rebirth double

At this moment, I looked at everything in front of me, and suddenly I had the illusion of the past happening again.Looking at the water surface glistening in the sun, I suddenly remembered the helplessness when I was drowning, and the desperate and sad busy voice all night.

"Xiao Cheng?"

Not far away, Tang Xia's voice brought me back to reality, and I saw him waving at me.

"Xiao Cheng, come and swim together."

I had a stalk in my heart, and quickly shook my head: "No, I, I won't."

Tang Xia smiled slightly: "It's okay, I can't be silent, I'm teaching him. Come here, the water is not deep but only reaches waist."

I had no choice but to walk to the swimming pool, but I felt pain in the soles of my feet every time I took a step. I just looked at Tang Yuchuan who was sitting on the bank. Maybe, I was so scared and confused when I approached , but after getting close, he paid a painful price.

Tang Yuchuan stood up suddenly and walked in front of me, stretched out his hand and said, "Come on, I'll teach you how to swim."

I felt like I had received a blow to the head.

"Do not touch me!"

Almost instantly, I slapped Tang Yuchuan's hand away with one hand. There was a clear and clear sound, which caused Silence in the water and Tang Xia to stop all movements, and stared blankly at me who was extremely abnormal at the moment.

"Small, Brother Cheng..."

After hearing Tang Yuchuan's trembling voice, I felt a little hard to stand, so I gritted my teeth and said, "I, I'm dizzy, first, go back and rest first."

I just felt embarrassed for a while, and ran back to the room three steps at a time, covering myself under the quilt.On a midsummer day, my hands and feet were cold, and what echoed in my ears was my own voice calling for help over and over again four years ago, but no one came.

I panted heavily in fear, but sat up straight again in an instant. I didn't dare to cover myself in the quilt anymore, or let myself fall into the darkness. I opened the sunshade curtain, opened the window and felt a burst of pain A heat wave.It is said that once bitten by a snake, I am afraid of well ropes for ten years. I think I must be flooded once and afraid of swimming pools for ten years.

Or maybe... what I'm afraid of is actually myself.

After an unknown amount of time, I heard someone knocking on the door of my room. I walked over and slowly opened the door, only to see Tang Yuchuan standing outside my door with a cup of cold drink.

"you……"

"Brother Cheng, can we talk?"

I don't want to see anyone now, let alone Tang Yuchuan.

"I, I want to rest for a while, let's talk when I have time."

I hurried to close the door, but Tang Yuchuan suddenly stretched out his arm to block the door, and I subconsciously let go.

"Let's talk, shall we?"

Although Tang Yuchuan's tone was very gentle, he didn't allow you to say no. He clearly used a statement tone, but it was a question. I think this is superfluous.

I can't help it, I can't clamp Tang Yuchuan's hand that was leaning against the door.

Tang Yuchuan walked over slowly. Instead of sitting next to me, he pulled a European-style chair from the side and sat directly opposite me. I felt that Tang Yuchuan was about to negotiate with me, so I couldn't help but He raised his eyes and looked at him.

His falcon-like eyes in the past have become a little cloudy now, and there seems to be hidden things that I can't see clearly.Ever since I entered Tang's house and met Tang Yuchuan, I felt that there was something wrong with Tang Yuchuan, but if I were asked to tell, I really couldn't tell.

Tang Yuchuan sighed and said, "Brother Cheng, I offended you that day, I apologize...but, but can you stop avoiding me, okay?"

I think Xu Cheng is two years older than Tang Yuchuan, so I was shocked by Tang Yuchuan's tone like a child asking for candy.

Tang Yuchuan almost kissed me as Xu Cheng that day, and the feeling like five thunderbolts hit my whole body again.

Well, I admit that I am indeed avoiding him, isn't this nonsense, everyone has to hide.

I pretended to be relaxed and said: "Oh, I forgot what happened that day long ago, and I didn't hide from you. It's just that it's been hot these days, so I just lay on the bed and turned on the air conditioner. Don't think about it."

"Brother Cheng, I can't tell if you're hiding from me or not."

I think that although Tang Yuchuan didn't talk much before, he was also a person who knew current affairs.So I don't know why he said this sentence, which is almost equal to his own mouth.

It's just that what he said really made me speechless, so I stopped talking nonsense and said: "Well, I admit that I have been avoiding you for a few days. But I say it's your brother's fault." Boyfriend, and he's only two years older than you, isn't it okay for us to get so close?"

"I promise I won't do that again, okay, brother Cheng, don't hide from me, don't hide from me."

I was completely shocked, what the hell is going on with the same f-cking pattern of begging for forgiveness from a girl ticket?

Look, it looks like Tang Yuchuan really treats Xu Cheng...

I-fuck it, doesn't this girl like silence like dying?

I thought about it, and suddenly felt clear in my mind for a moment.

That's right, Tang Yuchuan has been dumped now, people are always in a bad mood when they lose love, and the only person in this room who can talk to him is me.Hmm... So it's not unreasonable for him to do something radical to me when he was begging for comfort. If I don't pay attention to him anymore, he will probably go crazy sooner or later if he looks at Tang Xia and Mo Mo all day long.

