rebirth double

This inexplicable weirdness made my limbs feel cold, and I didn't even have the strength to stand up.Just when my mind was blank, I suddenly heard the sound of the door being pushed open.

An almost roaring roar followed.

"Who let you in!"

I was so yelled at, I turned my head and saw Xia Hao in a black suit.

My mouth seemed to be disobedient to my command, and I screamed tremblingly: "Xiaohao..."

Xia Hao was obviously taken aback, and quickly walked over and stared at me and said, "What did you call me?"

I really felt that I couldn't exert myself, and I sat on the ground and hugged his leg without thinking about anything else: "Xiaohao, I'm your brother...I'm your brother...I'm Xia Junjie..."

"You, how do you know this name?"

Xia Junjie, that's the name the old man gave me. As the illegitimate child of the Xia family, I didn't even have a household registration, so no one else except the Xia family knew this name.

Xia Hao immediately took my arms, pulled me up from the ground and pressed me down in the main room. I didn't dare to look up at him at all, I just felt that my throat was extremely dry.

"Water, here, pour me a glass of water."

Xia Hao didn't say anything, he touched the porcelain pot on the table and brought me a cup of hot tea, I poured it into my stomach suddenly, trying to suppress my shock.

Xia Hao just looked at me condescendingly, and asked: "You haven't told me how you know my brother's name, no, it should be how you know I have a brother?"

I was dumbfounded, and I was silent for a while, so I could only tell the truth: "Because I am Xia Junjie, I am silent."

"F-fart, my brother sleeps right there!"

Xia Hao's words woke me up, I grabbed his hand, and my palms were sweating: "Xia Hao, tell me about that body... that body was clearly in distress in Hainan Island, how could it appear?" Here? The Public Security Bureau has judged it as a missing person, why is it here?"

"Why should I tell you?"

Xia Hao's sword eyebrows stood upright, wishing he could eat me in one bite.I know that Xiaohao is a typical soft eater, so I endured it and said softly: "No one except the Tang family knows the name Xia Junjie. Relationship. Xiaohao, I know this is unbelievable, but I am your brother, believe it or not."

"I do not believe!"

I really wanted to bite someone, I just wanted to know why my body was here, so I stood up and pointed at him and said, "You have a birthmark on your lower back! Also, you have a birthmark on your right leg." You got four stitches for the scar from a bicycle fall when you were six years old, am I right?"

In the room, only the sound of the cold instrument was left, which made people shudder.

Xia Hao opened his mouth and didn't speak for a long time, but his tears suddenly overflowed from his reddish eye sockets. My heart ached and I was speechless for a moment, so I had to press my lips tightly.

Suddenly, Xia Hao stood up tremblingly and hugged me, his dark eyes just looked at me motionlessly, as if I would disappear in the next second.

"Brother, is that you? Is it really you?"

I bit my lip and nodded fiercely.

Xia Hao wiped his face, and said tremblingly: "Sister... Sister, he invited a master one year after your accident. The master just said that it was not time, so you can't come back. I didn't believe it at first. ...Brother, you, what are you, you..."

Xia Hao began to become incoherent, I know all this is incredible.But I don't know why, I didn't feel the slightest excitement when I saw my body there, but fell into deeper despair.Because my body is obviously there, but I can't wake up, I can only live in another person's body, become someone else's substitute, I don't know how to face it, all I feel is endless sadness and sorrow despair.

I said quietly: "At that time, the car had an accident on the bridge. I may have been thrown out of the car and flew out of the bridge. Anyway, I don't know anything after that. When I wake up from this person's body It was already three years later, and then I fully recovered after half a year of rehabilitation, and then I have stayed at the Tang family until now."

"Tell me, Tang, the Tang family? Tang Yuchuan?"

I smiled coldly: "It's pretty fucked up, the owner of this body is Xu Cheng, the boyfriend of Tang Qin from the Tang family. He doesn't know I'm someone else, and Tang Yuchuan doesn't know either. They just think I'm amnesiac gone."

"You didn't tell Tang Yuchuan?"

My eyes tightened: "No, I will never tell him, I don't want to get involved with him again, then I will only become a clown."

Xia Hao looked at me and said slowly: "After your accident, I went to see Sun Luo in City B, and he told me something about you and Tang Yuchuan. Ah settle the score, but Dad sent his guards to take me back to the army and never let me out, and then... Anyway, I failed to avenge you."

I shook my head: "What revenge is not revenge? It's not worth it for such a person. I don't want my precious brother to get his hands dirty for such a person."

Xia Hao nodded, hugged me tightly and said, "Brother, do you still remember that you called me once after you went to Hainan?"

I thought about it, and I think what Xia Hao said should be after I lost the original phone card, before registering for Hainan, I told Li Xiao, the others and Xiao Hao at the airport that I had changed my phone number.

