My ancestors wouldn't let me be gay

In the first ten days of September, the autumn is high and the air is crisp, the sky is bright and the air is clear.

Sheng Mingjiao reported to the school alone, and he didn't carry his luggage. When he was walking loosely on the campus, the new girl thought he was a sophomore and junior senior, and seeing his casual handsome look, There are quite a lot of people who come to strike up a conversation.

"Senior... Senior, how do I get to No. 1 teaching building?" The one who came to strike up a conversation was a cute girl with two braids. She was very courageous and would strike at handsome guys.

Sheng Mingkao was walking with his hands in his pockets, and was blocked by a girl dragging a suitcase to ask for directions. He was not pretentious, and his biggest feature was his natural smiling face. When he was not smiling, he was gentle and sunny. The summer is not as dazzling as him.

"I'm new here too, I don't know, but I can open the map and tell you." Sheng Mingcheng smiled, opened the Gaode map, and began to search for Building 1.

Song Yu was a little surprised. She thought this person was a sophomore and junior, but she was also a freshman. Since everyone is a freshman, of course they have to take care of each other. Also, Sheng Mingjiao looks so pretty when he smiles, right?

She looks good, tall and has long legs, exuding a warm and sunny temperament, which is very close to girls.

Song Yu sneaked a few glances at Sheng Mingcastan when he lowered his head to study the map.

The more I watched, the more I liked it, and I pressed the button of dating in college in my heart.

After sending Song Yu to teaching building No. 1, Sheng Mingxi waited for her to report, and took Song Yu's box to the dormitory before leaving.

Song Yu arrived late, and all the girls in the dormitory saw that she was sent in by an extremely handsome and sunny boy. After the girls got acquainted with each other in the dormitory, they all asked her: "Oh, that was your boyfriend just now? "

Song Yu was holding the phone, waiting for Sheng Mingkai to pass her WeChat application, with a smile on her lips, she said shyly, "No."

"Who is that? What department? It looks like a sophomore?"

"No, freshman."

Song Yu hasn't asked the other party's department so far. When she asked, the other party was probably afraid of being found by her, so he used all kinds of jokes to laugh it off. "Same class? He looks so handsome."

Song Yu said, "That's right, I'm planning to chase him."

Castanopsis shengming did not know when the first peach blossom was about to bloom.

After he reported in the literature department, he went to the dormitory to take a look. Most of the people had come. There were six people living in one dormitory. After introducing each other's names, Sheng Mingjiao looked at the uniform bedding on his bed and began to worry.

Because of family reasons, he never lived on campus.

From the corner of his eye, when he saw his roommate taking off his clothes to take a shower because of the hot weather, his back stiffened and he ran out of the dormitory as if fleeing.

Everyone knew that he was from the local area, and they thought he had gone home after reporting, so they ignored him.

Sheng Mingjiao was walking aimlessly on the campus, and he didn't realize until now that he was completely broken by a straight man.

A novice gay like him is still not used to his new identity, he is a little bit embarrassed thinking about whether to stay or not?

But it would be nice to live in a lively dormitory with a group of people, lest he go back to live at home and face the four walls alone.

Also, what he mainly wants to express is not these.

It was the man who bent him, and he hadn't seen anyone for two whole months.

Now, it is estimated that it has been reported in the new school, right?

What will Makizaki encounter in his new school?

Has a new classmate approached him?

Or, did someone of the same sex show affection to him?

Will he accept it?

Did he consider spending the rest of his life with someone other than himself?

When Sheng Mingkao thought that he was not standing next to Mu Qi, he felt uncomfortable all over, his chest felt tight, and he felt unhappy.

He had just recovered from the grief of his grandma's death, and he was about to accept the reality of his broken love. Either of these two things was a fatal blow to him.

Sheng Mingcastan couldn't think of a reason after much deliberation.

He couldn't take the initiative to contact Makizaki, as if he couldn't let go.

Glancing at the time, it was still early, so Sheng Mingkao went to Yuan Kai's school to see his friend.

