hold a cigarette

13 Limo

I have never been interested in other people's stories, and I don't like to listen to them, let alone ask them, but Jin Shengyang is different from others.

The night is already very deep, so deep that if I go to kill that beast now, no one will hear his cry for help.

The harder I breathed, the harder it became to breathe.

I heard Jin Shengyang say: "I still remember that it was a pink gauze dress."

Jin Shengyang's voice was calm, and I was the only one who choked.

I closed my eyes, as if the knife was already in my hand.

"He said I was prettier than my sister in this kind of skirt," Jin Shengyang's voice swayed in the night, "He touched my legs, from the ankles up, and when he reached the top, he pushed me away with disgust."

When Jin Shengyang was talking, I inevitably remembered some dirty things from the past, and I couldn't help turning around and hugging the tree to vomit.

It's my fault, it's burdening the cleaning workers of the property.

"While he disliked it, he forced me to wear it for him to see." Jin Shengyang said, "He would take a lot of photos of me wearing skirts and sell them to others."

Jin Shengyang smiled: "It's like he sells my photos to you now."

I rubbed my mouth hard with a tissue, I know how embarrassed I am now.

"Later, I grew up a little bit, and the Internet was a little more developed." Jin Shengyang smoked again, "He posted my photo on the Internet, in a forum, for those like him to see."

Jin Shengyang was smoking, and when he exhaled the smoke, I couldn't see his face clearly.

"He said I was his daughter, and once I even saw someone ask him how much I paid for a night." Jin Shengyang sneered, "He really bargained seriously with that person."

I couldn't listen anymore, but hesitated for a while and didn't interrupt him.

I know very well that once I interrupt this time, I don't know when I can continue to listen to it.

I don't like to spy on people's privacy, except for Jin Shengyang, because other people have nothing to do with me, but Jin Shengyang, he is the person I am eyeing.

The people I'm eyeing are under my control.

"But he has never been able to make a deal with anyone. After all, I'm not a girl." Jin Shengyang cursed, finished smoking the cigarette in his hand, touched his pocket, turned to me and asked, "Do you have any cigarettes?"

I handed him the cigarette case, and when he came to pick it up, our hands touched, and the man's fingertips were cold.

"I was terrified at first, and I was terrified of leaving school every day," Jin Shengyang lit a cigarette, "but then I found out that he doesn't like cheongsam."

Jin Shengyang smiled: "One day I ruined the skirt he gave me. I was afraid that he would come back and punish me, so I rummaged around at home. I found a cheongsam and put it on. When he came back, he was shocked and turned pale. He beat me up, but that day I was just beaten, he didn't do anything disgusting to me, and I tried a few more times after that."

Jin Shengyang looked at me: "It's not just that he doesn't like to see me wearing a cheongsam, but he's afraid. When I'm wearing a cheongsam, he'll just grab me and beat me like crazy, and scold me, but I'm not afraid of him treating me Do these."

I thought of Jin Shengyang's appearance when he was wearing a cheongsam. Wrapped under the cheongsam, he seemed to be more at ease than before. It made me feel that he was wearing a mask on weekdays.

"After that, whenever I had a chance, I would change into a cheongsam. For me, I was the safest in that state." Jin Shengyang looked at me, "At first I was only wearing a cheongsam, but the situation got worse and worse. In order to stimulate him, I deliberately made myself look more suitable for that cheongsam, it gradually became a part of me, and the original me seemed to be split into two."

Jin Shengyang raised his head with a cigarette in his mouth. He stretched and then smiled.

After that, Jin Shengyang stopped talking, and I just stood there looking at him.

Not born, he was forced.

Forced to become what it is now.

Jin Shengyang finished smoking, and when he lowered his head to press the end of the cigarette, he asked me: "What are you going to do with him?"

I was silent.

"I'll give you a suggestion." Jin Shengyang said, "Let me do it."

I frowned.

"You don't know how happy it is to kill an enemy," Jin Shengyang said, "I advise you not to deprive me of happiness."

"Of course I know." I walked over, almost clinging to his body.

Jin Shengyang took half a step back in displeasure, and I pressed on immediately.

"I know better than you how good that is, but I'm far smarter than you to get myself involved."

Jin Shengyang smiled: "Get lost."

"In this way, I promise you that I will let you watch his death, but you don't want to interfere," I looked up at him, "you have to keep it intact for me."

Jin Shengyang pushed me away and walked forward without looking back.

I stood there without moving, and he stopped after walking a certain distance.

Jin Shengyang looked back at me: "Have you ever killed someone?"

I laughed: "No, I'm very innocent."

I followed, held his hand, and looked at him with a smile.

Those who didn't know, thought we were a loving couple who were talking about love late at night.

"We will all be innocent, but the damned people will never have a chance to live."

I was smiling when I said this, but Jin Shengyang looked at me full of doubts.

"This sentence will definitely come true," I said, "and one more thing will definitely come true."

"what?"

I smiled at him: "You will fall in love with me."