no Guanyin

Chapter 12, 12

You Zhuangchen stood by the window with his hands in his pockets and made a phone call.In middle age, the man is still refined and elegant, but in those eyes, the youthful vigor has been exhausted by years of discord between husband and wife.

Ever since he turned his back on this marriage, the original love was just a joke, and the relationship has long since disappeared. The reason why the relationship is broken is because there is still a family, and it is not the two of them, but also a child.

The only agreement You Zhuangchen and Yu Shurong reached after seeing each other and hating each other was not to divorce for the time being, for the sake of their children.Those unhealed wounds breed complaints and dissatisfaction, cynicism, aggressiveness, and the sacrifice that adults think they are willing to compromise, in the eyes of children, the pain is magnified countless times.

It's hard to say whether the original intention is good or bad, after all, divorce is wrong.

Maybe they shouldn't be together.You Zhuangchen even felt that if he had talked about marriage a few years later, he would have met the woman he was destined to be earlier, and his future life would definitely not be like this.

But there are no ifs in this world.

Facing his wife who often suffered from hysteria, You Zhuangchen had to bear it again and again, and he couldn't bear it anymore, so he left.Just like that day, he slammed the door and walked out, walking in the community, smoking a cigarette, hoping that the cold wind would blow away his depression.I didn't know that someone was almost killed at home.

If he came a few minutes late, Yu Shurong might really strangle their daughter to death.

There are still some impressions in You Yingxi's consciousness. It may be that the feeling of dying from body to heart overlaps with that of many years ago. Yu Shurong's hysteria shows that the veins in the hand holding her neck are exposed.You Yingxi knew that Yu Shurong was crazy at that time, but why did she hate her so much even when she was crazy?

In the few seconds before falling into the darkness, You Yingxi felt complex sadness welling up in her heart. The sadness was more than that her futile efforts for so many years had neither eliminated Yu Shurong's hatred for her, nor reminded Yu Shurong that she was her daughter. .

It's hard to say whether time has forgotten to pass, or they have been stuck at the moment when Yu Yinuan died.

You Yingxi didn't know how long she had been in a coma, she had a very long dream, her mind was burning and confused, in the dream she looked like she was four or five years old.You Yinuan took her to buy candy, imported candy, colorful packaging, wrapped in chocolate sandwich.She liked to eat it when she was a child.

I asked one after another, but they didn't sell them. Little You Yingxi asked for food, and You Yinuan went all over Jiangshi to buy for her.

Yes, this is not a dream.

You Yinuan was so kind to her, even though she hated her once, why did she leave her alone, and why she was born and suffered because of You Yinuan's desire for a younger sister.

But hate is really very little, it only accounts for a small part of her feelings for You Yinuan, not even a part, it has to be calculated as a percentage, like and attachment is 99.9%, hate is 0.1% .

No matter what it is, it is destined to be unforgettable for the rest of my life.So much so that You Yingxi knew that she was playing You Yinuan not only for Yu Shurong, but also for herself.

You Yingxi woke up, she touched her neck, the pain from the pinch was still there.

You Zhuangchen sat by the bed and handed over a cup of warm water with a straw.Father's love is like a mountain, heavy, and silent. Distress and relief always flow into the sentence "Your mother is sick, you have to understand" in the past, but today, he can't say it.

Seeing her daughter drinking water quietly, she remembered something after a while, and rubbed her knee: "Oh, did you invite a friend to see an art exhibition today? She called just now, and I said you were sick and resting at home. "

Made several phone calls, but never got around to answering.The family was in turmoil, and Yu Shurong's mood was not stable. The private doctor gave him a sedative in exchange for this moment of peace.

You Yingxi: "Okay."

So it's already Saturday?

It was pitch black outside, and it gets dark early in winter, so she didn't know what time it was, so she asked You Zhuangchen.

"It's past six o'clock." You Zhuangchen raised his wrist to look at his watch, he thought his daughter was thinking about the art exhibition, "The exhibition should be closed now, do you still want to go?"

You Yingxi shook her head.

You Zhuangchen sighed: "Take a good rest, what do you want to eat? Tell Auntie Liu when she comes later, or Dad will buy it for you."

"Is there anything you want to eat?" he asked.

You Yingxi had no appetite, so she made other requests: "Dad, can I go to a friend's house for a day or two?"

"Okay, Uncle Li will take you there?" You Zhuangchen knew that she was a string that had been stretched for too long and needed to breathe too much.

