ashamed

Si Jun simply couldn't describe how he stopped in time under such circumstances.

But he was calmer than he imagined. Even when Tong Youming was trembling and hugging him tightly and moaning, he could clearly tell himself in his heart that the child was still sick, and it would be no different if he continued to act arbitrarily. to torture.

It was at this moment that he realized what a fucking self-control he was so proud of.

In the crisis of collapse at any time, he didn't even dare to take a second look at Tong Youming's face, even though he reacted the moment he touched her with his hand, he still pretended to be calm and settled down. Get angry, like a grown-up with real skills would do.He knew that even if he made a request, with Tong Youming's character, it was almost impossible to refuse.And the more so, the less he can blindly exploit this obedience.to be honest.

He just couldn't bear it.

And this kind of pity became more and more dominant under the catalysis of long-standing guilt, and he comforted himself in turn, it's okay, there will be more opportunities in the future.

He was about to cry.

Si Jun, who hides in the toilet and solves his physical problems silently, has mixed feelings in his heart.

When he put on his T-shirt and tidied himself up and went out, he saw that Tong Youming had also changed, and was obediently sitting at the table waiting for him to eat.The porridge should be taken and reheated, and he also mixed a salad for Si Jun alone, and it was very appetizing to look at it colorfully placed there.

But Si Jun sat down restlessly, and still felt that the person opposite was more delicious.

The two of them sat down to eat in such a strange and ambiguous atmosphere. Si Jun was already too hungry, and when he was halfway through eating, Tong Youming said, "Mr. Si."

"I say two things."

Si Jun was extremely irresistible to his serious and serious speech style, and his tone was so soft that he said, "Huh?"

"First, the summer vacation starts tomorrow, and I'm going home."

Si Jun put down the spoon without saying a word.Tong Youming couldn't help but peek at his face twice.

"Second, the porridge you cook is delicious."

"..."

Tong Youming seemed to be in a much better mental state than in the afternoon. The "vigorous exercise" just now may have contributed to it. Si Jun looked at his short but thick eyelashes and thought for a long time. He relaxed his sitting position and put his arms on the table. , Take off the cigarette pinned to the ear and light it for yourself.

"I also said two things."

His expression when he smokes has a taste of indifference, but it is different from those immature young men, a vicissitudes that have been deliberately modified; Tong Youming has no choice but to like this unhealthy romance, his face is rebellious But it also seems to hide the deep affection that no one knows.

"First, can you not go?"

"Second, if you like, I can cook it for you at any time."

Later, he stopped waiting for Tong Youming's answer, and went to wash the dishes with a cigarette in his mouth as usual.

Leaving Tong Youming sitting alone at the table, she finally pinched the bridge of her nose in disgust.

What to do, this condition is quite exciting.

The size of the study is not big, just enough for two people to be together.

After nine o'clock, Si Jun came to the desk to deal with the emails that were forgotten during the busy day. His hand rested lazily on the mouse, and he clicked every now and then, because his expression was rarely extremely focused, but that contempt The confident eyes are beautiful, Tong Youming sat beside him and looked at him, holding a book in vain again, his attention was drawn away.

This kind of aimless mind-wandering has recently begun to happen frequently.

What do you like?Although it is not a single thing, it must start with appreciation.Tong Youming tried his best to use rigorous logical analysis to prove that he was not incited by some sensibility.Reasonable things are always convincing, but this principle obviously does not apply emotionally; he couldn't figure out how he got involved with Si Jun through such a small opportunity, it was like falling into a deep and mysterious relationship. cracks in time and space.

He is admirable.Full of the admirable qualities of a mature male, even if they are not exactly advocating, traditionally positive things, but he is very attractive.If you no longer rely on prudent rational control, you may have plunged in regardless.It's really scary.Tong Youming thought, it seems like a disease for which the cause cannot be found out, but people are willing to bear it.

——It would be nice to know a little more.Just a little closer.

His fingertips rubbed the corners of the book until it became soft. He held his chin with one hand, and his knuckles brushed against his lips inadvertently, reminding him of the fresh touch, so his mind became more and more unstable.The man was still sitting beside him.It was like a clue that was provoked, triggering the short-lived intimate memory before, he felt that he might remember it for a long time, not just because of the meaning of "first time".

Surprisingly delicate in some respects.

——It seems that he cares so carelessly.

"Tongtong."

At some point, Si Jun had stopped typing on the keyboard, and instead pinched his chin lightly, his body turned slightly, and the corners of his eyes squinting over with a bit of old-fashioned cunning, "Stare at me later!" There is plenty of time, not short of this moment."

When he broke free, enthusiasm caught up to his cheeks, and he didn't try to justify anything, but moved his seat very sincerely, silently moving away from Si Jun.

Si Jun was overjoyed.

With a plan, he reached out and brought the person back again. Just as he was about to take advantage of the atmosphere to do something, the mobile phone placed on the table suddenly vibrated involuntarily.

A not-unfamiliar signature was displayed on the screen: Cong Xiao.

He froze for a moment.

Tong Youming, who was sitting nearby, hooked up the phone and handed it to him thoughtfully.