I nodded, and Xia Hao said again: "Actually, Dad was going to visit you in City B at that time. When he arrived, he thought you were not at home, so he called me, and I told me that you went to Hainan Island. At that time Grandpa said that you graduated from university and wanted to take you back to the Xia family. He said that you are the eldest grandson of the Xia family. Dad was very happy when he heard that. He called you when he heard that you arrived in Hainan, but you turned off the phone. I think that You should be on the plane at that time. Dad found out your flight number, so he rushed to Hainan to tell you about it and take you back to Xia’s house. So when your accident happened, Dad was the first to get the news Yes, he mobilized people from the local army to search for you desperately. When you were rescued, you passed out, and after that... you never woke up again. Grandpa and Dad didn’t let me tell anyone about this , Later, Dad was with you in the military hospital in Hainan. Dad asked me to go to my brother’s house and told me to take back the photos of my brother’s mother. Then I ran into Sun Luo who rushed to your house after hearing the news. Because of this, I found out about the matter between you and Tang Yuchuan. It was the fifth day after your accident. Tang Yuchuan didn’t know about your accident at that time. It was held down."

I didn't know how to feel when I heard this, I thought maybe my surname should be Shen and not Xia.

Xia Hao hugged me for a while, then asked me: "Brother, what are you going to do now? How can you come back if you don't have a showdown with the Tang family?"

I just felt pain in my brain, and just shook my head blankly.

Xia Hao gritted his teeth and said, "If you want me to tell you, go directly to the Tang family to ask for someone. I don't believe they dare not hand in people! Besides, it doesn't matter if you, the Tang family, and Tang Yuchuan are torn apart, anyway, he didn't want it in the first place. Face."

I helped Xia Hao sit down, and said softly, "Tang Qin is very good to me. Besides, if it wasn't for Xu Cheng's body, I wouldn't know what I should know. People who live under the same roof as Tang Yuchuan I have learned a lot and understood a lot this year. Tang Qin and Xu Cheng really love each other. Tang Qin treats me very well. I don't want to hurt him. If it wasn't because of Tang Qin, how could I possibly stay in the Tang family? Woolen cloth?"

"But……"

I know that going on like this is not an option, my body is here, I can't live forever as Xu Cheng, even though I'm actually very restless now, even wanting to bite someone in a hurry, but I can't panic.

I cleared my mind, and slowly looked at Xia Hao: "Xiao Hao, since you said that the master my aunt hired is very powerful, I wonder if you can ask the master again, and see what the master has to say."

Xia Hao couldn't think of any other way, so he nodded: "Okay, this is the only way to do it now."

I said: "Xiaohao, don't tell anyone about this matter, and don't tell anyone about it, grandpa, dad, or sister-in-law. After all, this is too unbelievable. I'm afraid they won't be able to accept it. I want to wait until the master answers, and we Let’s make a decision, do you think so?”

"Well, I listen to my brother. That bastard Tang Yuchuan, I really don't want to just let him go!"

I sneered: "I can't blame anyone else, I can only blame my brother for being blind."

I was about to say something, when my cell phone rang. When I saw it was Tang Qin, I thought it must be because I had been away for too long.

I looked at Xia Hao, and I didn't know what kind of mood I used to say: "Xiao Hao... I want to stay with me for a while, is it okay?"

"elder brother……"

Xia Hao called me tremblingly, then wiped away his tears and walked out.

My heart seemed to be hollowed out, and I slowly sat on the edge of the bed.The more I looked at my face, the more unfamiliar it became, and at this moment, I realized that I hated Tang Yuchuan, hated everything he forcibly gave me, and gave me the love and deep love that no one else will ever taste in a lifetime. Presumptuousness, dependence, shame, deceit, use, betrayal, disappointment, confusion, despair, all my emotions are bestowed by him and taken away by himself.

I looked at myself and felt like the biggest farce in the world. I was right in front of me, but I was no longer me, no longer silent.

Why do I have to bear this?Why did I give Tang Yuchuan my heart and soul, and gave him my self-esteem and everything, but he would treat me like this?Why?Why is he?And when I finally planned to live again after enduring those despairs alive, why did God treat me even more unfairly?

I try my best to be good for this person and endure for that person, why should I be so tired?

Mom took care of dad's emotions, took care of grandpa's emotions, broke teeth and swallowed blood, but what happened?

I take care of my mother's emotions, so my mother committed suicide, and I never blamed my father and grandpa.

I took care of Tang Yuchuan's emotions, and I even gradually alienated my grandson and Li Xiao for his sake.I know that I am not as good as him, so I study hard, practice copybooks...get rid of all the old habits.

I stopped wolfing down meals, I started to learn to wear white shirts and black trousers, I stopped calling myself Lao Tzu when I started talking, I started to learn to be mature, calm, and desperately trying to get that scholarship that didn’t really mean much.

I did this, but in the final analysis, I just want to be a person who can stand with him. I want him to be in my future. I don't want others to gossip about him because I'm not good enough.I gave him everything I could do, everything I could give, I sent my true heart, bloody, to him, but what happened?

As a result, the person I love the most stepped on my heart fiercely, ruthlessly ravaging it.

I endured desperately, no one knew how close to collapse I was and how disturbed I was.In the last few nights when I was alone at Xiaoqi’s house and couldn’t sleep, I desperately hugged my body and curled up to keep warm, and I desperately told myself to look away.So until the end I didn't scold him or even slap him.I even planned to escape, shrink back, and run away from him fiercely, wanting to start a new life, but what happened?

The results of it?

The result is that my mother now looks at me as a vegetable, but I can't go back!

Why, why?

I panted desperately, held my head and started to roar loudly. The Ode to Joy played in the distance was undoubtedly the greatest irony, as if the whole world was laughing at me, laughing at me desperately because I had no way out.