hold a cigarette

14 Limo

Originally, on weekday nights, I would either continue to work at home alone, or get drunk and throw myself on the bed until the next day, but after getting in touch with Jin Shengyang, I had a unique entertainment time on such nights.

I am like a scholar who is keen on studying human behavior, and the only case I am fascinated by is Jin Shengyang.

I recorded all the fragments about him that I can recall, from when I went to the company for an interview and met him, to the first time I walked into the bar and saw his face, and later, he told me to go to the hotel Meet, like crazy but not to the end.

The mystery about him has been gradually solved. There is no doubt that whether it is his seemingly cold and arrogant personality or the eccentricity that he can only feel at ease hiding in the cheongsam, it is his father who is not as good as a dog that caused all this. The more I hate Jin Shengyang's world, the more I hate it.

I never knew that I would love someone, but when I look back and think about the things he told me, I was told countless times that I have no heart and flesh and blood, and I also feel angry and sad. Distressed.

At that time, Jin Shengyang and his sister had to face the world with what mood every day.

They were a few years old and teenagers, and they even had nowhere to hide, nowhere to escape, maybe they had asked for help, but there was no result.At that time, they could only be forced to bear it, gritted their teeth and walked this road that they didn't know what monsters and ghosts lay ahead.But Jin Shengyang is still a hero. He protected his sister at the very beginning, and later learned to protect himself—although the situation does not seem to have completely improved.

How helpless.

I looked at the notes and photos about him all over the room. My study room has become a "research institute", and the only research topic is Jin Shengyang.

Originally, he just aroused my passion and made me find an interesting pet in my extremely boring life, but now it has completely changed.

I turned on my mobile phone to watch the surveillance, and the walking dead who hadn't died yet was not in the rental house.

No need to guess where he went.

Jin Shengyang sent a message suddenly: Tell me about your plan.

I can't laugh, it's rare that he took the initiative to contact me.

I asked him to come to my house for a drink, didn't promise to tell him the plan, but didn't say no either.

To my surprise, Jin Shengyang attended the appointment.

He still clearly remembered the address of my home, and when I rang the doorbell, I had been waiting for him for a long time.

I locked the study and went to open the door for him.

In the middle of the night, Jin Shengyang stood at the door of my house. He was wearing a dark green cheongsam with dark flowers this time, with a cold face and a cigarette in his hand, standing there looking at me.

I deliberately said: "When I see you like this, I can't help myself."

I thought he would ignore my nasty jokes as usual, but this time he said: "Be careful and die."

I froze for a moment, then leaned against the wall next to me and couldn't stand up laughing. Jin Shengyang just looked at me and smiled coldly, and asked after I had laughed enough, "Are you going to let me in or not?"

I directly put my arms around his waist and brought him in. Jin Shengyang didn't hesitate and closed the door behind him.

I went to get wine and ice, but he went straight to the balcony.

I put down what was in my hand, poured two glasses of wine, and took it to find him.

He lay on the railing of the balcony smoking a cigarette, looking out in a daze.

I handed him the wine glass, and he took a sip and continued smoking.

Jin Shengyang is always preoccupied, especially recently.

"You should learn to relax." I took a sip of my wine and said to him, "I can help you."

How to help, he naturally understands what I mean.

Jin Shengyang turned his head to look at me, carefully looking at me from top to bottom.

If it was someone else, I would have kicked him in the crotch by now, but if it was Jin Shengyang, I wish I could take it off and let him see it.

I laughed: "Are you satisfied?"

"It's so annoying, it's annoying."

I laughed so hard that I almost spilled the wine in the glass, Jin Shengyang really never let me down.

After he finished his cigarette, he returned to the living room with his wine glass, and I followed him, directly straddling his lap.

"You owe ,,,c that much?" Jin Shengyang asked me.

I sat on his lap and drank the glass.

"You really don't know what to do." I said, "How many people want to c, I can't c."

Maybe Jin Shengyang really lived a very serious life most of the time, I even wondered if he had undergone some kind of operation that could make people lose their sexual desire, and abstained from sex to an unbelievable level.

Or is this person unable to wake up?

No, when he was in the hotel last time, his reaction was obvious.

I can't figure it out, the only reasonable explanation is that he is suppressing it on purpose.

He probably hates it.

I seemed to have found a new direction for my subject research, rubbed my fingers against his lipstick, and asked with a smile, "How long have you been doing it?"

He didn't speak, just looked at me.

"I wanted to make a deal with you. If you do it with me tonight, I will tell you my plan."

Jin Shengyang was about to push me away immediately after hearing this, but I smiled and pressed him firmly on the sofa again.

"Don't rush to get angry! Didn't I change my mind!" Making this kind of deal with Jin Shengyang would only make him more annoyed.

I purposely sighed a long time, leaned on his shoulder, and whispered in his ear: "Don't worry, I won't force you to do something you don't like."

I paused and put my palms against his chest, feeling his heartbeat.

"I want you to know that I am different from him. You can do anything with me, and I will give you what you want." I suppressed myself from laughing, acting like a Infatuated fool, "So, tell me what you want now?"

Jin Shengyang didn't speak for a long time, and it was rare for me to wait patiently for him.

"He's going to die badly, isn't he?"

"Of course," I said, "do you want him to come to you and confess before he dies?"

Jin Shengyang was silent for a while, and suddenly hugged me tightly.

I was really surprised by his actions, the degree of force when he hugged me was like grasping a life-saving straw.

Because of his action, my heartbeat also became rapid and my breathing became disordered.

He said, "Forget it."

"What?" Don't kill?

"It's fine if he dies," Jin Shengyang said, "don't let me know about the others."

I clearly felt the hot dampness on the neck, and he cried.

I frowned and hugged him, not knowing what kind of mood I was in: "You don't want to kill your enemies anymore?"

Jin Shengyang didn't speak, and I didn't ask any more questions. There was another long silence. My hand holding the wine glass was sweating.

"Drink with me." Jin Shengyang said to me when he let me go, "Just get drunk with me tonight."