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The first person to visit Jiangyu was Ye Yuqing.

It was the first time they met. Jiang Yu was wrapped in gauze, and the exposed hair was shaved very short, like a bald lawn. If Jiang Yu hadn't been born decently, he would have been as scruffy as a tramp, but Ye Yuqing didn't Not surprised by the good appearance of this little bastard, with an arrogant face, he swept away the debris on the stool and sat down.And Jiang Yu rested his hands on his bent thighs, and was eating the newly bought jackfruit from Maohou.The two looked at each other speechlessly, and neither of them was going to say the first sentence.After a minute, Jiang Yu thought that he shouldn't be angry with such a little girl. He was about to ask her if she would like to eat, but Ye Yuqing said suddenly: "Because of you, Xu Yanxin was punished."

Jiang Yu paused and asked, "Because of that rumor?"

Ye Yuqing seemed dissatisfied with his choice of words, and frowned: "Because he graffitied on the school motto, painting 'a free school' into 'a feudal and backward school'." After holding the bright yellow fruit in a daze, she picked up her schoolbag and wanted to leave, but she couldn't help but said before she left: "Since he knew you, nothing good has happened to him, I hope you can stay away from him , if this continues, don't talk about the number one scholar in S city, whether he can go to P will be another matter." Then he slammed the door and walked out.

After Ye Yuqing left, he was silent for a long time.

When Xu Yanxin subconsciously withdrew his hand, he originally thought that Xu Yanxin would avoid him and keep a distance from him, just like a monk who seeks the way goes around, thinking that the Buddha's traces are in full bloom, but he sees the golden light of the Buddha statue shining on his back.Comparing the two of them to a Buddhist monk is indeed somewhat blasphemy, but Jiang Yu's feelings for him are not visible at all, but it gives birth to some rebellious feelings, which suddenly wakes up his drowsy brain.

He pulled out the needle on the back of his hand, put on a coat, and was about to run out in a hurry, knocking the hairy monkey who opened the door upside down. Xuezhu couldn't help glaring at each other, "Go back and lie down, do you want to die?"

Jiang Yu quickly patted the monkey on the shoulder twice, "Get out of the way, if you don't go, my little lover will die in love."

Hearing this, the monkey was confused, and was about to ask him what was going on, but Jiangyu disappeared like a shooting star.

Xu Yanxin leaned close to the book and read the numbers on the test paper silently. Those dense numbers were turned upside down to form a math problem, trying to confuse the students, but he got an idea after reading it twice. Everyone said he was smart, but he didn't think so. , if he is really smart, why don't Xu Zhao and Shen Feng trust him?There was always a small corner of his brain, softly listening to the arguments downstairs.

Xu Zhao said that he was crazy, he dared to do this, if it was in the past, he would have been dragged to criticize him.

And Shen Feng said, the child is in adolescence, he can understand, you don't want to go back to that topic, how many years have passed about the matter of the old man.

Xu Zhao also said that even now, it is still out of tune.For such an incomprehensible little bastard, he—

Shen Feng immediately interrupted, you said that, didn't you want him to fight against you even more?To get this right, take your time.

When he heard the principal and Wang Qingshi talking about expulsion from school, he felt as if he had been hit in the head, and it was as if he had witnessed the tricks under the magic curtain with his own eyes. It was unbelievable and hard to admit.He rushed in to reason with them, memorized the school motto and the constitution by heart, and told them that this was discrimination and a paradox of all discipline.But the way they looked at him was so indifferent, so helpless, and finally told him in a rational tone, don't be arrogant.

He was stung by habitual indifference.

So he chooses to act impulsively.

Whether it was the anger of Wang Qingshi who smashed the teacup, or the disappointment in the eyes of Xu Zhao who rushed over, it was the first time that he came face to face with the word "rebellion".

The phone rang twice, and a text message popped up.

——I'm fine, don't worry, I just haven't responded to your text messages these days because of something, are you at home now?

He slowly returned, here, just about to ask where Jiang Yu is, but he heard a crisp sound from the window.He paced towards the floor-to-ceiling windows in the room, thinking that another mischievous child had smashed his glass window with marbles, but saw a familiar figure.Xu Yanxin was stunned at first, and then stared at the bandage wrapped around his head as if he had recovered, really like a mummy crawling out of the grave, not at all as chic as before.

He was amused by his own thoughts, and Jiang Yu laughed along with him.

The phone rang again—stop smirking, and open the window.

Xu Yanxin opened the window, and the cold wind from outside swept in, blowing the test papers on his desk flying all over the sky, but he didn't care, he just watched how Jiang Yu ruined his grape vine trellis, and waited for Jiang Yu to take pictures. Clapping the ashes on his hands, when it fell in front of him, he looked down at the balcony railing where Jiang Yu had stepped on two footprints, "You are already like this, and you still climb the stairs."

Jiang Yu raised his eyebrows, "What kind?"

Xu Yanxin then looked at Jiang Yu carefully, and wanted to give him a detailed answer, describing how he was down and how handsome he was no longer, but his eyes were sore from looking at it, and he just asked, "Does it hurt?"

Jiang Yu avoided answering: "Why don't you come and touch it?"

Xu Yanxin was pinched by him, touching the wound under the gauze.

Wrapped in such a thick layer of gauze, it is impossible to figure out why, but Xu Yanxin gently touched the ditch between the gauze and gauze. He seemed to be able to see how the scar underneath was torn open, and how it ended up. It fit tightly against his scalp.

