rebirth double

Tang Yuchuan's hand suddenly lost strength, and I could feel his fingers intertwined.

There is no wave in my heart, I am just stating the facts.

"Actually, car accidents don't exist. The one driving the BMW is your friend, right?"

"Xiaomo..."

"The night we had sex for the first time, we had a fight over the photo, so you arranged for me to be blocked at the bar, right?"

"Xiao Mo, that time was..."

"Also, it wasn't your brother who came to the sports meeting in my junior year, but Silence, right?"

"Xiaomo..."

I gradually pulled my hand away from Tang Yuchuan's, and he didn't hold me back.

I took a deep breath and continued: "After the sports meeting, it was my birthday. You said that you had something to go back to your hometown, but when you came back, my birthday had already passed. At that time, you brought me a cake with the words Say, Silence, happy birthday. In fact, that cake is not for me, but for you, Brother Moment, you don’t have any business at home, but want to celebrate your brother Moment’s birthday, right?”

Tang Yuchuan looked at me with disbelief in his eyes: "You, why are you..."

I smiled coldly: "Do you want to ask me how I know this?" I looked at Tang Yuchuan without any expression on my face: "Because, when I woke up for the first time, I was in the In Xu Cheng's body. So through silence, through Fan Chengjun, through other people, I know this, otherwise what do you think? Is Xu Cheng really a ghost?"

Tang Yuchuan was completely stunned, and sat stiffly in front of me like a statue, so I laughed at myself and said, "Go to sleep."

As soon as I turned around, Tang Yuchuan suddenly turned my body around. His disordered breathing was continuously amplified in the dark night, and I felt waves of pain on my shoulders.

"It's really you... It turns out that it's not my illusion, it's really you!" Tang Yuchuan couldn't help shaking, "You kept it from me...you kept it from me for so long, you You are by my side but you don’t tell me, you just look at me but you don’t tell me you are silent!”

I shook off his restraint: "Why should I tell you? Tang Yuchuan. After I know all these lies, why should I tell you? What qualifications do you have to know this?"

"So?" Tang Yuchuan suddenly raised his eyes: "So Sun Luo knows, Li Xiao knows, but I don't know!"

Tang Yuchuan panted heavily, grabbed me with trembling hands, and asked, "Silent, tell me honestly...hands, watches..."

Now that I don't need to hide it anymore, I nodded: "Yes, I threw the watch into the sewer secretly, and I threw the mobile phone into the washing machine on purpose. The relationship between us is already broken, and we still need that Plant something for what?"

"You, how can you... be silent, how can you!"

I raised my eyebrows, but my tone remained flat: "How can I? Why can't I?"

Tang Yuchuan tightly grasped the quilt with both hands, and with a "boom", Tang Yuchuan punched the wall.I gently closed my eyes, Tang Yuchuan suddenly stood up and stumbled out the door.

I lay on the bed tossing and turning and couldn't fall asleep. Until the middle of the night, the meal ticket suddenly jumped onto my bed and began to bite my trousers, as if trying to drag me out of bed. I got up and tried to hug him: "Son, what's the matter? You don't sleep at night?" The meal ticket ignored me, bit my pants and took them off outside the door, and my butt-butt was taken off by him.

"Hey, hey, my pants, pants!"

The meal ticket dragged me to the guest room where Tang Yuchuan was. I tugged on my pants desperately, but the meal ticket was biting me, as if protesting against me. I was dragged slowly by it. After walking slowly outside the door, the meal ticket let go.

Tang Yuchuan's door was not locked, and the meal ticket just got in.I felt a little embarrassed and wanted to leave, but the meal ticket rushed back and pushed me in with my head.

It would take two or three hours, but Tang Yuchuan was sitting at a desk and didn't know what he was studying. I was about to say something when the meal ticket was pulled suddenly, and my pants were pulled up to the trouser leg by him.

"Ouch, fuck!" I yelled, and quickly pulled up my pants.

"Meal ticket, be good, don't make trouble..."

Tang Yuchuan stood there beckoning, the meal ticket passed by wagging its tail, and kept licking Tang Yuchuan's extended hand. What is this called?Married son, splashed water?

I was posed by my son, the face is not the face and the nose is not the nose.But the next moment, I saw a photo frame on Tang Yuchuan's desk, which was the one I broke at my home a few days ago.

I was a little surprised, you know that thing is about to be broken into pieces, can it be put back together?

My eyes widened in vain and I walked over. In the photo frame were me and Tang Yuchuan, exactly the same movements, scenes, poses, and even expressions as the original photo.It's a little sketch.

