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Tan Xing didn't answer right away.

But her answer was written in the few seconds of silence for no reason. If she just worked in a car wash in an ordinary way, then she would just nod, if not, then she would just deny it. She just didn't say a word.Tan Xing hesitated, and took two steps towards You Yingxi, who stepped back again, almost touching the wall, she retracted her foot that was taking the third step, and stayed where she was in embarrassment.

It was like her hand that was trying to touch but was avoided a moment ago.

Just like at this moment, she searched all over her mind but couldn't justify the lie that she had to swallow.

In the end, it turned into a silent word in my heart: you? I finally know.

Tan Xing measured the distance between her and You Yingxi with her eyes, and she remembered a number firmly, which was the number of kilometers from Yunan County to Jiang City.So how many meters is between us now?No matter how much, it is better than the original, it is worth it, so it is worth it.That's it, don't back down anymore, please?, I really had a hard time getting my wish from you? So close.

"Sister..." Tan Xing's voice seemed to be filled with lead suddenly, deep and powerless.She wanted to say everything, but she didn't want to say anything. After weighing it, there was only this title that she liked and hated as the opening remark.

You Yingxi's cell phone fell to the ground, she didn't realize it, her face turned pale, and she murmured: "You? Don't..."

I want to say don't call me that, this sentence is really familiar, when did you say it?

Yes, remember, when she first met Tan Xing.

You Zhuangchen's derailment led to the breakdown of the family. Yu Shurong put all her focus on You Yinuan after her relationship failed. One wrong step, one wrong step, everything backfired.You Yinuan died, she became a substitute, Yu Shurong also died, her home became someone else's home, and her father became someone else's father.

However, this person called my sister.

She studied acting, she also studied acting, she went to Yanjing, she also went to Yanjing, she entered the entertainment circle, she also entered the entertainment circle, even, they acted in the same movie.

This residential area has one elevator and one household, and the entry barrier is relatively strict. The two of them were silent with different thoughts, and the surrounding was very quiet, as if time had stood still.

You Yingxi squatted down slowly against the cold wall, her mobile phone kept ringing at her feet, it was Jiang Wanzi calling, the elevator not far away flashed up or down numbers, her brain It goes back to the past.

The past that was forced to wander and walk alone overnight.

It was Tan Xing who accompanied her through the lonely and lonely time. The company that friends can do is limited after all, not to mention that friends also have their own friends. She is not the only one. She has no time and energy? Proportional to caring.

The hardest thing was the first two years, when You Yingxi didn't want to spend the money left by Yu Shurong, and she didn't want to lower her head to ask You Zhuangchen for money, all her expenses were earned by herself.

Tan Xing would always fly to Yanjing every holiday, and she would help distribute leaflets when You Yingxi handed out leaflets, and she would help wash dishes for others when You Yingxi was handing out leaflets. It's time to get out, the lecture was dry, and just about to get up to pour water, a cup of Dahongpao milk tea was handed over.

At that time, You Yingxi didn't have a good face towards her, and it wasn't bad at all. It was just the love and hatred between the mothers of the previous generation, and they didn't want to get close.The sun was shining outside the window, and the date on the desk calendar was May [-]nd. You Yingxi ticked two questions for the junior high school students and didn't turn her head, but those words were obviously meant for Tan Xing, who was about to stare her out of the hole:

"I remember that I was preparing for the entrance exam at this time, isn't it a holiday?"

Tan Xing said frankly: "Ah, I skipped class, and my grades are just like that anyway."

In fact, he had escaped before, You Yingxi just didn't ask.

"Go back to class." You Yingxi didn't speak in a negotiating tone, but ordered, but the other party didn't move.

She couldn't help but take Tan Xing and play with the bathroom tycoon's mobile phone, make an appointment for air tickets and taxis, all in one go, and the payment is made by the other party's stunned face.Tan Xing didn't come back to her senses for a long time, the machine that was stuffed back into her hand was slightly hot, it was the heat of the game running, and it was also the temperature of the opponent's palm.

Tan Xing clicked on the booking page: "Damn, you? Be an individual and fly tonight? It's so expensive, why don't you change the ticket? It's fine tomorrow morning. We'll go to the supermarket at night, and I'll make sixties for you. "Eat it? The money I earn by myself has nothing to do with you, Dad."

She was babbling, and the younger sister who was doing the questions was annoyed, so she clicked several times.

"What's the matter, kid, is this topic so difficult? You? You need to train your mental quality. The classroom is also very noisy."

The kid wanted to scold her, but seeing that pretty but sad face, he murmured softly instead.

You Yingxi buried herself in correcting the paper: "It's also your father."

Tan Xing's eyes lit up: "Then you admit that you? Are you my sister? I'll call you in the future? You? You should, you should be a mangy dog."

This person really talks a lot, why is he now a saw-mouthed gourd?

Unexpectedly, really unexpected, the person who gave her warmth was also the one who turned off all the lights and left her in the dark.

