ashamed

For the next three days, he controlled his contact with Si Jun except for the necessary care, although in the eyes of outsiders, the relationship between the two of them was simply the perfect interpretation of the ideal doctor-patient relationship in the contemporary era.

The man also seemed to understand that his behavior last time was a bit out of line, and he was still polite and humble to Tong Youming, but he didn't offend Tong Youming in terms of words and actions—in fact, it wasn't an offense, since both of them were of the same sex, and his boss Jun is several years older than him, so it's natural not to worry about joking with the younger generation.

Si Jun looked at his meticulous movements when changing the medicine, and said to himself that "in his previous life", he directly kissed Dr. Tong forcefully, so that he almost chopped him up on the spot with a fruit knife.This surgeon's knife skills are not covered.

Then I avoided him for four consecutive days, and didn’t even want to stay in his ward for a minute except for daily care. People who didn’t know thought he had AIDS instead of a concussion.Si Jun has now suddenly realized that impulsiveness and force are not the best way to solve problems, and temporary patience can turn into a great plan.

After all, Uncle Si's 50-year-old life is not in vain.

"Doctor Tong."

Si Jun lowered his eyes to watch Tong Youming give him the needle, and when he held his fingers inward, the veins on his forearm floated, and every charming muscle line was filled with vigorous hormones.He can't help but think how nice it is to be young, he is so masculine at his age, but it's a pity that when he's old, he'll be wretched; The movements were methodical, and the eyelashes trembled slightly when he heard the sound, "Huh?"

"Do you have a girlfriend?"

"No."

Si Jun tilted his head and looked at him from a different angle. Tong Youming was kneeling on the edge of the bed at this time, leaning over and using tweezers to clean up the blood around his wound with alcohol cotton. The serious scratch was on his shoulder. The edge had already shown signs of healing. After Doctor Xiaotong applied the medicine to him, he replaced it with a gauze with good air permeability, which was helpful to prevent the wound from festering.

"It seems to me that everyone in your department has a partner," Si Jun joked, "You're so out of place."

Tong Youming bit her lip and smiled, "This kind of thing can't be forced."

——This is probably the best excuse to hide your sexual orientation?

The man responded with the same smile, with a hint of meaning in his tone, "There are not many people who treat each other sincerely and are suitable for each other."

Tong Youming stepped back and tried to stand up straight, Si Jun took advantage of the situation to support him, clasped his fingers when he withdrew his hands, raised his arms above his head and stretched his waist, and the back of his neck made a crisp sound of bones being stretched.

"But some people can wait."

He put on the top of his hospital gown, raised his brows, and often showed a subtle naughtiness in his arrogant expression, "I think so too."

Tong Youming remained silent, nodded and took the door out.

The fifth day was the day when Si Jun was discharged from the hospital.

Chu Qing called early in the morning and drove to pick him up at ten o'clock with a change of clothes. In order not to worry Mr. Si, the family didn't tell him about Si Jun's injury and hospitalization at all.Anyway, it's normal for this unscrupulous thing to be busy outside for ten days and a half months without going home, and minor illnesses and injuries are not worth worrying about for the elderly.

In his previous life, Si Jun's father made him die of anger on the hospital bed. In this life, he dared not do it again, and even called the old man in advance to tell him to go home for dinner tonight.

"You still know how to come back!!" The old man was panting angrily on the phone, "Don't tell me that you have been hanging out with some girl's house for so long, then you will save yourself from coming back, and go wherever you go Bar."

"Dad, look at what you said, I'm so busy that I don't have that kind of leisure."

"I don't know you yet?" Mr. Si's sneer was carved out of the same mold as him, "You can delay a war, but you can't fight a cannon."

"Father, you are so unrestrained and you are worthy of being the number one old man in our family."

"Little bastard!!"

Si Jun smiled and hung up the phone.

Chu Qing sat on the single sofa next to him and smoked a cigarette, watching him take off the plastic cloth wrapped around the wound when he took a bath just now.The two men in uniform black suits next to him handed over the custom-made suits they had prepared in advance.

"Your previous body was blown into fucking rags, but luckily I still have your size, so I went and made a new one." Chu Qing brushed aside her long hair, her slender legs raised up, "Are you sure you want Are you leaving the hospital early?"

