Don't look back, what do you mean?
Yao Linwei's body froze instantly, his brain couldn't think, as if his thoughts had been dominated by the big hand in his heart.
But he is very obedient and listens to that person.
He didn't look back.
He heard the dull sound of "boom" hitting the ground behind him, and he didn't look back.
He heard the uncontrolled screams of the crowd behind him, and he didn't look back.
He heard the crazily beating heartbeat in his chest, but he still didn't look back.
A police car arrived, the crowd dispersed, new voices surrounded, and even a faint smell of blood lingered in the air, making him burst into tears and suffocating in pain.
He was always standing downstairs, with his back facing the source of all the noise, and he hung his head alone, like a poor and despondent cat.
The phone was tightly held in his hand.
Gradually, the hustle and bustle went away from him, and the peace of the past was restored behind him.Night replaced day.
He was the only one standing here from beginning to end.
There was some confusion in his eyes, he raised his head in puzzlement, and then slowly turned his head back.
You can turn back now, right, Ah Li?
There is nothing there, without his A Li.
It was so clean, as if his A Li had never appeared here before, everything was cleaned up, and there was no trace of A Li.
So annoying.
He returned home angrily, sat on the sofa, waited for Ah Li to come home, and sat for a long time.
He turned on the TV, and there were excited news reporters on the TV. The reporter opened his mouth and sprayed saliva, eagerly reporting the accident that caused a sensation in the city at noon today.
They said it was an accident.
About Murong Yeli's death.
Who is dead?Yao Linwei turned off the TV in confusion, this group of people is really annoying.
Ah Li told him in the morning, "Wait for me to come back".
Many people called him, including friends, Baitao, President Ouyang, his father, and Yao Ye, his brother in name.
He doesn't want to answer, it's none of his business, why call him.
He didn't fall asleep tonight, and the person he was waiting for didn't come back.
……
In the information age, it is easy for a person to be forgotten, no matter how dazzling and lively he was.
People are busy living, and living with nothing to do with themselves.
They will be distracted by a death and a tragedy, but they will also forget these things, after all, it is more important than not having money after all.
The topic on Weibo gradually changed from #热！Financial tycoon Murong Yeli commits suicide! #, #少年成功人Why choose to end their own life prematurely#, #橉荣夜去# has become #外途员被不reasonably scolded by the owner#, #范影帝新剧开始#
A week after Murong Yeli's death, he has changed from a frequent visitor who is often discussed by people to a gray corner of the newspaper.
He is being forgotten.
This is a regrettable but helpless thing.
Yao Linwei is still living the same life as before. He still goes out to school at 10:30 in the morning to make up lessons for students, and returns home by car after evening self-study at [-]:[-] in the evening.
He did this for a week.
At last there were no more A Li's voices around him, those annoying voices.
He didn't shed tears either, he didn't like to cry.
One month after Murong Yeli's death.
Yao Linwei seemed to accept the fact that his A Li was dead.
He didn't look at that person's body, A Li told him not to look back, it would definitely not look good, don't look at the ugly ones, that person probably didn't want him to see it either.
He set up a tombstone for Murong Yeli, and made it himself.
There is no header, no text, only signature.
"Lover An Ying Jingli".
A short sentence.
He felt a little regretful, he didn't even know this person's real name, he knew that the real Murong Yeli was not his lover.So he didn't engrave other words on the tombstone, but it just so happened that he only knew his own name and didn't remember anything else.
His name is An Ying.
It was half a year after Murong Yeli's death.
Yao Ye got married and invited him to go.
He wrapped a big red envelope and wished them a happy marriage for a hundred years.
Yao Ye was a little surprised. He felt that there was something wrong with his elder brother, but he seemed to be the same as before, with the same gentle smile and the same gentle and unforgiving mouth.
At the banquet, he toasted his brother with a glass of wine. This was the most peaceful time the two of them had gotten along in so many years.
He likes to call Brother Yao Linwei, but Yao Linwei always refused to admit it before, but this time his brother did not refute.
His brother told him to treat his lover well, Yao Ye was stunned for a moment, pulled out the cigarette butt from his mouth, and said "I know".
After the wedding banquet, he didn't see his brother again. They obviously lived in the same city, but life was too hasty, so that two people who were so close to each other couldn't see each other again.
What about Murong Yeli, what about the dead Murong Yeli, will his brother see him again?
Yao Ye didn't really believe in the love between the two men, he just felt that after Murong Ye left, there was something missing and something more in his brother's eyes.
