My ancestors wouldn't let me be gay

"Has this ever happened before?"

"No." Sheng Mingkao anxiously rolled up the note on the doctor's desk, waiting for the doctor to make a conclusion.

The doctor asked him again: "Can't you get hard just once?"

"Correct."

"Before this time, did you encounter anything impressive?"

Sheng Mingkao recalled that impulsive kiss of Makizaki again, and replied affirmatively: "Yes."

"please say."

Sheng Mingkao looked around and found that besides the doctor in front of him, there was a nurse beside him in the room. Sheng Mingkao looked at the nurse sister in embarrassment.

Seeing his small eyes, the nurse understood: "Doctor, I'm going out for a while, call me if you need something."

The doctor nodded, raised his pen and said, "Go ahead, and come back after this coy kid finishes talking."

Sheng Ming Castanopsis: "...." In front of the doctors and nurses, Sheng Ming Castanopsis has lost a drop of its secrets, really no drop of it.

"Can we talk now?" After clearing the room, the doctor leaned back in his chair and looked at him with a smile.

Sheng Mingchen swallowed his saliva, and then said: "I was kissed by a male... female classmate last week."

Through the glasses, the doctor looked into Sheng Ming's heart with sharp eyes, and questioned his soul: "Is it a male classmate or a female classmate?"

"Female...male." Sheng Mingkao compromised under the doctor's persuasive eyes, let out a sigh of relief, and said.

"Well, you must describe your problem with the doctor without reservation, otherwise the doctor will not know where your crux is and can't treat it." The doctor Chunchun persuaded, then raised his chin and motioned him to continue: "Then what ?”

"Then, I wondered if I was that... Same thing, I found a small movie, watched it for a while, and found that I couldn't get hard." Sheng Mingkao felt that this doctor was really terrible, and said His secret stripped down to the bottom of his underwear.

"Well, I probably know that you have a psychological problem." The doctor said.

Sheng Mingchen sat up straight. He didn't expect that he would have psychological problems, but this just explained another problem: "Then you mean, I have no physical problems?"

"Yes."

"Then how to treat the psychological problems, doctor?" Sheng Mingcaster asked after he was relieved and then heaved a sigh of relief after knowing that there was no problem with his body.

"Concrete analysis of specific problems, your teacher taught you, right?" the doctor asked.

"Teached."

"Then take a look at what subject I wrote here?"

"Andrology."

"What department should I study for psychological problems?"

"Go to the psychiatry department to see a psychiatrist?"

"so smart."

"..." Then, with the referral from the andrologist, Sheng Mingkao went to the sixth floor to see the psychology department. With the intervention of the psychologist, he finally figured out that he was "homophobic".

"The World Health Organization has removed homosexuality from mental illness as early as 1990, that is, homosexuality is no longer a mental illness, and what we have to do is to accept the homosexual group, don't be afraid of them, and treat them like normal people. alright."

When Sheng Mingcheng came out of the hospital, it was already sunset, and he was sitting on the bus in a daze.

It turned out that the problem was not with Makizaki.

But yourself, homophobic?

Then, to solve the problem of homophobia, we must constantly contact the problem itself—Makizaki, approach the problem from the root, and solve the problem, so that his little brother can stand up again.

Sounds like a daunting task!

Sheng Mingkai had no idea how to treat his homophobia, and returned to Jidi Street dejectedly. Passing the entrance of the splendid villa on Jidi Street, a figure suddenly appeared in the dark and narrow alley.

"Ah, damn it!"

Sheng Mingchen let out a low cry.

After seeing the figure clearly, Sheng Mingcaster put down the courage to raise his throat, and said, "Why are you guarding the door of your own house? Didn't you bring the key?"

Makizaki shook his head. Under the moonlight, half of the sleeves under the boy's right-angled shoulders showed a nice geometric shape. As he shook his head and swayed around, he heard Makizaki say, "I'm waiting for you."

Only then did Sheng Mingke remember that he asked Mu Qi to wait at home during the day, and went out to bring him a small cake. Now it was dark and the cake shop was closed.

