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The weather in July is sultry and hot, and the most annoying thing is the unexpected heavy rain.

The sun was shining brightly when we went out, but halfway through the trip suddenly started to blow wind, and there was a heavy rain without warning. Tong Youming, who was forced to run wildly on the way, couldn't help wondering whether this was the last time to cross the catastrophe before the summer vacation?

Fortunately, he didn't have a mobile phone with him, and he was drenched as if he had just been fished out of the river. When he arrived at the examination room, he saw that there were the same friends who looked like drowned chickens. Everyone could only smile wryly at each other, and borrowed the girl's tissue to wipe their hands. Immediately prepare for the exam.

At first, I didn't feel much. After all, my body was still warm after running. Tong Youming felt the cold obviously in the second half of the exam, and wrapped her wet and dry clothes tightly around her body, which was so cold that she was sticky. He had already started to shiver, and felt top-heavy when he walked out of the examination room, even so, he endured it and went back to his residence, took a hot bath in a dazed state, and finally found the medicine box in Si Jun's study.

Tong Youming, who was lying on the sofa and slowly swallowed the pills, felt that he was a little funny, but whoever told the doctor not to heal himself, it is difficult for a hard-working man to not have a headache and fever, so he can only blame today's bad luck.

After the alternation of hot and cold, the unstoppable drowsiness hit him. He didn't even have the energy to wipe his hair, so he lay face down on the sofa and fell asleep in a bathrobe.The last thought that came out of the struggle before going to sleep was that Si Jun might be hungry when he comes back today.

I don't know how long it took before Tong Youming was woken up by someone's hand. That hand was warm and dry, but his face and body were covered with cold sweat. He barely opened his eyes and saw that Si Jun and the French window behind him had already darkened. The sky was getting dark, he still hadn't taken off his suit, he half-kneeled in front of the sofa and touched his forehead, "Tongtong? Are you sick?"

The extravagant hope of "take the medicine and sleep and get well" can only be an extravagant hope. The fairy tales are all deceptive. When Tong Youming got up, his arms were shaking. He slowly sat up straight and moved along The bathrobe that slipped off the shoulders was pulled back, "It shouldn't be serious..."

But his nasal voice was not convincing at all.His limbs are terribly weak now, so he can only tuck his hands and feet into his clothes as much as possible. He sniffed and just wanted to explain, when Si Jun bullied himself up and put his hands around his back, and hugged him vigorously with his shoulders. .

"Come and sleep."

The moment his body flew into the air, there was a realistic mosaic of snowflakes in front of his eyes, half of his body lay on Si Jun's shoulder, and he mumbled, "It rained on the way to the exam in the afternoon, and I caught a cold after the exam..."

"You can really carry it."

Si Jun carried him to the bed in the master bedroom, turned around and went to the drawer under the closet, took out a blanket, shook it off and covered him, Tong Youming grabbed the edge of the blanket covering his face, raised his eyelids and looked at it Si Jun, "Mr. Si..."

As soon as he opened his mouth, he realized that he didn't seem to have anything to say, he just called out instinctively while he was half asleep and half awake. He couldn't even open his eyes. From a little gap, he caught a glimpse of the man taking off his suit and shirt with his back turned to him. Hearing the sound, he walked to the bed with his upper body bare, bent down and kissed his forehead heavily, "Sleep a little longer, I'll call you later."

He buried his face in the blanket.

Chest feels numb.He thought, maybe there is dopamine in this person's kiss.

Boss Si stood under the lamp to wash the rice, turned on the fire, and set the pot on the stove with smooth movements. When the aroma of the first-ripe rice overflowed from the small hole on the pot cover, he put the chopped vegetables, meat and Throw in the preserved eggs, pinch a pinch of salt, and turn to a low heat to cook slowly.

——His shirtless back wonderfully blends the temperament of a local hooligan with the feelings of a housewife, and he looks very carefree.

He suddenly realized that this may have appeared in everyone's love. It was the first time he experienced it. Cooking a bowl of porridge for his sick partner, taking care of him and staying with him until he gets better, is so ordinary that it is almost noticeable. less than something.

But they have been together for ten years, and there are countless things he hasn't done. Only recalling those details in the past made him realize later and worry endlessly.

How to love someone.

It is to do many things for him that others have no reason to do during the time when two people are with each other.

It was almost eight o'clock when the porridge was ready, Si Jun took out a bowl and let it dry for 5 minutes before going to wake Tong Youming up.

The thick curtains in the bedroom blocked most of the light outside the house. When Si Jun opened the door, only one bundle shone on the rolled up blanket. He walked over, raised one leg and knelt down beside the bed, and lifted the blanket by a corner, " Tongtong?"

It was only after he called for the second time that the other party answered vaguely.

"Get up, eat something, and drink the medicine again, huh?"

"Hmm..." He didn't seem to wake up yet, he groped for a hand from under the quilt, like some ignorant little animal that just came out of its hole, and stopped when it touched Si Jun's wrist, the palm of his hand was slightly sweating , it seems that this sleep is not bad.

It is said that people will lack love especially when they are sick.

Si Jun showed a silent smile in the darkness.

Then he leaned over to lift the cover, his little animal was spreading its body defenselessly, and just opened one of its eyes, Tong Youming felt that the quilt on his body was no longer a quilt. Being trapped, a hoarse murmur was forced out of his throat. The other party was shirtless. His hand lingered for a while when he touched Si Jun's bare back, and he hugged the back of his neck tremblingly; Kissing his warm neck and chest while breathing, the young man's skin is smooth and firm, and the loose bathrobe is no obstacle.Tong Youming really woke up this time, but under the dual effects of sleep and low-grade fever, his body became light and soft, and he couldn't control it. In contrast, his sense of touch became extremely sensitive, the touch from a specific object Kissing and kissing made him irresistible, but the torture was unbearable. He didn't know how to get relief, but there was a little bit of reverie. He had no experience in this at all, so he could only secretly hope that the other party could give him some help. And comfort - Si Jun also felt it.

He may have realized it earlier than Tong Youming himself. Before that, he never thought that things would develop to this level all of a sudden, although sooner or later.

The belt of the bathrobe was untied, and Tong Youming covered his face with his arms in a panic. When the man's hand stayed somewhere suggestively, kissing his ear and whispering, he could only pant in vain. His muscles trembled slightly.

"I continued."

He was speechless, nodded in agreement with red eyes, and never preferred Si Jun to make decisions for him like now.