my brother is disabled

To cut the umbilical cord, doing things that are not supposed to be done by myself.

The period when Chu Hai was born was the most difficult.

Every day my back hurts but I still have to worry about this and that.

The pressure almost made him breathless.

And that feeling of being ashamed to see people has been tormenting him.

It also made his character more cowardly and withdrawn.I haven't been able to find a stable job until two years ago, and I found the current job with relatively easy income and relatively optimistic income.

However, his own personality has affected Chu Hai. He should have been innocent at this age, but he never smiled once. Such a delicate little face always carries a hint of sadness.

Every time I feel sad in life, I will unconsciously think of Yanyan.

Thinking of the previous time, only after leaving, can I know how beautiful it was before.

Then he smiled wryly and forced himself not to think about it.

In this life, it is impossible to see Yan Yan again... Why are you looking for trouble...

He hugged the pillow next to him and buried his face in it.Desperate longing, like this darkness, rushing towards my face...

"Manager Liu, the president wants you to look over this contract." The sweet-looking lady secretary handed over the document to the man sitting on the chair working.

The man was wearing a black suit, with a stern aura that could be felt throughout the office. He never smiled, and never showed any other expressions on that face.

Such indifference makes women who are attracted by his outstanding appearance discouraged.

"Well, let's go out." The magnetic male voice came in a low voice.

Miss Secretary forced her face to leave the office.

Hearing the small sound of closing the door, Liu Yan stood up.

He stroked the center of his eyebrows, feeling extremely tired.

Walking to the floor-to-ceiling windows, on the 20th floor, the people downstairs are like ants.

It took him a lot of effort to fight for the position of department manager.

On that rainy day 5 years ago, he jumped off the flyover, thinking that this time he could finally be disabled and be with Liu Ye.

However, except for the piercing pain, and the 10 cm long wound on the right arm.nothing else.

He was neither disabled nor Liu Ye came back.

But later on, regarding this matter, he only felt that he was as stupid as a pig, thinking of Liu Ye and thinking of being crazy.But if someone asked him, if he did it again, how would he choose.

He will definitely tell that person firmly that he can still dance.

Because, besides doing that, there is almost no other way.

After graduating from university one year ago, he came to this city and this company.

Working hard every day, trying to numb my nerves.

But there was no success, every time I would think of that person's eyes, that person's eyebrows, that person's smile, that person's tears, that person's tactful moaning under me, that person's decisive figure when he left...

Even though he has stood on the heads of many people, he still feels that everything is meaningless.

Even though he has been admired by many people, he still feels that he doesn't care at all.

Just because they are not him.

In fact, after so long, he also despaired.

Even if Liu Ye wants to be with you, you have no fate with him...

He didn't know why he hadn't found another partner for so many years. He was obviously desperate, but he was still waiting in despair.

He even told himself that after waiting for so many years, even if it is a lifetime, what is there...

The next day.

The lights are on.

Liu Yan, who got off work early, felt that he had nothing to do, so he just walked on the side of the street. This city was still very strange to him.

Even though it has been a year, he has always been a company, home, two points and one line, and he has never even taken such a good walk.

And the last time, it was when I formally confessed to Liu Ye.

There are many playful children in the square, but there is a child with a pot head standing there alone.

Liu Yan felt a little curious, so he walked over.

Before he could say hello, the child turned to look at him.

And at that moment, Liu Yan felt that he was struck by lightning.

He froze in place, unable to move.

Who can tell him how to explain the face that resembles him? !

Forced himself to wake up, he immediately ran to the boy: "What's your name!!"

But the boy was not frightened by his excited expression, but was very curious about his appearance, and even climbed his small hands on his face.But instead of answering what he said, he said something nonsensical.

"You look so much like me, are you my mother?"

"What... what?!"

"Chu Hai! Where are you!" Liu Ye felt that he was about to collapse, so he just turned around to buy a bottle of medicine, why did Chu Hai disappear!

"Chu Hai, where are you?!" Ignoring the strange eyes of the people next to him, tears flowed from the corners of Liu Ye's eyes.

"Chu Hai, Chu Hai..." Just when Liu Ye was almost desperate.

"Father!" The cry made Liu Ye turn his head immediately.

The child smiled innocently for a day, and people couldn't take their eyes off: "Dad! I found my mother!" shouted while hugging the head next to him.

Liu Ye looked at the man holding Chu Hai, and felt that the water mixed with ice slag was poured head-on! !My heart was constricted by the ice!

That person...that person almost made me unrecognizable...

"Yan... Yan Yan...?!"

——End

I may not have said I love you, but I know better than anyone else that I love you.

I may not have said that I cannot leave you, but in the days to come, I will never leave you again.

I may have hurt you deeply, but I promise, I will use the rest of my life to protect you well.

