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"The signal was interrupted, and the coordinates could not be determined. The space-time capsule X1·27 activated the emergency landing self-rescue system."

"Canceled forced landing, reconnected for the first time, failed..."

"...reconnected to No.30 seven times, failed..."

"Warning - the emergency landing system fails after the time limit, and will automatically disintegrate outside the tunnel after derailment! Countdown, 10 minutes..."

Tan Xing had a dream. In the dream, she was a lone fish. I don’t know if the place is a lake or a river. Anyway, it must be? It’s not the sea, otherwise? She should jump over the turbulent sea with a fish tail , instead of lying in the dry cracked ground to breathe hard.

Lack of oxygen, so uncomfortable, what did you dream about?

It was the beginning of March, early spring, and it was not long after Yanxi started school.

Tan Xing turned over on the bed? She closed her eyes, drowsy, and frowned slightly.Someone opens and closes the door. It should be that roommate who got up in the morning and practiced his lines all year round, rain or shine, went out to wash up.The dormitories in the north sound like they have a sense of history. To put it bluntly, they are old? of the kind?.

On the contrary, there are fewer disputes on duty.

Having a balcony is annoying too, especially if the bed is right next to it. The dormitory agreement is just a piece of paper, who knows? If the curtains are not closed, the sun will be very dazzling in the morning when winter is over.The light filtering effect of the mosquito net was negligible, and those few wisps of very faint light slipped into the eyes. Tan Xing woke up completely and clicked her tongue a few times impatiently. Her right eye was injured, but she can still see, but she is very sensitive to light.

The phone buzzed, and Tan Xing knew who it was. She hadn't set the alarm clock since she entered school, because someone would always wake her up.If that kind of perseverance is used on things that have nothing to do with me, even roommates who run in the morning will have to bow down.

"What time is it, are you still awake?" You Yingxi asked, yawning over there.

Tan Xing: "My eyes hurt."

Having been lied to countless times by this younger sister who came out with lies, You Yingxi was unmoved: "You? You have to get up even if you have a stomachache. Don't even think about skipping class."

"It hurts so much, I'm in tears, you? When will you buy me bed curtains?"

A pile of sandalwood car wheels, You Yingxi just coaxed her to get up, didn't say anything else, and only revealed the truth when she was so entangled: "I bought it, I guess it will arrive the day after tomorrow."

You Yingxi's voice was originally soft, and when she matured, she became gentle and deep. She smiled softly: "I want to give you a surprise."

"I do not want."

The bed curtain is nothing special, as for You Yingxi? The current consumption level is estimated to be Taobao goods worth tens of dollars, or the money earned from part-time jobs.But what she gave was different. The meaning was not the item, but the person.Tan Xing realized that there might be ambiguity, and immediately added: "I don't want to be surprised."

In terms of past life experience, even if the word "shock" fell on her head, it could only be a shock.

What she wants is the security that spring will surely come after winter, but the word "shock" is always accompanied by happy or sad accidents.

There are lazy and diligent students in the Department of Acting. Tan Xing walked slowly to the water room with a basin in his hand, and heard noisy voices coming from inside. Some were chatting, some were reciting lines, and some were brushing their teeth and chanting sutras The pacesetters rushed to the north slope...

When the man saw Tan Xing, he spat out toothpaste and said to her, "You? You finally got up. You? My sister has been waiting downstairs for a long time."

She pouted and pointed out the window: "I said you? You are not a child anymore, why do you have to give it to me? My sister? They don't have many theory classes in their sophomore year, and they rarely go to the teaching building. The schedule must be different, right? .”

"It's not that I insist, but she insists." Tan Xing said.

"Ah, then your sister spoils you too much."

Is it a pet?Tan Xing looked out of the window, and looked at You Yingxi, who was waiting for her while riding a bicycle, and then turned on the faucet to the maximum. Wanting to admit it, she lowered her head and washed her face: "She owes me."

It's rare for Tan Xing, who has had problems getting enough clothing and warmth from snacks, to be evaluated as "work", and only in front of You Yingxi.

