my brother is disabled

!After all, Xiaoye is about to give birth, and if something happens to her, don't live! "

After finishing speaking, he slashed at him with an eye knife and stuck his waist.

A certain person who was scolded all over his face pouted, and pretended to be a bitter woman with his head covered: "Wuuuu... Are you my own mother... I just want to buy something for Liu Ye to repair his body... No problem The daughter-in-law is not my fault, you want to have a daughter-in-law so much, you have to do ideological work for Liu Ye, I have been chasing after it for so long but it has not worked out... woo woo..."

Liu Ye, who was smiling, froze, ignored the eyes of the two mother and son, coughed, and walked away silently.

Zhou Wen put down his hand holding his head, sighed, and pushed Aunt Zhang: "Oh... well, don't get in the way here, go back quickly, aren't you going to invite Liu Ye to dinner tonight? Go back and cook!"

"Oh yes! It's not you brat who said I forgot!" Turning to Liu Ye who was changing the CD, he said loudly: "That little Ye, come to my house for dinner tonight, that brat Zhou Wen turns 20 today, you have to come Let him celebrate!"

Before he finished speaking, Zhou Wen pushed him to the door of the store.

I don't know if Liu Ye heard it clearly.

"Ah?" Looking at Aunt Zhang who had already left the house, and Zhou Wen who was smiling so much, Liu Ye said to Zhou Wen, "Are you turning 20 today? It's time to celebrate. Aunt Zhang said that you turned [-]." You are allowed to start a business, right? Are you happy?"

"Hey, yeah." Scratching his hair, Zhou Wen felt a little embarrassed.

But then he vigorously picked up the fried chicken on the table, and leaned in front of Liu Ye: "Oh, it's still early in the evening, let's have afternoon tea first, and eat it while it's hot. Their oil is disposable and very clean."

After speaking, he took out the chicken nuggets and reached out to Liu Ye.

The golden chicken nuggets are still steaming, which makes people very appetizing.Plus that exudes an alluring smell.Liu Ye took it with a smile: "Thank you. Oh, by the way, do you want any presents for your birthday today?"

"Oh, thank you. As for the gift... it's good that you come." Liu Ye seemed to see Zhou Wen's face blushing again, but he thought it was his own illusion.

"Well, good." While eating the chicken nuggets, he was thinking about what to give.

And Zhou Wen next to him was also gnawing on the chicken, smiling silly.

After eating the chicken, Liu Ye felt stronger, so he rearranged the CDs again.

While Zhou Wen was in front of the computer, the video store was not busy, and both of them were happy to be at leisure.

Liu Ye looked at the mirror not far away, at the face in the mirror with the curly wig.She really looks like a girl, with a fair face and big eyes, she is still a pretty girl.

"Boss, I want Li Rong...you?!" The man who walked in saw the face of the girl with a big belly, and the glass in his hand fell to the ground.The cup shattered and the water in it spilled all over the floor.

Hearing the shout, Liu Ye turned his head, and the moment he saw the person coming, the CD in his hand dropped.With a bang, the disc inside also rolled out.

It took a long time to find the voice: "Su...Senior Su?!"

……

Liu Ye looked at the milk tea brought by the waiter, the white smoke dissipated, and some sweet and greasy smell rushed into the tip of his nose.

Su Heran on the opposite side kept frowning, as if he saw something impossible.

It took a long time before he opened his mouth and said, "So, are you really...?"

"Yeah." Liu Ye took a sip of the milk tea, and the rich milky fragrance was refreshing: "If you made it to the end that night, you would have known it early."

Liu Ye didn't mean anything when he said this, but Su Heran didn't like it when he heard it, and said apologetically: "Xiaoye...that matter...it's really my fault...I...no I beg your forgiveness."

With a relieved smile: "Senior Su, I don't blame you. Just like I don't blame Bai Muyan, Liu Yan and I...we couldn't be together in the first place."

Su Heran bit his lip with a complicated expression.

The timid figure who used to follow behind him has grown up unconsciously, and has grown into the most beautiful scenery in front of his eyes.

Such a mature tone of voice, and the sexyness exuding from his whole body, all of them tore his heart fiercely.

He bowed his head and confessed silently, even if Liu Ye didn't blame him, how could he not blame himself: "Do you still remember the picture of seeing Liu Yan and Fang Jie together that morning?"

