My ancestors wouldn't let me be gay

In the few days after the college entrance examination, Sheng Chen Xiuzhi's spirit was surprisingly good, but after that week, it slowly began to decline, and most of the time, she was lying on the bed and falling asleep.

Sheng Chen Xiuzhi also knew that she was going to die.

One night, while he was still clear, he called Castanopsis Shengming to the bed and began to make his last wish.

Sheng Ming's eyes were red, but Sheng Chen Xiuzhi had difficulty speaking, and he didn't dare to interrupt what she wanted to say with great emotion.

"I'm gone...after...the cemetery is...expensive...don't buy it, and be buried with your grandfather." Sheng Chen Xiuzhi spoke with great effort, After speaking, he swallowed his saliva and rested for a while before continuing to speak the following words intermittently.

Sheng Mingkao touched her hand and listened quietly, with red eyes, he said: "Okay, remember."

"My dear grandson...don't be afraid, people will die when they get old...you have to live well, go to a good university, grandma...you have some money in your passbook...you take it Going to college." Sheng Chen Xiuzhi looked at him worriedly.

After all, it's her grandson who has been with her for half her life. She knows that Sheng Mingjiao doesn't want to go to college. In the past, she felt that she would drag her grandson down.

Going out from Zhanning and going outside, Castanopsis shengming is so good, it is worth seeing the more beautiful world outside.

"Promise...promise me." Sheng Chen Xiuzhi grabbed Sheng Mingcastan's palm with his fingers.

With this little effort, all the strength has been exhausted. The old man was panting fiercely on the pillow.

Sheng Mingjiao met grandma's expectant eyes, tears streaming down his face, he wiped his face, wet water droplets moistened his dry palms, and said hoarsely: "Okay, I'll go."

Only then did Sheng Chen Xiuzhi nod her head, lay down for a long time, and then said again: "Makizaki is a good boy...he takes good care of you...you, don't quarrel...have a good temper... ....You take good care of him too..." At this moment, only the sadness of grandma's imminent departure remained in Sheng Mingkao's heart, and he didn't understand what grandma's words meant, holding grandma's hand and pressing it against his cheek, With tears in her eyes, she agreed: "Okay, don't quarrel."

Sheng Chen Xiuzhi smiled gratifiedly, looked at Sheng Mingcastan, touched his face reluctantly, and said the last sentence: "Grow up well."

Sheng Mingcheng cried and replied: "Okay."

Since then, Sheng Chen Xiuzhi has fallen into a lethargic sleep, occasionally waking up, her mind is confused, her eyes are sluggish, Sheng Mingcaster held the last hope and invited a barefoot doctor on the street to see him, the doctor shook his head after reading it: "Get ready for the funeral." .”

Sheng Mingkao sent the doctor out and tried his best to inquire about the funeral with the neighbors in the neighborhood.

Mu Qi stayed by his side every day. Seeing that Sheng Mingkao had grown from 130 catties to skinny, Sheng Mingkao stayed by Grandma Sheng's side all the time, looking forward to talking to him when grandma woke up.

"Would you like something to eat?" Makizaki said while holding the steamed egg custard.

Sheng Mingkao held grandma's hand and shook his head: "I can't eat it."

Grandma Sheng has been hanging for a while, basically can't feed anything, and can only feed some grape water.

Sheng Mingkao knew what grandma was still worried about.

On the day when the results came out, Mu Qi checked his own and also Sheng Ming's. The first time he saw the results, Mu Qi was overjoyed and told Sheng Ming: "503 points."

Sheng Mingkao nodded, held grandma's hand, and said softly to the dying old man, "I know you have my grades in your heart. I got my grades today. I got 503 points in the exam, so I can go to undergraduate."

After he finished speaking, Grandma Sheng moved her hand slightly, opened her chaotic eyes, and glanced at her grandson again. This time, she watched for a long ten seconds before slowly closing her eyes.