If you owe a debt, you must get it back.So I have to try a few more shades of lipstick when I can go downstairs on time tomorrow. I wasted time, and the one I put on to meet people is still the last one.Ming? Ming? There were many hats in the closet, but she didn’t take them. The scorching sun made tears flow from her right eye. She wanted You Yingxi? Asked, then shrugged and pretended to be half blind anyway It doesn't matter.

From the corner of my eyes, I saw You Yingxi, who was about to speak but kept silent, looking very embarrassed.

Tan Xing lowered her head, a smile that quickly disappeared at the corner of her mouth.

It is a pity that You Yingxi is not a villain, but she also realized a little way to get along with Tan Xing's increasing rebellion.

What was floating in front of Tan Xing's eyes? When he regained consciousness, someone had already put a bamboo dragonfly hat on his head, and the brim of the hat was pressed down.

"Hello——" Tan Xing was speechless for a while, looking at herself reflected in the glass window, muttering that this was too silly.

Auntie Suguan glanced through the old flower mirror and said with a smile, "Hey, the one from Little Blue Fatty."

Tan Xing: "You? And? What are you asking my sister to do?"

After she asked, she was still muttering, as if she hated the hat, but she just stayed in words.

Auntie in charge: "You? This child also said, "My boss asked you to wait so long, so you can't be punctual?"

Tan Xing looked unhappy: "She is willing to wait for me, but you should take care of it. Can I move slowly?"

You Yingxi? I ​​have been here too many times, and I have become acquaintances with the housekeeper aunt, and the wait is too long. She has nothing to do and is leaning on the window sill to copy the visitor records for the aunt. ? The Tanxing head circumference is small, and it is quite suitable to wear it.

She stands in a very clever position, the boundary between light and shadow, the sun covering her body is not so glaring, so Tan Xing can glance at it from the corner of her eye from time to time.

The dormitory aunt was too lazy to talk about her, so she turned to make fun of You Yingxi? She spoiled this little sister like a child who couldn't grow up.

You Yingxi? The image of You Yinuan appeared in her mind, she smiled: "I hope she can always be Peter Pan."

"Who is Peter Pan? His surname is Bi?" Auntie the housekeeper wondered.

Tan Xing turned her nose up, feeling extremely proud, and made a face at her aunt: "Yes, my surname is Bi."

She leaned over again, leaning on the window sill, and touched You Yingxi's elbow, which was pressing down on the notebook: "What are you writing?"

"Isn't this waiting for you? Why do you have nothing to do? Let me help you. Auntie usually takes good care of you." You Yingxi's eyelashes drooped, and her light brown pupils were covered.She was still as quiet as before. The accident a few years ago that led to the death of her parents was like a fire, which tempered her bones to a stronger tenacity than before, and she was able to endure grievances that ordinary people could not bear.

With such a thin body in her early twenties, Tan Xing sometimes feels that You Yingxi is always living in her heart with an indomitable adult.

But she doesn't need her sister to lift the beams of her house. She is not much different in age, besides, the collapse of the bad house didn't crush her to death when she was a child, right?Although? Lived like this.

A lot of things need to be compared to get the results. If you haven't got it, it doesn't mean you don't want it.

When no one depends on you, of course? As long as you can regard yourself as omnipotent? No, one day you will meet such a person who can turn back into a child in front of her, and you will understand that there is no such thing as omnipotence? No, just? There is nothing to rely on to be brave.

Even knowing You Yingxi? The reliance on her is not very pure, it started from the guilt of her mother for breaking her eyes.But going forward, Ming? Ming? It was Tan Xing's mother who destroyed her family, and the unclear relationship between them was cut off by the sudden family destruction.

I became the pitiful object of relatives and friends at the funeral. In the world, only our blood is drawn to each other. Under this situation, the hatred of the next generation seems not so unforgivable. I don't want to be an adult yet? The naughty younger sister who has gone to school adds fuel to the flames, and the situation intensifies, and finally leads to the responsibility that the older sister has to shoulder.

Didn't even think about it? I thought that the belated dependence of the two people would turn the sea of ​​bitterness into a little sweetness.

The spring breeze was light, and the bamboo dragonfly on the top of the sandalwood hat turned slightly. The bamboo slices were not sharp, but they seemed to split the haze accumulated in her heart, and sprinkled a piece of golden sunshine.

