My boyfriend and I wore books after we broke up

Xu Xu never dreamed that Zheng Yu would propose a breakup, which is impossible and should not be.

"What are you kidding?"

"I'm not joking, I'm serious." Zheng Yu said as he put on his clothes.

Xu Xin thumped, and pressed his lips tightly: "Why? You don't like me anymore?"

"I like it." Zheng Yu didn't hide his thoughts.

"Then you broke up? The reason." Xu Xu emphasized his tone.

Zheng Yu wants to break up because he doesn't want to drag Xu any more. The current situation of their family is tantamount to dragging Dabao into a quagmire. He understands that Xu will definitely sell the property if he knows the situation, but he is not willing to let Xu suffer with him.

For five years, he has given nothing to Dabao. If Dabao's only home is taken away again, he will be too inhuman.

Also, he can't fully give himself permission, he plans to sell｜kidney to save his mother, and he will no longer be a complete man.

He felt sorry for Xu Xu and his mother, this was the only way he could think of.

"My mother asked me to marry another woman, and I agreed."

Xu Xu was startled, his eyes gradually opened wide, and his lips trembled: "You... agree to marry someone else?"

"Yeah." Zheng Yu could only force Xu Xu to break up by lying.

Xu Xu's voice was choked with sobs: "What about me? What have I been to you these few years? In the end you are going to marry someone else? Back then you said you would not get married."

"I'm sorry, my mother...threatened me with her life, so I have to agree. I should get married and have children, our fate... let's end here." After Zheng Yu said, he turned his head and didn't look at the permission. He was afraid that he would show his flaws. , and couldn't bear to see Dabao suffer.

"you sure?"

"determine."

These two words are like a stone that makes Xu Xu breathless, from fear to disappointment, from grief to resentment.The more he thought about it, the more angry he became, and finally his face turned purple, and he squeezed out every word between his teeth: "Turn me around."

Zheng Yu lowered his eyelids, and just turned his head, there was a loud snap, Xu Ke slapped him hard, staring at him coldly: "Take back what you just said, I forgive you."

"Let's break up, I should get married." Zheng Yu raised his eyes with red circles, and before he had time to look carefully at the permission, he slapped him again, leaving a spot of redness on his cheeks.

He still looked tenderly at Xu Xu: "Even if you kill me, I won't change my mind."

"Take your things and get out." Xu Xu whispered.

"Okay." Zheng Yu turned around and got off the ground, "I'll come back to get the things later. You have suffered with me for the past few years, I hope..."

Li Xu didn't give him time to continue, and roared, "Get out! Get the fuck out! Get out! Get out! Get out!"

He roared louder and louder, and finally his voice became hoarse.

"Goodbye." Zheng Yu took a few clothes and stepped out of the bedroom.

As soon as he walked forward, Xu Xu's tears fell out, clutching the quilt and crying loudly, crying until his whole body trembled.

Zheng Yu heard the restrained sobbing in the room, and his heart ached, but he couldn't do anything.He hated himself at this time, a waste.

He had nowhere to go, so he went to the hospital with his clothes.In the middle of the night, the hospital was quiet, and there was a gloomy light in the corridor.

Went to the ward, mother Zheng was sleeping.Zheng Yu sat by the bed and squeezed her bony hand tightly. After a while, tears flowed from his eyes, and a few tears fell on the back of Zheng's mother's hand.

There is always this feeling in life, life is better than death!

He didn't know how he lived his life in such a mess that he couldn't even keep his dearest and favorite people.

He is a piece of trash!

He is a piece of trash!

He is a piece of trash!

Zheng Yu lay on the bed, resting his forehead on Zheng's mother's hand.Zheng's mother actually woke up since he came in, reaching out to touch her son's head.

Her voice was weak: "Did you really break up with Xu Xu?"

"Yeah." Zheng Yu didn't look up, just nodded on her hand.

"Is it because of mom?"

"No."

Zheng's mother sighed: "Oh, my mother shouldn't have blocked your relationship at the beginning. But that's fine, you are a man, you should get married and have children."

Zheng Yu didn't speak.

"You don't need to get angry, Mom is dead."

"Dezhi, I have a way to get money." Zheng Yu raised his head, "Mom, you should rest well and don't think about anything."

Zheng's mother was very weak: "Where are you going to get money? We can't do illegal things. Mom's illness is fine."

"Mom, it will be fine." Zheng Yu looked at the thin mother Zheng, feeling uncomfortable.

Early the next morning, Zheng's mother went to the attending doctor's office while they were away, to inquire about the severity of the disease.

"It's like this. Your surgery fee still depends on the source of the kidney, at least 50, and at most [-]...Maybe it can't be stopped, and you still have to continue to take medicine after the operation."

"Do you want to continue taking the medicine?" Zheng's mother asked.

"Yes, in order to avoid renal rejection, the drug must be taken for life."

