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Xu Liangyun woke up.

Chen Yan heard another rustling over there, probably Xu Liangyun sat up from the bed in a hurry.

When one is nervous, one cannot lie down.

Xu Liangyun was so flustered that he didn't respond for a long time. After a while, he hastily responded to the statement, "Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, what's the matter?"

Statements: "..."

After being asked such a question, Chen Yan realized that he had no words at all.

He didn't know what to say.

He seemed to have a lot to say, but he didn't seem to want to say anything. His mind was full of those three guns.

But it's been five years.

Xu Liangyun was healed a long time ago, and the statement was also healed long ago.

It is too late and too cheap to feel distressed now.

And he doesn't need to feel bad.They broke up a long time ago, and Xu Liangyun chose not to talk about it.It was true that Xu Liangyun broke up for no reason, and it was true that he was still allowed to disappear after that, and all the cold violence of leaving without saying goodbye was true.

The statement should still hate him, and all of this should not be forgiven because he was shot.

...But Xu Liangyun was shot three times.

The statement is disgusting and messed up.He pursed his lips tightly, swaying on the balance of love and hate, tangled up as if he wanted to tear himself apart, even the hand holding the phone began to exert force faintly.

Xu Liangyun didn't know that his heart was shaken by the statement, so he waited for a long time in fear.

Xu Liangyun couldn't bear to wait any longer as the statement was silent, so he couldn't help calling him softly: "Statement disgust...?"

Statement Yan sighed softly, and let go of the hand that was holding the phone tightly.

"Are you busy at night?" He asked.

Xu Liangyun didn't answer.

Chen Yan guessed that he probably wouldn't answer, so he continued on his own: "If you're not busy, come and find me."

"...No." Xu Liangyun said, "If you think of anything related to Fang Yun's case, you can talk to the policeman next to you..."

"I didn't think about it, I told you everything I know." Chen Yan was inexplicably agitated, clicked his tongue, and said, "I can't fucking ask you out, can I?"

These words were too blunt, Xu Liangyun just fell silent.

He didn't say a word, and he didn't say a word.

He waited for Xu Liangyun's answer.

The two of them held the phone in silence for a long, long time.

After a long time, Xu Liangyun said to him: "We broke up."

"I know." Chen Yan said, "You don't want me when I'm in the hospital."

Xu Liangyun: "..."

After Zhang Yan said this in a flash, he felt like a poor puppy who was thrown out of the car and whimpered on the spot, unwilling to accept the reality and waiting for someone to come back to pick him up, so he curled his lips and made amends for himself. He said: "I don't want you too much now, don't take yourself too seriously."

"..."

Statement Yan felt that it seemed a bit too heavy, so he twitched the corners of his mouth, and then added: "I just want to see you. Take the glove I threw at your face last time, it's quite expensive."

——15 yuan a pair, bought by the grandmother who took care of the stall.

Xu Liangyun still didn't say a word, but Chen Yan heard the syllables he almost said countless times, presumably he hesitated to speak several times and didn't know what to say.

I guess he didn't know whether he should come or not.

"If you don't come, I'll find you tomorrow." Chen Yan said, "If you're not afraid of me yelling at the gate of the police station that the captain of the criminal police throws his seriously injured and hospitalized boyfriend into the ICU and breaks up coldly and violently, you don't have to come at night."

After saying this, Chen Yan hung up the phone.

Hanging up the phone, I was still tired of stating that I couldn't calm down for a long time.

He looked at Pudding, who was having fun on the Dakong grassland, and saw it happily returning to the embrace of Mother Nature, and his mood was a little complicated for a while.

The winter wind was blowing against my face, making my face stiff.

Statements are disgusting, and I feel that there is a barrier in my heart suddenly, so that these originally majestic hatreds cannot go up or down, in short, they can no longer be pure.

Even though he knew he really should hate.He should hate hard, hate the man he once loved most to the bone.

Statement tired of looking into the distance, sighed disappointedly.

Really cheap.

He scolded himself in his heart.

Carried by these three guns, the blood that was buried deep in the bottom of my heart also lifted the coffin board, and slowly resurfaced in my heart.

Statement Yan doesn't really remember the details of that incident back then, but now that he thinks about it, he feels like a distant and bizarre dream.

He doesn't even remember how he was captured that day.The earliest memory about that day is that someone poured half a basin of ice water on him, waking him up.

Then during the initial half-awake stupor, he heard a blood-curdling laugh, clucking and going hoarse, and it's been his nightmare ever since.

There was a dazzling light.

Statement Yan dawdled in front of his eyes for a long time before slowly recovering his sight.He saw an industrial-style concrete floor all around him, with two studio lights pointing directly at him, and a mobile phone in front of him.

To be more precise, the mobile phone was placed on a high tripod, as if it was broadcasting live, with the built-in camera turned on and facing him.

The light facing him was too glaring, and Chen Yan squinted his eyes, looked at him in a daze for a while, and finally saw himself from the phone.

He saw himself sitting on a chair, the black belt was tightly wrapped around his body, his hands and feet were tied to the chair, even his neck was wrapped around his neck, and there were many threads on the sides of the chair .

This is the electric chair.

Ice water dripped down from his hair, and Chen Yan saw the words [in the video] flickering in the upper left corner of the phone, with a red reminder light.

Statement Yan was shivering from the cold, his mind was buzzing, the reality was so terrifying that even the panic was tinged with a tinge of bewilderment.

He was stupid, but he heard a woman laughing all the time, and her laughter still echoes in his nightmares to this day.

So outright fear instinctively rose from his heart, and it haunted him for the rest of his life.