I froze for a moment: "This... didn't you say that there is no backup?"

Tang Yuchuan glanced back, as if he was afraid that I would drop it again, Tang Yuchuan put him in the drawer, and blocked the drawer with his body, I was a little speechless.

Tang Yuchuan looked at me and said, "I drew it because I didn't have a backup."

I laughed dryly: "Well, what... without a template, your drawing is quite original."

Tang Yuchuan sniffed suddenly: "That's the only group photo... I... After you left, I, I only have it. I see it every day, and I remember it very clearly."

"It's all broken." I said, "After putting it together, there are still many cracks that can't be eliminated."

Tang Yuchuan said: "Those memories are not good, can you make up for them with new ones? You were sad before, and I will never make you sad again, okay?"

I shook my head: "Some injuries cannot be covered."

"I really hate myself, really. But if the time comes again, I think I will confess to you about Brother Mo Mo earlier. Xiao Mo, I once said that if I do it again, I will never tell you this in my life One thing. But in the past few days... I have thought a lot. I shouldn't hide it from you, I should have told you earlier. Whether you make a fuss or run away, I will chase you back, maybe you won't meet What happened later, I admit my cowardice and selfishness, but I also have to admit that I really can't let go."

Tang Yuchuan lowered his head and spoke silently. I stood one step away from him and listened. It was obviously close at hand, but there was too much distance.

I sighed: "It's almost dawn, go to sleep."

As I said that, I walked back, and Tang Yuchuan followed behind me.I tore off the quilt and went to bed, but Tang Yuchuan walked to the cabinet in his bedroom and took out a file bag and handed it to me.I was a little confused, so I took a look and took out the contents of the file bag. It was a contract and a key.I am very familiar with this key. It is the key of my house, and it is the one I gave to the young couple who bought the house.

Tang Yuchuan handed me another signing pen: "Sign it."

Looking at Tang Yuchuan's name on it, I had mixed feelings in my heart: "If you buy it, it's yours."

"It's our home." Tang Yuchuan said again: "That house is your mother's home after all, you... If you really don't want to, there is a document below, you can sign your name on it."

I looked at the amount on it, and I thought it was fucking fucked up, and throwing money is not a joke.

I took out the following contract and filled in my name, and said to Tang Yuchuan: "I will let Xiaohao transfer the money to your account."

Tang Yuchuan said: "You sold that house because of me. Since you refused to talk about your relationship with the Xia family before, I think you definitely don't want to use their money. If you use it...you will definitely pay it back. The price was originally raised by me, as if I bought back our former home and returned it to you, don't pay me back... that's all I ask for. "

I shook my head: "No, I have to pay it back. I'm going to do business with Li Xiao. After a year or two, I should be able to pay you back."

Tang Yuchuan suddenly sat on the bed, grabbed my hand and said, "What kind of business do you want? Can't we do it together? I can give you what Li Xiao can give you. Now Li Xiao is doing business with that Lu Yingchen. Xiao once liked you again. You went to do business with them, but Lu Yingchen didn't say anything, but his heart didn't mean he was happy. When you were in college, didn't you want to do catering? Didn't you say that you wanted to sell delicious food and sit around all day long? Do you want to eat in the store? Xiaomo, in fact, when I was in college, I bought a store in a place in Beijing. At that time, I wanted to bring you back, and after explaining everything to you... I was thinking of you at that time If you are sad and angry with me, I will use delicious food to ask you to forgive me, huh... Although I know you may not forgive me. But I don't think I will let go, I think we must have a future, who I can think of..." Tang Yuchuan said his voice became softer, he was silent, and then said, "Forget it, let's not talk about it. Xiao Mo, let's open an ice cream shop, don't you like ice cream the most? Let's open it together , okay? I'll take you to see the facade tomorrow, I've found him a few years ago, as long as you agree, construction can start tomorrow."

I looked at Tang Yuchuan and said, "Tang Yuchuan, we have no future."

Tang Yuchuan's body froze, and he just looked at me like this, but his eyes became more and more red.

He took a few deep breaths, tears still flowed from his eyes, he wiped them vigorously, looked at me, and suddenly smiled and said: "Yes... there will be... we still have, there are many more time... You see, the photo frame was glued by me, right? Watches, watches, we can also buy them again, photos can be taken again, we..."

"Tang Yuchuan, do you think we can go back? How long are you going to lie to yourself?"

"As long as you are by my side is enough!"

"you……"

"Don't even think about leaving me, I won't let you go, and I won't let you go."

I think my face must be pale at this time. I thought that after I told the truth, Tang Yuchuan would see the truth and let go, but the persistence and desire in Tang Yuchuan's eyes made me feel sad and panic .

