[Tuyan] Yimu

#after many years#

An Yan:

How are you doing these days?

The time has come, but our plans seem to have been leaked.In order to find out this spy, I must bring Su Zhi and Xiao Yu to Yanping.

I will not come to see you, just being close to Yanping has caused me pain.

Shentu

An Yan:

Today we met.Of course you don't know that's me.

I haven't seen you for 16 years, you have lost a lot of the vitality of the past, and you are a little irritable instead.

I'm still very uncomfortable with Su Zhi's body. When I knelt down on the ground, I couldn't resist at all, almost thinking that I would die in your hands.This strong hatred reminds me of what Xiaoyu said, you are the only one in your family.

There is a possibility that people from the Qin family lied to me with Lao Zhang's body. Everything he said was false, just to test whether I still have feelings for you.You were never married at all.You have been hating me, hating Su Zhi who snatched me away.

Does this mean you still care about me?

Shentu

An Yan:

I have achieved quite a lot in writing practice, and now the characters on the document no longer look like my own, but roughly look like Su Zhi's font.Because in order to contact people in Guangling as her, I had to erase part of my traces.

Dealing more and more with people around me, sometimes I have an illusion that I am Su Zhi instead of Shen Tu.While it's good for the secrecy of the program, I can't lose myself.Because of your help, the three shadow families will hardly find me and Xiaoyu, and I can write to you every day.

These letters will not be sent as before, but only the letters to you will be written in my original identity, thoughts and handwriting.With you as my light, I won't get lost.

Su Zhi died, and I also lost several capable men.Although we have also caused heavy damage to the Yingsan family, the plan to regain power had to be extended again.Without Su Zhi to support Xiao Yu, she will have to lead the Su Luo and Qin tribes by herself in the future.

Since then her growth has been extremely difficult.After Xiaoyu found out about her life experience, she quickly cheered up and expressed to me her determination to inherit her parents' behest.After the three families give up on our search, I will take her back to Guangling, teach her Kui Dao, and at the same time look for the secret notes left by the Su family.

I will always think of you on this trip.

Shentu

An Yan:

The informant sent to Yanping sent back news that you built a clothes tomb for me.During the Ching Ming Festival two years ago, you, Fatty and Jiang Xiaozhu all went to the grave.

I felt extremely guilty, and a little bit of joy grew out of my guilt.I have caused you pain for nearly 20 years, and instead of avoiding me, you still care about me, a person whose life or death is uncertain.After going through this catastrophe in Yanping, I became more and more selfish, reluctant to let you forget me.

But how long do I want you to wait for me?I myself know it's an unknown.Thinking of this, I have to shrink back again. If you are really indifferent to me, I will not be as heartbroken as before, but accept the reality calmly.I owe you first, so I can't pay it back, let alone ask you to fulfill my expectations.

You and I are getting old, and things that have passed for too long are becoming less and less important.But if I can choose, one day after the plan is completed in the future, I want to tell you everything in person, and ask you how you have spent these years.

There is no snow in Guangling in winter, and the joints still ache from the cold.

Shentu