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On the morning of the first day of the new year, Lin Lian fell into a drowsy sleep and habitually turned over to hug Jiang Cun, but suddenly found that the baby was not sleeping on the sofa.

This time he seemed really angry.

With a blushing face, Jiang Cun desperately pushed Lin Lian out of the bathroom, washed it casually, ran into the bedroom, locked the door, covered his head and lay down on the bed to sleep; Curled up into a ball angrily and ashamedly, but her heart beat faster than ever.

Lin Lian knocked on the door persistently at first, but then he was too tired. Obviously his last memory was that he fell asleep while sitting on the ground, why is he still lying on the sofa now?

Sleepwalking again?

He yelled a few times, but Jiang Cun didn't agree, Lin Lian had no choice but to take out his mobile phone and call him.

It took a long time for the phone to connect, and Jiang Cun's still sleepy voice came from the opposite side, muttering in a low voice: "Brother Lian..."

"Good morning baby. Happy New Year, I love you."

"Happy New Year……"

Hearing his voice was very soft, with a hint of being coquettish when he stayed in bed and was woken up, Lin Lian let out a long breath——Jiang Cunqi is gone, it’s fine if he didn’t wake up, it’s fine if he didn’t wake up ...

After thinking about it for a long time, Lin Lian realized that Jiang Cun probably dragged himself out of the room to the sofa in the middle of the night because he was afraid that he would catch a cold. He said why he was lying in the living room with his slippers still in front of the bedroom door... …

It took a while for Jiang Cun to come out of the room. Lin Lian was holding a toothbrush in his mouth, his eyes were straight, and the foam suddenly fell into the cup: "Fuck! Baby, you are so handsome! Come here and kiss Brother Lian!"

Jiang Cun probably remembered the charming things about the two of them in the middle of the night, turned his head away, stuffed the clothes he was holding into Lin Lian's arms, and ran to the bathroom to wash up.

"Baby, you are so sweet, you know I didn't bring a change of clothes..."

"you shut up."

Jiang Cun's blushing could be felt through the door, Lin Lian didn't speak any more, brushed his teeth cheerfully, and changed his clothes in the living room.

Jiang Cun is not a person who pays attention to dressing. He usually wears very ordinary clothes. He aspires to be the most inconspicuous grain of sand in the sea of ​​people. The outfit he changed today was carefully selected.

A loose-fitting white cotton sweater with a shirt and a sweater stuffed inside, warm but not bloated, the trousers lined his slender legs, revealing a little slender ankles, which made people's desire for crime soar; It's beautiful, and it's so neat that it makes people reluctant to take their eyes away.

The shirt was a gray-black plaid, with a part of the collar exposed, which happened to be the same color as the scarf around Lin Lian's neck.

Lin Lian is also in good shape. The thermal underwear is covered with a soft black sweater, which is very comfortable to the touch. The handsome waistline of the boy can be seen at a glance. The outer layer is a thick winter coat, the zipper is not pulled, and it is loosely draped over the body. On the body, it doesn't seem to be afraid of the cold at all.

Jiang Cun came out after washing and saw exactly this scene.

The boy turned his back to him, his strong back came into view, he easily put on the sweater, then bent down to take off the pajama pants.

But who can tell him why Lin Lian changed clothes in the living room?

Lin Lian turned around as if telepathically, and suddenly saw Jiang Cun staring at him intently with his lips pursed, his expression a little dull.

At this moment, he was only wearing a pair of underwear on his lower body.

Damn it's embarrassing.

"No, fuck it, baby listen to me..."

Lin Lian was in a hurry. He didn't understand what Jiang Cun's eyes meant, and he didn't notice that Jiang Cun stared at a certain part of his body for several seconds. Before the room hugged him tightly, not letting him slip away.

"Baby, I really won't do that in the future. Believe me, I just..." Lin Lian was at a loss for words for a long time, and finally came up with a reason, "I just think the clothes you picked are so fucking good-looking. I couldn't help but put it on in the living room."

He felt a little aggrieved, and thought it was very funny-I really didn't mean to be a hooligan, who told me that you came out and bumped into me at that time, and I felt that I was at a disadvantage!

"Brother Lian, I'm not angry, let me go."

Jiang Cun was a little out of breath from being strangled by him, and felt his heart beating faster again.

Lin Lian's waist, Lin Lian's legs, Lin Lian's well-articulated hands... and... that...

