My ancestors wouldn't let me be gay

Mu Qi was picked up by Sun Yuan.

After the game, Mu Qi kept answering the phone. It seemed that Sun Yuan called him. The two argued fiercely, until they walked out of the school gate and saw Sun Yuan's car.

Sheng Mingkao looked at the rear of the car that was gradually going away, the Mercedes-Benz logo changed from clear to blurry, Sheng Mingkao's heart seemed to be pressed against a heavy stone, and he couldn't breathe.

The pressure made him bend over, squat down, gasping for breath, and sweating profusely.

"How could this be?"

"Isn't that what you've been looking forward to?"

"Are you so happy?"

The flustered struggle in Sheng Mingkao's heart was all because of receiving a message "Makizaki is leaving".

Great.

He is finally leaving.

A ferocious beast is no longer because of who stays in the cage. He finally wants to leave the cage and rush to the vast grassland. The wild horses, porcupines, and cheetahs on the grassland are his best choices.

Sheng Mingjiao squatted on the ground in a daze, Bian Jing and Xie Ting stood by his side, waited for Sheng Mingcastle to return to normal, and he said after he didn't seem to have collapsed so much: "I won't participate in tonight's celebration banquet."

"Yeah." Bian Jing replied.

Sheng Mingkao hung his schoolbag on his shoulder, and he walked outside the school.

Bian Jing asked worriedly, "Where are you going?"

Sheng Ming stomped his feet, looking at the two people in front of him who were not inferior in appearance and body, he had always been bold enough to admit the matter with Mu Qi, so he pretended to be relaxed and said with a smile: "Buy my boyfriend a farewell gift."

There is not much time left for Sheng Mingkao to prepare. Professor Locke will only stay in China for ten or so days, and in these ten or so days, he will continue to play the next debate match in a university of higher learning in Beijing.

Makizaki will prepare materials and submit them to Stanford University in the next ten days.

Sheng Mingkao was like a skeleton whose flesh and blood had been stripped off quickly, obviously the pain and reluctance all over his body rushed to the top of the sky, but he still didn't cry out the pain.

When the pain was extreme, all that remained was nausea, inability to eat, repeated anxiety, and inability to sleep. I kept my eyes open until dawn, and as soon as dawn, I would go to various shopping malls and shop for earphones.

He wants to buy a pair of microphones or headphones for future diplomats.

Wish him every success, wish him a bright future.

Maki Qi found him on the tenth day. Under the dim streetlights, a slender figure stopped, and after confirming that it was him, he came running quickly.

"Why have you been avoiding me for the past ten days?" Mu Qi looked at the obviously emaciated man, with a pointed beard growing out of the delicate and fair skin, and the dark circles and bags under the eyes on his face were about to fall to the ground.

Obviously, Castanopsis Shengming tortured himself in an inhuman way in the past ten days.

"Why are you here?" Sheng Mingkao was holding an empty wine bottle in his hand, he was already close to fragments, and when he saw Mu Qi's face, he thought he was hallucinating.

He patted Makizaki's cheek with his hand, and said with a smile, "Sui, my boyfriend is as handsome as ever."

Mu Qi was speechless for a moment, then turned his head, Sheng Mingkai pinched his chin and turned his handsome face, speaking with the smell of alcohol.

"However, he won't be my boyfriend soon."

Mu Qi caught his crumbling body, snatched the empty wine bottle, threw it into the trash can, and walked away with a drunkard, Sheng Mingkao burped in his arms.

The smell of alcohol was so strong that Makizaki tilted his head.

Sheng Mingkai came over and held his face, and said almost obsessively: "Don't run away, let me see this handsome face again."

Mu Qi was held by him, and then this person came forward to peck his lips, and then quickly pushed away, maintaining a one-step distance.

Sheng Mingkao's eyes were blurred, trying to see Mu Qi's face clearly, the more blurred he looked, until a figure turned into a black spot, and then he lost consciousness.

Mu Qi stepped forward to catch his body, remained silent, and carried him back to Jidiju.

Take off his shoes and clothes, fetch water to scrub his body, the poor shepherd is so old, and he has never served a person like this, but this person is half drunk, and he is at his mercy like a dead dog.

