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Lin Lian originally promised Wen Mingche that he would accompany the girl's best friend to the library, but it was already eleven o'clock when he woke up on Saturday morning, and the other party sent a series of messages, but he didn't reply at all, feeling embarrassed and too busy apologise.

[Handsome Lin]: Sorry, I overslept.Do you still go to the library in the afternoon?

That girl is the girl from the previous radio station, and her WeChat ID is Liaoyuan.

[Liaoyuan]: Ah, it's okay, senior, take a good rest.I still have to make up lessons in the afternoon, I'm not free orz

[Handsome Lin]: May I ask, what's your business?

He thought, if the little girl had a crush on him and wanted to confess, he would break her heart directly.But Gu Liaoyuan didn't answer directly, instead he asked himself a puzzled question.

[Liaoyuan]: I want to ask if you really like Jiang Cun?

[Handsome Lin]: Yes now, maybe not in the future.

[Handsome Lin]: Are you just for gossip?

[Liaoyuan]: I'm sorry...Because Jiang Cun is my elementary school classmate, I am a little worried about him.Don't get me wrong, I don't have "that" liking for either of you...

[Handsome Lin]: What happened to him?Aren't you only in the third grade of junior high school, why are you and him a classmate in elementary school?

[Liaoyuan]: I have been downgraded.I'm not too clear about some things, but if you can, please pay more attention to him. It's not convenient for me to disclose other people's privacy...

He felt that Gu Liaoyuan's method of helping people was really circuitous.

This is an endless loop of "I ask you to help-what to help-I can't tell you-can you help-tell me the content-don't tell you".

[Handsome Lin]: You don't like him or me, why are you so concerned about our affairs?

[Liaoyuan]: I have a friend who is very similar to Jiang Cun, but no one saves him.I don't want to repeat the same mistakes.

Lin Lian rubbed his eyebrows, sighed and turned off the phone screen, feeling uncomfortable for a while.

He was too lazy to think about the little girl's motives for doing this, but he realized that his understanding of Jiang Cun might really be just the tip of the iceberg.

How did he reply to Gu Liaoyuan?Do you want to reply "He has blocked me" when Liao Yuan asked "Do you really like Jiang Cun"?

Now Jiang Cunren doesn't know which studio he went to for training. Where can he find someone?

When he can't write about politics, he sends harassing messages to a certain account while writing.

"Fuck, stop swaying in front of me when your mother is gone."

The radio incident was once again full of turmoil. Both the head teacher and the vice-principal talked to him, asking him if he had a puppy love, and implicitly hinted whether he had homosexual tendencies.Of course Lin Lian didn't admit it, but just vaguely said "This is the punishment of the truth or dare game, Jiang Cun and I are just friends, and he doesn't like me", most of the truth is true, and he has nothing to hide.When the vice-principal said in a tone of resentment that "this will affect his studies", he got the first grade in the next monthly exam.

The slap is really loud.

Although the exam questions this time are really simple, there are still many top students who are preparing for the competition, sickness and other reasons, but that doesn't matter, isn't luck also a part of strength?

God is going to take care of him, who has the ability to change fate against the sky?

In fact, the teacher has taught so many students, and he can faintly see Lin Lian's true meaning, but he himself bites him to death, refuses to admit it, and promises that "never make such a joke again", they also There is nothing to do.

Later life tended to be dull, and the pressure of studying became heavier and heavier. He was busy with countless weekly exams, monthly exams, and seven school entrance exams. He didn't even fight much. The pink became lighter and lighter, but I didn't care about it.

Indulging in study is not happy either.

Frantically reciting words can fill his heart like steam, that place that lacks Jiang Cun.

After dropping his mobile phone, he replaced it with a new one, including the card number.

When he was bored, he also pulled out romance novels from Wen Mingche's cabinet to read. While reading, he complained and entangled in his hopeless life-long events.

The book says, "When you start to miss An Zhi and Ting Lan in junior high school textbooks, when you start counting the stars in the night to fall asleep, when you are suspicious but want to get close to someone, when you start to put the yearning and joy of adolescence Brewing into a Lige", while he felt that the author's writing was really bad and sour, at the same time, he felt as if he had been poked in the heart.

More than a month later, he found that his love for Jiang Cun was not a playful relationship, but really wanted to fall in love and get married.