Why Tang Yuchuan just refuses to let me go, but himself, why?

Tang Yuchuan hugged my shoulder and fell asleep, his nose rubbed against mine: "Sleep, good night."

I have done all I can do, I have said all I can say, and there is nothing I can do.

Is it really necessary to tell grandson, Li Xiao, or Xiaohao about this matter, is it really going to get out of hand?But I don't want to drag anyone down, this is between me and Tang Yuchuan, what should I do?And if I jumped out of the window and walked away, what would Tang Yuchuan do?Self-harm, or making the Tang family and Xia family feel uneasy?

The answer is ready to come out in my heart, but I dare not think about it anymore.I can't go, I can't go, the other self in my heart began to warn me desperately, accuse me, laugh at me, Tang Yuchuan's face became more and more blurred, I seemed to see a deeper vortex slowly engulfing me , and among them, is appalling despair.

Can I really trust him again?

When I knew that Tang Yuchuan had committed suicide for me, I had this idea, but another self was there desperately to ring the alarm for me.

There seemed to be two voices pulling deep in my heart, and I was about to be torn in two.

I didn't dare to look at Tang Yuchuan's face again. I turned around and Tang Yuchuan just hugged me from behind, not giving me the slightest chance to breathe. When I was about to be unable to bear it, the first light of dawn shone in through the window.

I felt very tired, the sun gave me a little warmth and peace of mind, I couldn't bear it any longer, so I closed my eyes gently.

……

I was woken up by the glare of the sun, and the weight on my waist made me subconsciously see that it was Tang Yuchuan's arms around me.

I slowly stood on the ground with bare feet. Tang Yuchuan slept soundly. I think he may have really reached the limit of fatigue.

I felt my throat hurt, I slowly moved to the door, and gently opened the door.As soon as I reached the stairs, I ran into Xu Cheng head-on.

Xu Cheng said softly: "I just wanted to invite you to lunch, where is Xiao Chuan?"

I didn't want to say a word, my body was as heavy as lead.I subconsciously pointed to Tang Yuchuan's room, and then went downstairs.

I went to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, got out the lemonade, drank it, and I just felt groggy.

"Xiao Mo, come over for dinner?"

I looked at Xu Cheng's warm smile and shook my head, went straight to the living room and curled up on the single sofa and turned on the TV.Some of the men and women on the screen were laughing and some were crying. I felt a little dazed, and when I grabbed my face, I rubbed it violently.

"Little Mo!"

I don't know how long it took, but I was startled by a sound behind me. I saw Tang Yuchuan staggered down the stairs, then rushed to the sofa and hugged me, whispering: " I thought, I thought you were gone..."

I finally sniffed: "Tang Yuchuan, let me go, and let yourself go too, okay?"

Tang Yuchuan shook his head with red eyes: "Don't say that, Xiao Mo, does being with me make you feel so uncomfortable? I..."

"Tang Yuchuan, I-fuck you-mom, you open the door for me!"

There was a "bang" sound from the door of Tang's house, and Xu Cheng hurriedly ran over from not far away with a panicked expression on his face: "Why, what's wrong?"

I recognized that it was Li Xiao's voice, and comforted me: "Xu Cheng, you're fine, you can go upstairs first."

As I said that, I was about to open the door, but Tang Yuchuan grabbed me: "No, don't leave..."

"Tang Yuchuan, open the door for me!"

"Silence, silence, are you inside? Silence!"

"Brother? Brother, open the door, brother, Tang Yuchuan, hand over my brother!"

I heard the voices of Xia Hao and Lu Yingchen, I was a little stunned, I don't know how they got together.

Tang Yuchuan pulled me to the kitchen and found a rolling pin, and then pulled me upstairs.

He looked at my face as if he was about to collapse: "Silence, I won't let you go, I won't!"

After Tang Yuchuan finished speaking, he closed the door, and then I heard the sound of something being put on the doorknob, I think it should be the rolling pin.

Tang Yuchuan went downstairs just like that. I was afraid that Li Xiao and Xia Hao would strip Tang Yuchuan alive, so I quickly took out my phone, but it was obvious that the speed of my phone could not keep up with Tang Yuchuan's speed of opening the door.

"I-fuck, Tang Yuchuan!"

"Li Xiao, calm down."

"elder brother!"

"silence!"

There was a flutter of chickens and dogs downstairs, and I desperately tried to open the door to no avail, so I could only knock on the door hard and shout: "Brother Cheng, open the door for me, Brother Cheng!"

"Oh, come, come."

