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When he first entered university, Xu Yanxin thought that he had really escaped Xu Zhao's control and was able to breathe a sigh of relief.However, the facts tell him that it is not. After he bought two sets of painting supplies in the painting supplies store, he received a call from Xu Zhao one hour later. Princeton's exchange spot, this is still not a time to waste time.Maybe that's why Xu Zhao insisted on paying him living expenses by credit card.

Just like Xu Zhao never explained why his hobby was called "wasting time".

Because of this incident, he started to live frugally, used his extracurricular time as a tutor, and stopped using the credit card that Xu Zhao gave him.

Because of his reticence and overly good looks, Xu Yanxin became a legend in the Department of Mathematics for a long time.

However, Xu Yanxin is still the same Xu Yanxin from before, and it is easy to be pinched as a soft persimmon.A classmate signed up as a volunteer in the orphanage but regretted halfway, and was afraid of being scolded by the counselor. This task fell on Xu Yanxin's head by accident.Eight hours of lessons, three hours of tutoring, and now the time to go to the orphanage in the outer suburbs has to be counted, and his sleep time has been shortened infinitely.Jiang Yu told him that he was good, pointed out that he "won't refuse", and warned him that "good people are bullied", which are all Xu Zhao often said, but unlike Xu Zhao, Jiang Yu will suffer with him.

At first, the team of volunteers was quite large, but in the end, after canceling the practice points, they were the only ones who were still willing to attend again and again.Xu Yanxin specially learned how to braid hair online, and braided hair ropes for little girls. The girls liked him very much. There was even a little girl in a pink sweater with a missing front tooth. I'm going to marry my brother later."

Xu Yanxin sighed and said, "It's a pity that my brother already has a girlfriend, I'm sorry."

Jiang Yu, who played football with the little boy, looked over immediately.

The road back was bumpy. Taking the bus was like riding a bumper car. You would always be knocked over and over, jumping up and down.No matter how melancholy Xu Yanxin was, she was still the same Xu Yanxin who could eat two drawers of steamed buns in the morning. Every time the car shook, she couldn't help laughing.Jiang Yu deliberately provoked him, "Take classes, make up classes, and be a volunteer. Does your little girlfriend dislike you for being busy?" Xu Yanxin looked at him strangely, and said, "I stay with you every day, how could I have a girlfriend. And now There are rumors in our department that we are a couple."

Jiang Yu froze for a moment, "You..."

Xu Yanxin patted him on the shoulder amusedly, "Don't worry, I explained it for you, and it won't hinder your good marriage."

Jiang Yu wanted to blurt out countless times, he hoped those rumors were true.

His well-prepared confession always lacked a little opportunity.

At the beginning of her sophomore year, Xu Yanxin failed in the Princeton interview.

Jiang Yu is a person who crawled out of a mud pit. He has seen countless rough things. He is used to failure. When he was admitted to No. [-] Middle School, it was enough for Liu Rong to spread throughout the neighborhood, not to mention that he was admitted to P University. Being admitted to a good school is enough for them to brag for a long time.However, in Xu Yanxin's life, the word "lose" does not exist at all. Even if the night before the college entrance examination, he had a fever, coughed, and his eyelids were so swollen that he couldn't open his eyes, he was still like a duck to water on the next day's exam, and he could still save half of his time. Hours of time to check the test paper.Even if he missed the champion of city S, he still ranked among the top three.Countless teachers and parents of No. [-] Middle School sighed.

No one could have imagined that Xu Yanxin would really "lose", but he did lose to other students who went with him, and he lost to Enthusiasm.

Fang Keshi told him that he never thought that life was really a juvenile cartoon, and that enthusiastic Xiaoqiang would defeat the almighty genius.

That day, Jiang Yu left behind the prepared music confession ceremony and stayed with Xu Yanxin outside the school for one night.

Xu Yanxin just said empty words: "It turns out that enthusiasm is also part of talent."

Jiang Yu didn't comfort him, but said to him in a deep voice, you will also find your passion.

Xu Yanxin's cell phone turned on all night.