"uh-huh."

Si Jun had just put on his trousers. The fabric he was familiar with 20 years ago was comfortable. It fit close to his narrow waistline. The scars on his upper body were immediately collected by a white shirt. Since he didn't have a full-length mirror, he had to rely on his impressions to wear a tie. , wearing a simple silver watch on the wrist with exposed sleeves, the style is clearly a favorite.

He whistled, "You have good eyesight."

Chu Qing said impatiently, "Don't fret, pack up quickly, I'll go through the discharge procedures."

"You go, let me say hello to my doctor."

As soon as he finished speaking, he heard a familiar and rhythmic knock on the door.

When Tong Youming came in, he saw a room full of dark people. The man turned his head in his direction, half of his face was illuminated by the transparent light, with high browbones and narrow eyes, and the remaining half of his deep facial features were hidden. In the darkness, it actually made him palpitate for a moment.

In a daze, Si Jun had already changed into a well-tailored black suit. Its design always reminded people of the corresponding expensive price, but this was not in the owner's concern. He was only responsible for showing the beauty of the vision.

It was only then that Tong Youming noticed that he was really tall, with a tall and straight figure, and the sense of coercion that was completely unnoticeable when he was wearing a hospital gown was vividly set off by this outfit that belonged to him.Their eyes met, Si Jun turned to face him, bowed to him when his mind was blank.

"Thank you for taking care of me these days, Dr. Tong."

The long-haired man gave him a urging look when he left, and Tong Youming stood there for a long time before saying, "You're welcome, take care."When Si Jun passed by him for the first time, he didn't look at him. He took out his mobile phone and leaned it against his ear, with a low voice, "Hello?"

——Until that moment, Tong Youming almost thought that they would never see each other again in this lifetime.

"……I know."

Si Jun put the cigarette in his mouth, squinted his eyes and stared at the flickering flames.

"Let them wash me one by one, just wait."

Si Jun leaned against Chu Qing and fell asleep in the car.

He dreamed of a woman sitting on his lap, with bright red nails clutching his shirt, and there seemed to be traces of champagne on the skirt, rubbed into provocative folds by the woman's hands, she kept whispering in his ear He said something, and finally turned into some kind of terrible call in his viscous consciousness.But he couldn't wake up, couldn't control his hand to stroke the woman's soft waist, and couldn't stop what happened next.

However, in the next second, he saw Tong Youming standing at the door of the office. His face was flushed by the sun, as if he had driven a long way. His white T-shirt was wet with sweat and stuck to the surface of his skin. With a thin and stooped figure, the paper bag in his hand fell to the ground with a crash, and his expression with wide-open eyes looked confused and sad.

Si Jun suddenly felt extremely irritable.

"get out."

The woman on the body let out a coquettish and contemptuous sneer.

"I'm busy," he waved at Tong Youming who was at a loss, "Remember to close the door."

Then he watched the young lover turn away from the woman's fragrant hair, his straight back trembled weakly, and disappeared beyond the heavy wooden door.

He didn't know why he did it.

He was immersed in the desire to strangle himself and couldn't extricate himself.

You said you loved me.

——And I like the pain when you love me so much that you are about to cry.

"what happened to you."

Chu Qing pushed his body that was sweating coldly in the dream, and when the car door opened, a gust of hot summer wind swept in.The sun was bright and scorching, and the air floated like hot sand.

"It's nothing."

Si Jun inserted his hands into the sweat-drenched hair on his forehead, and buried his face in his palms.

"True," he said, "what's the name of the secretary in my office?"

"Zhuo Yin." Chu Qing asked the driver to drive the car directly to the parking lot, and knocked him on the head with a folder, "...you can't even remember this? Get the hell out of here now, okay?"

"Oh, her." Si Jun casually took from Chu Qing a thick stack of contracts waiting to be reviewed by the boss, took out a signature pen from his jacket pocket, and twirled it twice with his fingertips. The frowning brows quietly relaxed, replaced by the usual frivolous expression, "I dreamed of her just now."

Chu Qing stopped in her tracks.

"You rely on me to have sex dreams?"

"Ah, I'm sorry, actually I don't think she's as good-looking as you... Fuck your mother, don't kick me down...!!"