Tan Xing: "I'm going to be late."

"Ah? Then I'll ride faster." You Yingxi stepped on the pedals faster, the wind became stronger, and the corners of her shirt coat flew backwards, wrapping her face, as if she was caught in a net. Like.

Whether it's a fish or a bird, it's a dead end anyway, and she won't run away.He pressed his head even deeper on You Yingxi's back, and wrapped his arms tightly around his slender waist. He heard You Yingxi laugh a few times in the wind: "Let go, it's so itchy."

"You? It's mine." Tan Xing said sullenly, she was almost out of breath, and she was suffering from the same disease, it was oxygen deprived of oxygen.

You Yingxi?: "Didn't you still scold me when we first met? Now it's 'You are mine'?"

Tan Xing: "You? Don't you also scold me?"

"It's all over." You Yingxi's clothes smelled of laundry detergent. Her parents left her an inheritance, and the two of them wandered away from home. Both learning to perform cost money because the future is unknown, and she can save money. Save, one or two thin garments are never hand washed.

We are almost at the teaching building, and on the way uphill, she rode a little hard with the people, and her breathing was a little rough: "Of course I belong to you, sister. Er Xing, I only have you as a family member, The same to you."

Tan Xing thought? I am not.

She thinks a lot in her heart, but never speaks.

For example, "I'm going to be late", Tan Xing is not talking about herself, but You Yingxi.

For example, when she said "you are mine", she wished that this person would be possessed by her from body to heart—no matter what kind of relationship.But she knew it wasn't like this, You Yingxi? Jiang Wanzi was always on her mind.

Human beings have mouths for communication. It is not only the eyes that have been damaged by encounters, but the language system is also malfunctioning.Concern has no subject, let the other party guess, hate you? Pretend to be someone else in your heart, and you have to go around a circle as big as the entire earth to hint.

She is sensitive, selfish, and insincere, and finally turns herself into a hurricane, approaching and accompanied by destruction, even though the center of the storm is obviously what she wants most.It's the madness that if I can't get it, don't even think about it.

When I was young, I went to another time and space by chance. That Tan Xing lived a little better than her. His eyes were not broken, and he would not feel inferior because of his incomplete body. When he grew up, he had to pretend to be arrogant and play A good companion.

Unlike her, it was completely broken from the root.Even the teacher who was interviewing for the art test at the time joked that she would not have such a face if she had not been abused. She is beautiful, but she is rotten and beautiful, which is very suitable for certain roles.

I don’t need sunlight, and I’m even afraid of sunlight, but for the strand in front of me, I want to store it in the largest container, and take it with me when I go to the ends of the earth.

But no, she died, I accidentally killed it.

It could also be intentional.

Since that day, I have dreamed of her thousands of times, never so vividly now, as if she is by my side.

Tan Xing knows that this is the function of the space-time capsule falling into a dream, and it will be activated automatically when the cross-travel fails and returns to orbit, in order to make up for the user's doomed?

Her flaws were judged by a system deep in her brain, but she felt it was the machine's fault.

But what more reliable reason can be used to explain, the countdown ended, she woke up from the dream, with tears in the corners of her eyes.

There are certain facts that she refuses to admit until she dies.

Because the other party didn't give it to her either.

Tan Xing opened her eyes, she saw the bright and flowing starlight in the universe, the space-time capsule broke away from her body, disintegrated from the orbit at a speed that could not be observed by the naked eye, and exploded into flying dust.

The forced landing would only interrupt the dream, but she didn't choose it.

That invisible net is the bamboo dragonfly that stops and rotates in the stagnant weather, it is the man's distinct and smooth black hair, and it is the white shirt that tastes similar to each other...

I'm a fish, I can't swim out.I'm a bird, and I can't fly away.

Without the package of the space-time capsule, there is no oxygen around, and the temperature is terribly low.

At the last moment, Tan Xing's sober consciousness stays on the bitterness of being trapped by fate: If I do it again, I will be willing to be caught by you again?

In my next life, I don't want to be your Peter Pan again.

You? Also, stop being nice to me.