The teasing of fate seems to be everywhere, the more you think about it, the clearer it is, even the jacket that You Yingxi was familiar with in the police station also has a source, Tan Xing once wore it.If it was said that she was still in the midst of a split that seemed to be split in two, then now she is full of doubts.

Anger, self-deprecating, guilt, helplessness... many complicated emotions rolled into my heart, and turned into a hoarse voice: "Why?"

You Yingxi curled up in the corner, like a dead leaf that has lost its vitality.

Tan Xing walked towards her, but You Yingxi didn't move, maybe she didn't notice it, or maybe she was numb and tired.

"Can I not tell?" Tan Xing actually wanted to ask, you? Can you pretend not to know?

The answer is of course no.What about the answer to this?Can I hand it over to you? To decide.

You Yingxi laughed: "You? Don't make fun of me, okay?"

Tan Xing lowered her eyes, her toes were very close to each other's, but You Yingxi's cold tone indicated that they had begun to distance themselves.Tan Xing: "You? If we know, we can't go back to the past."

Her threat had no effect on You Yingxi, but what attracted her was a sentence that made her fall into an ice cave: "We shouldn't have a past."

Tan Xing silently thought in her heart, originally, she shouldn't have done so, her past efforts were beaten back to her original form, and she became an unreasonable wish against the sky.But half of their blood is the same, so they should never have to, but they should have a past.

They are obviously destined to be entangled from the root, whether they spend their whole lives relying on each other, no matter how close they are, it is impossible for them to just pass by.It was not my wishful thinking, it was destined by God, and what I did was right.

"We have the past, some, very early, very early, it was a snowy day." Tan Xing squatted down, it was not enough, she knelt on the ground, her back became much shorter, imagining that she was lying in the snow that day When he was dying, he opened and closed his eyes to see You Yingxi, did he have the same perspective?

You Yingxi's head was buzzing from being hit by the word Xuetian, she thought of the bottle of paper stars, the candy, and... the little girl she had forgotten her face.

Her wrist was held by Tan Xing, and she was shocked. This kind of touch made her feel sick for the first time, but after struggling twice, she was squeezed even harder by the other party.You Yingxi roared: "Don't touch me!"

Tan Xing looked at You Yingxi, and suddenly smiled, her eyes didn't see her before, but after she was soft and stubborn, they became concerned, and now they were covered with a layer of hatred that kept pouring in.It's very similar to what she can't get, there are sweet and sour, and more of them are bursts of dull pain like wisdom teeth erupting.

If only one of your emotions belongs to me, then don't want this kind of peace at all.

She smiled idiotically, the hair over her shoulders fell to her cheeks because she lowered her head, and her resentful and world-weary appearance, which was criticized, showed a strange beauty at this time.It seems that the morbid desire is the nourishment of the five sense organs. At this moment, it grows wildly along the skin texture, and a delicate and poisonous flower blooms on her face.

"I'm about to touch you. Who told you to save me? You gave me my life. I'm stuck with you. You can't get rid of me."

You Yingxi's eyes were red with anger, and he sneered, "I shouldn't have saved you in the first place?"

She didn't have a sonorous word, and her strength was weak word by word. The hatred that was suddenly built up was as fragile as glass. It was easy to think that Tan Xing had treated her well in the past few years and had saved her.What's more, You Yingxi is not a hard-hearted person.

Tan Xing witnessed the subtle changes in her inner contradictions on her face, and felt inexplicably relieved.Then cut it open, cut my flesh and blood of you, let you know that you have grown in my heart long ago, let me narrate the past, like a sharp knife piercing your heart.

It's good to leave scars that don't fade over the years.

"You? No way. You? Are different from your mother. You? Are not the same as your father, heh, also my father."

Tan Xing kept holding You Yingxi's right hand, not letting go, as if he knew that once he let go, he would let go forever.

It is very difficult to face oneself. People live this life, starting from the birth, the wind and sand mold the muscles and bones, and also give chiseling marks.

For Tan Xing, her scars are healed by time, time is also very tiring, she will be lazy and work hard, but the fact that she has not healed is the most painful one at the beginning, ulcers and pus.

Tan Xing started from Yunan County, from the poor house whose windows were broken and had no money to repair paper coverings, from Tan Kerou who was dying of illness... She seemed to be born with a sandbag, giving people To vent her anger, Tan Kerou beat her, and the children in the village said she was a wild child, so they beat her too.

When he came to Jiang City, the last ray of hope was beaten to death by Yu Shurong.

When she returned to Yunan County, Tan Kerou died of illness.There is no last word, only an empty home, and a life in which she is so at a loss that she doesn't know how to go on.Can't walk, don't dare to die, still want to see you? Then walk on your knees.

Go to beg for Baijia rice, steamed buns, batter, leftovers... eat whatever can fill your stomach, so you won't starve to death.Fortunately, there is also the grandmother next door, so life is not too hard.