Sheng Mingkao waited for 5 minutes before breaking down and crying: "It's a pity to walk slowly when you get there. It's a pity that I didn't have time to repay you for your hard work all your life. It's a pity, grandma."

Sheng Mingcheng knelt on the ground and kowtowed three times to the grandma who closed her eyes, and the grandma who passed away peacefully, and Mu Qi also kowtowed three times behind him, and said dumbly: "Go slowly."

Sheng Mingkao's cry came from the wing room, and the neighbors who had gathered together in the yard to help Sheng Mingkao knew that it was the old man who had left, and wiped their tears with their sleeves.

Aunt Zhao cried the most.

Sun Yuan hurried back and hurried back. As soon as she entered the door, she heard muffled cries all over the yard. This beautiful and generous lady burst into tears in an instant. When she entered the wing room, she saw that she was kneeling on the ground of two sons.

As well as the motionless old man on the bed, she approached the bed, crying: "Grandma."

All of a sudden, the sound of wailing filled the small house, and no one was crying, no one was in pain.

Sheng Mingkao cried and passed out three times, and it was Mu Qi who caught him behind him, and then fed him grape water. Sheng Mingkao woke up and crawled to Grandma Sheng's coffin to guard.

The old man's funeral was cumbersome, the two and a half-year-old children didn't take care of it, Sheng Ming could not hold back his grief, Mu Qi knew half of it, but fortunately Sun Yuan came back.Sun Yuan endured her grief. She grew up in Zhanning and knew most of the customs here, so she directed her neighbors to prepare for the funeral.

In this way, Mu Qi guarded Castanopsis Shengming, Sun Yuan directed the affairs of the family, and stopped the spirit for the funeral.

According to the old man's last wish, Sheng Mingkao buried his grandma's ashes with his grandpa's, and buried his grandpa's military uniform together.

Sheng Mingcaster still couldn't accept his big grandma, and suddenly turned into a small jar, buried deep in the ground whether he wanted it or not.After finishing the funeral, Castanna Sheng Ming came to his senses and realized that it was already the end of August.

Now when he goes home and opens the door, no one tells him, "I'm back."

He saw the empty home, only a yard of bougainvilleas reminded him that the old man had lived.

He watered and fertilized the bougainvillea every day, and the bougainvillea bloomed a few sparse flowers.

He sat under the flower trellis and began to clean up his grandmother's inheritance and consolidate his own property.

From now on, these are the assets that he survived, and he is the only one left.

When Sheng Mingkao was cleaning up, he was surprised to find that his grandma had saved more than 10 yuan for him over the years. He held his passbook, and his eyes began to blur. This money was left by grandma for her college use.

Go to college, college?

Sheng Mingkao suddenly remembered that he didn't seem to fill in the application.

If you didn't fill in the application form, how about going to a fart university?

Sheng Mingkao hurriedly called Chen Senwen: "Hello, teacher."

The person over there should have just woken up. Chen Senwen's voice was a little hoarse. He glanced at the caller and it was Castanopsis Sheng Ming, so he quickly got up to answer it: "Hello, Castanopsis Shengming."

"Well, it's me."

"That, I'm sorry."

"Well, thank you teacher."

Chen Senwen was full of ambiguous marks. His neck, waist, and chest were all traces of love. On his waist was Xu Yu's arm. Xu Yu was very dissatisfied with him getting up early in the morning to answer the phone. He hugged him back into his arms and continued to sleep.

"Well, teacher, I want to ask, after my grades come out, it seems that I haven't filled in my volunteers?" It's been a month since the deadline for filling in volunteers, and I just remembered at this time, what's the use of that, some students at this time Having already received the admission notice, Sheng Mingkao panicked in his heart. Could it be that he really has no books to read?

Chen Senwen said softly: "Don't worry, when you had something to do at home, the teacher asked Mu Qi to fill in your volunteers. The school you filled in was quite good, and it was the best university you could get into with this score. The admission notice is two days away. You should come down, and the teacher will notify you to go back to school to get it."

