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At the beginning, Jiang Cun blushed and tried his best to prevent Lin Lian from looking for the letter, saying that he would at least read it after the exam was over. Now that the final exam was over, Lin Lian found out that he had no Can't find that thing anymore.

He didn't pay attention to the piece of paper that fell out of the painting tube at first, but now he can't see the shadow of the letter when he turns the house over.

The winter vacation was very short, the school had to arrange make-up classes, and the remaining vacation was ruthlessly squeezed. Lin Lian wanted to spend more time with Jiang Cun, but he didn't know where to go, so he spent several days in the library with him.

The environment of the library is very good, clean and quiet. With the air conditioner on, you can see the busy street from the window, but all the noises are blocked out of the glass windows, leaving only a comfortable atmosphere.

The two of them sat side by side, and Lin Lian sometimes whispered shameless love words to him, and sometimes held his hand and refused to let go, just like the most ordinary young couples, leisurely reading books and doing problems, very comfortable.

There are also quite a lot of little girls who come to do the quizzes, and it is inevitable to stare at two good-looking boys, especially when they are both eye-catching and good-looking.

The brave ones would directly come up to them and ask for WeChat. If it was Lin Lian, he would lean back on the chair, look at the other party casually, and then put his arm around Jiang Cun's shoulder: "Then you have to ask the person next to me. Ah." At this moment, Jiang Cun's expression must be a textbook blush, and then he buried his head in silence, pretending to deliberately not listen to what they said.

If he asked Jiang Cun for his contact information, he would raise his head, his eyes indifferent, and he would automatically go into defense mode, and his voice would turn cold several degrees: "Sorry, no." It's his style.If the person persisted, Lin Lian would put on a straight face, pretending to be impatient and about to hit someone, and acted at Jiang Cun: "Who told you to talk to others? Have you finished your homework?"

Then the two suppressed their smiles and began to play against each other.

"Yes, I'm sorry, Brother Lian, I was wrong..."

"Then you are still talking? Huh?" His eyes turned to that person again, "Do you have anything else to do?"

On the happy winter vacation of two actors.

However, the library is closed on Thursdays. They realized this serious problem when they walked to the door with their schoolbags on their backs. After the cold wind blowing for most of the day, their expressions almost twitched.

"Baby, why don't you relax today, brother Lian will take you to have fun."

Lin Lian held Jiang Cun's hand and put it in his coat pocket. Jiang Cun nodded, and the two took a taxi to their destination.

Jiang Cun didn't know where that place was, and he didn't hear what Lin Lian was talking about. He only heard the word "park".

The old love song was playing again in the car, and the driver hummed softly.Jiang Cun thought it was a coincidence that he had been here for so long, and every time he took a taxi, the driver would definitely like to listen to those lingering and touching love songs, and he would be easily infected to tears if he felt a little sad.

Lin Lian couldn't hold back and sneezed. The driver seemed to have found a topic, and he spoke in a strong dialect.

"My little one should wear more clothes, don't you have a cold. You are still students, are you in college?"

"Second year in high school," Lin Lian responded, leaning against Jiang Cun with his head on his shoulder, feeling that it was a bit impolite to answer like this, and added, "I'm studying in Fifth Middle School, and it's winter vacation."

"Then you should study hard, wear more clothes, and it won't be easy to get sick."

The uncle asked a few more words politely, Lin Lian answered, and then started talking to himself, wondering if he was speaking for Lin Lian and the others.

"My son is also studying in the fifth middle school. His grades are very good. He is exempted from tuition and miscellaneous fees every semester, and he is the first in the grade! It is me who is a worthless father. He went for a checkup last year and found out that he was sick. Our family It doesn't matter if I have no money, I have been procrastinating like this, until now... oh..."

Lin Lian didn't answer the question, and if he continued to ask, it would probably be another sad story, and one of the things he was least good at was comforting people, so he directly killed the story in this sigh.