"Huh?" Liu Ye was a little confused: "What are you talking about?"

"Actually... In fact, Liu Yan doesn't like Fang Jie at all. That...that scene was planned by me and Fang Jie. It's specially... just to make you sad..."

The hand that wanted to pick up the milk tea stopped abruptly, just hanging in the air without moving forward or backward.

Looking a little dull.

Seeing him like this, Su Heran held Liu Ye's hand in his mind: "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I did want you to be sad before, but... But I regretted it later... Really, I later regretted it." I regret it! It's just...it's just that it's too late...

"Aren't you separated from Liu Yan now? Just let... just let me take care of you, okay? Let me atone for your sins? I know you're having a bad life, and you still have to work while you're pregnant. From now on... From now on... just let me... okay?"

Su Heran looked excited, but Liu Ye, who had reacted, did not express anything.

Just pulling out his hand lightly, Su Heran's hand was slightly cold, as if trying to wipe away the coolness, Liu Ye held the teacup with his hand, feeling the temperature of the liquid inside.

"Senior Su... please don't mention him anymore, okay?" He took a breath and looked at the potted plants next to him: "Didn't I say that? I don't blame you, all of this... all of this is predestined... …I don’t believe in fate, but I believe in myself. And I’m doing fine, thank you.”

After speaking, he took the scarf next to him and put it around his neck.

He stared blankly at the spread hands, there was no silky touch there.Su Heran smiled wryly: "Your love for Liu Yan has never changed. If you risk your life, you must love him to the death. Even if your body is covered with bruises, you must still love him..."

"Actually, there's no need to mention it." He took the gloves and put them on.

"Since you love him so much, why don't you go to him?"

Liu Ye also asked himself this question, over and over again, and finally said with a smile: "Because... because I can't let Yanyan be treated like a monster, even if he doesn't have me, Fang Jie , when his legs are healed, he will definitely live a very happy life, very happy."

Rubbing his stomach: "He can't know the existence of this child. So..." Liu Ye looked up at Su Heran sincerely: "Please, don't tell Yanyan, okay?"

Captured by those eyes, Su Heran felt his heart stopped beating, and it took him a while to recover: "...OK."

Liu Ye stood up and took a step: "Please don't come to me in the future... Don't get me wrong, I'm not blaming you, it's just... I just don't want to remember Yanyan... Goodbye, Senior Su."

With such a thin body, there was no sound when walking, and Su Heran seemed to wake up from a dream when Liu Ye walked far away.

Only the half-drunk milk tea cup on the opposite side proved that the person had just been here.

Su Heran stared at the cup of milk tea, trembling and reaching out to take the cup over. Just as his hand touched the handle of the cup, he trembled, and the cup fell to the ground with a sound, and the pink liquid poured all over the floor.

He shuddered.

Shocked by the sound, Su Heran took out a cigarette from his bag, lit it with trembling hands, and just put it in his mouth, but dropped it disappointingly, and the sparks shone on the floor.

Finally couldn't help it, Su Heran's shoulders trembled.

Throat growls.Tears fell drop by drop on the floor, across the three-dimensional face, and lay prone on the table.Wet clothes.

None of the people who looked at him dared to step forward.

The almost desperate cry made their hearts ache.Not to feel sorry for Su Heran, but to resonate from the soul.It seems to be severely abandoned, or unbearable pain.

The teardrops formed water spots on the floor.

In the end, I don't know which drop hit the cigarette butt, extinguishing that little bright spark.

The already faint light became dim, and then completely lost its luster...

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☆, 46

After coming out, Liu Ye breathed the fresh air and his chest heaved.

It took a long time to calm down, and he kept touching his stomach.

Take a photo out of your pocket.

I was in a hurry that day, so I didn't have time to pick up anything, only this photo...

Gently touching the face in the photo...

This is the person he wants to protect with his whole life...

That's his Yan Yan...

Hikohiko, whom I have loved since I was a child...

How could I not want to, if it wasn't for the child in my womb.

His body may have been in some great river long ago.

He has held this photo more than once, stroking his belly and telling the child gently.

This is your father...he is the closest person to you in this world...

But after saying that, Liu Ye regretted it.

Obviously, the two of them can't see each other at all, so how can they mislead the child like this...

