

This taught me how to forgive myself.

so……

I'd better leave.

Even if the previous sins cannot be redeemed, at least there will be no more.

Xia Li clenched her teeth, wiped away the tears on her face, and slowly stood up and walked towards the way she came.

I swear I won't bother you again.

Then.goodbye.

The long shadow dragged on the ground, every inch of movement was heavy, piercing someone's heart sharply.And who was holding his forehead and shaking his head over and over again at the place separated by the wall, because too much pain suddenly flowed into the clean and clear thoughts of someone in his heart.He said over and over again that it wasn't true.It's a pity that he couldn't even express himself.

No one can hear.

-To be continued