rebirth double

I don't even know how I got down that little second floor.

"Xiao Cheng, where have you been?"

Tang Qin and Tang Yuchuan in the distance surrounded me when they saw me. I looked at them and could only pull the corners of my mouth desperately, and said with a smile, "Oh, the Xia family's house is too big, I just went to the bathroom. be lost."

Tang Qin breathed a sigh of relief and smiled at me: "You, you have always lost your way since you were in school, and you will call me every time."

I said lightly: "Tang Qin, people must always be independent, and cannot always rely on others."

Tang Qin was slightly startled, and took a step forward: "Xiao Cheng, what's wrong with you, why are you so pale? Is there something wrong?"

I shook my head: "No, let's go there quickly, it seems to be about to start."

Tang Qin didn't say anything anymore, and the people in the courtyard began to gather around. Xia Hao stood on a distant platform and said some routine polite words.Although I tried my best to be patient in the room just now, looking at the strange faces in front of me, I still feel chills all over, and an inexplicable fear seems to overflow in my heart.

I slowly took a few steps back: "I feel a little uncomfortable in my stomach, I'm going to the bathroom."

I didn't wait for Tang Qin to answer, I turned around and left, I walked quickly to the toilet and closed the door behind my backhand, seeing the image of my own body was a big blow to me, as soon as I thought about it, I felt uncomfortable all over. Work hard.I'm scared, I'm afraid I'll never go back, if that's the case, what should I do, I don't know what to do.

I sat on the cold floor and hugged my body tightly against the door, my whole body was stiff.

"It's okay, it's okay, it's going to be fine, it's going to be fine."

I comforted myself in a low voice, I seemed to recall that year when I saw Silence for the first time in the swimming pool, I sat on the hospital bed and kept calling Tang Yuchuan on his mobile phone, but he kept turning off the phone all night.

That whole night I hugged myself desperately, grabbed my cell phone and called him over and over again, I couldn't sleep, I didn't dare to sleep.I'm trying to tell myself...

"It's not what you think, it's definitely not what you think, it's okay, it's okay, he said he wants to contact you, he will contact you immediately, silence, don't think too much, don't you Think a lot."

It turns out that what I Mo Mo is best at...is actually a sad drama of self-deception.

How stupid, how stupid.

"Brother Cheng? Are you in there? Brother Cheng?"

Tang Yuchuan's voice sounded outside the door, his knuckles were lightly knocking on the wooden door, but it was like a first-level fist punched in the deepest part of my heart, which made it hard for me to bear.

Sometimes it's like this, when you want someone, you can't get it, and when you run away from that person, he follows you like a shadow, there is a lyric that says...

The most unbearable hurt is not to let go, but not to love.

Tang Yuchuan tried his best to act with me, but he didn't love me.I don't know how he feels his silent brother through my body. After all, we are nothing alike except for that face and this name, right?

"Brother Cheng, are you okay? Are you in there?"

Don't, don't appear in front of me again!

I blocked my ears tightly, wishing I could stuff my head into my stomach, but Tang Yuchuan's voice kept breaking in, piercing my ears fiercely.I really wanted to yell at him to tell him to get away, but I couldn't, I just clenched my teeth and endured desperately.

Tang Yuchuan's voice slowly disappeared, and my stiff body eased a little.I stood up and slapped my face with cold water desperately, trying to calm myself down.

I knew that my state would worry Tang Qin and the others, so I took a few deep breaths before opening the door, but what I didn't expect was that Tang Yuchuan was leaning on the pillar at the door and waiting for me.

"Brother Cheng?"

Tang Yuchuan was stunned for a moment, then immediately came over and looked at me worriedly, I waved my hands to stop the arms he wanted to extend, and said with a smile: "I don't know what to eat Yes, it's hard enough."

"That's right, why don't you tell my brother that I'll accompany you back first. My brother may have to chat with those people for a while, and he won't be able to get away for a while."

Of course I know that it is best for me to go home and rest in this state, but the thought of sitting with Tang Yuchuan in a small space makes me feel suffocated.

I shook my head quickly: "No, no, I'm really fine, it's just a little bit of a stomachache."

"Mr. Xu?"

I looked up and saw my grandson, Li Xiao, and Lu Yingchen walking towards me. My heart sank, and I quickly stepped forward and subconsciously stood a little in front of Tang Yuchuan: "Young Master Li, Mr. Lu, Officer Sun."

I seemed to see Li Xiao gouging out Tang Yuchuan's eyes fiercely, and his grandson also looked like he was eating shit, but Lu Yingchen greeted me with a smile, but I could see that he just wanted to take the opportunity to block Li Xiao Xiao in front of him to prevent him from going berserk again.

"Long time no see, Xu Cheng."

Looking at Lu Yingchen's harmless face, I still can't think of the number 32. Lu Yingchen's eyes are still so clear, making people feel good when looking at them.

I smiled quickly: "I didn't expect Mr. Lu to remember my name. I didn't thank Mr. Lu for helping me last time. I'm really sorry."

Lu Yingchen's brows and eyes were crooked with a smile: "Why are you so polite, but when my grandson said he knew you, I thought the fate was very strange."

I nodded: "Well, yes."

Lu Yingchen added: "Since there is such a fate, how about we go have a drink together some other day?"

Of course, I was eager to have a chance to drink and relax, so I nodded quickly: "Okay, okay."

The grandson glanced at Lu Yingchen and said, "Brother Chen, Mr. Xu can't drink very much, so don't force him."

Lu Yingchen chuckled: "How could it be? He is your friend, A Xiao's friend, and mine. How could I bully Xiao Cheng, right Xiao Cheng?"

