My boyfriend and I wore books after we broke up

Does love have a shelf life?

If it was a few years ago, Xu would have said swearingly: Of course love has no shelf life!

Now he is hesitating, love can't survive time after all, love has lost to life after all.

It's been five years, Xu Xu believes in Zheng Yu's love for him in his heart, but at this moment he can't believe his eyes, and even wants to poke his eyes blind.

"Yu, I miss you."

The night was soft outside the window, Xu Xu stared at Zheng Yu's mobile phone and read the WeChat messages over and over again. The person who sent the WeChat message was a woman. He clicked on the woman's WeChat message, and he looked very good.

The sound of water in the bathroom stopped, Xu Xu panicked for a moment, he never thought that Zheng Yu would betray him.

The sound of Zheng Yu's footsteps gradually approached, he hurriedly put the phone back, fumbled for a cigarette and lit it, to calm his restless heart.

Does love change when passion is gone?

"Today, my mother called and said that the medicine was out, so I called the money again." Zheng Yu wiped his hair half dry, then put the towel aside, and went to change into pajamas.

Xu Xu aimed at Zheng Yu, this handsome face seemed to have become unfamiliar.

"What's wrong?" Zheng Yu felt the gaze.

Normally, Xu Xu wouldn't use the money to buy medicine to talk about things, but now he is very irritable, and even angry.

Why are you having an affair with others and still taking my money to help your family.

"Why? Why do I have to pay your family's expenses every month? It's been five years, and you've had enough of me, right?"

Zheng Yu was stunned. He didn't expect that Dabao, who was always reasonable, would say this?Or is it that Dabao has always been unwilling in his heart?

He blinked helplessly: "Dabao, I'm sorry, I know I wronged you by being with me, and you shouldn't be responsible for my family's difficulties."

Xu Xu didn't think about saying this, his head was full of the contents of the text message.

He turned his head to look out the window and took a few puffs of cigarettes.

Zheng Yu pursed his lips, and hugged him carefully: "I know that the things in my family have put a lot of pressure on you these years, I'm sorry. You should tell me your thoughts, I thought you were willing."

Xu Xu opened Zheng Yu's hand, and stared at him intently: "Zheng Yu, let me ask you, do you really like men and women?"

"What are you saying, don't you know that I like men and women?" Zheng Yu saw that his expression was wrong, and asked softly, "What's wrong? The boss said you?"

"Don't talk to me." Ke Xu threw away the cigarette butt, got up and walked towards the bedroom, "Don't go into the room to sleep tonight!"

He didn't ask directly, no matter whether Zheng Yu betrayed him or not, he had to find out the truth by himself, and then talk to Zheng Yu.

He was afraid, he was afraid that Zheng Yu would just make up a reason to lie to him.

"Well, you are in a bad mood, I won't bother you." Even though Xu Xu got angry, Zheng Yu didn't get angry.He frowned, followed into the bedroom, and covered Xu with the quilt tightly: "It's cold at night, don't remove the quilt."

He turned off the headlights, turned on the wall lamp, and then turned and left the bedroom.

Xu Xu looked at the wall lamp with hot eye circles.He is afraid of the dark, so he must turn on the small light when he sleeps, Zheng Yu knows his habits and preferences, he is always so careful and gentle, always has been.

He was really afraid that Zheng Yu's tenderness would be given to others.

Their house had only one bedroom, and Zheng Yu was lying on the sofa in the living room, covered himself with a coat, with a sad face.

The phone rang, it was WeChat.

——Yu, why don't you come back?You hate me that much?I really like you, can't you give me a chance?Why are you always so indifferent to me?

Zheng Yu looked at the contents of WeChat, including the "I miss you" above, and suddenly understood where Xu Xu's bad mood came from.

There was a faint light coming from the crack in the bedroom door, he tilted his head to look over, and said softly: "Just don't believe me that much."

He didn't go in to explain and left early the next morning.

Xu Xu was a little flustered when he didn't see him: "I didn't even make breakfast."

He was resting today, and after dinner, he planned to go out to find out about Zheng Yu. Just after getting dressed, Zheng Yu came back with a box of documents in his arms.

Xu Xu ignored him, and returned to the bedroom with a curled lip.

"Don't you ask me why I came back?" Zheng Yu raised a smile, "I resigned."

Xu Xu was startled, and looked back at him: "There is something wrong with you! If you resign, let's drink northwest wind."

"You can find a job again, you... I can't lose it." Zheng Yu put down the information, took out his mobile phone and gave permission, "Go and see the content of WeChat."

Xu Xu snatched the phone over and read last night's message, his heart skipped a beat.

What's the meaning?He made a mistake?

"It's true that this woman likes me, but I've been refusing it all the time. Dabao, I don't want to give any unnecessary explanations. I just want to say that I will give you enough sense of security." Zheng Yu not only has gentle eyes, but also extremely gentle words , "So, I quit my job."

Xu Xu was filled with endless joy, but he didn't show it. He pretended to say, "Will resigning give me a sense of security? Won't I make money?"