Dearest Liu Ye, I finally found you.

——Liu Yan

I used to think that I would never see you again, that I would be really alone, that I would have no one else except Chu Hai.

But it's okay, it's okay.

I still have you.

At this moment, I will never doubt your motives again.Because this is meaningless, I will not leave you again, and I will not doubt myself with low self-esteem.

Dearest Yan Yan, I finally saw you.

——Liu Ye

You are my one and only, from the moment you were born.

You are my one and only, from the moment I was born.

Thank you for letting me understand what a soft spot is.

Thank you for giving me the greatest happiness in my life.

Thank you for teaching me to never give up.

In fact, I just want to tell you:

I love you and only you.

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☆, postscript

I'm done.

To be honest, this is my first finished article.

More than 10 words is indeed a small number.

But I have to say, I really fell in love.

I love everyone in it.

I love Liu Ye, I love Liu Yan, I love Bai Mu Yan, I love Ye Tomb, I love Xiao Guo, I love Teacher Li, I love Zhou Wen, and I love the Zhou family and his wife.

Now I feel empty in my heart, as if I have lost something.

As for this article, I can say with self-knowledge that it is not well written.

But, now I can only write to this extent.

And the reason why I have to write cheekily is entirely because I like it.I can't exaggerate to say love, like is like, there is no reason.

In the past few days, I have been writing until 2,3 or 5 in the morning every day. Once I wrote it until [-] o'clock without knowing it. My mother got up to make breakfast and saw it. She scolded me bloody.Say that I don't do serious things, and I write some messy things.

In fact, I don't know why I work so hard, or maybe it's not hard enough. I just think that in this life, if there is something you like and you are willing to work hard for it, then you are happy.

I don't want to muddle through my days, if I want to do what I have to do every day in a dull manner, watching the faces of my parents, it's better to let me go back to the palace of the king of hell and reincarnate.

To have a dream, in my opinion, is really the best thing in the world.

Alas, it's getting too far.

I'm like this hehe (scratching my head embarrassingly), I don't know what I'm talking about.

By the way, Xiao Chuhai turned his parents upside down...but I think it's cuter this way hehe

In fact, I have always liked a word.

——In this world, there are more than 70 billion people, but he is the only one who can treat you like this.

There are so many people in this world that the earth can hardly bear it, but for each of us, only one person is enough.

The reason why I say this is actually related to my personality.

I recognize a bed, a quilt, a toothbrush, a schoolbag, and a pen.

In fact, it is the fear of parting, well, it is indeed a bit hypocritical.I admit.

In fact, in Liu Ye, I sometimes find my shadow.Cowardly, timid, love someone wholeheartedly.

Liu Yan is a character made out of life, and I don't know if I have described him clearly.

I love that feeling very much, the feeling of only loving one person in my life.

Just like a wild goose that loses its partner, it will be lonely for life.

I also love the feeling of being with you to the death.

Obviously I have been hurt so much that I can't hurt anymore, but I still don't want to leave, I never think about myself, I only think about the people I love.

By the way, I also imagined myself as Chu Hai (that's how the name came about), I'm so big, it's really a bit cheeky to imagine myself as a cute baby. (again embarrassed scratching head)

No matter how many people see these words, I bow down to those of you who see them.

Thank you very much, thank you for clicking in to listen to my complaints from a writer who is not even a nobody.I talk a lot, I hope you don't mind.

It's 1:34 am.

I turned on the light and faced the computer, well, I did shrug my nose in disappointment. (don't laugh at me)

sigh.

I feel like I have a lot to say, but I just can't express it.

This is where I should improve.

Hope to be corrected and criticized.

"My Brother Is Disabled" is actually another name "I Only Need You".

But I ended up using the previous one, and I don’t know why, maybe it’s because there are two more words.

The text of this article is over.

I was thinking about whether to write a side story, after all, this ended a bit suddenly, and they should still have a good life after that.

But there is a feeling that I can't start typing.

I don't know why woo...

In short, thank you for reading my article, and the readers who read this complaint.

thank you all!

Even if I am not expected, favored, or cared about, I will definitely stick to it.

Thanks.Bye now.

PS: New article... well maybe no one cares at all...

But I still have to say alas.

But in fact, it’s hard to say something about Xinwen. After school starts, I will be in the third year of high school... It’s very hard...

From the day after tomorrow, school will be late.

And the computer has to be placed with the auntie of the room supervisor, and I don't know if I can touch it once a week.

However, I'm a hotblood who wears my hat upside down.

He is very good at stealing computers and so on.

Well, it's 2 o'clock now.I have to start school tomorrow, so good night.

PSS: No, what if it wasn't night when you saw it?

Ok.

good morning good afternoon good night

Hey, it’s okay like this, please call me a genius haha.

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