If Xu Yanxin successfully obtained the exchange quota of Princeton that night, he would use the most romantic band singing to win his heart, and would tell him that the school he secretly applied for had sent him an admission notice, and they could go to New Jersey together, Of course, he would not tell Xu Yanxin that the money for his going abroad almost came from a gangster brother. Back then, Brother Long boasted that he had made a hundred thousand yuan, so he called his own number. When Jiang Yu asked him for money to go abroad, The elder brother just smiled and said: "New Jersey? Where is that? I can only sponsor you to go to the UK. Now London is the gathering place for rich people all over the world. Naturally, I can't be exempt, but I need someone to help me. Financial management, it's best if you're willing, in this case, I can also write off your father's debts by the way."

Jiang Yu declined him politely, and Brother Long said regretfully, "If it's from the United States, it's not worth my investing so much money in you."

After being rejected by Brother Long, he even thought about taking out a loan.However, Xu Yanxin did not go to New Jersey, nor did he go to any school.Perhaps Xu Zhao was disappointed in him.Xu Yanxin transferred to the law department before Xu Zhao used his connections to cheat him into an exchange quota.Jiang Yu joked at the time: "The two of us will become completely different lawyers."

From Xu Yanxin's perspective, his college life was dull but happy.

However, in the world of Jiangyu, he had to endure the ripples that Xu Yanxin brought every moment.Because of Xu Yanxin's illness, the school didn't accept him to live in. Fearing that something might happen to him, Jiang Yu rented a house with him.Jiang Yu didn't like the little money that Xu Yanxin held in his hand. Xu Yanxin was undoubtedly a good teacher, serious, methodical, and gentle, but he was too soft-hearted.

Only Xu Yanxin will give free classes to students from poor families, or take less tutoring fees, and even help them buy tutorial books at his own expense.Xu Yanxin seemed to make up for his mistakes. He used all the power he could to open a Taobao store on the Internet, selling the secret volumes of No. [-] Middle School, and the account of P University to give students free download materials, earning a lot of money. Less money in gray areas.

When Xu Yanxin stepped into the new community with a beautiful environment and good law and order, she almost thought that Jiangyu knew the law and broke the law.Jiang Yu had no choice but to lie to him that the house was haunted, so it was rented out cheaply.Xu Yanxin also said foolishly that he had to hide a pair of scissors under the pillow, just in case.Jiang Yu was speechless and did not express his opinion.

However, he not only has to endure his inexplicable exorcism theories, but also his boundless love, and he also has to endure his unconscious provocations.

For example, Xu Yanxin always likes clothes that are one size bigger. In summer, he wears a T-shirt with a wide neckline and dangles around. When Jiang Yu frowns and looks at him, he will lift up his too long T-shirt like a prank. , show him SpongeBob's boxers hidden underneath.Without the nagging of his parents, Xu Yanxin completely liberated himself, lying on the sofa eating potato chips, squatting on a chair to dig ice cream, revealing his white and tender legs, and never seemed to consider that the person he lived with was gay.

Xu Yanxin always gives people the illusion that he really needs Jiang Yu's existence.

When Jiang Yu was cooking, he was always wandering around the kitchen, known as a helper, but he had to smell his hands three times to peel a grain of garlic, and his face was wrinkled together. When Jiang Yu went out, he always sent several text messages asking him Whenever he comes back, Jiang Yu can always see the man squatting on the side of the road looking at the cat at the gate of the community.Jiang Yu cherishes this feeling of "home" too much, and dare not easily break this peace.

Before graduation, he finally made up his mind to sort out their relationship with Xu Yanxin.

This time, he didn't prepare any ceremony, he just gave Xu Yanxin a box of candies, and when Xu Yanxin finished eating all the candies, he could see the sticker on the bottom of the box, would you like to be with me?However, Xu Yanxin had never touched those candies, so he shelved them.

On the day of Xu Yanxin's birthday, he finished class and was going to find Xu Yanxin to celebrate his birthday, but unexpectedly, Ye Yuqing was waiting outside the classroom, and the first thing he said when he saw him was: "Xu Yanxin will accept my confession."

