rebirth double

I don't think there is such a fucking thing in the world anymore, the old man and dad actually want me and Xiaohao to buy a bunch of flowers and go to the hospital to visit Tang Yuchuan.

You know, I even have the heart to burn paper money for Tang Yuchuan.

I looked at the ridiculous fruit basket and bouquet in Xia Hao's hands, and I couldn't help rubbing my temples.

I asked, "Xiaohao, how many ribs did you break?"

Xiaohao looked at me dryly, and said uncertainly, "I don't know, two... two or three?"

I touched my ribs subconsciously, swallowed my saliva: "You, why do you put such a heavy foot on your feet?"

Xiaohao frowned: "I just kicked him like that, who didn't know how to hide from that grandson. I was so angry at the time, God knows how he still has the face to kneel at the door of our house, and he wouldn't leave even if I dragged him , I'm so angry... Oh, I'm so annoying! Brother, what should I do now?"

I looked at the gate of the hospital and felt that the building was about to collapse. Xia Hao snorted angrily and said, "Let's throw some poison into the fruit basket, once and for all."

I was dizzy for a while, and as soon as I stepped into the hospital, one foot was pulled back as if being pricked by a needle. I didn't think I could go to see Tang Yuchuan like my grandson, I didn't want to see him at all.

I thought about it for a long time, looked at Xiao Hao and said, "Xia Hao, you go, I won't go."

Xia Hao blinked: "Huh?"

I felt cold: "Will the Tang family beat you? If so, I will go up with you!"

Xia Hao shook his head: "Although I hurt Tang Yuchuan, they were wronged. Tang Qin was very sincere when he came to the house. Besides, I don't think it's a big deal to break his ribs. I should let him sleep for three years. Or dig out his heart and put it in the sun, God knows how dark it is, is what he did to you a human thing?"

What Xia Hao said made the melancholy in my heart disappear instantly, and I gritted my teeth hard.

That's right, what did Tang Yuchuan bring me?

Why should I go to see him, what qualifications does he have to see me?

I turned around firmly, and then patted Xia Hao on the shoulder: "Xiao Hao, I won't go, I will wait for you in the car, and we will go home together when you come out."

Xia Hao said "Oh", then raised his head and asked me: "Then if they want to see brother..."

I couldn't help looking at the hospital building and the blue sky above: "Go and tell Tang Yuchuan, just say that I'm silent and don't want to see him again in this life, just say that the past is wiped out... let's not communicate with each other until death. "

Xia Hao nodded sharply: "Sure, I will tell that grandson verbatim, if he says anything else, I will break his other ribs too!"

I smiled slightly and patted Xiaohao on the shoulder: "Brother didn't love you for nothing when I was young, go, I'll wait for you in the car."

I took the car keys and entered the parking lot. As soon as I got off the plane in the morning, I was a little sleepy and fell asleep in the car.

I don't know how long it took, but I heard the sound of the car door being opened, and Xiao Hao got into the car.

I rubbed my eyes, slowly adjusted the seat and fastened the seat belt: "Well, let's go, I have to go home and catch up on sleep, I'm so sleepy."

"Brother, Tang Yuchuan is crying."

My whole body trembled, and I didn't feel sleepy at all. I watched Xia Hao frowned and looked at me, and my heart choked.

Xia Hao stared at me and said, "Brother, I think Tang Yuchuan looks a little strange, I can't tell, it's just... a little weird."

I laughed dryly: "There are too many strange people, so why bother?"

"Well, when I entered, Tang Yuchuan just looked at the window and didn't know what he was looking at. He looked at me so pitifully! He looked pitiful like a big golden retriever, and Tang Qin was there too. Tang Qin asked me how about you , I said I didn’t know, and Tang Yuchuan just kept looking at me, making me hairy.”

I pretended to be relaxed and said: "Nonsense, you kicked his ribs and of course he would have to stare at you. If it were me, I would wish to stare at you with two big holes."

Xia Hao shook his head: "It's not that kind of look, it's just... the kind that looks like it's about to be overwhelmed, um... oh, anyway, he's a little weird."

I simply stopped talking, and Xia Hao saw that I ignored him and started the car: "Anyway, if my brother asked me to tell him, I promise to tell him every word, but Tang Yuchuan cried as soon as I finished speaking. Yes. At first, the tears were rushing like a faucet, and then suddenly Tang Yuchuan’s grandson hugged his leg, crying so loudly, his whole body was trembling and coughing all the time. My whole body was shaking I was startled by him, and Tang Qin's face was also very ugly. Then the doctor came, and he-mother-damn, scolded me as soon as he entered the door, saying that I affected his healing in this way, and I was provoking someone gone."

I twitched the corners of my mouth, I don't know how Earth Shattering cried, I have never shed tears in my memory, so I can't imagine, let alone what it would be like for Tang Yuchuan to cry like that.

But what I can't understand the most is why Tang Yuchuan is crying?Isn't Lao Tzu alive and well? He's not dead.Besides, crying is useless, can I cry back to my youth?Can you cry back to the three years when I fell asleep stupidly?Even if it is too late to feel guilty, it is not rare for me to be silent.

Besides, I am the one who should cry the most.

"By the way, I saw another Silence. In fact, he looks a little bit similar. The whole person's temperament or other things are completely different from Brother, but that Silence is more difficult than his-mother-Tang Yuchuan. As soon as I got out of the ward, he grabbed me and asked where you were, your scarlet eyes are so creepy."

