rebirth double

I went to Shen Mo's house today, and Shen Mo cooked me a meal.

During the period, Tang Yuchuan seemed to be playing a tragic drama of the times on his face.No wonder, today is Qixi Festival, he and Shen Mo seemed to be planning to go out, but the date fell through because I was a guest.

Tang Yuchuan seemed to be a lot more restrained than before. During the meal, I had a heated chat with Shen Mo, and while he was glaring at me, he kept adding food to Shen Mo.

Seeing that they are constantly running in, I feel happy for Shen Mo.

After eating, Tang Yuchuan consciously went to the kitchen to wash the dishes, and silently chatted with me on the balcony.

At the end of the chat, he even said silently: "Actually, my grandson said that your personality and I are the most suitable. But... at that moment, I still thought of him. I think this is fate."

However, I was less than sympathetic to what Silence said, and said nothing.

Tang Yuchuan pushed open the bedroom door and walked towards us. I felt a little reconciled in my heart. I knew that Tang Yuchuan could hear what I said now, so I deliberately said to Shen Mo: "Tang Yuchuan knew about the night when I went to Chongqing. Afterwards, you will probably go crazy, right?"

Shen Mo immediately put on a tangled look, and said, "Hey, I can't drink so much in the future, it will harm others and myself."

Tang Yuchuan opened the sliding door of the balcony. I looked at Tang Yuchuan's expression at this moment from the corner of my eye, but I really wanted to laugh in my heart.

I thought something interesting would happen, but Tang Yuchuan pretended not to hear, said nothing, and asked nothing.Of course, Mo Mo didn't know that I did it on purpose, nor that Tang Yuchuan heard what I said.

Silence is too simple, and too easy to deceive.

It's just that I don't think I'm going to tell him that, in fact... nothing happened that night.

And I just kissed gently and remained silent.

Well, about this...

Liao Shaofan, my fourth younger brother who has always been willing to let the wind get the wind and the rain gets the rain, found out, and said with a sigh: "Brother, you are too cowardly, you said that if you kept silence honest that night, I think he really is My third sister-in-law."

Shaofan is good everywhere, except that his private life is a bit messy, but I don't want to ask too much about the entertainment industry, and besides, he hides things well, his mouth is like honey, and my eldest brother was also fooled by him.

It’s just that at the end of the phone call, my fourth brother, who was always an optimist, suddenly sighed and said to me: “Third Brother, I have a few life dreams, one of which is about Third Brother, but I think this It is impossible to achieve in a lifetime.”

I'm very curious, because the purpose of life, I feel that I really can't get hooked with my little brother who is a little brother.

I smiled and said, "Oh? It's about the third brother? Then tell me, as long as the third brother can do it, I will definitely satisfy you."

Then, Shaofan said: "Third brother, I really really want to see you madly in love with someone in my lifetime."

I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart, so I just froze on the spot.

Shaofan added: "The eldest brother looks cold-blooded, the second brother looks good at calculating, and the third brother looks gentle and considerate. In fact, the eldest brother is very soft-hearted, and the second brother's calculations are only against the opponent. But I think the third brother... In fact, it’s not like that. Third brother, you are so rational that I can’t even understand it. Let’s take Shen Mo as an example. I thought you really liked it, because at that time you asked second brother to inquire about Shen Mo’s news. I was really moved, so I will fight for it in the end, but you retreated so quickly."

I laughed: "Why am I not sincere? But Mo Mo still has Tang Yuchuan in her heart, so I don't want to get involved with it."

Shaofan sighed and said, "Brother, if you dated someone for a year or two, and then that person suddenly told you that he met someone more suitable and wanted to break up with you, what would you do?"

I felt that this question was not valid at all, so I replied: "Since that person can give him a better life, of course I wish him well."