At that moment, he decided that he wanted a tattoo.A tattoo is nothing more than a beautifully crafted scar.

He told Jiang Yu about this plan, and Jiang Yu gave him a serious look, "Don't talk nonsense, you don't have anything special to commemorate, why go to suffer that crime, it's so dangerous."

"Can I have a tattoo?"

Jiang Yu felt that Xu Yanxin in front of him was too melancholy, and his round eyes showed a trace of sadness. He couldn't help but want to make him laugh, "Tattoo a mathematical formula?" Xu Yanxin twitched the corner of his mouth, but he didn't smile.Jiang Yu also stopped talking, but pretended to be too tired, sat on the wooden floor, patted the seat next to him, and asked him to sit down.Xu Yanxin didn't question why she didn't sit on the sofa, but sat obediently beside him, bent her two slender legs, and propped up her pointed chin, as if she was thinking about something, but also didn't seem to think about anything.

They sat for a long time, but never mentioned each other's affairs.

When they opened up a little distance, they realized that they were so close, so close that Jiangyu could look down at the almost transparent bottom of Xu Yanxin's lake. He could see any secrets and cowardice, so close that Xu Yanxin looked up at Jiangyu. The dark sky can only ponder the brilliance hidden in it.

However, when the people around him were silent and smiling like nothing, Jiang Yu remembered Xu Yanxin from the past, the Xu Yanxin who was holding a book, smiling aloofly, and unapproachable.Xu Yanxin was not that flawless, and Jiang Yu was not that unrestrained, just some small friction and pain knocked down their cognition that was hanging in the air.Jiang Yu didn't hold back, and hugged Xu Yanxin's thin shoulders. The two shoulder blades made his arms uncomfortable, but he still refused to let go.Xu Yanxin asked him what was wrong, Jiang Yu smiled lowly, "I just want to try, will you hide this time?"

"I won't hide anymore, I promise, I was just scared at that time, I was afraid, I was afraid..."

"Afraid that I actually like you secretly, afraid that I will become a green tea boy?"

Xu Yanxin's ears turned red, "What kind of green tea boy, what a strange way to say it."

Jiang Yu brushed away Xu Yanxin's fluffy and slightly curly hair, revealing his smooth forehead, making his eyes more like a timid lamb.Jiang Yu pressed his forehead against his, and said, "If I make you uncomfortable, of course you can hide, but you have to hide quietly and don't let me find out, otherwise..." Jiang Yu didn't finish speaking, but smiled with.

Xu Yanxin blinked, "I don't understand."

"One day you will understand."

Xu Yanxin nodded in confusion.

Before Jiang Yu left, Xu Yanxin called him, "We are still good friends, right?"

Jiang Yu smiled and said, "Of course."

When he ran away this time, he didn't pick the tulip he imagined.

In such a cold season, the city is full of frost, how can there be fragrant flowers?Only a piece of whiteness remained.

On the last day before the winter vacation, Wang Qingshi called Xu Yanxin to the office. The two had lost the harmony between the old and the young. Xu Yanxin silently looked at the ice on the tree branches outside the window, and did not return his gaze to Wang Qingshi until he said, "Your mother is looking for I talked about it."

Xu Yanxin was a little frightened, but Wang Qingshi smiled helplessly: "Don't treat your mother as a bad person, she is here to intercede for Jiang Yu. It is true that the teachers did not think carefully about the matter of sexual orientation. This matter condemns him, but the matter of working in the bar still needs to be taken care of, so I have notified Jiang Yu's mother to let him resign from the bar job, study at ease, and eliminate the punishment. I also talked to the school about the tuition fee. In his situation, he can declare for full exemption."

Xu Yanxin just wanted to remind, but Wang Qingshi seemed to have understood, "It won't happen again in front of the whole school. I called you here, just to tell you that your mother has indeed done a lot of things biased , but I watched her grow up, her nature is not bad, she just got into a dead end. However, your grandfather has to pay part of the responsibility for this..."

Xu Yanxin responded and squeezed the corner of her clothes tightly.

"Do you feel guilty now?"

Xu Yanxin pursed her lower lip, but said nothing.

"For Yuqing's matter, I apologize to you. This child is raised by me to be a bit arrogant, but she is also doing it for your own good. For my sake, don't be angry with her, okay?"

Xu Yanxin said, Got it.

Everything seemed to be going in a good direction, and it seemed that his worries and introspections over the past few days were extraordinarily ridiculous.

On the way back, Wei Xun came to pick him up, but he didn't show surprise after hearing these things. Instead, he frowned slightly and said, "I'll tell you something, but you promise me, you must stay calm."

"Your mother just called me and asked me if it was the paint I gave you. From her tone, she seemed a little angry. Did the box of paint in your bag last time be placed under the bed?"

As he said, Xu Yanxin just looked out of the window quietly.

However, as soon as Wei Xun turned off the ignition, he opened the car door and rushed home.There was a little hopeful voice in his heart, if Xu Zhao retained his dignity and freedom a little at that moment, he would get back into his cage peacefully and be a good boy.However, before he even ran back to the room, he saw the torn paper bag in the trash can, along with the stickers on it.

After Xu Zhao noticed his existence, he only said, "It's so hot all day long, what's the reason for this time? What kind of bastard did you learn from, and you don't even know how to take off your shoes when you enter the house?"

"Why did you throw away my things?"

"He gave you that box of paint, right? You still ask me why I threw it away?"

Xu Zhao took a sip of coffee and said indifferently, "Don't be a person who can't see the light."