Yuan Kai was successfully admitted to the junior college next door, but the management of the junior college was not the same as that of the undergraduate. After two and a half years of junior college, he could basically come out for an internship.

Yuan Kai chose the e-commerce major, and there are quite a few beauties in this major.

But when Sheng Mingjiao saw Yuan Kai, Kaizi was not in a good mood.

Sheng Ming cast his arms around his shoulders and asked, "Kai Zi, is this abnormal? What's going on?"

Yuan Kai wiped his face. He saw that the youthful girls in the campus were not all prettier than Luo Yan, but this kind of beauty was never as amazing as the girl with firm eyes, dream in heart and the courage to pursue dreams.

Yuan Kai scratched his hair and said: "Brother Castan, no, there is a kind of person, she is not the best in the world, but she just makes you forget, not to mention we haven't got any results yet, she has gone far away, from now on, She is the kite hanging in the air, but the thread that hangs her is not in my hands."

"Do you know this kind of discomfort? It means that you may never have any contact with her again. Can you understand this kind of discomfort?" Yuan Kai asked.

Luo Yan failed the college entrance examination and did not get into the undergraduate course. This girl is also a fierce girl. When she got the admission notice for college, she tore up the admission notice. Then she packed her luggage and went to Beijing to pursue her dream. family.

There are not many girls who can do this. Luo Yan not only surprised Yuan Kai, but also admired her courage.

Yuan Kai couldn't do without Zhanning, his parents were here, even though his heart had already flown to the outside world, he still came to study in his college.

Sheng Mingchi was silent for a while, and said, "I understand."

Makizaki has also become someone he can no longer contact.

In the past, Makizaki's string was held in his hands, but when Makizaki's kite was put into the highest sky, he cut off the string with his own hands.

Sheng Mingjie put his arms around Yuan Kai's shoulders, and said: "Where there is no fragrant grass in the end of the world, why bother to fall in love with a single flower, let's go, my brother invites you to drink."

Yuan Kai gave him face, and that night the two of them went to the bar where Sheng Mingjiao worked, and went home after getting drunk.

Yuan Kai was taken care of by his parents when he returned home, Sheng Mingkao sent him back with drunkenness, Aunt Yuan cursed: "Damn it, I'm so drunk", she took a towel and made hangover tea.

Seeing that, Sheng Ming's eyes were red.

He stumbled back to his home, the yard was pitch dark, and the old wing room was out of lights. He opened the door of the hall and saw the black and white photo of grandma hanging with his grandparents, and murmured while holding the photo, "I miss you so much." you."

From that moment on, Castanopsis Sheng decided to stay, because loneliness was too scary.

This dormitory is indeed very lively, Sheng Mingcheng is with this group of wild college students, and it is full of laughter all the time.

He was so lonely, and desperately needed something with fireworks to fill his empty heart.

"Hey, brother Xie, I heard that our department is going to chase after you, so you can give a speech to make the brothers who are single mothers and fetuses happy?" Cai Fei is from other provinces, and he is the most gossip. Talking non-stop, it is basically the broadcasting station of the dormitory, as long as he knows the secret, the whole dormitory knows.

Sheng Mingcastan was reading a collection of essays, looked up blankly and said, "Ah? Who is Xihua?"

I really can't blame him for being confused. It's been half a month since school started, and he's only moved into the dormitory for three days. He's still adapting to the dormitory environment in these three days. He doesn't care about things and people outside the dormitory at all.

Cai Fei was heartbroken, pointed at him and began to condemn: "You prodigal son, didn't you help others carry their luggage when school started? Why did you forget such a cute and beautiful little girl in a blink of an eye?"

Sheng Ming is wronged, he said: "No, where did I go wrong?"

"You don't make waves? You are just a little white dragon in waves. Half of the girls in the school know you. They even made a post for you in the post bar. Do you know that?"

?/p, Sheng Mingcastan said honestly, "I really don't know."