"I know you lack a sense of security. If I keep going to work, you will always suspect that I have something to do with her. That's fine, I'll change to a job with a higher salary." Zheng Yu took over the phone and held the phone in front of permission. The woman's WeChat has been blocked.

Xu Xu felt extremely happy, grinned the corner of his mouth: "You are smart."

This is the result he didn't expect, Brother Yu is too manly!

Zheng Yu also realized a problem through what happened last night.Dabao may really feel the pressure from his family, otherwise he wouldn't say that.

He wants to make money, and try not to let his family get involved with Dabao in the future.

Dabao has always been good enough to his parents.

"Dabao, won't you give me a reward?" Zheng Yu said with a smile.

Xu Xu glanced at him: "Why did I give you a reward? You made me sleepless all night, you...um~"

Before the words were finished, Zheng Yu's mouth moved up, his big hands wrapped around Xu Xu's waist, and he pressed Xu Xu against the wall.He was so good at kissing that Xu Xu had to open his mouth to respond passionately.

"Dabao, remember, I will never betray you or leave you."

"What should I do if you lie to me?" Li Xu breathed | aggravated, and wrapped his arms around Zheng Yu's neck tightly.

"Hitted by a car."

Zheng Yu never imagined that his oath doomed his fate. He was indeed hit by a car and ended his life in this world.

It's not easy to find a good job in this city. Zheng Yu couldn't find a job with a high salary even after running for a few days. In addition, he had to pay the heating bill, and he felt even more anxious.

When people are in a bad mood, they are always easily angry and irritable. He and Xu Xu started to quarrel over trivial matters, and even had a cold war for a day or two.

Many times Zheng Yu didn't want to quarrel, but Xu Xu's temper exploded, and once he got angry, he couldn't control it, which caused him to lose patience, gentleness no longer existed, and another big quarrel.

That's life, and you have to admit, it can turn you into a person you hate.

Zheng Yu felt it deeply.In the end he had to put down his major to do high-income sales.

On the day when he started his salary, he happily bought a bouquet of roses to receive Xu Xu. He thought Xu Xu would be moved and said he liked it, but Xu Xu's eyes lit up for a moment, and then he frowned.

"There is money to burn, can you return it, return it."

Zheng Yu's heart turned cold, and he forced a smile: "I bought it all, so why return it?"

"Spend that useless money." Xu Xu took the flower and sat on the back seat of the electric car, and Zheng Yu rode home, with Xu Xu's nagging in his ears.

"It's great to have this money to buy meat. It's a waste of money. Don't buy it in the future..."

Zheng Yu didn't know when his Dabao became more and more annoying, and more and more disappointing. To be honest, he really didn't like to listen to it, and it was a bit annoying.

Xu kept nagging all the way home, and when he entered the room, he was still saying, "Did you hear what I said? Don't buy it. Buy meat..."

"Enough!" Zheng Yu endured it for a long time, but still couldn't hold back the drink.

Xu was startled, and looked at him with wide eyes: "Are you yelling at me?"

"Say it over and over again, don't you find it annoying?" Zheng Yu looked a little impatient, and went to the bathroom to wash his hands.

Xu Xu's temper was ignited, and he rushed over: "Zheng Yu, you think I'm annoying now, don't you?"

"I haven't." Zheng Yu said while washing his hands.

"That's what you meant just now! What do you mean! Have you had enough with me?" Xu Xu shouted.

Zheng Yu didn't answer, and walked around him to the bedroom, but was ruthlessly ignored, Xu Xu became even angrier, and chased after him: "Speak up! Don't pretend to be dumb, do you think I'm annoying? Talk."

Zheng Yu was annoyed by his question, turned to look at him, the original tenderness was no longer in his eyes: "Permission, can you stop making trouble for no reason, when will I think you are annoying."

"Who made trouble for no reason? You were the one who got angry first." Ke Xu blushed and shouted thickly.

"Can you stop shouting, the neighbors can hear you." Zheng Yu said in a low voice.

"I'm not allowed to tell you what you did wrong? Zheng Yu, let me ask you one last time, do you think I'm annoying?" Xu Xu looked at him seriously.

Zheng Yu frowned: "I just think you're a bit of a disappointment and a bit of a bore. You weren't like this before, you've changed."

He thought that Xu Xu would lose his temper explosively like before, but Xu Xu's eyes were red, he nodded, and his lips tightened: "Zheng Yu, it's you, you never yelled at me before. Yes, I am Mo Shit, but you have to know who turned me into this, you let me down so much."

He went back to the bedroom and wrapped himself in the blanket.Zheng Yu looked at the figure on the bed, and instead of coaxing him as before, he sat on the sofa and smoked.

How ironic the reality is, the unswerving love lost to money after all.

It was winter, the north wind was howling outside, snowflakes were falling in large swaths, and the whole house was unbearably cold.

This year they did not pay the heating fee because they had no money. Even covering them with two quilts could not withstand the cold, and they would wake up from freezing in the middle of the night.

The night was deep and the snow was heavy.Xu glanced at the person next to him, quietly got out of bed, put on a cotton jacket and left the bedroom.

The living room was illuminated by the white snow outside the window, Xu Xu hugged the roses and smelled them, his smile extended to the back of his ears.

