ashamed

After the dust blew up, Tong Youming carefully sat beside the bed, and worked tirelessly to bandage the wound on Si Jun's head and arm again.

"I've tracked down the person who caused the accident for you," Chu Qing told him why he came here without avoiding suspicion. "Wait until you go back and solve it."

"Ah."

Si Jun nodded thoughtfully, took a cigarette from Chu Qing's hand in a sullen manner, ignored Dr. Tong's solemn statement, smoked it wantonly in this well-decorated high-end single ward, and obediently put the injured Hand over to Tong Youming.

The man's eyebrows and eyes hidden behind the smoke screen seemed to hide the past, breaking through the traditional sense of being handsome and slightly evil, revealing a scabbed chest and a thin and strong abdomen, two eyes staring at him greedily, I could see his hair all over.

I don't know what happened.

But he was really good-looking.Tong Youming simply thought, it is better to be stared at by a good-looking person than to be harassed by other wretched objects.

The smell of Suyan is nostalgic.

In fact, Si Jun has quit smoking since he was 45 years old. The cause was tuberculosis. He blamed his body for being too destructive when he was young.

Or maybe too many people were looking forward to his death.

And he shamelessly came back to life.

Once this thought came to him, he felt that every minute and every second was precious to his life.Including friends in front of you and lovers who are "coming soon".

Tong Youming was really cute when he was young.He couldn't help but think, now Xiao Tong is still an ordinary intern, running around behind their arrogant department director's buttocks, only Si Jun knows that 20 years later, Tong Youming has become a well-known name in the industry The chief surgeon, who has many years of experience in practicing medicine, has a cautious style and has never made a mistake, and he has no scandals in his sleeves, except for the fact that he has been entangled with Mr. Si Jun, the boss of a certain company and a local snake for many years.

——He is the stain of Tong Youming's life.

Although this idea is crazy, it is difficult for people not to feel the comfort of domination.

And he will fall deeply into him again soon, as long as Si Jun is willing; but in this life, he will never let down his love with all his heart.

According to the sequence of development in the "previous life", he will stay in this hospital for a week at most to develop a relationship with Dr. Tong, and then he will go back to clean up the dregs that caused him misfortune.However, the seven days also delayed too many things, causing the parties involved to escape a few later, leaving a legacy for a long time in the future.

This time he was two days ahead.Si Jun looked down at Tong Youming buttoning his clothes carefully, enjoying the meticulous care, while calculating more and more carefully in his heart.

To put it bluntly, this kind of life is the same as restarting the game after the game is over, and the different ways of playing are interesting.

What's more, the future he has already seen through, besides avoiding the death flags that make him fall step by step, why not try his best to make it more exciting?

This is what people look forward to.

"Okay, if you go back, you'll only make trouble for me. Just stay in the hospital and raise your brains. I'll help you with the company's affairs. It's your fate if you don't die, and you'll have to hinder me from now on."

Chu Qing threw him such words before leaving, and found that Si Jun looked at him more and more hypocritically, and finally slammed the door and left in disgust.

"Thank you." President Si's words were lost in the gap between the closed doors.

He stayed in the room by himself for a while, Tong Youming opened the window of the room for ventilation before going to change the bottle for him.Today's weather is particularly good, with a gentle breeze in the afternoon and a warm smell of sunshine.

Si Jun leaned against the head of the bed, sinking his back into the soft pillow. Life was so good that he kept pinching his thigh to confirm the existence of "alive", like a pervert who loves self-torture.

Doctor Tong came back, holding an unopened glucose bottle in one hand and a bright red apple in the other.Si Jun remembered that at that time, he just watched the other party peeling apples and suddenly had an "appetite", and leaned over like a hooligan and kissed Tong Youming forcibly, which was extremely shameless.

——So he will still fall in love with him in this life, right?

He watched the little intern unconsciously peeking into his eyes when he was changing the bottle for him, and he just looked back so straightforwardly, and found Tong Youming's curled mouth as he wished.

"You," he asked for words, "would you like some water or something to eat first?"

"eat you."

"...Mr. Si."

——The answer is, of course, yes.

After eating Doctor Tong's love apple, Si Jun let out a sigh of satisfaction, and reached for the newspaper beside the bed with his hand with less intubation.

But because he entered another role in the stage of life as he grew older, coupled with the habits accumulated over the years, the next sentence he blurted out was, "Do you have reading glasses?"

Tong Youming looked at this man who needed reading glasses before he was 30 in disbelief. "This one really doesn't exist."

Si Jun almost slapped himself.For a while, I still can't get rid of Uncle Si's setting, what kind of reading glasses or bicycle do I want.

In order to escape this weird and embarrassing atmosphere, he silently unfolded the stack of rough paper in his hand, and looked at the layout 20 years ago, feeling very cordial.

The song played on the radio downstairs is also from "a long time ago". After he was in his 50s, he no longer wanted to take the initiative to understand the ever-changing world. Although he can't be called old and stubborn, he is willing to admit that he is somewhat nostalgic .

Even the medical equipment in this room. Twenty years later, science is so advanced that there are almost no incurable diseases. However, Si Jun has no one to accompany him when he sees a disease.

What can't be cured is a heart disease, and what is nostalgic is an old friend.

It's just that he never told Tong Youming that he was thinking of him for decades.Because their love and hatred have been entangled for more than ten years, Si Jun is rich and powerful, and he can get what he wants, but he cheated on him three times because of Tong Youming's utter devotion to him. When You Ming was 30 years old, her heart was ashamed, and she obeyed her family's arrangement to marry a wife and have children, and never asked anything about Si Jun again.

——It can be ups and downs in a person's life for ten years, and the traces left can't be wiped clean even in a lifetime.And how did he hurt a person to such an extent?

Tong Youming was sitting in front of her.Young, sincere and fearless.

At this time, he hadn't fallen in love with Si Jun, and he hadn't wronged himself because of his turning back several times.

--I'm sorry.

Fortunately, in this life, he can repay all the sentence he owed him.

"Mr. Si?"

Tong Youming was taken aback by the explicit and inexplicably apologetic eyes, and was about to call a colleague from the psychiatry department to take a look, when there was a sudden commotion outside the door.