rebirth double

"Brother Shengjun!"

"Yo, silence, Yu Chuan, I miss you all. Come on, sit down, we haven't seen each other for several years."

I saw Shen Mo with a smile on his face and was stopped by a man to sit on the sofa, so I followed Shen Mo and Tang Yuchuan to sit there.The man sitting opposite looked at me and smiled slightly: "Xu Cheng, long time no see."

I narrowed my eyes: "You know me?"

The man smiled: "Xu Cheng, my family is a family friend with the Tang family. I don't know anything about it? Besides, I used to come here often to eat and drink. I really like eating your dishes. Tang Qin was jealous because of it." .”

The corner of my mouth twitched and I didn't know how to answer the question, but the man smiled slightly, looking a little familiar, but that's okay, the impression this man left on me was that he was a bit malicious and thick-skinned.

He said to me: "Xiao Cheng, I heard about you from Shen Mo, I have been busy abroad for the past few years, and I just heard that Tang Xia woke up not long ago, so it was long overdue , but I am relieved to see that you are all safe and sound. Xiaocheng, you may not remember me, but it doesn't matter. My name is Fan Shengjun, and I am older than Tang Xia and You Shen, so you call me Shengjun brother Just fine."

I showed a polite smile: "Yes, brother Shengjun."

Fan Chengjun sat down on the sofa and sighed, "Hey, it's better to be in the capital, but I just can't get used to staying abroad. Hey, Xiao Cheng, do you still know how to cook?"

Even if Fan Chengjun talked to me, I couldn't leave. I looked at the people sitting on the sofa, and I had to sit on a single leather sofa: "Well, yes, but I don't think I have the same skills as before."

My cooking skills are just average, but I've heard that Xu Cheng, a little wife, has superb cooking skills in the Tang family this year, so of course I have to say that.

Fan Chengjun shrugged: "That's really a pity."

I laughed twice: "Yes, yes."

Fan Chengjun looked at Shen Mo, and said: "Shen Mo, you went abroad to study psychology after graduating from the business school in city b. To be honest, I don't know why you wereted those four years in the business school. How good is it that you applied for the university I attended from the very beginning? When Tang Xia’s accident happened, I was on the plane going abroad, and I didn’t know what happened until I landed. I haven’t been back many times in the past few years. Again, it’s embarrassing to say it.”

Shen Mo shook his hand: "Where, Tang Xia has been in the hospital for the past few years, and Xiao Cheng has been taken care of by the doctor you and uncle found for the past few years. You are so busy and still care about Tang Xia's condition. Both Tang and Qin know."

Mo Mo said a few more words to Fan Chengjun, but I was stunned for a while, and then I came to my senses and asked: "Brother Mo Mo, you used to be from the Business School of City B?"

Fan Chengjun turned his gaze to me slightly, and said with a smile: "Isn't that right? It's not because of his family, Tang Xia, that's why he ran away. Otherwise, why would he report a relationship with his family? I can't match the majors above. It's not because I have been with Tang Xia for four years. In fact, at that time, which university could not be admitted with Tang Xia's grades? Is it because I chose that university because of Shen Mo's jumping out halfway to take the business school entrance exam? .”

I clenched my fists: "It seems that Tang Yuchuan, Brother Mo Mo and Brother Tang Xia are all in the same university."

Fan Chengjun nodded: "Yes, but I think it is also because of this that the university that Yu Chuan went to can be regarded as following in their footsteps. But Tang Xia and Shen Mo didn't care about choosing that university... …I said Yu Chuan, your grades are so good, why didn’t you go to a foreign business school when your old man asked you to go?”

Tang Yuchuan froze and didn't make a sound, but Fan Chengjun smiled as if he was watching a show, raised his legs and said, "Hey, do you think your family knows about your preference for silence? Brother Chengjun and I have sharp eyes, let's talk about you I've been a follower behind Mo Mo since I was a child, and I'm blind if I can't see it."

Shen Mo just smiled and didn't say anything, but I could tell from Mo Mo's expression that they were already accustomed to such a smirking Fan Chengjun.

