rebirth double

I found the computer in Tang Yuchuan's room, turned the volume up to the maximum, put on the headphones, and started playing games like self-hypnosis.At noon, Xu Cheng came to ask me to eat, but I didn't answer, and Tang Qin came back at night, and I didn't pay any attention. , I just sat in front of the computer and played and played, and when I turned my head to look at the clock, it was already half past two in the morning.

I was a little sleepy, I turned off the computer and was about to go to sleep, and then I heard a muffled "boom" outside, and I didn't bother to open the door to see what was going on.

"Xiao Chuan, why are you doing this?"

As soon as my butt was sitting on the bed, there was a silent sound outside the door.Before I could react, my door began to be banged violently.

"Silence, you open the door for me! Silence!"

I was so fed up, I pulled it away and said angrily, "Why are you shouting in the middle of the night?"

Shen Mo seemed to be so angry that he wanted to eat me in one bite. I looked down and saw Tang Yuchuan who was leaning against the wall and sitting on the ground with his body hugged. I pinched the Qingming point: "This is another Where do you play?"

Shen Mo pointed at me and nodded out of thin air: "Shen Mo, your heart is really cruel!"

I was a little annoyed: "Where did I offend you again?"

"Xiao Cheng said that Tang Yuchuan has been squatting here since ten o'clock in the morning until now! Tang Qin worked overtime today, and Xu Cheng couldn't knock on your door, so he called me. Silence, if I don't Come on, will you just let him sit here all night?"

I looked away: "Silence, I've wanted to talk about you for a long time. Don't you like Tang Xia? Why did you get so close to Tang Yuchuan? After all, why did Tang Yuchuan find a substitute? Others don't understand. I don't believe you don't understand! The reason why I became what I am today is because of you! Tang Yuchuan likes you, and it's his fault that he is a bitch, so don't drag me!"

I guess Shen Mo didn't expect me to say that about him. His face became a little ugly, and he said to me: "There are many things you don't know. In fact, in my junior year, Xiao Chuan told me about him in front of Tang Xia and me. I like you. Xiao Chuan actually doesn’t like me, but his mind was very vague before, and people always couldn’t figure it out. After Tang Yuchuan met you, he figured it out. He knew what liking is, so why should you be with him? To this extent?"

The corner of my mouth twisted: "Why bother? I walked through the gate of hell, why did you tell me this? I don't know what you think, and no matter what you say, I just don't want to live with him, I don't want to see him .Since you allow Tang Yuchuan to threaten me like this, then I have to distance myself from him, what else do you want me to do? I am going to be driven crazy by you!"

Silence didn't talk to me anymore, Tang Yuchuan just put his face in his arms and kept silent.

I yelled at Tang Yuchuan: "What are you doing here, go to sleep!"

Tang Yuchuan was unmoved, I could only push his body with my calf, but Tang Yuchuan's body suddenly tilted, and he just lay on the ground like this.

"Xiao Chuan!"

I was completely stunned, silently hugged Tang Yuchuan and looked at me and said: "Xiaochuan seems to have a fever, let's carry him to the bed, hurry up!"

I looked at Tang Yuchuan's dizzy look, and felt that one head was two big. I looked at the thin Shen Mo, and squatted down: "Help him up."

Tang Yuchuan lay on my back like a soldering iron.His breathing was a little heavy, and he was a little dizzy with fever.I don't know when Tang Yuchuan became so twisted, and I don't know what he is doing sitting at the door. I can still run with wings.

Shen Mo and I put Tang Yuchuan on the bed, and Shen Mo called the Tang family's personal doctor to give Tang Yuchuan a dose of antipyretic injection.

Mo Mo quickly asked: "Doctor, how is he?"

The doctor said: "Third Young Master, this is due to long-term diet and irregular work and rest, resulting in decreased immunity. If possible, please let Third Young Master maintain adequate sleep and eat more food that nourishes Qi and blood."

The doctor looked at me suspiciously as he spoke.I always felt that the doctor seemed to be wary of me. Shen Shen pulled the doctor out of the room and muttered softly, and I couldn't hear what they said.

I just feel exhausted physically and mentally. Tang Yuchuan's breathing is so heavy that it sounds like his chest is stuffy and uncomfortable.After I changed Tang Yuchuan to a cool towel, Shen Mo walked in.He tucked the corner of the quilt for Tang Yuchuan, then looked at me and said, "You stay here and watch him, call me in time if you need anything."

"I……"

I wanted to say let Shen Mo stay here, but Shen Mo's eye circles were red and swollen, as if she had cried.It was so dark in the aisle just now that I didn't notice.Mo Mo said and left, I was very surprised why Tang Xia didn't come with him at night.