He basically doesn't care about external things, his heart seems to stop beating when someone leaves.

What's more, he doesn't have any thoughts about girls now?

Made, blame the bastard Makizaki.

Sheng Mingkao turned on his phone and looked at all kinds of candid photos of him on the post bar, including those on the playground, fetching water, and eating.

He is lively and loves to laugh, and he is sunny and healthy. These girls even made him a lot of emoticons.

Life without love.JPG This is the day he moved into the dormitory, the suitcase lever was broken, standing on the school road looking at the dormitory that was still halfway away, his face without love was photographed like this.

Sheng Mingkao saved these emoticons one by one, and prepared to use them when.

"Hey, what kind of relationship are you talking about? Young people, you should spend your energy on serious business. Brother Xie, do you want to join our basketball club?" Du Ziyu is a member of the basketball club, and he is the only one in the whole dormitory who joins the club.

These days, he is persuading people in the dormitory to join his basketball club every day.

He didn't persuade everyone, but he was especially persuasive when he persuaded Sheng Mingcastle, because one day when this guy was playing ball in the playground, he asked Sheng Mingcastle who passed by to help him pick up a ball. Du Ziyu was so excited to score the basket, he immediately remembered this brother who left an arrogant back after the shot.

Coincidentally, when he returned to the dormitory, he found out that this was his roommate.

If there is such a fate, it must be won!

"Join, Brother Cheng丨" Sheng Mingcheng hesitated, "But I don't have much time, and I still have to work part-time."

Du Ziyu was also considerate: "Blind, contemporary college students who don't have anything to do, don't worry, the president of the basketball club is my senior in high school, and I don't call you for meetings or anything, just play games, you just go on the court."

Sheng Mingkao couldn't refute the new roommate's face, so after thinking about it for a few days, he agreed.

After studying in college, I have a lot more time all of a sudden. Without the tension of full classes in high school, Sheng Mingkao has a lot of time to think about life.

But in this life, fantasy is useless.

He found a composition teacher outside the school and planned to learn composition.

In the future, when I don't know what to do, I will be an amateur songwriter.

He ran outside every day, and no one restrained him. After time was free, he felt more and more like a duckweed without roots. Wherever the lake sent him, it didn't matter.

This feeling is too uncomfortable, as if he doesn't know when he will step on the ground.

One foot in the air is the abyss.

In order not to let himself become an abyss, he constantly has to learn other things to enrich himself, such as drums, guitars, pianos, and bass. He spends all day in the bar where he works, learning musical instruments with those bass players.

Everyone saw that he was smart, eager to learn and good at being a man, and everyone was convinced by his mouth-to-mouth, so they taught him patiently.

On this day, when Sheng Ming was playing the drums, Du Ziyu called him: "Hey, Brother Cheng, come back to school quickly, and play a game with the Department of Foreign Affairs at five o'clock in the afternoon. I heard that they came here this time. Defender, hurry back and save the field."

Sheng Mingjiao put down his guitar, and asked with his mobile phone under his shoulder, "The Department of Foreign Affairs? How do you talk to the Department of Foreign Affairs?"

The Department of Foreign Affairs has always been the flower of Zhanning University, with the highest admission score. The possible nature determines that the eyes of the people in the Department of Foreign Affairs are higher than the top. Usually, when they meet people in the Department of Foreign Affairs in school, they don’t even look at other departments. people with a glance.

"I don't know what brother is thinking these days? We don't want to mess with those people in the Department of Foreign Affairs, okay!" Du Ziyu murmured warmly on the phone.

I don’t want to provoke him. He has seen a few players from the Department of Foreign Affairs. They are all tall and well-looking. talent.

If the Department of Literature is most famous for its beauties, then the Department of Foreign Affairs is famous for its handsome guys, and they are all handsome guys with their eyes above their heads.

Playing basketball with such a group of people, isn't it just to get angry?

Sheng Mingkao thought for a while, and it was fine anyway, so he agreed: "Okay, I'll go back right away.