Shaofan smiled, and then said: "Ah, third brother is indeed the most ruthless person in the world, and also knows how to protect himself best. Ah, I won't tell you, I'm going to work. Oh, yes, The second brother asked you to go to the company and said that he needed your help to solve something. Goodbye, third brother. "

After Shaofan said that, he hung up the phone. I was sitting in the car, but my heart was not at peace.In fact, the breakup scene that Shaofan mentioned is a reenactment of the scene between me and my ex, when I was in college.

He is a very introverted and easily shy person. I think I am quite suitable with him, so I dated him for half a year.

We actually hit it off really well.

But suddenly one day, he cried and wanted to break up with me, saying that I didn't really like him.I felt that I was really wronged, so I heard him say: "You are not angry when I say that I went to a club dinner with my ex-boyfriend, who likes this?"

I replied, "Because I believe in you, isn't that good?"

But he said: "Liao Shaoze, you are really gentle, you are both. But I don't want us to treat each other as guests, I want to see you jealous for me, emotional for me, or even crazy about fighting for me But you didn't, you were very gentle and tolerant."

I frowned: "I want you to feel that you are free and believe in you all the time. Isn't love like this?"

The last thing he said to me was: "Yes, that's true, but it was Liao Shaoze's love."

After that, there is no after.

In fact, more than one person has said this to me.

I have dated a total of two people, and I feel that as a boyfriend, I have done everything I should do, cared for him in every possible way, and tried to improve his living standard as much as possible.

But at the end of the first term, he had an affair with someone else after drinking.

I didn't hit him or scold him, I just felt that since he chose someone else, it proved that we were over.

But in the end, instead, he punched me and yelled, "I hate that about you, you're never going to get angry! Shouldn't you have punched me, or punched that guy just now?" Pause, then do you want to say something? It doesn’t matter if you break up, or whatever, why don’t you take your time!”

I said, "Since you have made your choice and betrayed me, what can I say?"

And then... there is no more.

But today, Shaofan also said the same thing, could it be that I was really wrong?But I don't think there is anything wrong with me.

I think……

If there are ten points in love, the favorite can only be seven points. I think one should keep three points for oneself no matter how much you love that person.

And the remaining three points are reason, self-esteem, and leeway.

So, I don't think I did anything wrong.

Indeed, I have always thought so, but this theory has been slightly shaken at a certain moment.That was the moment when I followed Xia Hao and Sun Luo to save Shen Mo, and then saw Mo Mo being dragged to the ground by Tang Yuchuan, who was mad, but refused to let go.

Silence was my first love at first sight, and it's true.

I just thought it was suitable for the first two appointments, and then try to date.But when I saw Silence, I seemed to know something about the irrationality in their so-called love.So after seeing Shen Mo in the stage, I chased him openly and secretly. After hearing about his relationship with Tang Yuchuan, I was really angry, and even wanted to take action against Tang Yuchuan, because I thought I could give Shen Mo a better match than Tang Yuchuan. Better, healthier, happier lives.

But at that moment, I suddenly wanted to let go.

That kind of love that is crazy, leaves no room for retreat, and is even delivered to the other party along with self-esteem, must be Mo Mo and Tang Yuchuan.

And I really can't afford it, and I can't imagine that I, Liao Shaoze, would do such a thing for whom, it's too scary.

Isn't it plain?Should I just let go, okay?

But at the same time, I thought... After Mo Mo experienced that kind of love, can other people's love be tolerated in his eyes?

I gave no, so I let it go.

When I left the door of Shen Mo's house, I thought they might have some quarrels because of my words, well... But this can be regarded as my little selfishness.

I sat in the car looking at the window of Shen Mo's house for a long, long time.

However, I feel like I'm not watching Silent Home, but thinking about that kind of love.

Finally, I started the engine.

In my opinion, the best appearance of love is half ripe.

Eight points are too hot, nine points are too hot, ten points... you lose yourself.

And I don't think love should be like that.

So, silence, I wish you happiness.

Silence, goodbye.