bend you

The sky was still gloomy, and the rain had not stopped all night. After coming out of the hotel, Xiao Ran rushed into the rain, and his wet clothes were soon wet by the rain again.

He lowered his head and moved forward rapidly in the rain, without purpose or direction.He was dizzy, as if a villain was beating drums frantically in his head, hitting his head one after another as he moved forward.

He didn't know how long he walked in a trance, the cold rain made him shiver all over, he hugged himself tightly with his arms in an attempt to warm up.

"Stinging!" The rapid brake sound came from behind, scaring him to a halt.Immediately after the car door opened, an urgent cry pierced his ears, "Xiao Ran."

Before Xiao Ran turned around, the man hugged his body directly from the back, and the familiar voice was full of worries that people couldn't ignore, "Why is it so cold?"

The cold body gradually warmed up, Xiao Ran recovered from the trance, he turned his head stiffly to look at Xiao Li who was holding his head.

"You scared me to death." Xiao Li said with a nasal tone in his voice, extremely scared.

After Xiao Ran ran away yesterday, he failed to catch up.Xiao Ran didn't bring his mobile phone with him when he went out, and he couldn't get in touch with him at all.He contacted all the friends he knew, and they all said that Xiao Ran had never been there.At home, they couldn't say that Xiao Ran was gone, so they had to lie to Li Ranran that Xiao Li had returned to the apartment.

He didn't sleep all night, he drove the car and wandered on the road where Xiao Ran would appear, praying that he could find Xiao Ran on the side of the road.The initial anger has long since dissipated and been replaced by growing fear and annoyance,

He was afraid of really losing him.

Huang Tian paid off, after driving this road a dozen times, Xiao Li finally saw Xiao Ran walking alone in the rain.Like an abandoned critter with no home to return to.Stuffed with pain in his heart, he slammed on the brake desperately, eager to embrace the lost and recovered person.

Xiao Ran stared blankly at the person who was hugging him tightly, Xiao Li's eyes were bloodshot, he looked extremely decadent, his heart hurt, and he said weakly, "Xiao Li?"

"It's me, it's me." Xiao Li let go of Xiao Ran and turned him around, gently wiped the rain off his face for him, and kissed the corner of his cold mouth with heartache.He hugged Xiao Ran and wanted to get in the car to keep him warm.

The warmth on his lips made Xiao Ran's heart tremble, he remained motionless, and said resentfully, "Why you?"

Xiao Li didn't realize what Xiao Ran meant, and Xiao Ran broke free from Xiao Li's embrace, his body temperature dropped again due to the rain that had just warmed him up.

"Don't be awkward, Xiao Ran, get in the car first, you are prone to catch a cold like this." Xiao Li said gently, reaching out his hand to hold Xiao Ran.

Xiao Ran shook his head and took a few steps back, because of Xiao Li's kiss, all the resentment exploded at this moment, "It's all you, it's all you, if it wasn't for you Xiaoyan wouldn't leave. Me too." Xiao Ran said no After going down, he stubbornly believed that all of this was because of Xiao Li, if it wasn't for Xiao Li, none of this would have happened.

Xiao Li thought that Xiao Ran was still blaming him because of Mo Xiaoyan's affairs, and he was indeed a hindrance in this matter, but he never told Xiao Ran about the specific reason of the whole matter, he believed that Xiao Ran knew about Mo Xiaoyan's story, Will bless Mo Xiaoyan to pursue love. "Xiao Ran, I'll explain that matter to you. Get in the car with me first, and we'll talk about it when we go back."

"Explain?" Xiao Ran said with a sarcastic smile, "All your excuses are to let Mo Xiaoyan leave me."

"We're talking about this in the car." Xiao Li stepped forward to pull Xiao Ran, but he waved his hand away again.

"Don't touch me!" Xiao Ran roared, stepped back step by step, shook his head and said resentfully, "I won't get in the car with you, everything you do will only make me hate you more. I really hate myself, I have been by your side like a fool for so many years, without realizing your disgusting mentality. You can ruin my happiness again and again for your so-called love, and you don’t care about my thoughts at all, and you can hurt your relatives by any means. I don't hesitate. Xiao Li, if I can, I really hope that I have never met you, or never got close to you. You will only make me hate you now, and I can't wait for you to die. You are dead, and I can be free when you die. I won't live in such pain." Xiao Ran tried his best to attack Xiao Li with vicious words.Only in this way can I feel better and feel less guilty.All of this is Xiao Li's fault, if not for him, how could such a thing happen to him.

Xiao Li remained motionless in astonishment, his eyes were covered with a dark color, and he stared at Xiao Ran who was cursing at him sadly.

Never thought that one day Xiao Ran wished he had never met him, hated him, wished him to die.

After venting, Xiao Ran felt better, but when he said something in reverse, he was also surprised.I didn't expect my resentment to be so deep, and I let myself say such vicious words. I raised my eyes to see Xiao Li standing in the rain and lost, and my heart trembled involuntarily.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the two stood silently in the rain, only a few meters away, but it seemed like an abyss that could not be crossed.

The heavy rain made Xiao Ran gradually unable to see Xiao Li's appearance clearly, he bit his lip, turned around and ran forward.

"Xiao Ran." A hand grabbed his arm in time.

With a cruel push, Xiao Ran pushed the owner of that hand to the ground, splashing a splash of water.He didn't hesitate, didn't look at the man's sad eyes, and ran forward with his head down.

With a headache, he wished he could hit the wall, and was unable to think about any problems. Panting and panicking, he ran to the small road that the car could not pass, and threw away the people behind him.

It wasn't until his body lost any strength that he knelt down with a plop, panting heavily with his hands propped on the ground, and looked up blankly, wondering where he should go.

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