All the chairs in the room had one leg broken by my violence in the afternoon. I had no place to sit, so I sat at the end of the bed and stared at the big, round moon outside the window in a daze.

In the night at the beginning of June, the wind blowing in brought a little heat. I watched the window screens blown by the wind fluttering not far away, and I couldn't calm down for a long time.

"Xiaomo..."

Tang Yuchuan called me suddenly, and I got up and walked to the bedside: "Tell me, why is it uncomfortable?"

I took a closer look, only to realize that Tang Yuchuan hadn't opened his eyes at all, and was just talking in his sleep.I took off the towel from his forehead and tested the temperature on his neck with the back of my hand, it seemed that the fever had subsided.

Tang Yuchuan coughed suddenly: "Don't, don't leave me alone..."

I couldn't help but twitched the corners of my mouth, Tang Yuchuan, who among us left behind?

Just when I asked myself mockingly that I couldn't find the answer, Tang Yuchuan slowly opened his eyes.Tang Yuchuan slowly propped himself up and sat up. The moonlight outside the window gradually depicted half of Tang Yuchuan's side face in depth, as if he was no longer handsome and arrogant, like a child who had lost his way.

"Xiaomo..."

He called my name, and just stretched out his arms towards me, my eyelids twitched: "Do, what do you do?"

I don't know if it's because people who are sick and confused will have degraded IQ.But when I saw Tang Yuchuan's tears gushing from his eyes, I couldn't look away for a long time.

How did we get to where we are now?I suddenly couldn't find the answer.

Tang Yuchuan was crying very depressed, his body twitched, he didn't look like a three-year-old man at all, he stubbornly opened his arms and refused to let go, I thought he wanted to say he wanted to hug me again, this kind of idiot words, but Tang Yuchuan opened his mouth and said: "Silence, I'm cold, you can hug me, just for a moment... okay?"

It was as if there was a bitterness from my heart to the tip of my nose. I gritted my teeth, lifted the thin blanket and threw it over Tang Yuchuan's head: "If you're cold, just cover yourself with a quilt, no one can warm you up."

Actually, what I'm telling is the truth. I just watched my mother jump off a tall building.I was crying and wanted to run over to see it, but grandpa grabbed me tightly and covered my eyes. , so for a long time after that, I had nightmares at night.

At that time, I was curled up in a corner alone, desperately pulling the quilt to cover myself.At that time, my grandfather and grandmother were also immersed in grief, and they felt that my mother's death had nothing to do with me, so they didn't care much about me.That's how I came here night after night, year after year.

When I was a sophomore in high school, my grandfather and grandmother passed away one after another. During the wake, it was my grandson and Li Xiao who knelt there with me.But that kind of heart-to-heart company was only a few days, and it took me half a year to accept the fact that I became alone.

I never expected anyone from my dad to come, or how to care about me, and I just came here alone.So at that time, when Tang Yuchuan said that my place felt like home, I felt so uncomfortable. Tang Yuchuan would not know what his casual "you are back" meant to me.

And it turns out that this person... No matter how much you love someone, you can't treat that person as your whole world, because things always happen, and I couldn't control it at the time, so I lost in the end. awful.

So, Tang Yuchuan, you can only warm yourself in the future, because you have exhausted the warmth of silence.

I turned around and wanted to go to the bathroom to wash my face and wake up, but Tang Yuchuan rushed over behind me and hugged my waist. His tears fell on my clothes, dispelling a burst of coolness.

My back was stiff, and I stood in the dark stubbornly refusing to turn back.Tang Yuchuan didn't say a word, just hugged me and wept silently, I could feel the wetness of the tears sinking into the shirt, I desperately looked at the ceiling, and blinked hard.

"Let go."

Tang Yuchuan's hair rubbed against my back, he was shaking his head, I knew it.

"I said, let go."

Tang Yuchuan was still silent, I grabbed his locked wrists and began to pull them out: "Tang Yuchuan, let go."

"Don't let it go, don't let it go... Silence, you can't treat me like this, you can't just give me a chance and sentence me to death."

I sneered: "Tang Yuchuan, if I treat you like another person and play with you for three years, I can guarantee that you will do more than I do now.

Tang Yuchuan's body trembled: "I know I was wrong. I realized I was wrong when I was a junior. In the following days, I really stayed with you because I like you. Silence, you believe me, okay?" , silence, trust me."

I shook my head: "No, Tang Yuchuan, I will never, ever trust you again."

I can't believe it, this person, I can't believe it, how can I trust the person who gave me that kind of despair and shame.