"Then you wake up early in the morning and ignore me."

Lin Lian's tone was full of rogue and aggressiveness like a child, and he hugged Jiang Cun like a sloth and did not let go, wrapping him in his arms.

"Brother Lian...Happy New Year, I love you too."

Lin Lian lowered her head and kissed him on the neck, which was very gentle.

He liked that Jiang Cun used this sentence to change the subject.

"Then you are not allowed to avoid me from now on."

Jiang Cun said softly, the temperature on his neck made him a little unaccustomed, but he liked this kind of touch: "Okay."

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, the street is still deserted, and everyone who should go home for the New Year has gone home. The bustling past has become an empty city; the two of them are not used to walking on the road, because they forgot to wear hats, and their ears are cold His hands were flushed red, and his fingers were clasped together, refusing to let go.

Many shops were not open, and they were all reuniting with their relatives at home. If it weren't for the group text messages from their parents on their mobile phones, Lin Lian almost forgot that Chinese New Year should be with his family.

Jiang Cun is his boyfriend, will be his partner in the future, will be his lover who will be buried in the same field with him in the future, and will become an inseparable relative in his life... However, no matter what kind of relationship it is, it cannot be Be a substitute for another kind of relationship, especially the parental relationship where blood is thicker than water.

"Brother Lian," Jiang Cun watched as Lin Lian was sending text messages to the two groups on his mobile phone, quit and clicked on, quit and clicked on again, without touching the drink on the table, feeling a little uncomfortable, "Why don't you give it to me?" Let's make a phone call."

"I wish you a happy Spring Festival, reunion and harmony. In this happy day, your work will go smoothly and you will be promoted step by step!"

In the eyes of the Chinese people, the most important festival, Lin Lian only received this cold message.

To be a stranger in a foreign country alone, think of love every time during the festive season.

The poems that have been catchy since elementary school have been quoted countless times in the composition, and now he has a real feeling.

Before the winter vacation, he called his parents. They didn't even care about their final grades, they just hurriedly said that they would not come back for the New Year; before coming to Jiang Cun, he called them again. At this time, his mother I just remembered that I had a bad cold two weeks ago, and asked him if he went to the hospital.

"Honey, sometimes I think they're really annoying."

There is no one word that can sum up his mood at this time. From childhood to adulthood, when it comes to his feelings for his parents, there is almost one word - annoying.A somewhat naive, very colloquial word, whether it is upset or restless, it is just annoying, and it is hard to say what makes it uncomfortable.

Jiang Cun didn't know how to comfort others, so he reached out and hugged Lin Lian from the side, and buried his head on his shoulder.

"Tell me, what kind of job do you have? Is there anything better than coming back for a year? I haven't seen you for half a year and don't miss me at all?"

Reality is indeed much more magical and cruel than fiction. Lin Lian couldn't figure it out. After working so hard, the family is not short of money. They are not rich but they can still live the life that most people enjoy. So why work so hard? ?

To escape the oppressive atmosphere in this backcountry or to save a villa for his son?

Who the hell is not living in this world for the first time, so they can't understand each other?

"Brother Lian, I'm here."

"It's really annoying."

Lin Lian frowned, deleted the text message, took a deep breath, and tried hard to get rid of bad emotions, not wanting to affect the next itinerary.

"Baby, I'm a little uncomfortable, let me hold you for a while."

Jiang Cun let out a "hmm" and didn't resist Lin Lianhuan's approaching hand.

"Brother Lian, if you want to talk, you can tell me, I've been listening," Jiang Cun closed his eyes, only to feel that this embrace is too gentle, too gentle, so gentle that it makes people want to cry, "I said Happy New Year, you must be happy, or I will ignore you."

"You are mine and have no right to speak."

"I prepared a small red envelope for you, in the pocket of my clothes, and I'll give it to you later."

"Baby, you said why you treat me so well, I just want to hold you all the time."

Lin Lian is indeed gentle. Because of his own experience, he knows how to read words and emotions better than most of his peers, and can more sensitively observe other people's emotional changes. No matter what happens, he can always bear it first. He is only willing to talk to others when he is young; gags and swearing are just part of his personality, he doesn't look serious, but he really thinks about how to treat people well.

When someone gave him a cup of thirst-quenching water at the age of 17, he was willing to build his own city at the age of 27 and dedicate the entire sea to that person.

If he loves someone, he will use all his thoughts to protect him, not to let him be bullied, and not to let him know.