"I want to go by myself."

You Zhuangchen hesitated for a while, but still agreed: "Be careful, your body is not well yet, the fever has just subsided."

You Yingxi: "Okay."

The door was closed from the outside, and the sound of You Zhuangchen's footsteps disappeared in the corridor.

You Yingxi dialed a number, and when the call was connected, the woman's hello was almost roared, barely covering the deafening sound of disco.

"Xu Nian, I'll go to your place later."

"Come on, tell me when you arrive, I'll pick you up, minors are not allowed in."

You Yingxi laughed, "Aren't you all underage yourself?"

"I'm the proprietress, can this be the same?"

"Have you obtained the certificate?"

Xu Nian looked back at the man bartending the bar, she smiled sweetly: "You are stupid, you are still too early for the legal age of marriage, besides, who wants to marry him."

Xu Nian's boyfriend, A Fei, was a gangster when we first met. He didn't have any great skills, and he was in charge of the area behind No. [-] Middle School in Jiang City.

The capital chain was broken, and half of the old city was remodeled, with Internet cafes, barbecue hair salons on the left, and high-rise izakayas on the right.After Xu Nian dropped out of school, he worked in a barbecue restaurant. Once, Ah Fei was collecting protection fees at a fruit stand. Hey, that big back was shiny, with a rotten iron rod on his shoulders, and the canvas shoes on the stone pier were pirated Converse shoes. Both fell in half.

At first glance, the man who didn't live a very good life, the protection fee was confiscated, a few city management officers walked over from the opposite side of the tavern, and they chased out the vendors. He was very timid and ran away with him.The fruit stand owner's daughter was left behind, at a loss in the flow of people scattered in all directions.

A Fei carried the little girl on his shoulders, walked like a fly and showed some chivalrous backs, so that Xu Nian, who was watching the excitement, even forgot to grease the skewers.

He's not handsome, and he's a little short, but he can't stand her liking.

Xu Nian has no talent for studying, and his luck is all about making money, and he made a fortune not long after being with A Fei.She has a long-term vision, instead of spending money like water, money generates money, and after a year or two, she bought a bar that was about to close down.

Xu Nian has a good business mind, and A Fei also went to adult night school to learn some things, which can help.Now this bar has become one of the best entertainment venues in Jiang City, gathering young people who love nightlife.

Late at night in Jiangshi, the lights are bright, the simple lanterns hang on the street lamps, and the trees are decorated with colorful strings of lights, which has a strong New Year flavor.

Wanting to come to Yanjing to have a stronger New Year flavor, Gu Xuxi also posted a few photos in the group two days ago, she followed her parents to burn incense and pray for blessings in the temple, and in the blurred background, you can see a lot of thieves.Gu Xuxi belonged to the type whose facial features came second, and who had a beautiful atmosphere, but in the photo, when the military coat was wrapped around her body, the atmosphere suddenly became earthy.

Jia Jiajia: Tsk, Gu Meiren, is it so cold in our big capital?Don't you always wear two clothes for winter?

Jia Jiajia has gone abroad for vacation.

When her father went abroad to study, her mother met, an American and Chinese.The whole family has very little concept of festivals. Every New Year, they always give gifts a few days in advance and leave relatives, so they go out to play.

Gu Xuxi: It's two pieces. Underwear is inside the army coat.You don't know, I was high until two or three o'clock the night before yesterday, and my mother threw me off the bed after five o'clock, saying that it was auspicious time for incense, and she wouldn't let me put on makeup, so I borrowed a lipstick from her to wipe it on casually. It's really beyond my control.

In the photo, Gu Xuxi's lips are purple in color, without her usual aggressive makeup, and her slightly tender temperament can't hold back the color of her lips, as if she has been poisoned.Even bowing looked like she was not awake, and she didn't know which Buddha would be magnanimous and bless her.

The Gu family has a big business. I heard that the ancestors were enlightened by eminent monks. I didn't expect this success to be passed on for several generations. Therefore, those who are in power in the Gu family are all devout believers.Gu Xuxi also has a brother above, she has no pressure to inherit the family business.

Find a job in her own company, play around casually, and earn less than she spends.

Among the group of four is Xin Yuke, who has been shooting commercials since childhood, and is now a model.When the three were chatting, she was still working and had no time to reply to messages.When I was free, I sent a sentence: Ah Wan, are you coming back for the Chinese New Year?Let's make a game.