In a daze, Liu Ye seemed to feel that the child had kicked him.

Surprisingly, he immediately touched the position where he just felt the power.

Wanted another kick for the kid, but didn't have it.

The dullness just now seemed to be swept away.

Liu Ye's eyes froze suddenly, and he looked at the trash can not far away.

Taking a breath tremblingly, he gritted his teeth and threw the photo in his hand into it.

Then, as if he was afraid of seeing him, he immediately turned his head and walked away.

Kicking his hand into the bag, he clenched his fist tightly.

Force yourself not to think, not to regret.

That should have been forgotten.

When his mood calmed down, Liu Ye found that he had already walked a street.

I don't even remember where this is, and I suddenly feel that I am worthless.He obviously grew up in this city, yet he doesn't even know the way.

Just when he was hesitating.

"Liu Ye!" Zhou Wen's voice came.

Liu Ye looked at Zhou Wen who was running from behind as if seeing a savior: "Why are you here?"

Running over panting: "I see you haven't come back for so long, it's already 6 o'clock, my mother told us to eat." After speaking, Zhou Wen took Liu Ye's hand: "Okay, let's go, go back to eat .”

"Oh." Liu Ye didn't notice anything wrong.

And Zhou Wen was very happy because of those small hands in his hands.Finally, the hand in hand was successful.Ha ha.

"Mom, we're back!" Zhou Wen dragged Liu Ye home and shouted loudly.

"What are you doing so loudly! It's not the Great Wall of Beijing! Get excited about the ball!" A masculine male voice came from the dining room.

Liu Ye knew that it was Zhou Wen's father.A burly middle-aged man from the northeast.

Standing there, there is a feeling of respect.

However, one thing falls one thing.

As soon as his father met his mother, he was as obedient as a turtle grandson.

"Zhou Dachuan, what are you arguing about! What do you do if you scare Xiaoye!" Sure enough, when Aunt Zhang yelled, Zhou Wen's father lowered his head: "It's true, it's true." Smiling at his mother, he turned to Liu Ye said, "Xiao Ye? Come and sit, come and sit."

Zhou Wen also pulled Liu Ye to the table.

The strong family atmosphere warmed Liu Ye's heart.

He used to have such a happy family, with younger brothers, parents...

Thinking of this, Liu Ye's eyes were moist for a while.

But...these can't go back...

Noticing Liu Ye's expression, Zhou Wen patted him on the back: "It's okay, just treat this as your own home."

Such a warm tone warmed Liu Ye's heart: "Yeah!"

"Xiaoye, you are pregnant, you need to supplement and eat more to give birth to a big fat boy! Don't worry, our family will help you take care of the baby! I am his grandma-to-be!" Aunt Zhang While adding vegetables to Liu Ye's bowl, he said, with a kind and simple smile on his somewhat fat face.

"Tsk tsk... Look at you, old lady, did Xiaoye agree to you? Why are you so confident? Look at your stinking shamelessness." Zhou Dachuan was talking, disapproving of his wife's behavior.

"What are you talking about! Who is that old woman! Who is so confident! Who is shameless!" Aunt Zhang raised her face and looked at Zhou Dachuan, as if you would sleep outside the door tonight if you don't give an explanation for a day.

"I, me, my wife! I'm so confident! I'm stinky and shameless!" Seeing his wife like that, he immediately surrendered.

"Hmph, look at you like that, and still say me." Aunt Zhang glanced at him, and looked at Liu Ye: "Besides, who said Xiaoye is not happy? Xiaoye, do you agree with me being the baby's grandmother? "

Liu Ye was amused by their singing, and quickly replied: "Yes, yes, I agree."

Aunt Zhang glanced at the old man and rolled her eyes severely.

And Zhou Dachuan was not only not angry, but also put a piece of beef into Aunt Zhang's bowl: "Eat, eat, my wife cooks delicious food." He looked cheap.

And he glanced at his son's smiling eyes, and immediately put on a straight face: "What are you laughing at, laughing! If you laugh at me again, the child is not allowed to eat it!"

Zhou Wenjue, who was implicated by innocence, pursed his lips and ignored him.He picked up some vegetables and put them in Liu Ye's bowl.