Sheng Ming Castanopsis, where can I buy small cakes?

Mu Qi's mind is not on the gift, although it is better to have a gift, if not, he doesn't mind, what he is worried about is Sheng Mingkao's physical problem: "What did the doctor say?"

Sheng Mingjiao felt that he couldn't tell him all about his problems in going to see a psychiatrist.

Brother Cheng also wants to save face, okay?

Especially when it comes to the dignity of men!

"Hehehe, it's okay." He laughed twice.

Sheng Mingcheng began to make up: "Didn't I have a bit of dry mouth and nosebleeds recently? The doctor told me not to be so stressed in the college entrance examination, relax, and receive the college entrance examination with a normal attitude. It is best to go to bed on time and not stay up late." ..." Sheng Mingkao made it to the end, even he couldn't listen anymore.

Let me just ask, he said that the college entrance examination was stressful in front of the first grader at the end of a grade, if Yuan Kai heard it, he could laugh at him for half a year.

Who knows, Mu Qi wrote down what he said one by one, and said to him: "I think you have no problem studying, but you haven't found the right way to study, can I help you?"

Makizaki's eyes can see the light under the moonlight. He looks forward to helping Sheng Mingkao solve his problems and solve all his troubles, and it is best to help him improve his grades.

In the invisible future of Sheng Mingcheng, Makizaki has already planned the future of the two of them one by one.

First of all, the first thing is to let Castanopsis Sheng Ming enter the university.

Sheng Mingkao rubbed the back of his neck, then scratched the back of his head, and said, "No, there's no need."

However, Mu Qi stepped forward and took his hand. After three years of observation, he knew best that Sheng Mingkao was easy to soften his heart. As long as he showed a slight aggrieved expression, Sheng Mingkao would immediately compromise.

"I've been waiting for you here for a whole day. I was so worried about you that I didn't even eat, you know? Let me help you?" Makizaki said sincerely.

"Oh, ah, good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good." No matter when, Sheng Ming could not face the grievance that Mu Qi showed to him, and the coquettish behavior that Mu Qi himself could not detect.

"Then it's settled, I'll make a study plan for you tomorrow." Mu Qi said with a smile on his face.

"Okay, um, let me ask you something." Sheng Mingkao recalled what the psychiatrist said in his mind, that he needs to spend more time with Musaki and get rid of his homophobia, so that his illness can be completely cured.

"You said."

Sheng Mingjiao asked: "Well, how do you men fall in love with men?"

Mu Qi was taken aback, he didn't understand either, his concept of homosexuality was only left in this person in front of him, because in the spring and March, the boy wore hairpins around his ears, which drenched him throughout the summer.

"I, I don't know, but it's said on TV that you should spend more time with your partner, maybe it's not much different from falling in love with men and women?" Makisaki said.

The psychiatrist's words sounded in Sheng Mingjiao's ears again: "Don't be afraid of them, just treat them like normal people."

"Yes, I think so too." Sheng Mingkao affirmed.

Physical contact must be indispensable for normal couples, Sheng Mingkai held his hands in front of his chest, and looked at Mu Qi with affection.

After a while, Makizaki asked, "Do you feel it?"

Sheng Mingchen replied: "Yes", "How does it feel?"

"A little nauseous."

"..." It wasn't that Sheng Mingkao felt disgusted at Makisaki, but that he had been on the bus all day, and he really vomited when he relaxed in a highly tense situation.

"Well, I'm not talking to you... vomit..." Sheng Ming cast a lot of bitter water while bowing his waist and supporting his knees. He only remembered now that he hadn't eaten for a day.

Seeing Mu Qi's hurt expression, Sheng Ming Kao vomited and explained: "I'm motion sick, vomit~" Hearing that the other party wasn't disgusting himself, Mu Qi suddenly felt relieved, entered the room, and took mineral water for Sheng Ming Kao to rinse his mouth , and removed two motion sickness pills.

"Take medicine."

