[Tuyan] Yimu

#after many years#

An Yan:

Su Zhi had Su's posthumous child.She had a huge conflict with me because of this, because she wanted to give up that new life.She looks like that, determined and strong, but I catch a glimpse of her weeping quietly behind the door.

She is a person with the blood of the Su family, so she doesn't want to show her vulnerable side in front of her family.After all, the child is her own flesh and blood, she is not willing to part with it.She insisted on giving up the child because keeping him would attract the surveillance of Yingsanjia and bring danger to us and the plan.

There are disadvantages and advantages. After careful analysis, I think it is more likely that this child will inherit the Su family.He's had longer to learn and more opportunities to grow into someone stronger than us all.And even though it's not my child...I think children are always innocent.He shouldn't even have the chance to choose his own destiny because of us.

Su Zhi still expressed his objection. In the end, I said, this is not your child alone. Think about Su, Su's bloodline, and the future of the Su family.If you abandon this child, even if you inherit the Su family, your next generation will have turmoil due to the choice of successor, just like everything Su has faced before.

To my surprise, Su Zhi cried in front of my face.That was the only time in my memory that she showed sadness in front of me.I don't know how to persuade, Su Zhi said while crying, she doesn't want to drag me down.Because for a child to become a person who can lead the Yingsan family, what we need is by no means a few years as we agreed.

I thought of this.I even felt hopeless again, but I tossed and turned and thought this was the best solution.Su pushed me into this plan, and I couldn't keep thinking about how I would get out.I carry human lives on my back, not only Su Zhi's, but also everyone in the association.

I have been in contact with her for a while, and from my judgment, it is very risky to seize power with Su Zhi's ability.If she fails, she will be killed immediately and my identity will be exposed.Regardless of whether I escaped or not, people related to me would fall into the hands of Kagesanjia without knowing it.I don't know how you will be treated, but none of the members of the three families are good. They have a lot of means, and they never mind erasing the existence of a few people.

15 years.The plan to raise Su Zhi's children needs at least this amount, not less, only more. 15 years is enough to make you forget about me, I'm pretty sure.

Shentu

An Yan:

I ran into Lao Zhang yesterday. He stopped by Guangling while doing his mission.

During the two years since Su Zhi gave birth to Xiaoyu, the Yingsan family had been following her very closely. In order not to appear abnormal, I didn't write a single letter.I am writing this letter this morning because I have something to tell you urgently.

Lao Zhang talked about the situation of some associations, the situation is a little turbulent, and it is likely to face disintegration.This dovetails with the fact that we've been under less surveillance lately.I was worried that the influence of the Shadow Three Schools would be detrimental to you, so I paid special attention when he talked about everyone's recent situation.

He mentioned, you are married.

The news woke me up like a slap in the face of the wine down my throat.I slept on the sofa at night, tossing and turning, thinking about it non-stop.Including what Lao Zhang described, what your wife looks like, and how grand your wedding is.

I, who was far away in the south, hadn't heard from you for a long time, but the first time I heard about you, I suffered such a heavy blow.

Why 15 years, just two years, you have already forgotten me.

I took this step first, and I should bear the consequences of losing you.When I made the choice, I clearly told myself that I wanted you to forget and start a new life.Now as I thought, I regretted it. It was like being pierced by a sharp knife, and the pain from the chest to the back trembled from time to time.

I also thought about whether I did something wrong at the time. I should let you know what I am about to do. With your help, my life with you will be much easier.I suddenly felt that I was wrong, because you couldn't wait for me for so long, you didn't care about me enough to put the rest of your life on me.

We are very important to each other, but you mistook this importance for feelings when you were young and energetic. For you, pursuing me was the impulse at that time.Although the urge is real, it is like the tide receding too quickly.

I can only understand your marriage in this way.You understand that I was put in the wrong place by you, you straightened it up and put the right one back.

I had thought that we would not have children of our own.But you and your wife will, and your children will surely inherit your virtues.If there is a chance, I would like to wait until he grows up to meet him.

Bless you, An Yan.You want to be happy.

Shentu