And in this harmonious atmosphere, Liu Ye also let go, eating big mouthfuls.It lasted without knowing it.

Later, when I cut the cake for Zhou Wen, I didn't eat much.

"Xiaoye? Are you full? Do you want to go for a walk?" Zhou Wen looked at Liu Ye stroking his stomach contentedly, and laughed at him.

"I don't want to go." After finishing speaking, he continued to touch his stomach.

"How can you send me away with just three words! It's my birthday today, and you have to accompany me unconditionally." She pouted childishly.It seems very inconsistent, but Zhou Wen knows that Liu Ye, who is now overflowing with motherhood, can't stand this set of things.

really.

"Okay, okay. Then I'll risk my life to be with the birthday star." Standing up, he supported Zhou Wen and stood up smoothly.

After saying goodbye to Aunt Zhang and Uncle Zhou, he followed Zhou Wen out.

The street lights outside are on, and there are people passing by the side of the road from time to time

"I'm over 20, and I can do what I want in the future." Zhou Wen looked at Liu Ye deeply, and what was in his eyes made Liu Ye want to escape.

"Well, congratulations." Nodding, looking at the side of the road, it seems that this scene is a little familiar, as if a long time ago, I pushed the boy who I loved the whole youth, and the whole childhood...

Shaking his head, he forced himself to withdraw from the memory.

"Liu Ye..." Zhou Wen stopped suddenly: "Are you really not understanding, or are you just pretending?" Looking at Liu Ye with some injuries, Zhou Wen held the small shoulder of the person opposite.

Frightened by Zhou Wen's eyes, Liu Ye gently broke Zhou Wen's hand: "I... I don't know what you are talking about."

"It doesn't matter!" Zhou Wen knelt down and looked at Liu Ye at the same level: "I tell you. Liu Ye, I like you. I have liked you since you came to our house. I don't dislike you for having a child. Waiting for you to give birth I'll be a good dad without him, trust me. I'll treat him like my own son!

"I'm 20, and I can pursue my dreams! Can you... can you go with me? I... I can't promise to give you mother and child a rich life, but I can promise to love you all the time, Protect you and give you at least a stable life. Promise me, okay? Okay?"

The eyes are sincere and the voice is hysterical.

Liu Ye was in a daze, as if he had drifted away a long time ago.

I was still with that person for a long time.

It is also on the street, and it is such a sincere look, and it is also so distressing.

That person said that day that he liked him and wanted to be with him forever.I want to be with him for the rest of my life.

And at that time, I also believed it, and really wanted to be with him.

But finally left...

left him...

And that person... doesn't love himself either.

"Liu Ye!" was brought back to reality by a loud shout: "You answer me!"

Liu Ye didn't reply, but gently pushed him away: "I'm sorry...I can't do it..."

Zhou Wen was frustrated by such a decisive tone, and took out a photo from his arms with a wry smile: "It's him, right?"

Liu Ye looked over, his pupils constricted suddenly: "Where did you come from!!"

Zhou Wen put the photo in Liu Ye's almost trembling hands: "I... followed you today. Seeing you struggling to throw this into the trash can, I took it over and looked at it as soon as I was curious, and I understood it instantly. This boy ...It's the one you love...and tonight, I'm just not reconciled..."

Liu Ye didn't reply, holding the lost and recovered photo while weeping.

Photos can be retrieved...

But that person... can never be found again...

His shoulders shrugged, and tears fell drop by drop, as if falling on Zhou Wen's heart.

She held him tenderly in her arms.

Want to give him warmth, want him not so sad, but he knows better than anyone else.

Except for the boy in the photo, no one could make this angelic girl in his eyes happy.

"Zhou Wen... I think I'm going to resign..."

……

Liu Yan walks in every street, no matter big or small.

He was looking for, looking for the person who made him wait for so many years.

But nothing came of it.

Nothing but disappointment.

He even imagined that one day that person would suddenly appear in front of him, and said to himself with a smile: "Yanyan, I'm back. I was just angry at what you said before. Now that I'm angry, I'm back." , don’t drive me away.”

Then I can hug that person into my arms with a smile, cry and say: "No, no, I will never drive you away. How can I be willing to drive you away."

But...but since that day... that person never came back.

