ashamed

After going to the duty room and punching in the card, Tong Youming ate something casually with friends who were also interns at the small shop outside the hospital, and then came back early to be on the night shift.

There are two people left in the department, one is a female doctor who is not very familiar, and the other is Senior Sister Tu who came to visit.When Tong Youming entered the door, she was leaning on the high and comfortable window sill, holding half a peeled orange in her hand, and split two pieces for him when she saw him.

"You Ming, are you on duty today?"

"Yeah." Tong Youming pulled open the bench under the small table, because he was tall and the stool was short, he sat down with his legs curled up, looking up at people with a very cute appearance, always docile and docile, "I have to accompany the bed. "

"Which one to accompany?"

"He's in Ward 524," Tong Youming threw the orange into his mouth, "The one with the concussion was smashed into a dilapidated room two days ago, and he came out today to make peace."

"Oh, he, Boss Si," Tu Ge laughed, "Hey, let me tell you, I gave him an injection just now when you all went to eat, and he kept asking me, 'Where did Doctor Tong go! Girl, I can't face you. Take off your pants, I'm laughing to death..."

Tong Youming also laughed, as if seeing Si Jun hiding in a corner with his trousers in his hands like a woman from a good family. "He recovered very quickly." After thinking for a while, he added tentatively, "Who...is he? The big boss?"

"Yeah, you don't know?" Tu Ge blinked, "The nurses on our side have spread the word, the boss of AN Entertainment, I really like the new debut of their branch... Cough, you Do you understand? Chairman, rich second generation, domineering president..."

"Okay, I understand." A few brilliant words had bombarded Tong Youming, a student who had just stepped into society, to the point of weakness, "a winner in life."

He glanced at the time, shrugged jokingly and stood up, "The winner in life should take his medicine."

When he opened the door and entered the room, the man was lazily leaning on the bed and flipping through the books. He tossed and tossed those poor magazines several times. Stack it up and put it aside.

"Take the medicine, Mr. Si."

He saw Si Jun's profile in the darkening night, a layer of light gray fell from his hair to his shoulders, his facial features in the dim light also lost the harsh evil spirit of the day, he seemed to be happy to listen to his words, called He does whatever he wants, and he will never find such a cooperative patient again.

Si Jun took the pills and warm water from his hand, raised his head and swallowed them, and his Adam's apple rolled when he swallowed the water.

"Aren't you going home?" He called out to him, "Come here specially to accompany you?"

Even though he knew well that the person Chu Qing called to follow was in the black car outside the courtyard wall downstairs, he was safe, and even his physical condition was far better than what Tong Youming knew, but he just wanted him to stay Stay with me, don't ask why.

"Well, by the way, I'm on the night shift." Tong Youming sat down next to the edge of the bed, put his hands in the pockets of his white coat, crossed his legs and swayed slightly, very childish. "You can just call me if you feel uncomfortable at night. I'm always here."

The phrase "I've been here" actually made Si Jun's heart itch, and he was a little dazed. "It doesn't matter where you feel uncomfortable."

Doctor Tong was puzzled, "Of course?"

"In that case," Si Jun changed his position, put his arms on the pillow to support his head while lying on his side, and waved to Tong Youming on the other side, "Doctor, I'm afraid of the dark, I need to sleep with you."

Tong Youming choked for a moment, "Are you doing the same at home?"

Si Jun nodded slowly and solemnly.

He suddenly understood, leaned over to turn on the bedside lamp, adjusted the knob to the most suitable brightness, and then returned to the sitting position, a little funny but not malicious, "Sleep, I'll watch you."

"Anyway, you'll leave as soon as I fall asleep." Si Jun raised his eyebrows, with an expression of knowing the doctor's tricks to coax children, completely ignoring that he was the wayward one.

"I'm not leaving." Tong Youming also began to get serious with him, "I will never let down the patients' trust in me."

Only then did Si Jun squirm and get under the quilt. "Oh, don't turn off the lights."

——He fell into a desperate situation in his forties, and he was worried every day. He knew that when night came, someone would want his life anytime, anywhere. He always kept a light on when he slept. I don’t know why he didn’t want to be killed. In the dream, he was still afraid of the ghost who was killed by him in the dark.

——The fiancée who was shot dead, the fetus in the womb in vain, and the father on the sick bed are all his debts.

After a long silence, he watched Tong Youming still not moving.If he said he would not leave, he would definitely keep his promise. This is his duty in life. No matter how small things are, as long as he promises to others, he will definitely keep his promise, and it will last for decades.

He once said, Si Jun, I have my way of loving, but if you don't like it, I can change it.

Because "like" is a matter of two people.I am willing to listen to what you say.

Si Jun sat up.

Tong Youming seemed to sit up straight when he noticed him, not knowing what he wanted to do.Reflecting the bluish yellow halo, his hands embraced his waist from behind, closed his eyes and buried them in the warm sockets of his neck.

He kissed Tong Youming's cheek that was stiff from surprise, "This is a gift in return, Doctor Tong."

"Good night."

You must not know that many years later, I am not even qualified to dream of you.

But you are the light that I don't want to go out.

The duty room shrouded in incandescent lights was filled with drowsiness, no one even noticed that Tong Youming pushed the door in.

There was a strange blush on his face, he walked back to his desk lightly, and absently flipped through a few pages of the monthly novel in front of him.

He took a breath and buried his face in the open pages.

——He seemed to realize suddenly that sometimes a person who is "too suitable" can also become unnatural.

For example, Si Jun was close to him for no reason, as if the two had known each other for a long time.

His every move is just right to the point of heart-stirring.

Tong Youming pursed her lips tightly, revealing her constricted throat when she pulled down the top collar.He is restless.

When the man's hand touched him, he faintly felt that something was gradually approaching and out of control.