Jiang Wanzi: I won't be coming back, I'm rushing to film and get together later.

These few all knew that her relationship with her family was not salty since she was a child. No matter whether her parents were second or second, it was mainly when her grandmother left.Wen Yijing was still abroad, the business was very big, Wen Yijing refused to let it go, and did not go back to see the end.

Before Kang Yin breathed her last breath, she held Jiang Wanzi's hand tightly, as if she was holding on to a thought that she had thought about for a long time in her life but never realized, the old man struggled to utter a sentence: "Your mother is really like him. "

It was about Wen Duyuan, the man she wanted to live with, but only wanted to grow old with academics.

Wishes come true, death is death on the desk.

Grandma was smiling at that time, as if she was relieved, but also as if she was pretending to have no regrets.But Jiang Wanzi couldn't laugh, she cried for a long time, the old man's incompleteness also became her incompleteness.Jiang Wanzi is the crescent moon in the sky. She has Kang Yin's gentleness in her body. She has witnessed the indifference between relatives. Whether it is a husband and wife or a mother and daughter, why does the closer the relationship, the more pain and regret it causes?

She doesn't want to suffer, her gentleness has to become the skin of her body, she doesn't believe in eternity in her bones, and the stars don't want to appear in the same night sky with her because of the coldness of the moon.

The first time Fang Bai saw this director who was frequently searched for these days, he thought she was cold. First, Zheng Lingyuan, then Jing Xing, Jiang Wanzi's name suddenly became a hot topic of conversation among people inside and outside the circle.

During the audition, Fang Bai became nervous looking at her. Jiang Wanzi twirled the pen in her hand, crossed her legs and flipped through Fang Bai's information: "Act whatever you want, I've seen Jing Xing's acting skills before, don't be afraid."

Everyone in the room laughed.

Jiang Wanzi's smile didn't reach her eyes, but only floated on her face, those eyes flicked across Fang Bai's face, like a cluster of flames, Fang Bai's cheeks were hot.Thinking of those untrue rumors on the Internet, Jiang Wanzi's flair and passion, at this moment, she seems to have glimpsed something in the other party's eyes.Thinking that she is just a stranger, can Jiang Wanzi be affectionate even if she stares at a piece of wood?

Fang Bai was finalized to replace Jing Xing as the second female lead. She was a junior in the Acting Department of Xijiang University of the Arts.

Since joining the group, Fang Bai's performance has been good, and the progress delayed by Jing Xing has been made up a little bit in the past few days, and Jiang Wanzi is in a better mood.

This day at the theater, Jiang Wanzi treated guests to dinner, many people enjoyed their face, and some people didn't enjoy themselves when the group broke up.Chu Xu came up with an idea to go to the bar to drink and dance disco.

They chose a well-known bar in Jiang City.

When we arrived, there were no parking spaces, so the driver parked the car on the side of the road and asked a group of people to get off, and then he found a place to park.

Jiang Wanzi put her hands in her pockets and stepped her legs out of the car door. Because of her good figure, the posture she got out of the car was a bit pretentious, which immediately attracted the attention of many passers-by.She looked up and saw the neon lights of the bar in front of her were shining, and the name of the bar was Wannianjufei.

With a cigarette in his mouth, Chu Xu clicked his tongue: "It's special, this name."

He glanced at Fang Bai who had just got off the car, leaned over and asked, "How about this girl?"

Jiang Wanzi knew what Chu Xu meant. Many friends around her wanted her to get out of the singles these days, but she didn't understand. Everyone felt that Zheng Lingyuan had created some emotional haze for her so she couldn't get out, right?

"It's okay." Jiang Wanzi didn't look interested.

Chu Xu, who still wanted to be a matchmaker, shut up with one sentence: "You are not bad in women's clothing, you are quite beautiful."

Chu Xu's movie star boyfriend Sheng Pei celebrated his birthday a few days ago, and Chu Xu has no transvestism, so in order to make Sheng Pei happy, he dressed in women's clothing and became popular among friends.And those who don't know come to ask Sheng Pei if he has a girlfriend?

Sheng Pei and Chu Xu are secretly in love, and when Sheng Pei wins another Golden Antelope Award Best Actor, three gold Grand Slams, the two of them will leave the circle and go abroad to obtain a marriage certificate.

It's true love, and Jiang Wanzi is quite envious. She doesn't have such a strong relationship partner that she can give up her career.

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like