At that time, he still couldn't understand what these two things were.
Many years later, Yao Ye himself sent away his lover and his son who died of illness. When he was getting old, he suddenly realized that what was missing in his brother's eyes was hope, and what was missing in his brother's eyes was hope. What is lost is called regret.
In the year after Murong Yeli's death, Baitao managed to forget the person he once boasted he loved to death.
Strangely enough, love doesn't seem to stand the test of time.
The person A Li has become a very vague image in his mind, he can only vaguely remember the madness he paid for this person before.
He has a new boyfriend who is a designer and treats him well.
Sometimes he would look through his phone, and there was the last message A Li sent him in it.
—A Li: It’s impossible for us, and my lover is Yao Linwei, not the bastard you said.
my sweetheart……
It was only then that Baitao remembered that he hadn't contacted Yao Linwei for a long time. When Ah Li had just passed away, he hadn't been able to contact Yao Linwei. To be honest, he was a little worried about his rival in love.
After all, Yao Linwei seemed to really like Ah Li, and he could feel that the departure of his partner was an irreparable painful blow to everyone.
But half a year after Ah Li passed away, he saw Yao Linwei again, and it was the same as before, nothing changed.
Even Yao Linwei would pretend to be surprised and say to him when they met: "Did you use soy sauce for skin care? Long time no see, you have turned black again."
He was very angry, and before he had time to talk to Yao Linwei, he was short-circuited and sent home.
After that, I never saw Yao Linwei again.
……
Two years after Murong Yeli's death.
An Ying felt that he really couldn't go on living anymore. He had no memory of his real self named An Ying, only the lonely half of his life named Yao Linwei in this world.
He lived a life without that person for two years in a daze and self-isolation.
It's really tough.
Others felt that he hadn't changed, that that person's departure was nothing more than that to him, but who would know if a person's heart was really beating.
He still texts that person good night every night.
—AY: Good night, I love you.
Many, many messages like this, more than 800, have never received a response.
He said that I couldn't hold on anymore, maybe he was talking to himself, maybe he was telling nothingness.
He really misses that man, the man whose real name he doesn't even know.Thinking of not being able to sleep, thinking of heart cramping.
But he couldn't die, the voice in his head told him that he didn't have the right to choose his own death.This is outrageous, he thought, fuck it, who loves who lives these days.
He won't be with An Ying anymore.
The mechanical and cold tone in his mind became the last voice in his life.
But it doesn't matter anymore, as long as he is dead, what does these things have to do with him.
【mission failed! 】
【warn!The host cannot end his life by himself!warn! 】
[Your life value is 10... Your life value is 0, the host has ended its life on its own, and the host has detected a serious violation! 】
[The system makes a comprehensive judgment to make a punishment. The comprehensive punishment is: clear all memory of the host]
[Currently, the total number of experienced planes is 2, and the ninth virtual plane has [-]% memory retention, which has been successfully cleaned up at the end of the ninth virtual plane! 】
[No. 70 Four virtual planes have 40.00% memory retention, execute the clearing program, memory clearing, 90.00% cleared, [-]% cleared, [-]% cleared, clearing complete! 】
[The memory holding rate of the real plane is [-]%, the memory is being cleared, and the clearing is complete! 】
[All memories have been cleared, and the host is being placed on No.80 Nine Virtual Plane] [Successfully arrived at No.80 Nine Virtual Plane]
……
Yao Linwei committed suicide by cutting his wrists.
Bai Tao got the news on the third day after his death. This man died quietly.
Many people were surprised at this person's funeral, chatting "how could it be so sudden", "he smiled at me when I saw him yesterday", "I really didn't expect that suicide was his destination ".
Yao Linwei's younger brother named Yao Ye shed tears at the funeral. Baitao saw it and was a little puzzled. It seems that there is no eternal enemy, and all hatred will dissipate with a person's death.
He was inexplicably sad when he received the news, and he was sad that this person still couldn't survive.
It's like an apple that is still intact on the outside, but the inside has long been broken, eaten by insects, and gradually becomes dry with the passage of time, revealing the despair and decay of itself.
No fish can live without water. Yao Linwei has been struggling on the shore for more than two years with dryness and suffocation. He will eventually leave, just like fish can only live in water.
Baitao knew that Yao Linwei did not die, he was just looking for his water source.
Ah Li, look, your lover is still looking for you.
May he find you, and may you never be separated again.
Baitao closed his eyes, praying for the two people he once loved and hated.
The author has something to say: Li Si: See you in the next world.
Xiao Yao: All right, sir.