The person who once said that he would accompany and take care of him for the rest of his life, never leave him...

gone……

No one will wake him up in the morning, no one will cook delicious meals for him, no one will grind the medicine into powder, no one will look at himself with such obsessive eyes, no one will push the wheelchair, affectionate Call yourself Hikohiko...

Maybe there are a lot of people behind Liu Yan who are willing to do this for him.

But that's all pointless.

Because... none of them are him...

Not Liu Ye...

I bought a bottle of beer from a vending machine and drank it like water.Throat was pulled sorely.

But he likes it, he likes this feeling.

This kind of pain will make him feel better.

It will make the feeling of being torn and festered in my heart be covered up a little bit.

Looking at the sky, looking at the clouds.

No matter which cloud, it looks like Liu Ye's face.

Liu Yan stretched out his hand, wanting to touch it.It turned out to be empty.

Liu Ye...

Where are you……

Another week of chaos has passed.

Mom and Dad are on a business trip again.

Such loneliness is about to swallow Liu Yan.

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☆, 47

Get up in the morning.

The too bright sunshine made Liu Yan realize that he got up late.

There was no meal prepared by the man on the table.

He took out a cigarette and smoked it, which made his tears and nose flow together.

I don't know when I learned it, I just know that once I tried it, Liu Yan fell in love with that feeling.

It's not for being handsome or destroying yourself.

If you like it, you like it.

It's like if you can't live without Liu Ye, you can't live without Liu Ye.

There is no reason.

He took out a bottle of beer, and when he bit it open with his teeth, there was a "Zi--" bottle opening sound.

After taking a few sips, Liu Yan put his hands on his knees, sat on the sofa, and lowered his head.

Look at your legs.

There is an urge to snap them apart.

Are they broken...

Liu Ye is back...

Just then, the doorbell rang.

Liu Yan wiped his dirty face irritably, and stepped forward to open the door without caring.

See that face outside the door.Liu Yan just wanted to punch up.

"Su Heran?! What are you doing here!"

……

Su Heran spat out a mouthful of bloody saliva.

With a bruised face.

And Liu Yan on the opposite side is not good-looking either.

His face was as tragic as Su Heran's.

"Liu Ye won't let me tell you what I told you." He casually grabbed a pillow and put it under his buttocks: "But I can't hold it any longer! Now that you've heard it all, you understand! What did that idiot do for you?" what have you done!

"I'm sorry for Liu Ye. I hurt him. But those things are hardly worth mentioning to him, because he doesn't care at all. Even if I really do something to him, he won't care.

"He cares... cares... you are always the only one!!!

"And in this world, the only person who can hurt him...you are the only one...the reason why he is like this...you are the culprit..." After finishing speaking, he was a little discouraged.

Feeling that there was no need to stay any longer, he stood up and walked out the door.

"I don't care what your plan is, whether you go to him or continue to enjoy the life with legs. I'm talking about this, you can figure it out."

After speaking, the figure disappeared at the door of the room.

And Liu Yan, with wounds all over his body, sat silently, as if thinking.

Suddenly, Liu Yan grabbed the jacket next to him and ran down like crazy.

That person is there!

The person he thinks about day and night is right there!

I have been in my own city all the time!Never leave!

We must get him back this time!

"Damn it, Liu Ye, how dare you run away with my child! I'm going to arrest you today!"

Zhou Wen sat in the shop, looking at the things in his hands.

The temperature of Liu Ye's palm still remained on it.

Did you decide to leave a long time ago...

If I hadn't said those words yesterday, wouldn't he have left...

Hold on to that little wood carving.

There are tears in the corners of the eyes.

Sucking his nose, he stood up and looked at the door.

The figure with the belly had already disappeared there.

Zhou Wen knew that she (he) would never come back.

How could such a persistent person come back...

And Liu Ye, who left, was carrying a small backpack.Some strenuously walked with his waist protected.

He took a nostalgic look at the shop where he had been staying for so long.

Although the salary is not much, Aunt Zhang's care, Uncle Zhou's heartiness, and Zhou Wen's sunshine have all been deeply imprinted in his mind.

Lowering his eyes, he turned and walked into the distance.

Try to hide your dismay.

Shouldn't you be used to leaving...

Just like leaving the home where I have lived for more than 10 years, and leaving the Baimu mansion where I have been busy for half a month, it will get better in the future.

But why, the heart still hurts.