"what!"

Sheng Mingcheng was pleasantly surprised. He thought that he would have no books to read because he missed the application, but the teacher told him that there was a snail girl like Muzaki.Sheng Mingkao's heart was ups and downs like a roller coaster: "Oh, thank you teacher, you are busy."

Through the mobile phone, Sheng Mingkao could hear Director Xu's resentment on the other side of the screen, as well as the sound of kissing water.

He hung up the phone in embarrassment, put away his passbook, and prepared to go to Musaki's house.

But he went to Makizaki's house, but found no one was at home.

Only the nanny was cleaning, and Sheng Mingkao asked her, "Auntie, where is Mu Qi?"

The nanny said, "The young master and his wife are traveling abroad."

"what?"

Sheng Mingcai returned without success, took out his phone at home and called Mu Qi, and only after getting through did he suddenly realize that international long-distance calls are very expensive.

Fortunately, after the phone rang a few times, Makizaki got through: "Hello, Brother Kao."

Suddenly hearing a familiar voice, Sheng Mingkao's heart fluctuated a little. This voice belonged to him.

No, it doesn't belong to him now.

Sheng Mingkai seemed to be poured a bucket of cold water. He used to say that they broke up after the college entrance examination. Now that the college entrance examination is over, they also broke up.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Mu Qi fed him a few more times before Sheng Ming Kai came back to his senses: "Brother Qi, I'm sorry to interrupt your trip with auntie."

Mu Qi was silent for a few seconds before saying, "Brother Castan, we don't need to be so strange."

Sheng Mingjiao paused, he laughed a few times, and said, "I...I don't want to either. Didn't I just think about it, are we separated? We can't be as close as before..."

"We can be as close as ever," Makisaki said.

Sheng Mingchen scratched his head, and then asked: "Well, I want to ask you, when you helped me fill out the application, which school did you fill in?"

Makisaki said: "It's the best university you can go to with your scores."

"Where is it?"

"Zhanning University."

Sheng Ming was stunned for a moment, then smiled happily, and said, "Didn't Zhan University say that it will be promoted this year? Where can I get my score?"

Makizaki also smiled and said, "Well, it's the last one, you're very lucky."

Sheng Mingkao asked, "Then what major did you enroll me in?"

"Literature major."

Sheng Mingkao paused again, before he asked: "How do you know?"

Makizaki took a few steps and walked out of the house, and saw his mother and a group of friends having a barbecue, music playing downstairs, dancers dancing, singing, and Sun Yuan holding mutton skewers with an aunt fight dance.

Mu Qi smiled softly, and said: "Brother Castan, the lyrics are written in a notebook, and sooner or later one day they will be sung to maximize their value."

Sheng Mingkao's face softened, and he was deeply touched, no one had ever understood him like Mu Qi, and he had no regrets in life to have such a confidant.

"Okay, I didn't even have time to ask you, where did you report?" Sheng Mingkao asked.

The voice on the other side of the phone froze, Mu Qi's breathing became lighter, and Sheng Mingkao also became tense with his breathing. He was already mentally prepared that Mu Qi might go to a better school and would not stay in Zhanning.

Makizaki deserves better schools too.

Who knows, Mu Qi said softly: "Brother Castan, you don't want to know."

Sheng Mingkao felt sore in his heart, yes, both of them broke up, and they still knew what they were doing, he was the one who brought up the breakup, and now it seemed that he couldn't let go.

"Oh, well, then you have fun."

"Well, brother, are you feeling better?"

"Okay, it's much better, thank you." Sheng Mingkao rubbed his eyes for some reason, hung up the phone in a hurry, and squatted under the flower stand by himself.

The sand was kneaded in more and more, making his eyes hurt and tears came out.

After squatting and kneading for a while, but no sand came out, he simply leaned against the flower tree, let his eyes look at the sky blankly, and whispered: "I am left alone again."