He is not the Holy Mother, he cannot treat everyone with compassion, old age, sickness and death are normal, every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite, he just wants to be selfish, live in the present, and enjoy today.

Prayers, a little sympathy and a helping hand when others were in trouble were all he could do.

It's just that the uncle seems to be quite optimistic. He speaks fluently, and his tone is quite passionate: "But there is no need to swear, we are the parents, and we will be generous when we see the baby happy. He stays in the hospital. He is so happy to have a little boy playing with him every day."

"Is your daughter in a relationship?"

"Where, I told you, it's my son," the uncle smiled, and Lin Lian suddenly felt shuddering, "You two, are you dating?"

A thunder flashed in my heart.

Uncle...you know...it seems a bit much...

For two boys who seem to have a slightly better relationship, would someone ask this kind of question?Do such people really exist?

Lin Lian was stunned, but Jiang Cun spoke abruptly, and met the uncle's kind eyes in the mirror: "Well, we are in a relationship."

Except for Wen Mingche, Lin Lian had never told anyone about his sexual orientation or his relationship with Jiang Cun. It was not because he was embarrassed to speak up, but because he seemed to have a vague understanding that the world he lived in was not suitable for homosexual love. Discrimination seems to be quite large.

He had heard his classmates discuss related topics in a contemptuous tone, gathering in twos and threes to express their disgusting feelings about homosexuality.And some people have been brainwashed by something, hold high the banner of "same sex is true love, opposite sex is only for reproduction", and indoctrinate their thoughts everywhere like a cult.

It's kind of scary when you think about it.

In the first year of junior high school, there was a girl in their class who transferred after less than a semester. When he knew the reason, he was completely shocked.

The roommates in the same dormitory abused her on campus, stepped on her sheets with shoes on, threw her toiletries into the toilet, squeezed toothpaste into other people's shampoo, intentionally broke her meal card, and maliciously slandered her in the back. She encouraged the whole class to isolate her.

All the seemingly insignificant little things may become the last straw that breaks the camel's back.In their eyes, maybe they really didn't do anything excessive, but they smiled and apologized, and at the same time scratched other people's hearts with glass cones.

Lin Lian couldn't figure out why an eleven or twelve-year-old child could hurt others so recklessly?Because they can't understand the word "empathy"?Can they do things regardless of the consequences because they are young?

People bullied her because she "was gay".

Because when the girls got together to discuss the boy they had a crush on, she shyly refused to say it; when everyone booed her, she whispered: "Actually, I like girls."

It's strange to say, because a boy has a "normal orientation", so all girls should avoid him, afraid of being raped?

No way.

But since that sentence, no one wants to associate with her.

What stimulated Lin Lian even more was that when he graduated from junior high school, everyone looked back on their middle school years, and when someone mentioned this girl, everyone put on a sympathetic look, as if they had never participated in it before.

"Yeah, she's so pitiful. I remember her umbrella was broken, and she went home drenched in the rain."

— Said the girl who threw her pillow on the floor.

"It's really too much. Why do you treat her like this?"

—— Said the boy who maliciously hit her with a ball.

Everyone forgot that "she is gay", stood on the moral high ground, and made mild criticisms of themselves who did wrong things at the beginning-the funniest thing is that their memories have been tampered with, no People remember that they were one of the perpetrators back then.

A few sane people watched from the sidelines, only Lin Lian's sympathy struggled a little, and he handed her a tissue when she was crying.

It's good that she transferred to another school and left. She deleted everyone except Lin Lian, and the photos uploaded on social platforms are all portrayals of happiness.

I went on a trip with my family, made good friends, succeeded in running for class monitor, confessed to my parents, was accepted by my parents and was admitted to my ideal high school...

She was also injured once, but love and time healed her, giving her the courage to stand alone and the courage to protect others.

so precious.

But Lin Lian himself knew very well that in a sense, he was also one of the perpetrators, but he did not do so badly.