At the beginning, he would call Jiang Cun a dog, and it would be best not to see him again in this life, but now, except for the study time, every minute and every second, he is looking forward to having Jiang Cun come back.

Haven't seen him for over a month.

The days are quite difficult. My parents always go home with great difficulty, and they always fight coldly over trivial matters. Learning is like sailing against the current. He paddled desperately but made no progress.But in boring days, you always need to find something to relieve your mood.

For example, he discovered Jiang Cun's Weibo.

His Weibo id is still Taoist Taoist, most of which are self-painted, and there are quite a lot of fans, tens of thousands.

Jiang Cun will indeed shine in places that others cannot see.

Every time he posts on Weibo, he uploads his own drawings. Before the training camp, he drew a lot of anime villains. Lin Lian can't really tell how good his drawing skills are, but he just thinks it's awesome, and he feels that it can be used as a promotional picture for some kind of game.

Although he doesn't know how to paint, he can see that few of the paintings convey upward emotions. Most of the pictures are cold, gray, and dark, and there is a little girl covered in injuries who is hanging herself with a red thread. There are uncles who are dying in the rubble, and there are teenagers lying in the ward with silent tears and dull expressions.Even the clear sky and sea water, he described it as the end of the world.

The reason why Lin Lian was convinced that this was Jiang Cun's Weibo was that he uploaded the oil painting he had painted for Lin Lian before.

That was also the one with the highest retweets.The accompanying text is "You walk towards me step by step with your back to the mountains and rivers".

Lin Lian has never been in this kind of circle, and he found it quite interesting after looking through the comments. The virtual network connects everyone together, discussing things they like together with great interest.

"[/Love you][/Love you][/Love you] Immortal painting ah ah ah ah!!!"

"It's so beautiful!! Social Security!!! Is it my wife's friend!!!"

“This look and smile, I’m dying woo woo woo [/tears]”

Jiang Cun never replied to comments, except this time.

The number one hot comment is "1 minute, I want to draw all the information of the person".

He replied, "He's the one I like".

This comment exploded, and Lin Lian's heart also exploded.

He had difficulty breathing so much that he didn't want to think about the question of "Jiang Cun actually likes me", and his whole body couldn't stop shaking.

Jiang Cun's few daily routines are all related to Lin Lian.

One is "It's over... Our grades are spreading rumors about us..."

One is "I hope he doesn't hate me, I really want a friend."

One is "Sorry."

And the only picture is a splicing of two pictures, it is a picture taken when the two of them went to eat hot pot that day, both of which are shoes.One is warm in the setting sun, and the other is moving in the night. It can be seen that they are two pairs of men's sneakers of a certain brand.

Lin Lian didn't click on the comment section again, but silently saved the picture, and then clicked "Follow quietly" and "Special concern".

The recent updates are all related to the training camp, mostly sketches and colors, and the faces in the paintings are almost all Lin Lian.

He felt very uncomfortable in his heart. He had never experienced those things about Jiang Cun, and he couldn't understand why Jiang Cun always suppressed his emotions, even if he liked him, he didn't say anything. Zhang Hua.

Obviously you like me, but you push me away from you.

After all, Lin Lian only learned to sigh.

No matter, no matter, you have to come back sooner or later, and it won't be too late to hold your hand again.

But before the end of the term, Lin Lian saw Jiang Cun come back.

Just after the mid-term exam that day, he bought water at the school canteen.Originally, he used to drink mineral water, but since Jiang Cun started giving him strawberry soda, he fell in love with the taste like a drug.Originally, this brand of soda had many flavors, and he bought and tried them all, but only the strawberry flavor was moderately sweet and sour, which made him addicted immediately.

Tsk, happy fat house water.

Wen Mingche laughed at the fact that when he couldn't catch up with someone, Lin Lian usually didn't care about it, and then went to the off-campus supermarket to buy a catty of peaches and put them on Wen Mingche's bed.

This guy is slightly allergic to peaches and can't stop sneezing whenever he smells it.

The two boys were lying in the dormitory, each melancholy about their little love.

Sometimes Lin Lian is very hypocritical. He thinks Jiangcun is like soda water. If you shake it a little more, it will explode and have more thorns. It is cold, but when you drink it, it is very refreshing, sweet, sour, clean and refreshing. .