In the past ten days, Mu Qi has been persuaded by his parents in turn. The parents, who are usually divided, seem to be united at this time. His mother is rather gentle, and she repeatedly said things that made him think about his future.

Mu Yuansheng was not so gentle. Sun Yuan tried to persuade him for ten days, but once Mu Yuansheng's violent temper came up and he reverted to his old ways, he was ready to lock him up again, and tied him up on the plane when the time came.

When someone arrives in the United States and enters Stanford, I don't believe that Makizaki can come back.

However, Mayor Mu's plan fell through.

Because his son is no longer a ten-year-old boy, this time Mu Qi punched Mu Yuansheng and escaped from the house, just to find Sheng Ming and tell himself that he did not want to go abroad.

But I didn't expect to see a drunk who couldn't communicate at all.

Sheng Mingkao slept until midnight, thirsty, and crawled under the covers like a worm, looking for water.

Fumbled and touched a warm body, and then recognized who it was with muscle memory.

"Huh!"

As soon as Sheng Mingkao lifted the quilt, he saw Mu Qi lying quietly beside him, with one hand still wrapping around his back, it was a kind of vigilance to prevent Sheng Mingkao from waking up and running away.

Sure enough, before Sheng Mingkao could speak, he exclaimed, and Mu Qi opened his eyes, staring at him as if staring at food, his eyes were sharp and dark.

Makizaki asked, "I'm sober."

Sheng Mingchen was afraid of him, especially afraid that he would come to chat late at night and force him to face things he didn't want to face, so he quickly lay down again, pretending to be dizzy, and shouted: "Thirsty...thirsty^" Mu Qi opened the Quilt, wearing a pair of gray cotton trousers, went to the kitchen to pour water for him.

Sheng Mingkai was racking his brains on how to escape tonight, Mu Qi fed him a glass of water, patted his bare back, and said, "Stop pretending, let's talk about something serious."

Sheng Mingchen muttered, "What men say on the bed doesn't count."

Mu Qi had a headache, so he lifted the quilt back to bed, and was about to continue sleeping with him in his arms: "It's fine, we'll talk when you wake up tomorrow."

Sheng Mingjiao's chin was on his collarbone, and the sandalwood on Mu Qi's body made him feel comfortable, and the two men who were preoccupied with their own affairs couldn't fall asleep.

Some people seem to have not slept even after sleeping all night.

But no one could tell who's breathing was messy, and it wasn't the sound of a sleeping person at all.

When it was almost dawn, Sheng Mingkao turned over and lay flat on the pillow, Mu Qi opened his eyes, Sheng Mingkao looked at the beams of the roof and the cobwebs between the beams.

"I don't want you to go."

Sheng Ming said.

Makizaki turned sideways, buried his head in his neck, and breathed in the warm breath of Castanopsis Shengming.

"But I must let you go."

Sheng Mingkao said again.

Makizaki tightened his grip and said, "No way."

"When you were admitted to Zhan University, did you ever think that you would be a burden to me?" Sheng Mingjiao turned his face and looked at his eyes full of disapproval.

"You are always like this. You always only consider your own mood when you do things, and only consider whether you want to follow your own heart. This is the case when you force me to be with you. This is the case when you are in the eighth class. In the end, the college entrance examination made you catch a cold. Control the score of the cold, and do everything so that everyone thinks that you really failed the exam before you come to Cham University." Sheng Mingkao said.

"No...it's not." Mu Qi's voice trembled slightly, faintly, he knew that Sheng Mingkao was going to say goodbye, he was afraid of what Sheng Mingkao would say next, and denied it.

"I understand you, Makizaki." Sheng Mingkao kissed the bridge of his nose.

"I know you better than yourself." Sheng Mingcastle's voice couldn't be softer.

"Since you have always only thought about yourself, then this time, can you also only think about yourself and go to Stanford." Sheng Mingkao persuaded.

Mu Qi sat up abruptly, lifted the quilt, picked up the clothes on the ground, and put them on.

He wants to get out of this place quickly.

He is leaving here.