Jiang Yu sneered, "Today is not April Fool's Day."

Ye Yuqing smiled, "You can say whatever you want." The golden boy and girl from the Department of Law and the Department of Biology can be called a perfect match, but Jiang Yu thinks that he knows Xu Yanxin, and he has never seen Xu Yanxin treat Ye Yuqing in the slightest. Affection.

That day, Xu Yanxin attended class very late. He was standing downstairs, holding a bouquet of roses, ignoring the whispers of people coming and going, trying to draw a perfect sentence for his youth, although he was nervously twitching. A few cigarettes scalded three roses.However, before get out of class was over, the entire teaching building fell into a raucous carnival as if a firecracker had been ignited.

A boy rushed out of the teaching building and shouted at the onlookers: "Yes! Xu Yanxin agreed!"

The onlookers whistled and clapped their hands.

Jiang Yu frowned, put aside the crowds of people who gathered to sing praises, and took the elevator to the top floor. His hands were creaked by him, and he thought he was fully prepared.The elevator door opened, Shou Xing stood in the middle of the crowd, holding Ye Yuqing's hand, smiling shyly.

And the people around were laughing, asking when they got married, when they got married, Xu Yanxin's face became more and more red, but Ye Yuqing smiled and said: "We have had baby relatives since we were young."

When Jiang Yu was very young, he once picked up a wounded bird on the balcony, and he treated its bloody scars. It lay on his palm, staring at him with bright black eyes, Only his figure can be printed in the pupil.He is full of love and affection for it, thinking that the bird has only him, and he is its whole world.He named it, caught mealworms for it, and covered it in bed to keep warm.However, before winter, the little bird stood on the railing of the balcony. He thought the little bird just wanted to see the scenery, but it flapped its wings and flew into the sky without looking back, leaving him stretching his arms in vain.

Seeing him, Xu Yanxin said, "Actually..."

Jiang Yu didn't want to listen to his explanation anymore, but stuffed the rose into his arms, "I made dried flowers for you. You haven't been watching dried flower videos recently."

Xu Yanxin blinked, a little confused, "So many?"

Jiang Yu smiled and said, "Multiple is good. Even if you fail countless times, you will succeed once."

Xu Yanxin tilted her head, as if she didn't quite understand what he said, "I'm going home late today, but I'll be back before midnight. You wait for me to come back and eat cake together."

Jiang Yu responded, but Xu Yanxin was a little dissatisfied. He took his elbow and fumbled in his pocket, "Where's my gift? Didn't you say you were going to give me something amazing a few days ago? Hurry up." Hand it over, if it's a screaming chicken, I'll be mad at you."

Jiang Yu smiled, "That item...is sold out, so I didn't get it."

Xu Yanxin sighed, as if disappointed.Jiang Yu couldn't help but said: "When you come back, can I take you to eat Dabianlu?" Before Xu Yanxin could say yes, Ye Yuqing in the distance called Xu Yanxin away.

Jiang Yu secretly smiled and said that as soon as Ye Yuqing became his real girlfriend, she began to enforce her rights and stay away from lawbreakers like him.Xu Yanxin was pushed forward by them, but for some reason, she always looked back at him, as if she had something to say.But Jiang Yu did enough superficial work, smiled, and waved to him to let him go quickly, but he didn't know that his arm was like the arm that was stretched out to the bird back then.

That night, Xu Yanxin did not come back.

Jiang Yu ate the cake in silence.

Xu Yanxin was that flying bird, which happened to pass by his island and take a rest temporarily, but it didn't know that it touched a person's silent dream.

What is longer than the dream is the youth that died without a disease, and the ten years of indulging in the future.

When he boarded the plane, he looked at the lone candy on the plate, maybe Xu Yanxin would never find out that there was a piece missing in that candy, and he would never discover the secret of the candy bottom.

The author says:

Begging starfish~ From the perspective of Brother Dao, Xinxin is completely a scumbag kkk