Her mother once promised You Zhuangchen the rest of her life, but was deceived by the other party and became a mistress whom she didn't even know.Back in Yunan County, Tan Kerou was coaxed to give birth by a weak man again. Tan Kerou's beautiful singing voice was no longer useful, and her appearance was like a broken voice in the delivery room of the county hospital.

The ups and downs encountered, this chisel went down, pierced Tan Kerou's whole body, her soul was gone, her consciousness was scattered, and she was sometimes gentle and sometimes cruel to Tan Xing. Love is blood, and hatred is also blood.

Whenever I see her, I think of You Zhuangchen.

Tan Xing talked for a long time, and she didn't know when the tears would fall. She stopped when it was time to enter the second half.Comparing with Tan Kerou, she suddenly understands why her liking is distorted, it must be a love-hate entanglement to feel happy.

Those tears fell on You Yingxi's wrist, they were very hot, as if a hole had been scalded in her heart.You Yingxi unconsciously overlaps her own life with the other's life, and her hatred has not had time to build a wall, and she runs counter to it and generates empathy and pity that shouldn't be there.

Originally born from the same root, similar encounters, and the same cause.

You Yingxi bit her lip. While listening, she also felt the pain of being sprinkled on the wound.

"...so I went to that car wash shop, you? Mom often goes there to wash the car, and I separated my hands and feet a few times. I called her when the accident happened, and I said, Auntie, do you remember me? I It's Tan Kerou's daughter, you? You wanted to kill me back then, but I'm back, and I'm going to enter You's house."

You Yingxi slowly closed her eyes, she will never forget that night like a nightmare, before that, she wanted to seek justice for Yu Shurong, but behind the truth was the disaster caused by her mother's jealousy.

Sure enough, there is a cause and an effect.

Then what kind of fruit did I get when I saved Tan Xing?

I saved her, so she didn't die, she didn't die, so when she grew up, she used an accident to kill my mother, Jiang Xudong, and I was forced to separate from Jiang Wanzi, love can't see, hate can't can not see.

After a long time of trouble, is it me who is the source?

Tan Xing seemed to guess what You Yingxi was thinking, and held her face with one hand: "Sister, it's not you, it's You Zhuangchen."

You Yingxi opened that hand, trying to stand up, but she had no strength. She put her hand back against the wall and smiled: "Then why don't you kill him?"

"You? If you want, I can do it too." Tan Xing smiled, "Killing you? Mom is the same, half for me, half for you? She died, and you? Are also relieved."

A slap in the face without mercy, You Yingxi's hands trembled violently, she looked at Tan Xing, who was still smiling with her head tilted to one side, with scars floating on her face, and felt that the other party was hopeless.

"I'm free? Free ass! You? What right do you have to make decisions for me? You? You don't even know..." All kinds of words rolled up and swallowed, but what I confided were words that I couldn't even imagine. With dad, in fairness, he didn't treat you badly..."

Tan Xing insisted: "But he treats you badly."

"That's my business, what does it have to do with you?" You Yingxi stood up with some strength, her mind was very messed up, she couldn't think of a proper attitude to treat Tan Xing.

Especially when she blurted out in anger just now, if she hadn't been interrupted, she would have finished speaking in full, and it would have been mixed with her advice from her sister's position.

The relationship between them has changed a lot in the past few years, and it was only at this moment that You Yingxi realized that she couldn't treat Tan Xing as a pure enemy at all. She both hated her and couldn't let go of that feeling.

Maybe just like what Tan Xing said, she saved her, and she couldn't get rid of her.

Tan Xing's cheeks were in pain from a slap, and the corners of her mouth were bleeding. She didn't care about it, and a sense of panic spread to her whole body along her limbs.She found that she was approaching herself in another time and space, if she really killed You Zhuangchen.

You Yingxi bent down and picked up the phone, there was nothing to say, she was leaving.

"If I didn't save you that night, would you kill me too?" You Yingxi looked at Tan Xing when he asked the question impromptuly.

Tan Xing said firmly: "I won't."

But the fact? That is, "Tan Xing" really did this.

You Yingxi didn't know why she asked, she rubbed her red wrist, but the moment she turned around, she was pressed against the wall by Tan Xing who got up suddenly.With great strength, it seemed that a movement that had been suppressed for a long time was finally carried out. You Yingxi's back hit the wall, causing her to grunt in pain.

The phone in her pocket was ringing, it should be called by Jiang Wanzi, she wanted to get it, but Tan Xing held her hand.

Without giving You Yingxi any time to react, Tan Xing lifted her chin slightly, and left a deep, deep kiss on her lips, even biting bloodstains.

Tan Xing pursed her lips, as if she was tasting the faint smell of blood, she showed a satisfied and intoxicated smile: "So I won't."

So what's ahead?She didn't say it, but she seemed to say it.

Hidden in this kiss similar to Zhuang Er's kiss to Cui Xing.

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