Yao Linwei's body froze instantly, his brain couldn't think, as if his thoughts had been dominated by the big hand in his heart.
But he is very obedient and listens to that person.
He didn't look back.
He heard the dull sound of "boom" hitting the ground behind him, and he didn't look back.
He heard the uncontrolled screams of the crowd behind him, and he didn't look back.
He heard the crazily beating heartbeat in his chest, but he still didn't look back.
A police car arrived, the crowd dispersed, new voices surrounded, and even a faint smell of blood lingered in the air, making him burst into tears and suffocating in pain.
He was always standing downstairs, with his back facing the source of all the noise, and he hung his head alone, like a poor and despondent cat.
The phone was tightly held in his hand.
Gradually, the hustle and bustle went away from him, and the peace of the past was restored behind him.Night replaced day.
He was the only one standing here from beginning to end.
There was some confusion in his eyes, he raised his head in puzzlement, and then slowly turned his head back.
You can turn back now, right, Ah Li?
There is nothing there, without his A Li.
It was so clean, as if his A Li had never appeared here before, everything was cleaned up, and there was no trace of A Li.
So annoying.
He returned home angrily, sat on the sofa, waited for Ah Li to come home, and sat for a long time.
He turned on the TV, and there were excited news reporters on the TV. The reporter opened his mouth and sprayed saliva, eagerly reporting the accident that caused a sensation in the city at noon today.
They said it was an accident.
About Murong Yeli's death.
Who is dead?Yao Linwei turned off the TV in confusion, this group of people is really annoying.
Ah Li told him in the morning, "Wait for me to come back".
Many people called him, including friends, Baitao, President Ouyang, his father, and Yao Ye, his brother in name.
He doesn't want to answer, it's none of his business, why call him.
He didn't fall asleep tonight, and the person he was waiting for didn't come back.
……
In the information age, it is easy for a person to be forgotten, no matter how dazzling and lively he was.
People are busy living, and living with nothing to do with themselves.
They will be distracted by a death and a tragedy, but they will also forget these things, after all, it is more important than not having money after all.
The topic on Weibo gradually changed from #热！Financial tycoon Murong Yeli commits suicide! #, #少年成功人Why choose to end their own life prematurely#, #橉荣夜去# has become #外途员被不reasonably scolded by the owner#, #范影帝新剧开始#
A week after Murong Yeli's death, he has changed from a frequent visitor who is often discussed by people to a gray corner of the newspaper.
He is being forgotten.
This is a regrettable but helpless thing.
Yao Linwei is still living the same life as before. He still goes out to school at 10:30 in the morning to make up lessons for students, and returns home by car after evening self-study at [-]:[-] in the evening.
He did this for a week.
At last there were no more A Li's voices around him, those annoying voices.
He didn't shed tears either, he didn't like to cry.
One month after Murong Yeli's death.
Yao Linwei seemed to accept the fact that his A Li was dead.
He didn't look at that person's body, A Li told him not to look back, it would definitely not look good, don't look at the ugly ones, that person probably didn't want him to see it either.
He set up a tombstone for Murong Yeli, and made it himself.
There is no header, no text, only signature.
"Lover An Ying Jingli".
A short sentence.
He felt a little regretful, he didn't even know this person's real name, he knew that the real Murong Yeli was not his lover.So he didn't engrave other words on the tombstone, but it just so happened that he only knew his own name and didn't remember anything else.
His name is An Ying.
It was half a year after Murong Yeli's death.
Yao Ye got married and invited him to go.
He wrapped a big red envelope and wished them a happy marriage for a hundred years.
Yao Ye was a little surprised. He felt that there was something wrong with his elder brother, but he seemed to be the same as before, with the same gentle smile and the same gentle and unforgiving mouth.
At the banquet, he toasted his brother with a glass of wine. This was the most peaceful time the two of them had gotten along in so many years.
He likes to call Brother Yao Linwei, but Yao Linwei always refused to admit it before, but this time his brother did not refute.
His brother told him to treat his lover well, Yao Ye was stunned for a moment, pulled out the cigarette butt from his mouth, and said "I know".
After the wedding banquet, he didn't see his brother again. They obviously lived in the same city, but life was too hasty, so that two people who were so close to each other couldn't see each other again.
What about Murong Yeli, what about the dead Murong Yeli, will his brother see him again?
Yao Ye didn't really believe in the love between the two men, he just felt that after Murong Ye left, there was something missing and something more in his brother's eyes.
At that time, he still couldn't understand what these two things were.