Thinking of this, my self-confidence is bursting. I think Lao Tzu's ability to fight is too damn strong. Some time ago, Tang Yuchuan and Shen Mo were threatening me under my nose, and I survived it.It’s still delicious, not to mention, and the broken watch and the woman Su Rong have been settled. Thinking of this, I really admire myself.

My grandsons once commented on me in one sentence. They said, "Silence, you are a person who eats shit even if you eat it. You are cheap and good-looking, and if you are a little bit awesome, you can't wait to put your nose up to the sky." In fact, I think All men are similar, I am undisguised to be the most authentic self, definitely not shameless.

Therefore, I patted Tang Yuchuan on the shoulder, and said earnestly: "Xiaochuan, it's hard for this person to lose love, and it will pass after a while, don't be so depressed."

Tang Yuchuan's body trembled violently, and he silently lowered his head.Obviously those hands were tightly clenched, but the corners of the mouth were still pulled on the face, and the smile looked a little stiff.

"I don't think I'm broken in love, but I don't know if I have lost my mind."

I gave him a blank look: "How can it be so serious, isn't he just a man, please be more open-minded."

But Tang Yuchuan shook his head: "No, he is not just a man to me, he is my whole world. I didn't know how to cherish it at first, no, in fact, I started to cherish it, and cherish it very much. , but I still did a lot of mistakes. I shouldn’t hesitate, I shouldn’t try to avoid it, it’s all my fault, and I can’t blame others. But it’s because of this that I feel even more uncomfortable. When I think that these are all my faults Created by one hand, I wish I could kill myself."

Seeing that Tang Yuchuan wanted to grab two holes in his pants, I swallowed quickly.I don't know what happened between him and Shen Mo, but Tang Yuchuan's appearance at this moment really shocked me a lot.

I coughed and said, "Well, always, it will be fine, things will pass."

"No! He will never be the past for me."

I choked: "Then, then you can't remember it forever, it's impossible for him to be with you anymore."

Tang Xia is awake, how can Tang Yuchuan have a chance?

Tang Yuchuan slowly stood up and turned his back to me. His back was still tall, but he looked much more lonely than before.

He gently opened the door, thinking he wanted to leave, but he stopped slightly: "Forgetting the memory is tantamount to betrayal, and I will never betray him or myself."

I was digesting his call when I heard Tang Yuchuan say again: "Brother Cheng, don't forget what you said, don't hide from me."

I watched the door being closed, and was stunned for a while.

Why am I here to enlighten Tang Yuchuan who is insane because of silence?

What, what the hell is this called?

After I sat on the bed blankly, I started to scratch my head crazily. After thinking about it, I felt that Tang Yuchuan didn't like Silence, or love it, it was as simple as that, but one, one... obsession?

Yes, it's this kind of thing, it's weird.

After that conversation, Tang Yuchuan and I have resumed the previous nearly one-year relationship mode.In fact, it's nothing, just walking the dog together, bathing the dog and playing games, nothing else.

Grandson and Li Xiao also contact me from time to time, but because of Xu Cheng's identity, I have to find some reason to go out, and I can't have a good drink with them outside.

In this way, this dull day lasted from mid-July to mid-October.

Today we accompanied Tang Xia to the hospital for rehabilitation. Tang Xia's body has recovered to [-]% to [-]%. I couldn't help but feel happy for him when I saw Tang Xia go in for an examination.

Shen Mo looked at the phone and said, "Xiao Chuan, brother Sheng Jun came and said he wants to catch up with us, let's go to his office, he sent a text message saying he will be here soon."

Tang Yuchuan nodded and followed the silence. I also heard this morning that I would go to the hospital to meet someone who seemed to be a family friend of the Tang family.But I'm not interested in these, so I didn't ask in detail.Just as we took the elevator to the front door of the office, the door was suddenly opened, and I looked up at the man in front of me in surprise.

I know this man. He was the one who treated Tang Yuchuan for fractures in the hospital when he was in college. Tang Yuchuan said they were friends, and the co-authors turned out to be family friends.

I recalled it carefully, and then I remembered that the hospital seemed to be privately run. Tang Xia said that this person's family runs a hospital, so it seems that it should be that one.No wonder Tang Yuchuan lived in a ward that looked like his mother's presidential suite at that time, so that's what happened.

Speaking of which, I would also like to thank him. I still remember that after the first time I saw Silence in the swimming pool in Beijing, Tang Yuchuan didn't turn on the phone from the time I entered the hospital until the next morning.I really couldn't bear this kind of torture. At that time, my heart was in a mess. The voice in my heart was clamoring uneasy and almost crushed me. I booked a plane ticket early in the morning and went back to City B.

At that time, I couldn't find Tang Yuchuan to explain it to me, so I suddenly thought of Tang Yuchuan's friend in the hospital in city b, that is, the man who just entered the Tang family now.

Later, I asked him about Tang Yuchuan and that silencer, and that was the day I finally knew something that I should have known more than three years ago.

It is also because of this man that I met Shen Mo and Tang Yuchuan again, who gave me the most complete blow, but I still have to thank him, if it wasn't for him, I don't know how long I would be stupid