Mama Zheng frowned: "Then how long can I live?"

"This..." The doctor hesitated.

"Doctor, just tell me, I have a bottom line in my heart, I'm fine." Zheng's mother smiled.

"Ten years after the successful operation, there is no problem. If there is an infection, it will be more serious and you may die at any time, but this kind of situation is still rare. Now your problem is mainly the kidney | source. If you can't find the kidney | source, you have to continue dialysis , it’s a difficult road to walk.”

Zheng's mother came out of the office with a dazed expression, dizzy, and walked a few steps, forgetting what she was doing here.

She looked back at the long corridor, suddenly her mind went blank, her eyes were blurred, and then she fell to the ground.

"Auntie, are you okay?" The nurse hurried over.

Before she fell into a coma, Zheng's mother only saw the nurse's feet running over. When she woke up, she was already on the hospital bed, and the nurse was giving her an IV.

"Mom, are you feeling better?" Zheng Yu asked anxiously.

Mama Zheng rolled her eyes, her lips turned white: "What's wrong with me?"

Zheng Yu and Zheng's father looked at each other, but no one answered.

"What's wrong? Talk." Zheng's mother realized that the situation was not good.

"What's your fate in this life." Father Zheng got up and left with a sigh.

Mother Zheng panicked: "Son, what's wrong with Mom?"

Zheng Yu frowned, and had to say: "You have a tumor in your head, which is pressing on the nerves, so you can't see clearly. But mom, don't worry, the doctor said it will be fine after the operation."

"Mom wants to stay by myself for a while, you go out." Zheng's mother originally had good hopes for life, hoping that one day it would be better, but now she...all hope is lost!

Father Zheng went back to his hometown in the countryside and planned to sell the land.Zheng's mother was transferred to the ward of the neurology department. She didn't say a word or laugh anymore.

Zheng Yu was afraid that something would happen to her, so he didn't dare to leave for a moment.

"Mom, I bought some food, you can eat some."

Mama Zheng didn't speak.Zheng Yu picked up a disposable lunch box and fed her: "Mom, open your mouth."

With a bang, the lunch box was blown away by Zheng's mother, and the food was scattered all over the floor: "I won't eat it!"

Zheng Yu knew she was in a bad mood and didn't say anything.Instead, other people in the ward whispered.

Seeing her son squatting there to clean up, Zheng's mother cried, "Son, I'm sorry... Mom didn't do it on purpose, Mom is too tired..."

"Mom, everything will be fine."

On the second day, Mama Zheng smiled, and Zheng Yu was relieved a lot. When Papa Zheng came back, it was already sunset, and Mama Zheng insisted on eating some meat.

"Pig trotters, big bones and so on, I will eat them all."

"Mom, the doctor wants to eat something light. We have to prepare for the operation when the money from the land sale comes." Zheng Yu said.

"Go buy it, I want to eat, I'm so hungry." Zheng's mother said with a smile.

Father Zheng had no choice but to nod: "I'll go buy it, but I can only eat it this time, and we don't have much money."

After he left, Mother Zheng touched Zheng Yu's face and smiled brightly: "Son, if you want to find your own happiness in the future, Mom still hopes that you can get married and have children."

"Ah."

"Hey, by the way, I still want to eat pancakes outside the hospital, go and buy me one." Zheng's mother said.

"Let Dad bring it back."

"I'm hungry, when will he come back."

Zheng Yu nodded: "Okay, I'll go."

He left the hospital and went to a pancake stand on the side of the road, and ordered a pancake. While waiting, he clicked on Licensing's WeChat account, only to find that Licensing had blocked him.

He knew that his big treasure would not give him a chance.

"Xiaoyu, why are you down too?" Dad Zheng came over with food.

"Mom wants to eat pancakes, are you so fast?"

Father Zheng frowned and said, "It's ready-made. Your mother, it's getting more and more annoying now."

"She is in a bad mood, always trying to smile, please understand more."

As the two of them walked back, they heard someone talking about the incident of jumping off the building, and another person jumped off the building in the hospital.Father Zheng said: "The hospital is a horrible place."

Under a street light in front, many people were discussing, but no one dared to get close to the corpse. The medical staff were busy cleaning it under the window.

"Don't look." Father Zheng said.

"En." Zheng Yu agreed, but still looked over curiously.

The clothes on the deceased... so familiar.

He stopped, and Dad Zheng took two steps and found that he hadn't followed, and turned back to call him: "Let's go, your mother is waiting."

"Dad..." Zheng Yu was uneasy, and said blankly, "Look at that man's clothes, it seems that Mom also has one."

Father Zheng looked at the deceased suddenly, and rushed forward in a few strides. When he saw the deceased, he was stunned, and the food fell all over the floor.Zheng Yu seemed to understand, his pupils dilated infinitely, his legs trembled uncontrollably: "Dad, is that Mom?"