Many times, only Jiang Cun can understand the tenderness in his eyes.

Introverted and naive, this is another layer of his nature under the arrogant appearance.

In the evening of that day, Lin Lian went back with the Wen family's car, without letting Jiang Cun see him off. He was afraid that if Jiang Cun stood by the roadside, he would be reluctant to leave.

Originally, he could stay in the main city until the remedial classes resumed, but the Wen family hurried back to visit relatives, so Lin Lian had no choice but to go home with them.

Xiao Hong handed over two red envelopes, and he accepted them without hesitation, just wondering why he gave them two.

Both adults were embarrassed to speak, Wen Mingche lightly poked his arm, and said, "Uncle Lin and Aunt Tao gave it to you."

His mother's surname is Tao, and his name is Tao Xianxia, ​​and his father's name is Lin Jianshu.

Lin Lian gave a "Oh" and felt a little uncomfortable. He unconsciously touched the red envelope with both hands, but didn't open it to see the amount.

If you want to send a red envelope, why don't you come back and give it to me yourself?

There was a suffocation in his heart, and his face was a little dark.

Seeing that Lin Lian's expression was not very good, Wen Yingguo sighed, and told Lin Jianshu what Lin Jianshu asked him not to say.

"Lin Lian, don't be angry. Uncle knows you are a good boy. You, Auntie Xiao and I watched you grow up. Jianshu and them work very hard. You are a child and you don't understand the rules of society...

"As for people, there are always some goals in life, and we can all see the feelings of showing flaws and making achievements. These years, they have been on and off, and they have been noisy. It is not easy for them to get along peacefully like this.

"You are still young, and you don't understand many things. At your age and Mingche's, you must understand some social truths, but you can't. Uncle wants to tell you something, you have to be mentally prepared."

Wen Yingguo and Lin Jianshu are classmates in middle and high school. The Wen family is rich, and he knows how to work hard. He has been admitted to a good university and has a smooth future. Lin Jianshu is the youngest son in the family. , He couldn't afford any more money, so he dropped out of school.

Wen Yingguo wanted to help Lin Jianshu several times, but was rejected. He didn't expect him to be so stubborn in his bones. He even said that it was a loan, but he refused and had to go back to work in the field.

When Lin Lian was a child, she saw the wedding photos in the closet and framed them in frames. Her father and mother stood in front of their home, without suits or wedding dresses. The mother wore a small red flower on her head and smiled brightly.

This is the most heroic father and the most gentle and beautiful mother he has ever seen.

That day, as if he had discovered a new continent, he asked childishly, "Dad, how did you and Mom meet?"

The mother seemed a little shy, and glared at him, then turned to the kitchen to search for vegetables; the father smiled and couldn't keep him from asking repeatedly, and he couldn't help but be proud between the lines: "What else can I do, the matchmaker introduced it."

Maybe God really doesn't treat kind people badly. After so many years of losses, broken teeth, swallowed blood, and hysterical quarrels, the two sides can feel that life is not easy and fall in love with each other again.

Married for 19 years, the house, Lin Lian was 17 years old, those days when he was sneaking in the mud, Lin Lian was so young, he didn't understand anything, he even felt that his mother was too extreme and caring about every detail.

Those glorious years told the world nakedly that if you have no money or power, you will be bullied and kneel down with your head held down. This world is so cruel.

They went out to work for a full ten years.

Who is not walking in this world with difficulty, it is just the difference between difficult and more difficult.

Get understanding and money, but also need to spend family and time.

Lin Lian is indeed more mature and sensible than his peers, but he doesn't want to understand the rules and regulations of this society at all.

It was suffocating, as if the forehead was stuck in the throat.

He understands, he knows that it is not easy for his parents, so he studies hard, earns scholarships to lighten their burdens, becomes more independent and does not want them to worry, tries his best to carry big and small things by himself, and is forced to exercise his broad arms.

But he was still a kid the whole time.

So he will also be rebellious, he will be in the second grade, and he will use an extremely childish way to attract their attention.

There are three teachings and nine streams, the society is big, the world is big, and people's hearts are even more difficult to touch.

"When you were approaching the final exam, Xian Xia was already ready to come back to settle down, but suddenly fainted, and was sent to the hospital for examination, where she was found to have breast cancer."

Lin Lian was stunned.

He didn't expect things to develop like this.

He didn't know how to deal with it.