I rubbed my tiger's mouth fiercely with my fingers: "Then, what did you say."

"Ah? Me, I'll kill three words, I don't know."

Xia Hao stepped on the accelerator, and we went all the way back to Xia's house. When we got home, dinner was ready. I got off the plane at two o'clock in the afternoon and was rushed to the hospital to see Tang Yuchuan, so I haven't seen the old man and me yet. Dad, it's really embarrassing for the four of us to sit and eat together like this.

Finally, while eating, my dad said, "Xiao Mo, what's going on between you and the young master of the Tang family?"

I think if I tell my dad that I like men, my dad's face will probably be green.

I had no choice but to say: "I met when I was in college. He went to a business school that was very close to our university. Then we got to know each other. After four years of college, our relationship was...very good. Later... Later... ..."

Whoops, I can't make it up anymore.

I looked at my smart and quick-witted brother as if saving my life, Xia Hao took a bite of rice and said: "When my brother graduated, he said he would go on a trip with Tang Yuchuan, my brother said he was going to Chongqing, Tang Yuchuan insisted on going to Hainan , later Tang Yuchuan released my brother's pigeons, didn't something happen? I thought it was his fault that my brother became a vegetable, so I was going to beat him then, and only this time, oh no, It's a little hard on your feet. Dad, do you think you should blame him for this?"

"No one can say for sure about this natural disaster*. If he apologizes sincerely, then accept it. Otherwise, it will appear that our Xia family has a weak heart."

Xia Hao couldn't say anything, so he nodded.

This matter has been covered up like this, and my stomach hurts after eating a meal.After dinner, I called Li Xiao to report that I was safe, and then called my grandson. He scolded me because of my long-term shutdown, and I didn't tell him about Tang Yuchuan to save him Add blockage.Li Xiao actually told Xiao Qi that I was still alive, and Xiao Qi asked me when I would return to City B, and I told him that it would be my mother's memorial day in a few days, and I would find him for a drink when the time came, Xiao Qi was very excited .

As soon as I was about to take a shower, my phone rang, and no one had a number in my new phone number, so I answered the call.

"Hey?"

"Hi, silence, right? I'm Tang Qin, Tang Yuchuan's second brother."

I almost bit my tongue.

"What is Mr. Tang looking for from me? Oh, if it's about your brother Tang Yuchuan, I don't think we have anything to talk about."

Tang Qinmo was silent, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Silence, I still hope that you can meet and talk with my brother, he..."

"Mr. Tang." I raised my voice and said firmly, "I think you are a little too strong. It's like doing business. You want to cooperate with me, but I don't want to, and I have enough reasons to refuse. I think Xia Hao has already done it this afternoon. I have brought everything I want to say, if you can’t accept it, I have nothing to do, besides, I have no obligation to waste my precious life on your brother.”

Tang Qin coughed lightly, as if wanting to ease the embarrassment.

"Silence, I know Tang Yuchuan was at fault for the previous incident, but you should give him a chance, you can't just sentence him to death right?"

"Chance?"

I just heard the funniest joke in the world. It's not that I didn't give Tang Yuchuan a chance, just after I met Shen Mo and Tang Yuchuan for the first time.

It's just that the ending was very tragic, and even saw blood when I saw it for the last time.

I smiled coldly: "Mr. Tang, if someone slapped you in public, would you still stretch out your face and wait for someone to slap you a second time?"

Tang Qin exhaled and said, "Silence, I think there is some misunderstanding between you and Tang Yuchuan."

I laughed again: "Misunderstanding? That's right, when I saw the other silent face, I knew it was a ridiculous misunderstanding that Tang Yuchuan liked me. What is your brother trying to tell me? I'm sorry I don’t want to accept such a cheap apology, right? As I said, I just want to have nothing to do with your brother, that’s all, Mr. Tang, goodbye.”

In the end, I felt that my voice was trembling a little. I hung up the phone, but Tang Qin didn't call again.

I was in the darkness, surrounded by dead silence, I was sleeping on the bed staring at the ceiling, and the moonlight came in from the window.

My eyes fell on the ground not far away. There seemed to be a small whirlpool on the wooden floor, which was getting bigger and bigger, like spreading anxiety, counting me little by little. engulf.I subconsciously moved the fingertips holding the quilt feet, and I retracted my whole body into the quilt, as if I was avoiding something, but fell into a deeper darkness.

In fact, I have always been confused. I don't know what I want to have and what I can have. I thought that such a muddle-headed life might be a way of living, but after meeting Tang Yuchuan, I was completely thrown down.

I have what I want to have, and once thought that I already had everything. When the things in my arms disappeared in an instant, I will never forget the shame and helplessness in my life. After I desperately overcome these, I thought I could usher in a new hope, but what awaited me was eternal despair.

What if I die?What if I'm just a vegetable forever?What if I stay in Xu Cheng's body for the rest of my life and never come back?

All my emotions, all the pain in my body and soul are all caused by him.

Tang Yuchuan is like a mirror. When I see him, I seem to see myself who was so stupid in those three years again.

Tang Yuchuan was like a cancerous tumor. When I saw him, I seemed to see myself who was almost at the critical point in those few nights.

Finally, Tang Yuchuan gave me a blow to the head. Using blood spattered five steps is not enough to describe the tragedy and collapse at that time.

How dare I approach him.

How dare I let him approach.

I really can't do it.

I think I just need time, as long as I don't see Tang Yuchuan for a few years, maybe I can forget all the past, and then I can even say hello to Tang Yuchuan with a smile, but not now.