Sheng Mingkao held the mineral water, leaned on the wall with one hand, stretched out the tip of his tongue, rolled the medicine pills from the palm of Makizaki and swallowed them.

Who knew that Mu Qi dodged when the tip of his tongue touched his palm, Sheng Mingkao almost missed the medicine, and said with water in his mouth, "What are you doing, the medicine almost fell off."

"Palm." Makizaki clasped his hands behind his back, clasping his fingers tightly, "itch."

Castanopsis Shengming: "?"

Not knowing what kind of strange Su point Mu Qi is, Sheng Mingkao licked his palm after taking the medicine, held it up to him and said, "It's not itchy."

"You lick me, itchy." If you look carefully, you can see that Makizaki's ears are slightly red now, and the brows are still slightly raised, indicating that although the owner of the body is shy, he is in a good mood.

After swallowing two motion sickness pills, Sheng Mingchen felt much better, and said to Mu Qi: "Hey, would you like to go to my house for something to eat?"

Makisaki's eyes lit up: "Yes."

Sheng Mingcastan: "..." I always feel like we are leading wolves into the house.

"Grandma, I'm back." As soon as Sheng Mingcai got home, he took off his migrant work clothes, and shouted to Grandma Xiuzhi who was listening to the music in the main room.

"I can hear you, why are you shouting so loudly!" Sheng Chen Xiuzhi, who was wearing a hearing aid, had more sensitive ears than anyone else. Hearing the sound of Castanopsis Sheng Ming coming back, he walked out from the main room with a cane, and saw his grandson following behind him. a boy.

I saw the boy's delicate features, with a sense of alienation between his eyebrows and eyes. When he looked at his grandson, his eyes flickered, and the long eyelashes flickered to cover the deep emotion in his eyes.

When she saw herself, Wei Wei nodded towards herself, and called softly: "Grandma."

"Hey."

"Whose child is this?" Sheng Chen Xiuzhi took out the old goggles hanging on his chest, hung it on the bridge of his nose, looked at it carefully for a while, and said to his grandson, "It looks familiar."

Sheng Mingchen paused when he took off his clothes, and didn't even take off his clothes. He quickly came out of the room, pulled Mu Qi to Sheng Chen Xiuzhi, and said, "Grandma, recognize me again."

When the person came to the front, the brows and eyes were clear, and the outline of the nose and eyes could be seen clearly, then he recognized: "This is the grandson of the old grandson."

Laosuntou is Mu Qi’s grandfather. He used to be in the same production team as Sheng Chen Xiuzhi, and they all called him Laosuntou. Later, after liberation, Laosuntou went to sea to do business and prospered. He came back and built a second residence. The street is the most beautiful and majestic. House of.

That is the house that Makizaki lives in now.

However, the old grandson passed away very early.

Sheng Mingjiao paused when he heard that, recently Sheng Chen Xiuzhi always mentioned the old man who had passed away, a bad thought arose in his heart, and it was not easy to show any danger in front of Mu Qi.

"Yes, it's his grandson, who is now my classmate."

"Classmate, classmate." Sheng Chen Xiuzhi raised her hand to touch Sheng Mingcastan's head, and said, "Grandma has boiled sugar water, drink it with classmates."

Sheng Ming had a sore nose and felt a little depressed. He suppressed the soreness and helped the old man go back to sit down and set the table for her before going to the kitchen with Mu Qi to get some sugar water to drink.

During the whole process, Mu Qi stared at him, not letting go of even the slightest feeling that he was wrong. Before leaving Sheng's house, Mu Qi said another strange sentence: "I will accompany you."

It's strange, after experiencing cheating, passing exams and changing classes, Sheng Mingkao can understand all the words that Makizaki doesn't understand at the first time.

Before sending him back, Sheng Ming called to stop Mu Qi: "Brother Qi."

"Ah."

"Don't give up anything for me, I beg you."

For a long time, the two teenagers under the moonlight looked at each other, holding on to their own attachments in silence. When the dark clouds covered the moon, Mu Qi said in a low voice: "Okay."