That kind of reluctance turned into good memories of Zhou's family.

Thank you... Thank you for taking care of me for so long...

I'm so sorry for you, Aunt Zhang....I clearly agreed to let you hold your grandson...but...I had to leave...I couldn't give Zhou Wen my sincerity, and I couldn't even give him my body...

A monster like me... a monster who still wants to give birth to a child of the one he loves... he should be alone all his life... right...

Look at the train ticket in your hand.

Goodbye, the city where I lived for so many years; Goodbye, Baimuyan; Goodbye, Ye Mu; Goodbye, Aunt Zhang; Goodbye, Zhou Wen; Goodbye, Parents.

Goodbye……

Goodbye... Hikiko...

Taking a deep look at the place he was familiar with, he bent down to protect his stomach.

Wave.

Really... goodbye...

Then, turned around and entered the train station.

"Boom!" Suddenly, the door of the video store was opened vigorously.

Zhou Wen watched the tall boy barge in, his face was covered with bruises and bruises.

In the small shop like looking for something, extremely rude.

Before he could react, he was grabbed by the collar: "Where the fuck is Liu Ye?!"

Zhou Wen felt very angry, Liu Ye's departure was already unbearable for him.And when the unreasonable man in front of him came, he grabbed his collar without saying a word, with a bad tone.

He thought he was something!

Zhou Wen pushed him away: "Let's go! Go! Just left!"

Hearing his words, Liu Yan spat out a mouthful of blood, and immediately turned his head to chase outside: "TMD!"

And Zhou Wen, who was beaten, looked at the boy leaving, and suddenly opened his eyes wide. That person... that person is the one in the photo...

Liu Ye!Liu Ye!Liu Ye!

Where are you? !

The busy streets are full of people coming and going.

Liu Yan wiped his face and looked around.

It's not him, it's not him, it's not him!not him!

Run to the heights, trying to find that person.

Tears fell drop by drop.

Please...please let me see...I can't live without you...I can't live without you Liu Ye...

please come back...please let me see...

A back view is also good...

You know... I think you're going crazy...

really going crazy...

However, there are so many people in Liu Yan's sight, men, women, old and young, so many.

But no one is him, no one is him...

The people next to him looked at the boy who seemed to be in a fight in shock, and frowned.

Someone whispered, "This man must be crazy."

But Liu Yan didn't seem to hear, just kept watching, completely ignoring the people around him.

Liu Ye... Where are you taking my child...

Why so many people... are not you...

"Oops! It's raining!"

"Yes, yes, it's raining! Let's go."

"Well, let's go, don't get wet."

"Hey, it's getting bigger and bigger, run quickly."

……

Intense raindrops hit Liu Yan's head, face, and body drop by drop.

slipped into his eyes.

The street full of crowds quickly calmed down.

In just a few minutes, a person is barely visible.

So no one saw that there was a beaten boy on the overpass, kneeling on the ground with his head buried.

Raindrops mixed with tears fell to the ground, causing huge splashes.

Liu Ye...

The hope of finding you just ignited...has it been wiped out again...

...we... really can't be together...

Are we doomed not to be together...

Liu Ye...I miss you so much...I miss you so much...

Liu Yan raised his head, let the rain hurt his eyes and heart, let the despair more violent than this rain drown him.

Liu Ye...are you going to really say goodbye...

goodbye... right...

At that moment, Liu Yan felt that his body was drained of strength.

It turns out...it turns out that the most painful thing...is not the farewell...

It's life and death...

Then if I become disabled again...will you come back?

Liu Yan, who was a little stunned by the rain, suddenly thought, I am disabled... Did you just come back... Liu Ye...

Then you can be my brother again...and I...can continue to be your brother, right?

Stand up and straighten your body.

Liu Yan took firm steps and looked down from the bridge.

The height is just right...it won't die...but it will be crippled...

With a smile, he opened his eyes and stood on the handrail of the bridge.

The wind blew up the already wet shirt.

Then, without hesitation, he jumped down.

At the moment of weightlessness.

Liu Yan smiled like a contented child.

In this way...you can come back...we can be together again...right...my Liu Ye...

The flesh and blood hit the ground, and the pain from the limbs made Liu Yan faint.

He seemed to see Liu Ye in front of him.