I think I know the reason why Tang Yuchuan went to business school in city b. I couldn't get in the way, so I had to drink the tea on the table.

Fan Chengjun said again: "Hey, silence, I thought you would give Tang Yuchuan a chance after Tang Xia got engaged. Really, you don't even know how much Yuchuan likes you. You may not know that Tang Yuchuan once brought A person named Silent came to the hospital in city B, and I happened to be there at the time, and when I saw it, guess what? My god, that child looks like your own brother, and my eyes almost stared at me Out."

My hand trembled, and the teacup almost fell.

Fan Chengjun looked at it and thought it was all right, so he continued: "I'm telling you, Shen Mo, Yu Chuan, that stinky boy is not good enough! He wants to get that little Shen Mo who looks like you, guess what? He even Asked Zhao Xiuming to hit him with a BMW. To put it bluntly, he called me in advance and said that if he came to the hospital or something, he would ask me to get him a fake plaster cast. I thought he was joking , I didn’t expect him to really come. But as soon as I saw the child who looked like you, I knew what Yuchuan meant. But I couldn’t help it at the time. Who told me to treat Yuchuan as my younger brother, so Ah, against my conscience, I insisted that Yu Chuan, who was fine, had a broken bone, and then I helped him live in that child's house."

I think my current complexion must be white and black, with the expression of wanting to kill someone.

What can I say?

I can only say that it turns out... Tang Yuchuan also went to great lengths to chase me, heh.

Fan Chengjun touched Shen Mo with his elbow, and asked, "I said Mo Mo, do you really not like Yu Chuan at all?"

"Brother Shengjun, I have always regarded Xiaochuan as my younger brother. There are some things you don't know about it. In fact, Xiaochuan is right..."

"Come on." Fan Chengjun interrupted the silent words: "If you don't like him at all, then why did Yu Chuan participate in their university's sports meeting and why did you rush from the capital to city b to cheer him on? Let me tell you. , I still have your photos, I guess Tang Xia doesn't know about it yet?"

My fingertips tightened, almost crushing the teacup in my hand, I looked at Fan Chengjun and asked, "What photo, can I see it?"

Fan Chengjun took out his mobile phone generously: "Yes, I bought one right after the iPhone [-] came out. That day when Yuchuan participated in the high jump, I just wanted to try the phone's pixels, so I took two pictures. I think it's quite precious. So now I changed my phone and got that photo here, ah, I found it, take a look."

Shen Mo said: "What's the matter with the photos, I only went there because of some private matters, so I just stopped by to see Xiao Chuan, Brother Sheng Jun, can we not mention the things back then?"

Fan Chengjun smiled slightly: "Yes, if you don't mention it, don't mention it, don't mention it."

I took Fan Chengjun's cell phone. In the photo, Tang Yuchuan was standing on the runway in sportswear, looking handsome and sunny. His shoulder hit Silence's shoulder in a white shirt and smiled.

Tang Yuchuan is not a person who smiles often, and I have only seen this innocent smile twice, once when I first saw Silence in the swimming pool, and now, in the photo.

It suddenly occurred to me that the first time I took a picture of Tang Yuchuan with my mobile phone, he turned his face and told me to delete it. Because of my qualifications, he, Tang Yuchuan, looks down on me.

Also, that silence is for love, this silence of mine is for fucking, why are you taking pictures of him?joke!

Fan Chengjun took back the mobile phone in my hand, and looked at Tang Yuchuan suspiciously: "Hey, by the way, Yuchuan, do you still have contact with that silent kid?"

Tang Yuchuan froze for almost an instant. Looking at his face, I felt as if I had been stabbed a hundred times in my heart.As soon as I put the teacup on the table, there was a "ding" sound.

"Dead." I murmured.

"You, what did you say?"

I stared at Mr. Fan Cheng who was stunned, and said it again, word by word: "I said, he is dead!"

"Don't say any more!"

Silent roared suddenly, Tang Yuchuan quietly stood up, and walked towards the door: "I, I'll go and see, my brother..."

"Xiao Chuan..."

Shen Mo wanted to follow, but Tang Yuchuan shook his head with his back to us: "I want to be alone, be quiet."