Don't ever listen to Sheng Mingcastan tell you to leave.

"Is it okay to leave after listening to me?" Sheng Mingjiao got up from the bed, hugged his clothed hand, and stopped his movement.

Mu Qi took a deep breath, filled with arrogance and apprehension in his chest, turned around, and apologized to Sheng Ming: "I'm sorry, I was ignorant before, but I won't anymore, I will definitely discuss with you what I do in the future Do it later, okay? Please don't want me."

Sheng Mingjiao put his arms around his shoulders, accepting his hug and relying on him wholeheartedly.

The two hugged for a while without saying a word.

Only then did Sheng Mingkai pull away Mu Qi's hand tightly hugging his waist, and pulled him back to the bed, sitting on the edge of the bed, Sheng Mingcasti said: "Actually, I have foreseen this day a long time ago, but I didn't expect it to be so soon, at least , you have to graduate from college, and now, it’s only two years ahead of schedule.”

"We're never going to get to the end."

"I love you, Brother Qi, you don't have to doubt this." Sheng Mingcastan's soft lips kissed on Mu Qi's chin, and then moved upwards to kiss Mu Qi's lips, sucking and sucking for a while, carefully taste.

Makizaki responded to him.

Even knowing that the sweetness of this moment is just a foreshadowing for this person to say ruthless words in the next moment.

But at this moment, Mu Qi still decided to fall, as long as it was given by Sheng Ming, it doesn't matter even if it is poison.

Makizaki's hand reached into Sheng Mingkao's clothes, rubbing his firm and flat belly.

Sheng Mingcastan moved away a little bit, the silver threads at the corners of his mouth broke his thoughts: "But this time, listen to me."

"Let's go."

"The stars should shine on the Milky Way. Please forget about the mortals on the ground and go back to the sky."

Sheng Mingjin kissed him again, and he closed his eyes, not daring to look at Mu Qi's eyes at this moment, those eyes were red, forced red.

Mu Qi let Sheng Ming Kao kiss him, and persuaded him: "Let's go, brother Qi."

He clearly said that it was he who broke up, but it was also him that tears fell from the corners of his eyes.

He clearly said he loved him, but he was also the one who pushed him away.

It is a frank love, but also a broken love of separation.

Mu Qi pinched Sheng Ming Kao's chin, pinching Sheng Ming Kao's skin from white to blue, Sheng Ming Kao let out a pain, and Mu Qi's eyes were burning with anger, he asked Sheng Ming Kao again: "Are you sure you want me to go?"

With tears in his eyes, Sheng Mingchen nodded as if reluctantly parting with love.

Mu Qi was dissatisfied with his behavior, bit his lower lip, and forced: "Speak."

"Yes... sure."

Sheng Mingkao nodded indiscriminately, wiped his tears and nose, in order to see the anger on Mu Qi's face clearly, he wanted to get closer, come in a little more, and hug him again.

Mu Qi dumped him on the bed, immediately oppressed him, took off his clothes, unbuttoned his pants, and began to be violent: "Sheng Ming, you let me go, in the future, don't ask me to come back!"

This is a one-sided sex/love, Sheng Mingzhen has no way to get the slightest pleasure from this love, he is constantly being tortured, the force exerted on him by Makizaki makes him hurt, make him cry, make him If you can't live, you can't die.

"No...don't." Sheng Mingkao shouted weakly, but he didn't stop the person on him, and even hit his body with more force, as if trying to pierce him fiercely.

Makizaki, who didn't say a word but only knew how to exert strength, stared at the expression on Sheng Mingkao's face. As long as Sheng Mingkao showed a painful expression, he could get more psychological satisfaction.

He tried everything he could to keep this person, he had to push him out time and time again, and as long as there was a little bit of trouble, he would be pushed further away.

A man who would never run to him.

Makizaki thought sadly, is that so?

It was always him who kept approaching him, the closer he got, the farther he ran.

Tired, too tired.

Before Sheng Mingkai was fainted, he saw two crystal clear teardrops hanging on the face of the jade-like Mu Qi, who got up from him, condescending, and said in frustration.

"Sheng Ming Castanopsis."

"Let's break up."