Many years later, Yao Ye himself sent away his lover and his son who died of illness. When he was getting old, he suddenly realized that what was missing in his brother's eyes was hope, and what was missing in his brother's eyes was hope. What is lost is called regret.
In the year after Murong Yeli's death, Baitao managed to forget the person he once boasted he loved to death.
Strangely enough, love doesn't seem to stand the test of time.
The person A Li has become a very vague image in his mind, he can only vaguely remember the madness he paid for this person before.
He has a new boyfriend who is a designer and treats him well.
Sometimes he would look through his phone, and there was the last message A Li sent him in it.
—A Li: It’s impossible for us, and my lover is Yao Linwei, not the bastard you said.
my sweetheart……
It was only then that Baitao remembered that he hadn't contacted Yao Linwei for a long time. When Ah Li had just passed away, he hadn't been able to contact Yao Linwei. To be honest, he was a little worried about his rival in love.
After all, Yao Linwei seemed to really like Ah Li, and he could feel that the departure of his partner was an irreparable painful blow to everyone.
But half a year after Ah Li passed away, he saw Yao Linwei again, and it was the same as before, nothing changed.
Even Yao Linwei would pretend to be surprised and say to him when they met: "Did you use soy sauce for skin care? Long time no see, you have turned black again."
He was very angry, and before he had time to talk to Yao Linwei, he was short-circuited and sent home.
After that, I never saw Yao Linwei again.
……
Two years after Murong Yeli's death.
An Ying felt that he really couldn't go on living anymore. He had no memory of his real self named An Ying, only the lonely half of his life named Yao Linwei in this world.
He lived a life without that person for two years in a daze and self-isolation.
It's really tough.
Others felt that he hadn't changed, that that person's departure was nothing more than that to him, but who would know if a person's heart was really beating.
He still texts that person good night every night.
—AY: Good night, I love you.
Many, many messages like this, more than 800, have never received a response.
He said that I couldn't hold on anymore, maybe he was talking to himself, maybe he was telling nothingness.
He really misses that man, the man whose real name he doesn't even know.Thinking of not being able to sleep, thinking of heart cramping.
But he couldn't die, the voice in his head told him that he didn't have the right to choose his own death.This is outrageous, he thought, fuck it, who loves who lives these days.
He won't be with An Ying anymore.
The mechanical and cold tone in his mind became the last voice in his life.
But it doesn't matter anymore, as long as he is dead, what does these things have to do with him.
【mission failed! 】
【warn!The host cannot end his life by himself!warn! 】
[Your life value is 10... Your life value is 0, the host has ended its life on its own, and the host has detected a serious violation! 】
[The system makes a comprehensive judgment to make a punishment. The comprehensive punishment is: clear all memory of the host]
[Currently, the total number of experienced planes is 2, and the ninth virtual plane has [-]% memory retention, which has been successfully cleaned up at the end of the ninth virtual plane! 】
[No. 70 Four virtual planes have 40.00% memory retention, execute the clearing program, memory clearing, 90.00% cleared, [-]% cleared, [-]% cleared, clearing complete! 】
[The memory holding rate of the real plane is [-]%, the memory is being cleared, and the clearing is complete! 】
[All memories have been cleared, and the host is being placed on No.80 Nine Virtual Plane] [Successfully arrived at No.80 Nine Virtual Plane]
……
Yao Linwei committed suicide by cutting his wrists.
Bai Tao got the news on the third day after his death. This man died quietly.
Many people were surprised at this person's funeral, chatting "how could it be so sudden", "he smiled at me when I saw him yesterday", "I really didn't expect that suicide was his destination ".
Yao Linwei's younger brother named Yao Ye shed tears at the funeral. Baitao saw it and was a little puzzled. It seems that there is no eternal enemy, and all hatred will dissipate with a person's death.
He was inexplicably sad when he received the news, and he was sad that this person still couldn't survive.
It's like an apple that is still intact on the outside, but the inside has long been broken, eaten by insects, and gradually becomes dry with the passage of time, revealing the despair and decay of itself.
No fish can live without water. Yao Linwei has been struggling on the shore for more than two years with dryness and suffocation. He will eventually leave, just like fish can only live in water.
Baitao knew that Yao Linwei did not die, he was just looking for his water source.
Ah Li, look, your lover is still looking for you.
May he find you, and may you never be separated again.
Baitao closed his eyes, praying for the two people he once loved and hated.
The author has something to say: Li Si: See you in the next world.
Xiao Yao: All right, sir.
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