Statement hate raised his head.

A woman in black stood near him, looking at him and laughing.

It looks familiar.

The statement was stunned for a long time, and then reacted.That was two months ago, the cashier who started working in the supermarket downstairs from his home - it was Ye Xia.

Ye Xia walked towards him bouncingly, then bent down with her hands behind her back, her narrowed eyes seemed full of affection, she tilted her head and asked him with a smile, "Are you awake?"

"How do you feel, honey?"

Did he answer?

Statement hate do not remember.

He only remembered that she was crazy at that time, and soon laughed again, dancing around with her arms outstretched, talking excitedly.Talking to him for a while, and yelling loudly at the mobile phone in the video for a while, shouting love, hate, life, and death.

What exactly are you talking about?

Chen Yan doesn't remember it anymore, he just remembers that every word she said at that time made him terrified.

Ye Xia talked a lot, and then turned on the switch of the electric chair, and the high-voltage electric current instantly hit the whole body of Zhang Yan.

Statement hate this life will never forget that feeling.

It was as if the blood was flowing backwards, his whole body was torn apart, his bones were shattered, every cell was struggling to the death, screaming in convulsions.

Statement Yan smelled the smell of burnt flesh in the air, and heard his heart-piercing screams and physiological crying.He kicked and struggled, but there was no way to escape.

He is going to die.

He wants to die.

He was in so much pain that he couldn't breathe, and then he could hardly cry out, but he kept thinking of Xu Liangyun in his heart.He couldn't remember many things clearly, but he remembered that when he was dying of pain, the figure of Xu Liangyun who he said would give him peace of mind for the rest of his life was particularly vivid.

The word "An Xin" that came out of his mouth was particularly bright.

So, in the darkness where he was spitting blood, gradually losing sight of his eyes, and convulsing with pain, he kept calling him silently.

——Xu Liangyun, Xu Liangyun, Xu Liangyun.

Can you come and save me, Xu Liangyun.

Help me...Xu Liangyun.

……help me.

I don't want to die.

...Xu Liangyun didn't come.

In Xu Liangyun's memory, Xu Liangyun did not come.He may have come, but he just stated whether he did not remember.

After an unknown amount of time, Ye Xia stopped the current and walked towards him.

At that time, Chen Yan was in pain all over his body, he couldn't control his convulsions, he almost wanted to die, he just lowered his head, gasping for bloody breaths, choking and whimpering in pain Weeping hoarsely, the pain was so painful that he wanted to curl up into a ball, shivering and shivering.

Statements are difficult to raise.In a large area of ​​vision blurred by blood and tears, he saw Ye Xia raised his hand high.

A knife slammed into his hand.

A bloody scream erupted from his throat.

——I have no memory of anything after that.

When he woke up again, he was in the ICU, wearing a respirator, and there was a device beeping beside him, and the value that jumped up and down from time to time was his heart rate.

At that time, Chen Yan tried his best to lower his head, and saw that his hands were wrapped with three rounds of bandages, and no flesh was exposed.

He had just woken up, his whole body was burning like fire, his head was so painful that it was splitting blank, he was in a trance, unable to think about anything.

He could only instinctively think, where is Xu Liangyun?

Fortunately, there was a policeman next to him at that time.As soon as Chen Yan woke up, he quickly called the doctor over, and leaned over to look over again.

He panicked and asked a few words of concern, and asked a lot.

Statement Yan just looked at him in a trance.

The police asked a lot of questions, and the statement didn't remember a single question.After a long time, he asked hoarsely, "Where's Xu Liangyun?"

The policeman was stunned by his question, and then responded with a hmm, and said: "...Xu Liangyun...he, he is still investigating you, he is really crazy...You still don't know about this matter... I'm checking, but he's not available for the time being. Like this, when you get out of the ICU, he should be done checking. I'll call him and ask him to come over. Don't worry, you're recovering pretty well, and you'll be able to leave soon. That's it...Xu Liangyun is going to be driven crazy."

Statement was so tired of being electrocuted that his brain was a little hard to use, and he only half understood what he was listening to, so he nodded blankly, only remembering "Xu Liangyun will come when he gets out of the ICU".

Those two days were really painful, but when he thought that Xu Liangyun would come soon, he could hold on.

When he got out of the ICU, he waited for a call from Xu Liangyun.

There was also a heavy thunderstorm that day, and he couldn't lift his hands when he was bored. It was the police who put the phone to his ear and asked him to listen to it.

Chen Yan tried to relax his voice as much as possible, gave a hello to the opposite side, and asked him, "When are you coming?"

Xu Liangyun didn't answer him.

Chen Yan heard that it was raining heavily on his side, and it was pouring like crackling.

Xu Liangyun didn't seem to be holding an umbrella, and Chen Yan couldn't hear the sound of the rain hitting the umbrella, so it was crackling on the other end of the phone.

"Don't you have an umbrella?" Chen Yan asked him, "Get an umbrella, you'll catch a cold."

Xu Liangyun remained silent for a long time, the atmosphere on the phone was more gloomy than the sky outside.

Statement Yan became inexplicably uneasy. After a long silence, he called out in a hoarse voice: "Liangyun?"

"...statement annoyance."

That was Xu Liangyun's hoarseest and most emaciated voice in Narration's memory.

"I'm tired," he said. "That's it, we're done."

"...Let's go away."

Then the phone was hung up, the world was divided into two, and Xu Liangyun disappeared completely.

Amidst the beeping sound of the phone being hung up, Chen Yan ushered in their end unexpectedly.

Xu Liangyun came in the thunderstorm and left in the thunderstorm.