I looked at Lu Yingchen's harmless face, and nodded quickly, Li Xiao looked at Lu Yingchen, who was a little shorter than him, but just shook his head helplessly, as if there was nothing he could do about it.

Tang Yuchuan suddenly took a step forward and said, "Brother Cheng, you guys talk slowly, I'll go first."

"Hey, Young Master Tang, please stay." The grandson quickly blocked Tang Yuchuan's way. My heart sank, and I heard the grandson say: "Young Master Tang, Mo Mo was sentenced to death a few years ago. After his apartment was returned to the country I bought it, but Young Master Tang, you still have that key, I'm afraid it's inappropriate, right?"

house?

I've never thought about houses, but the country seems to say that people who disappear in accidents are considered dead after two years, um...it seems so.

Tang Yuchuan didn't answer, and his grandson said, "If Young Master Tang does this again, I'll have to change to a security door."

"Sun Luo, you are not allowed to touch anything in that house!"

Tang Yuchuan's sudden yell startled me, and Lu Yingchen's face changed slightly because of this yell.

The grandson sneered and said, "The house is mine now, and I'm just in charge of telling Young Master Tang. And if Young Master Tang enters that door, it's considered trespassing. When the time comes..."

When I saw something was wrong, I was about to say something, but Lu Yingchen quickly stopped Sun Luo: "Come on, let's talk about this matter another day. Today is the Xia family's host, so don't make the big guys unhappy."

Lu Yingchen winked at me, I understood, and quickly pulled Tang Yuchuan back: "Go back, go back, your brother should be in a hurry, let's go."

Tang Yuchuan has been dragged away by me in silence. I think I should especially thank my grandson about the house.

When we went back, some of the guests were already preparing to leave. After the banquet, I felt like I had watched the most thrilling blockbuster movie. Who can see their body lying there motionless? I think He-mother, I'm the only one left silent in this universe, life is really fucked up.

I returned to the Tang family around two o'clock in the afternoon, and Xia Hao called me after five o'clock. Xia Hao went to find the respected master, but the master only said four words " The time has not come." When Xia Hao wanted to ask the master something else, the master said, "The secret of heaven must not be revealed".

I'm about to explode!

I'm not doubting that master, I'm just in a hurry, if it's really like the TV series saying that I have to wait for Seven Stars or a year or something, then I can really go directly to kill him.

I walked around the room like an ant on a hot pot, and Xu Cheng's head was almost turned into a chicken coop by me.

"Xiao Cheng, are you there?"

When I heard Tang Qin's voice, I hurried to knock on the door. Tang Qin seemed to be in a good mood sitting on my bed. He patted the seat next to him, and I sat down.

Tang Qin smiled and said: "Xiao Cheng, I have been very busy for more than a year, so I don't have time to accompany you. But since my brother came back a few days ago, I have been much more relaxed. The new projects developed by the company have also been completed. It's almost there. I think we will travel abroad together in a few days. Don't you always want to go to the Maldives? We didn't go before, how about going this time? I will have time to accompany you in the future. "

I looked at Tang Qin with a slightly expectant gaze, and felt a dull pain in my heart. I looked into Tang Qin's eyes, bit my lip, and asked softly, "Tang Qin, I mean if, if I'm not the original Xu Cheng, or I can no longer remember the past, or I can no longer like men, or I like another person in the future, you..."

Tang Qin hugged me fiercely, as if wishing to rub me into his body, my heart was sore, but I couldn't say a word of comfort.Tang Qin's shoulders are very broad, but he couldn't stop trembling slightly on the thin Xu Cheng. I stretched out my hand to hug his back, but the next moment I felt the coolness on my shoulders.

Tang Qin... crying?

"Don..."

My voice changed a little, and self-blame was about to swallow me up.

And Tang Qin just buried his face on my shoulder, shaking his head desperately: "No, I won't allow...Xu Cheng, don't like to choose someone else, if you don't like me, I can wait! Okay, really... I beg you don't want me, I beg you..."

Tang Qin is always mature, elegant, and courteous. He always caresses Xu Cheng's fluffy hair pamperingly. It's not that I can't see the fragility and sadness in his eyes, nor can I see the depths of his eyes Set off longing and love.But it's not for me, it doesn't belong to me, so I can't respond.

"Tang Qin..."

Tang Qin hugged me and murmured: "Xiao Cheng, we have been together since elementary school. I was always extravagant and wasteful. My classmates knew that I was the young master of the Tang family and they always fawned on me. I will never forget my love." Good-tempered you, you scolded me with red eyes that day, but stared at me with your voice like a mosquito, and you said that the food I couldn’t eat could be donated to the children in the orphanage. I said at the time that I didn’t Donate, I said that I will give you everything I can’t eat, my good things, my toys can be played with you, and I can help you if you have any difficulties. We have been together since then, and have been... ...I promised you that I would protect you for the rest of my life, but in the end I yelled at you because of Su Rong. I made trouble for you, that's why I let you stay in that apartment for a few days. Xu Cheng, it's all my fault. I didn't protect you well. It's all my fault... I can do whatever you want I can agree. I also know that you are completely different from before, just like a different person, but I am willing to wait, you can do whatever you want! But you can’t leave me, don’t give up on me, Xu Cheng... ...Xu Cheng..."

I think I must have been deprived of the ability to cry by God, otherwise why would I feel so uncomfortable, but why can't I cry at this moment?

When the Xia family was not welcomed, when my mother died, when my grandfather died, when I was betrayed by Tang Yuchuan, I never cried. I was so sad and desperate that I wanted to die a hundred times without crying. I want to cry, but I feel so uncomfortable, but I just can't cry, in fact, I am not strong, I am also very weak.

Tang Qin's embrace was very warm, he hugged me and said I love you, but I could only respond to his hug and say sorry.

Yes, what else can I say besides sorry?