Xu Cheng ran over from nowhere and opened the door. I didn't care about anything else and rushed downstairs. I saw Tang Yuchuan sitting in the porch, as if he had been beaten.

"elder brother!"

Xia Hao ran over suddenly, grabbed me and looked left and right.I felt a severe pain in my head, and subconsciously walked over to block Tang Yuchuan: "I can't be eaten by him, what are you doing?"

It must have been said by my grandson, I sighed, and I looked at my grandson with some complaints, but my grandson simply stopped looking at me.

Li Xiao grabbed my wrist: "Silence, if you wronged yourself because of me, I swear I won't let you go! What is a buddy? Is it so useless to hold you back?"

"Li Xiao, I didn't think so, I just..."

Tang Yuchuan suddenly got up from the ground and grabbed me, and he threw me behind him.

"None of you can take Silence away from me. If you don't go out again, I will sue you for illegally breaking into a house!"

"I-fuck! You tell me that again?"

"Li Xiao!"

Li Xiao was about to punch Tang Yuchuan as he said that, I blocked it in a hurry, Li Xiao punched me on the chin, I sat on the ground unsteadily, Tang Yuchuan hugged me : "Xiao Mo, how are you? Li Xiao, look at what you've done!"

I spat out the blood in my mouth, Li Xiao pointed at me, with a look of hating iron and steel, and yelled: "You still protect him? Silence, are you fucking out of your mind?"

Tang Yuchuan pulled me up: "Li Xiao, you don't need to worry about the matter between me and Shen Mo, you don't understand my feelings for Mo Mo at all!"

"I don't understand? Tang Yuchuan, don't you mean to say that you like silence?"

Tang Yuchuan's hand holding my wrist secretly exerted strength: "Yes, I just like him!"

Li Xiao seemed to have heard the funniest joke in the world, grabbed my other hand, pointed at Tang Yuchuan and said, "Like it? Tang Yuchuan, what do you mean by liking it? You're so ridiculous!"

Tang Yuchuan said: "Li Xiao, I value him more than my life, get out immediately!"

Li Xiao just snorted, "It's more important than life? Haha... Well, let me ask you, what does Shen Mo like to eat? What doesn't he like to eat? What color does he like best? What color does he dislike? What kind of personality is he? What are you afraid of? Why don't you tell me about it?"

Tang Yuchuan didn't seem to expect that Li Xiao would ask these questions, so he fell silent.

Li Xiao unexpectedly raised my hand and said loudly: "Silence, male, he is 26 years old this year. His favorite food is roasted sweet potato, spicy crayfish, stir-fried bullfrog, and boiled fish. The things I dislike least are Mai Lisu, Chrysanthemum chrysanthemum, Chinese toon, and I am allergic to preserved eggs and kelp. My favorite colors are blue, black, white, and bright red, and my least favorite color is gray. Although silence looks like He is heartless, but in fact he is very afraid of loneliness, he is not as brave as he looks, he wants someone who treats him sincerely, he gives everything he can to a person named Tang Yuchuan! But Well...Silent will feel inferior and afraid, he hates cheating, he can't bear betrayal. But Tang Yuchuan...what have you done? What have you brought to him? Now you tell us that you like silence, you fucking Why do you say these four words? You feel your conscience and tell us, why the hell are you? Is it based on you cheating again and again, or the shame you gave him in the end? Tell me! Are you dumb? You ..."

"do not talk!"

I yelled uncontrollably and fell to my knees. Something crystal dripped on the smooth floor. I couldn't believe that I was crying.

I desperately covered my face, I didn't want anyone to see my miserable appearance.But no matter how I cover my face, the tears will flow out uncontrollably. I cry hysterically. This is the first time I cry in my memory. I can't believe this cry came from myself.

"Don't say it... don't say it... don't say it..."

"Xiaomo..."

Tang Yuchuan didn't know when he knelt in front of me. He wanted to stretch out his hand and pull my hand away, but I refused to let go. There was no other sound around me, only my crying echoed throughout the Tang family villa inside.

Tang Yuchuan desperately grabbed my wrist. I thought it was like being poisoned, and I reached out and grabbed the shirt on his chest.

Tears filled my eyes, I couldn't see Tang Yuchuan's appearance clearly, he desperately grabbed me, trying to hug me into his arms.I no longer had the strength to resist, and beat his chest desperately. I looked at the tears dripping on the floor, and wished that my fingertips could be dug into Tang Yuchuan's heart just like that.

I almost cried blood every word.

"You'll never know... Tang Yuchuan, you'll never know, once... how important you were to me!"

Tang Yuchuan, you will always...

None will know.