Zheng Yu got up from the bed and saw this scene, his eyes were red, and he choked up unbearably.

Only now did he understand that Dabao was reluctant to part with money, and Dabao liked it.He's an asshole, it's he who turned Dabao into a complainer, but on the other hand he thinks he's grumpy.

After all, it's all about money.

Xu Xu was hugged in his arms as soon as he opened his eyes the next day, and Zheng Yu said sorry in his ear over and over again.Xu Xu slapped him on the head. Zheng Yu didn't feel any pain, so he laughed: "Slapping me means you are calming down, doesn't it?"

"Get out!" Xu Xu lifted the quilt and went to the ground.

"Calling me means that you have calmed down, so don't be disappointed with me, and don't be disappointed with our love." Zheng Yu posted it shamelessly.

Xu Xu glanced at him with a bad look: "Go to hell."

"Okay, absolutely obey."

When Zheng Yu thought their good days were coming, the reality was like a blizzard outside the window, cruel and ruthless.

His mother was admitted to the hospital. In the past, his mother suffered from chronic renal failure and was kept on drugs. This time, she was diagnosed with uremia.

Xu Xu came home from get off work and saw Zheng Yu smoking on the sofa, the room was pitch black, only the cigarette was burning, emitting a little red light.He turned on the light and asked, "Why did you leave work so early today?"

"Ah, I have something to do in the afternoon, so I came back early." Zheng Yu put out the cigarette butt, looked back at Xu Xu, and held back what he wanted to say.

No, he can't put such a heavy burden on Dabao anymore, and Dabao shouldn't be burdened with him together in their family's difficulties.

"I'm hungry, don't you cook?" Xu Xu went to the bathroom to wash his hands.

"Just do it." Zheng Yu finally didn't say that his mother was hospitalized.

Zheng Yu went to the hospital early the next morning, and the doctor gave him a treatment plan. He needed to be hospitalized for a period of time before matching with a suitable kidney | source.

Both he and his father were matched, but neither of them was suitable, so the operation fee was greatly increased.

At nine o'clock at night, the corridors of the hospital were silent.Father Zheng took Zheng Yu to the lounge downstairs.Father Zheng was very thin, his face was exhausted under the light.

"Xiaoyu, what do you think we should do? Why let our family catch up with everything."

Zheng Yu's eyes were full of melancholy: "It will get better."

Father Zheng sighed: "I need money before I can't find the kidney|source, and it costs a lot of money to find the kidney|source. Where can I get it? This money-burning disease."

The two of them were silent for a moment, then Father Zheng suddenly thought of something, and his expression changed: "By the way, don't you have a building in the city? Why don't you sell the building?"

"No." Zheng Yu vetoed it straight away, as if the refusal was too straightforward, and said, "The building is not mine, it is permitted."

"Didn't you also take the down payment back then? Besides, you didn't repay the mortgage together, so why isn't it your building?"

Zheng Yu took a deep breath: "Dad, I just took a small portion."

"Don't you want to sell the house? You won't save your mother?" Zheng's father lowered his face, "Or is Xu Xu not willing? If he really thinks he is the Zheng family, he should help you."

"Dad, he doesn't have that obligation."

"What do you mean no obligation? Didn't he live with you? Why is he not obligated?" Zheng's father added a tone, "He won't admit it when something happens? Look, your mother is in the hospital, he Not even showing your face, anything."

Zheng Yu didn't want to hear him say yes, his complexion changed, and his tone was very rude: "Dad, can you explain something reasonable! He didn't come because I didn't tell him."

He sprang up from the chair, his chest heaving up and down due to boredom: "Tell me about it, have you and my mother given him a good face after all these years? There is something wrong now, and I need his help Now, you have regarded him as a member of the Zheng family. Dad, can we touch our hearts as human beings?"

It was the first time he contradicted his father, Zheng's father instantly became unhappy, and raised his eyebrows: "You can do it, now you are powerful, you dare to scold your father for a man!"

"Dad, you have to understand that it's that man that I can take a breath!" Zheng Yu's eyes widened, his eyes were red, "Do you know how much my mother spends on medicine every month? I’m sorry, the license has been repaying for the past few years, just because we sent you money, we didn’t even pay the heating bill this year, and the house was as cold as an ice hole. Our family has been imprisoned by him for three years, and we still have What face is selling his house."

Father Zheng stopped talking.

"Dad, he doesn't owe us anything, and...we've already broken up, don't make things difficult for me anymore. Dad, I'm really tired." Zheng Yu said, turned and left.

As soon as he left, Zheng's mother dragged her sickly body out of the corner and went straight to the ward.

When Zheng Yu got home, Xu was already asleep, so he went to take a shower, got into the bed, hugged Xu, pulled off his pajamas, and scored a hole.

"Ah...why are you crazy?"

"I think."

It was four or 10 minutes after the two of them finished their work. Xu Xu lay on the bed and said, "Where have you been so late? You didn't answer the phone?"

Zheng Yu looked at Xu Xu with eyes full of reluctance, and rubbed his broken hair: "Let's break up."