After buying water, he saw a figure from behind as soon as he walked out of the canteen.

Jiang Cun's.

Jiang Cun always only wears white clothes, even if they get dirty easily.

Even if he was walking on the street with 1 people, Lin Lian could recognize him immediately.

"Jiang Cun!"

Lin Lian roared, seeing Jiang Cun startled for a moment, then turned around stiffly, showing a jerky smile.

"Brother Lian."

It was a little far away, and he couldn't hear what he said. He wanted to walk over, but found that he suddenly lost the courage to move forward.

silence.

Just silent.

He has a lot of things he wants to say to him, just like the badly used lines in romance novels-"Why did you leave without saying goodbye? Why did you leave? Why did you block me? Why didn't you tell me if you liked me?" , He also wants to take a good look at him, see if he has changed, if he has grown taller, if he has lost weight, and asked him if he has worked hard in the training camp, and if he has made friends...

He wanted to do too many things, like the water in the same sea stirred up waves and wanted to burst out, but suddenly closed the gate valve.

Lin Lian stared at him until the corners of his mouth were drawn into a straight line again, then walked in the opposite direction with the soda in hand.

Originally, he had to go this way back to the dormitory, but suddenly he didn't want to face Jiang Cun anymore.

He was afraid that if he got closer, he couldn't help but hug him, couldn't help but want to punch him, and then questioned him like a shrew.

But he is not eligible.

From the very beginning of the story, it was only his own unrequited love, neither party has ever expressed their intentions directly, and no one belongs to anyone.

He also hoped that Jiang Cun could call to stop him when he turned around, but he didn't.

But Lin Lian didn't know that Jiang Cun had actually inquired about the date of the midterm exam. He knew that he would go to the canteen to buy water every time he finished the exam. pass by.

He used the excuse of coming back from training camp to buy things, and also wanted to take a look at the person he liked.

He couldn't help it.

The moment Lin Lian called him "Jiang Cun", the extinguished light in his eyes suddenly lit up.

Lin Lian usually doesn't go home on weekends, and writes an application to stay in school.One is because his parents are working away from home and no one cares about him, and the other is because he doesn't want to go back.

He has a strong sense of rejection from this family.

His home is opposite the school, next to Jiang Cun's former studio.

Old-fashioned residential buildings, no community, no property management, the downstairs is a place where children and old people compete for fitness equipment; there is no range hood, and the old exhaust fan is sticky with a thick layer of oil. There are always endless stains in the kitchen, and cockroaches are commonplace.

Fortunately, the neighbors in the neighborhood get along very well, and the daily greetings are not unfamiliar, just like greeting an old friend—he can go to the aunt on the first floor to buy more food in the box, and go to the milk tea You can get a discount for buying drinks in the store, and the aunt who runs the bookstore can make delicious local snacks. Every time she sees him, she will give him a spring roll, which makes him very embarrassed to pass by.

This street watched him grow up, and he also watched this street grow old, watched the new students come and go one after another, watched the bricks on the street change from potholes to neat and clean, and watched the people from Taiwan The two of them changed from boyfriend and girlfriend to husband and wife, and settled down here to have children...

I don't know which one upstairs is being renovated. A large piece of limestone fell off the ceiling of the house, and it all shattered with a light poke.Opposite is the school, and there is a street of stalls and sellers nearby, and those who are not qualified litter. He was even splashed with water when he went out.

In addition to the convenience of taking a shower, he felt that the environment in the school dormitory seemed a little bit better than at home.

But now Lin Lian can only go home to live even if he is unhappy in every possible way. The school has to rectify the dormitories. Until the end of this semester, no boarding students are allowed to stay in school on weekends.

Even more coincidentally, Lin Lian met Jiang Cun again.

He found it to be quite small indeed.

Just like the day they first met, Jiang Cun was holding a box of cube-shaped paint in his hand, and he probably just came out of the studio.When she saw him, she froze for a moment, the surprise in her eyes was self-evident.

"Brother Lian."

This time he heard clearly, Jiang Cun's nasal voice was still a bit heavy, his voice was hoarse, and his expression was tired.

Lin Lian found an opportunity to open up the topic.

"Have a cold?" He frowned, shaking the key in his hand, "Go to my house? It's upstairs."