[Tuyan] Yimu

#after many years#

I canceled my original travel plan and returned home a little bit erratically. I collapsed into the sofa, closed my eyes, and my heartbeat was still violent.

Unable to erase from his mind, his once young face, his now slightly vicissitudes face, and the back view of the three cuddling together appeared at the same time.

The happiness that cannot be part of it reflects that I am alone, as desolate as a desert.

Get up and prepare to take a shower to clear your mind, but when you look in the mirror, you see your own face, which also coincides with your young self.

Panic, confusion, just more vicissitudes.

After fleeing and compromising for more than ten years, everything returned to the starting point.

I took off my glasses and slumped down on the sink, letting my chaotic memories overwhelm me.At this moment, struggling was useless, and I could only helplessly wander between pain and longing, fully experiencing the long-standing hunger in my soul.

He left long ago.He has a life of his own now.He doesn't need my presence, rather, he should hope that I won't show up from the beginning.

I clearly knew that he would not come back, but I couldn't stop my sense of confusion, begged for his salvation, and refused his interference, and couldn't move myself to the time that was still stuck in the past, and still stuck in his resolutely cold back, and in my eyes Neck and chin left with eager courting kisses.

That kiss has now fallen on another person.A gentler woman more pleasing to worldly eyes and more suited to him.

The remaining rationality instantly cut off my more profane and stinging imagination.After taking a shower, I opened my eyes under the quilt, trying to force myself to rest, but my mind could not be calm.After tossing and turning in bed for several hours, I finally fell asleep due to exhaustion.The sleep was unstable, and I woke up again soon. I saw that the time had passed more than 30 minutes.

Barely pulling myself together, I half-heartedly prepared dinner, nearly cutting off my fingers while chopping the toppings.The noodles were cooking in the pot, I threw myself on the sofa and turned on the TV, trying to add a little more human atmosphere to the room.

Suddenly someone knocked on the door.

I mechanically manipulated my hands and feet, took a deep breath, and then looked up at the cat's eyes.The cat's eyes were not the man I was mentally prepared to see, but a strange little girl who looked only fourteen or fifteen years old.She obediently knocked on the door a few more times, and I asked, "Who is it?"

"Is it Uncle An!"

I froze for a moment, and opened the door.The little girl was so anxious that she was about to cry, holding something in her arms, and taking a picture under the light of the living room, it made my scalp numb.

She held tightly in her arm a dark brown snake-shaped dagger.

#after many years#

The little girl was very hungry because of fear, and she ate noodles very fast.But she moves very quietly, and it seems that she has received a good tutor.I don't think it's hard to figure out why.

The girl in front of her was dressed in a cool dress, with a calf-length skirt showing a moderate figure suitable for her age.She sat on the sofa a little cautiously, holding Jing Zhe tightly in her arms, seeing that I looked a little nervous.She asked in a low voice, "Does Uncle An live alone?"

I leaned against the dining table, snorted as civilly as I could, and said, "Yeah, there's no one else in my family. Just me."

She looked at my expression and added a little doubt: "I thought it was like what my father said, there are other relatives in my uncle's house..."

My clamping movements stiffened a bit.Although it was easy to guess her identity, it was very bitter when she really heard the title "father" being said by her.

"By the way, your father asked you to come to me. What's the matter?" I struggled to organize this sentence, but finally said it.

The little girl clenched the mahogany sword in her hand, hesitated for a moment and said, "Father left Jing Zhe to me, and asked me to take it with me and come to the address on the note to find you."

I put down the bowl, looked at her and said, "Where are the others?"

She took a deep breath and said, "I was resting in the hotel this afternoon. When I woke up, my father and mother were missing."

"Shen Tu is missing?!" I couldn't help but raise my voice out of shock and panic for a moment, which made the little girl tremble.I quickly waved my hands and explained: "Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. I can see that you are quite afraid of me." I frowned and said, "You just said that your father left you a note, right? "

The little girl nodded, took it out of her arms and handed it to me.On the front was my home address and my name, and when I turned the back, I gripped the note tightly, almost digging it in with my fingernails.

He wrote: An Yan, seeing Jingzhe as a token, take care of Xiaoyu for me for a while, and I will pick her up later.At the end, I was afraid that I would not recognize his handwriting, so I signed it, "Best friend Shentu".

I stared at those few lines for a long time, and checked them over and over again with my smart eyes. There was indeed nothing else on the note, so I said to the little girl who was a little confused: "Your name is Oracle, right? Your parents should It's just that I have something to do, please ask me to take care of you for a few days."

She suddenly asked excitedly: "Uncle An, was the ability you used with your eyes closed just now called Wisdom Eye!" Now it's my turn to be surprised, this is something a 15-year-old girl should know?It's not surprising that she suddenly remembered whose child she was, and nodded calmly.

The little girl came over happily, and the guard and nervousness on her face disappeared. "So you are the owner of the power of Yu Lei that Dad said! Can Uncle An tell me the story of being with Dad before?"

I was taken aback for a moment before I realized that what she was talking about was a story about setting out missions for the association together.From the time we met on the bus until we left Fengshen’s Tomb, we talked for three full hours, and then she started yawning profusely.I urged her to take a shower and go to bed. Before turning off the lights, the little girl said good night to me very politely.

I couldn't sleep, so I lit a cigarette and went to the living room balcony to smoke.The sky is clear tonight, there are no clouds, and the stars are as bright as a star compass in the sky.

Oracle is really a domineering name.I looked at Xing Xing in a daze, and thought to myself, this is the child of him and others, with the same cold and innocent aura as him.

How can you believe that I will take your daughter in after seeing your message?I let out a puff of smoke.Is it because you trust me as a person, or because you're taking advantage of my feelings for you?

She is obviously someone else's child, and has no blood relationship with me. It can even be said that she is a blood relative who took away the one I love.I hate her existence, and I even want to transfer my hatred of her mother to her.But in this situation, I can't let her go alone, or torture her like venting.

Let the previous generation resolve the grievances of the previous generation.Children are always innocent.And if something really happens to her... She is Shen Tu's own flesh and blood, so I can't ignore it.I can't watch Shen Tu grieve without feeling sorry and remorseful.

do you like this kidI asked the star, and the star blinked at me.I remembered that many years ago, when he squatted down and looked at Man Tongxian, there was a soft light in his eyes.

I promise you to take care of her for you.

But not for free.When you come to pick her up, we can finally talk about the past and put an end to it.