He walked over, and Dad Zheng yelled: "Don't come over!"

"Mom..." Zheng Yu didn't listen to him, and strode over, but when he saw Zheng's mother whose face was completely changed and her brains exploded, he was frightened, and immediately ran to the side, feeling sick.

"I told you not to come here." Dad Zheng cried.

Zheng Yu's face was pale, and he was gasping for breath while pulling his hair, tears streaming from his eyes.

Mama Zheng committed suicide and left a letter.

"Old man, son, maybe I'm really not strong enough. I can't stand the blows and tortures of life. It's a relief for me to leave. You have to live a good life. You have been hurt all these years. Please don't worry about me. Sad, I'm happy to be gone."

"Son, Mom regrets not allowing permission to enter the house and let him stand outside the door for so long. Say sorry to him for me. Because Mom and you separated, chase him back, and Mom decided to support you."

Mother Zheng's funeral was held in her hometown. Before Zheng Yu left, Father Zheng said, "Son, don't think too much, you may think I'm cruel, but I think this ending is a relief for each of us, go back and live a good life. "

The departure of Zheng's mother was a big blow to Zheng Yu, and the only consolation was permission.He hurried back to the city, looking for permission to clarify the matter and get back together.

He waited at the gate of the community for a long time, and finally agreed to come back in someone else's car.It was a sports car, and the man in the car smiled brightly at Xu Xu, and his Dabao also smiled.

Find someone else so quickly?

Zheng Yu thought over and over again, didn't bother, and left feeling disappointed.

That man is richer than him and will give Dabao a better life.

The double blow made Zheng Yu unable to lift his spirits, and he walked down the street in a daze, and he couldn't even look at the passing vehicles when he passed the traffic lights.

Suddenly, a dazzling headlight shone over, Zheng Yu turned his head and looked, a large car was speeding towards him, and he was just about to run when the light was even more dazzling, blinding his eyes.

When Xu arrived at the door, he said to the man, "I ate the meal and watched the movie. I'm sorry, but I still don't feel it."

"We can try another day, I really like you," the man said.

"Forget it, I'm not in the mood." Xu Xu opened the door and went home, blocking the man from the door.

This man has been chasing him for a long time. After breaking up with Zheng Yu, he planned to use a new relationship to forget the old relationship, but found that it didn't work at all, and he didn't feel it.

He lay lazily on the sofa and clicked on the novel "The Rich Young Master", but the author still hasn't updated it.

Cut, won't you be cheated?

"I don't want to cook." Xu Xu glanced at the kitchen, lazily passed by, and took out a piece of meat from the refrigerator. hurt.

"Fuck!" Xu Xu turned to look for a Band-Aid, but was surprised to find that the blood was bleeding more and more, and it couldn't stop the wound at all.

"Which tendon was cut?" He panicked and wrapped the gauze around, but still failed to stop the bleeding: "No, go to the hospital."

Xu hurriedly went to get dressed, but suddenly his head became dizzy, his eyes went dark, and he fell to the ground.

Scumbag, scumbag, scumbag, scumbag...

Scumbag, scumbag, scumbag, scumbag...

Xu Xu's head was full of the word scumbag in his sleep. After countless times, he woke up suddenly, and what he saw was a gorgeous and luxurious bedroom, not his home.

Fuck, I haven't woken up from this dream yet.

He rolled his eyes and lay back on the bed.

Hey, don't tell me, the bed in this dream is really soft, is this quilt made of silk?

Xu Li lay there and saw that the corner of the huge bedroom was the study room and the computer.

Fuck | Fuck!That computer is too beautiful!

Fuck | Fuck | Fuck!There is also a bathroom in the bedroom!

His eyes rolled around, and he muttered: "This dream is too good."

Suddenly, the bedroom door opened, and a tall and handsome man walked in. He was dressed in a suit and leather shoes, with a gentle demeanor and an extremely gentle voice: "Xiaochen, are you awake?"

Xu's face was full of confusion, who is Xiao Chen?He is licensed.

"What's the matter? Don't know your brother?" The man smiled, the curve of his lips was extraordinarily beautiful.

"Hey, buddy, may I ask if I'm dead?" Xu Xu sat up, and looked at his hands, his fingers were long and slender, his skin was fair and tender, and it was unbelievably beautiful.

These hands frightened him so much that he uttered obscenities, and his voice was curved: "Fuck~ whose hand is this? Hey, buddy..."

The eldest brother of the Hua family opened his mouth in shock, and looked at Xu Xu strangely: "Xiao Chen, we just came back from the psychiatric department of the hospital..."

"What!" Xu Xu was confused.

The author has something to say: Li Ke happily jumped up and down: "Great! I finally crossed over!"

"Dabao, wait for me." Zheng Yu caught up with a large bag of luggage.

Xu Xu turned his head and rolled his eyes: "Get lost!"