With a "boom", the moment Tang Yuchuan closed the door, the small sound almost hurt me like a bombshell.I tried my best to keep my mind and my sanity collapsed in an instant. I felt that all the blood in my body was rushing to my head. I wanted to scream and kill people. I thought I would go crazy if I sat here again.

I could feel the thin sweat running down my spine as I clutched my hands desperately to keep myself sane.

"I'll go, and I'll go see Brother Tang too."

I was so shocked by this incident that I was almost trembling. Whether it was shame, embarrassment, self-deprecating, or something else, there is no way to explain it.I only know that my heart seems to be empty. It's not empty, but the blood and flesh were pulled out of the body by the hands. The unbearable pain made me almost unable to stand still.

This is the second time I feel this way. The first time was when I met Tang Yuchuan and Shen Mo before the accident. I no longer want to recall everything at that time.But I experienced the feeling of being deceived and betrayed by the whole world again at this very moment.

If Tang Yuchuan and I were just friends with benefits, or even just lovers, I wouldn't be so desperate.The reason why I was so desperate was because at that time I regarded Tang Yuchuan as my relative, my only relative in this world, my lover, everything I was silent about was also...my whole world.

In the end, everything was fake, the bone fracture was fake, and liking was fake. I thought that at least some of Tang Yuchuan's memories were real, and at least some of the memories belonged to me, not to others, but to us.

I didn't realize until now that I still had a voice in my heart comforting myself. I know that I can't have anything with him anymore, but I always comfort myself, telling myself that there is at least a little bit of love in Tang Yuchuan's heart. , I remember me a little bit... Otherwise he wouldn't be wearing the watch I gave him, or he wouldn't be looking for that watch so drastically.To be honest, when I watched Tang Yuchuan plunge into the hot spring in the room, bent over and fumbled desperately down, I still felt a slight tremor in my heart.

So now, I'm ashamed.

I think Fan Shengjun was sent by heaven to give me advice, just like the first time I looked for him.At that time, I still wanted to hear Tang Yuchuan's explanation, but Fan Chengjun's words completely made me see Tang Yuchuan again, and made me understand thoroughly.And this time...

If there is still a tombstone in my heart that mourns the "us" back then, then Fan Shengjun is the one who completely uprooted that tombstone.

It's good, it's good, it's good...

Silence, you are a fucking idiot, idiot, idiot!

I stumbled out the door, the strong anger made me start to have tinnitus, and there was a colorful scene in front of my eyes. I sat and took a deep breath and tried to hold on to the wall as much as possible, as if my heart would explode at any time.

Because at the sports meeting that year, when Tang Yuchuan took a photo with his silent brother, I, I was... that year, in those few days, a lot of things really happened.

I moved to the bathroom bit by bit, and when I opened the door, I saw Tang Yuchuan slapping his face with cold water again.When he saw me, he quickly rubbed his eyes with his sleeve, but I couldn't see his expression clearly.

I just feel that my heart is so suffocated, I can't wait to vent my anger by roaring loudly, but I have to suppress and endure it desperately, it's too difficult, I can't bear it.

"Brother Cheng, what's wrong with you, why did your face become like this?"

Tang Yuchuan wanted to pull me as soon as he said that, but I instinctively resisted and swung my arms hard to push him away.

Don't touch me, don't touch me!

There is only this voice in my heart screaming crazily, I can't control my strength, my body suddenly tilted to the side, Tang Yuchuan hugged my waist violently with a cry, my body desperately I slid down the ground, I couldn't exert any strength on my legs, and I almost fell to my knees.

My brain completely collapsed, and I had to cover my head that was about to explode, trying to scream for life.But I couldn't open my mouth and couldn't make a sound.Depressed to the extreme, my throat seemed to be burning, and the endless darkness in front of me plunged me into endless fear, which was the fear of being betrayed and then abandoned by the whole world.

"Brother Xiaocheng, what's the matter with you, Brother Cheng? Don't scare me, Brother Xiaocheng... Come on, come on, come on!"

"What's the matter, what's the matter?!"

"Xu Cheng!"

"Call the doctor quickly, quickly!"