He didn't have enough strength to stand up and protect anyone, so he could only choose to back down; fortunately, the girl still lived a wonderful life, shining with confidence.

The most recent photo is a selfie with another girl, I don’t know if it’s her girlfriend, two lovely girls are standing in the center of the camera, smiling brows and eyes, full of youth.

To this day, he is afraid of the world's vision and the pressure of public opinion. He wants to hold his boyfriend's hand in a high-profile manner and kiss under the gaze of everyone when he is strong enough to take responsibility.

Jiang Cun didn't think too much about it. He didn't have a good relationship with the people around him since he was a child. He didn't care about all kinds of rules and red lines in this world. He just did what he liked.

"The one leaning on me is my boyfriend."

It was the first time for him to introduce Lin Lian to others like this, and he touched the tip of his nose in embarrassment.

The uncle didn't have any unusual expression, but his tone was full of "tsk, I'll just say it": "I felt something was wrong when you came up just now, look at his eyes, it can be like an ordinary classmate eyes?"

The three of them laughed, and Lin Lian dishonestly groped Jiang Cun's body. Unfortunately, through the thick down jacket, only the sunken clothes could be seen, but the flesh could not be touched.

Lin Lian teased him, and sighed inwardly: "Boyfriend, you are really much braver than me."

"As you said, you trust me, so I'm not afraid. My courage comes from you, Brother Lian."

Before getting off the car, the driver gave them money and encouraged them with a kind smile: "Study hard, you will be admitted to the same university in the future, there is plenty of time for you to enjoy!"

Both of them answered "OK" with a smile, and then got out of the car. Their tall and straight backs looked like they were at their best age. Seventeen or eighteen years old were full of vigor.

The uncle looked melancholy at the thermos bottle on the co-pilot, drove the car to the hospital, and started humming a little tune again.

Some people's future is full of thorns, and some people have a broad road ahead. No matter what, life is still going on, and your own emotions have nothing to do with others.

It's just the kind of temperament that young people have, which is great.

Lin Lian didn't know that his life was also envied by others, but he was very happy to be able to hang out with Jiang Cun.

A new park has been built here, covering a rather large area. The entire low-profile version of Disneyland has a fairytale architectural style, which is very suitable for couples or children to play.Tickets aren't expensive, the park smells sweet, and it's arguably the funniest place in the county ever.

It is an open secret that Lin Lian likes pink very much.

When he was in junior high school, someone laughed at him as "a sissy who likes pink", and he immediately dropped the certificate of the three-good student, and smashed it vigorously at the person's face.

As a result, both of them were punished, the whole school notified their criticisms, and they were required to read their self-criticisms publicly at the flag-raising ceremony on Monday.

The boy’s self-criticism was fair and standard, and he pieced together the sentences he found on the Internet. He was sweating profusely in the hot summer morning, and he stumbled and finished reading the words on the paper. During the process, because of nervousness, the manuscript paper flew out many times and became the national flag. He made the biggest joke and was mercilessly ridiculed by the whole school.

In contrast, Lin Lian looked unusually unrestrained, stood at attention in a military posture, gave a speech out of script, and impassionedly stated "Why boys can't like pink", which hit the nail on the head and directly rose to the height of equality between men and women. Take it lightly.

For this matter, Lin Lian gained the attention of more girls, and they all sent pink gifts, but they were always rejected.

No one knows, it is precisely because he likes this color so much that he only hopes that the person he likes can give him this color, and other people are not qualified.

Obviously, the newly decorated park’s color scheme is extremely eye-catching, and there is also a pavilion specially designed for young couples. The big pieces are all pink, and the girls’ hearts are about to burst into bubbles.

"Want to eat candied haws? I'll go buy them."

Not far away was an old woman selling candied haws. Lin Lian asked Jiang Cun like teasing a child, but he shook his head and stared at the girl selling sugar paintings seriously.

"I want to eat this," Jiang Cun stared at the man intently, "I want to eat Lin Lian."