"vomit……"

It seemed that something warm was sprayed on my lower back, I turned my head suddenly, and saw Tang Yuchuan began to vomit blood continuously. I watched Tang Yuchuan cover his mouth while constantly He vomited blood, I was completely stunned, and quickly hugged him: "Tang Yuchuan... Tang Yuchuan, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me, don't scare me..."

Tang Yuchuan turned around and hugged me. I didn't care about anything else, so I started yelling like crazy: "Silence! Silence! Come on, come on!"

……

The silent and anxious faces, the humming of the ambulance, the doctor in a white coat, the speeding street, the door that was finally closed, and the flashing emergency lights.

Everything is so real, but it's like a dream.

I squatted outside the door of the emergency room and looked at the large bloodstains on my body, trembling all over.Tang Qin and Tang Xia also followed and paced back and forth anxiously outside the emergency room. I never thought that Tang Yuchuan would vomit blood, but why?sick stomach?or something else?I don't know, my brain keeps buzzing.

I don't know how long I sat there, the door of the emergency room opened suddenly, and I saw them crowding around, Tang Yuchuan was pushed out, but I could only watch them walk away, unable to move for a long time .

There was a dead silence in the corridor, I barely stood up while leaning on the wall, and staggered towards the bathroom.I turned on the faucet and took cold water to slap my face. After I stumbled out, I happened to meet the doctor who just came out of the emergency room. I grabbed him and asked, "Doctor, why is he vomiting blood? No, did he have a bad stomach?"

why why?I really do not understand.

The doctor shook his head and said: "The patient vomited blood because of the long-term emotional stimulation beyond the normal range of human psychological activities, which led to the disorder of the Qi mechanism and the imbalance of Qi and blood in the viscera."

"What, what do you mean?"

"silence!"

Shen Mo didn't know where he came from, and he punched me when he came up, and I fell to the wall behind me, Tang Xia hugged Shen Mo all of a sudden: "Silence, calm down!"

"How the hell am I calm, Xiao Chuan is vomiting blood, how can I calm down!"

Tang Xia firmly held back Mo Mo and said: "Then you can't do anything, everyone stay calm." Mo Mo shook his hands and turned his back, Tang Xia looked at me with a serious face: "Mr. What did brother say?"

My mind went blank and I couldn't say anything. Seeing me like this, Tang Xia sighed: "Xiao Chuan woke up, he wants to see you."

I followed Tang Xia and You Shen into the ward. Tang Yuchuan looked at me with open eyes, as if he had been waiting for me.He took a deep breath after seeing me, as if he finally felt at ease, I didn't know what to say for a while.

"silence?"

I turned around abruptly and saw Sun Luo staring at me blankly. I don't know why my grandson suddenly appeared here, and he was still wearing this police uniform.

The grandson grabbed me immediately: "You, why are you covered in blood? Are you injured?"

I gritted my teeth and shook my head, unable to say a word.

The grandson raised his head and saw a room full of people.Almost instantly, my grandson pulled me to his side, stared at me and said, "Silence, why are you with Tang Yuchuan?"

"I……"

The grandson frowned: "No, Li Xiao said that Tang Yuchuan went to him to inquire about your whereabouts some time ago. Tell me the truth, is Tang Yuchuan using Li Xiao to threaten you?"

In this case, I don't know how to explain it.Seeing the embarrassment on my face, my grandson grabbed me and said, "You can't be with a scum like Tang Yuchuan. Go, I'll take you back."

"Sun Luo, you are not allowed to take him away!"

Tang Yuchuan jumped off the bed suddenly, and Tang Xia hugged Tang Yuchuan: "Xiaochuan, what are you doing? You are not allowed to get out of bed, go back and lie down!"

"He's going to take Silence away, he's going to go!"

Looking at Tang Yuchuan's hysterical appearance, I only felt panic.My grandson dragged me out of the ward, followed by Tang Yuchuan's sharp yells, stinging me one after another.

"Xiao Mo, don't go! Don't go!"

"Xiao Mo, come back, don't leave!"

"Little Mo!"

When my grandson took me to the hospital gate, Tang Qin rushed over and grabbed my arm.I've never seen Tang Qin look like this, looking at me like a helpless begging.

Tang Qin said: "Mu Mo, Mo Mo, can you not leave Xiao Chuan now, Xiao Chuan only has half his life left, you can pity him, just treat him as my brother, please, will it work?"

Tang Qin, please?

Just when I was completely stunned, my grandson suddenly protected me behind him and said coldly: "Mr. Tang, if you are here, I will sue you for illegal imprisonment. Silence, let's go!"

My grandson pulled me into the parking lot. Tang Qin stopped me again and said, "My brother, my brother committed suicide because of you. Do you know about this?"