Smiling so beautifully, told myself to sleep well, said that he would give me a good massage, and my legs would not hurt after a while...

How much Liu Yan wanted to answer yes, but he didn't even have the strength to open his mouth...

5 years later.

spring.

A hundred flowers bloom and the weather is cool.

"Hahahaha...you come to chase me...haha...can't catch...can't catch..." The boy with a lollipop in his hand ran quickly in the square, running towards the back Smaller little boy laughs.

And the boy behind was not to be outdone: "Huh! Give me back the lollipop! I will definitely catch up with you!" Then he quickened his pace.

No matter how hard the little boy tried, the distance between them was getting farther and farther.

Just when the little boy thought he could not catch up, the older boy in front suddenly stepped on something and fell head-on.A dog gnawed mud.

Seeing this, the little boy at the back didn't rush to get back the lollipop, but laughed loudly: "Hahahaha, you stupid kid, haha!"

"Hmph!" The older boy was not convinced, and held the lollipop in his arms: "No matter how stupid I am, I'm better than Liu Chuhai! Don't laugh at me!"

Among the people watching this scene, a boy with a small pot head was startled suddenly.

The refined man behind him also froze unconsciously.

Sometimes, the pain caused by children is the most hurtful.

That boy was nothing like a man. The man's face was soft and feminine, while the little boy's face was still sharp despite being baby fat.

It gives people a chilly feeling.

The little boy was shocked at first, then lowered his eyes, and took the man's hand: "Father, let's go." The sweet voice was full of disappointment.

The small figure is indescribably lonely.

The man who was pulled breathed out: "Okay."

One big and one small, walking on the street.

It was supposed to be a warm scene, but none of them spoke, and the atmosphere was very dull.

Little boy in school uniform small suit.The man was wearing a black shirt and dark blue jeans.

Such a casual collocation, if worn on a handsome man, will feel handsome.

But wearing it on that tall, but actually very thin man will only make people feel distressed.Like a little daughter-in-law who stole her husband's clothes.

But the children around him called him Dad.

"Chuhai..." The man called the child softly, "Don't be sad."

Hearing the man's words, the boy named Chu Hai turned his head, his big eyes filled with tears: "Father..." Finally he couldn't help but hugged the man's leg: "They said I was stupid, that I didn't have a mother, Said that I am not worthy of studying in school... woo..."

The man picked up the child lovingly, let the child lie on his shoulders, patted the child on the back, and said comfortingly: "Our Chu Hai is not an idiot, Dad knows, Chu Hai just doesn't like to talk, they misunderstood you, we Chuhai is the best."

"But... but... woo... why don't I have a mother... woo..." Tears and snot flowed together, and she couldn't wipe it clean, so she rubbed her whole face against the man's body.

And the man doesn't care about the child's behavior, but feels that his heart is being pricked. With his body, where is his mother... Did he do something wrong... Shouldn't Chu Hai be born... Did he I hurt Chu Hai...

No matter how painful my heart is, I still remember to comfort the little meat ball in my arms: "Chuhai has a mother...some...it's just that my mother has gone on a long trip...it will take a long time to come back."

"Then... how long will it take?"

"..." Liu Ye wanted to say, as long as Chu Hai behaves, her mother will come back.He kept telling Chu Hai that way, but now he couldn't say it.Do I want to keep lying to Chu Hai...

"Dad, tell me, tell me, how long will it take for Mom to come back!" Chu Hai couldn't care less about crying, and eagerly tugged at Liu Ye's clothes.

Liu Ye took a deep breath: "Soon, soon, mom will be back soon."

"Really..." "When did Dad lie to Chu Hai?" "Yes! I believe in Dad, Mom will be back soon!"

"Well, Chu Hai is a good boy. How about going home with Dad now? Dad will cook fried noodles tonight."

"Yeah! Cook the noodles!"

Putting Chu Hai down, Liu Ye still lowered his eyes.

Chu Hai has her own coaxing, but who cares about her...

……

Looking at Chu Hai flipping through the book beside him, Liu Ye sighed.

The time when Chu Hai was born seems to be still vivid in my memory, I dare not go to the hospital, so I searched online how to give birth early.

When I feel that I am about to give birth, I put the things I need around the bed, for fear that I will miss something.Obviously all the strength is gone, but still