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The car didn't stop.

Statement-Han could clearly feel that it was speeding up, and the sound of the siren sounding behind the car also passed by his ears.

The sound of the brakes pierced the eardrums, and the sound of the car colliding exploded instantly, and the whole body trembled violently.

The driver in the front was frightened and screamed, and quickly backed up and tried to run.

Then, a shot rang out.

Chen Yan heard Xu Liangyun shouting hysterically: "Get out of the car!! Get out of the car quickly!!!!"

The car stopped.

Statement Yan suddenly let out a long sigh of relief, and felt a sense of peace of mind that the dust had fallen to the ground for no reason.

He heard the car door being opened, heard Xu Liangyun hastily put on the handcuffs, heard him calling his name anxiously and tremblingly, heard him rushing over and opening the trunk.Then he choked with trembling breath, called out Chen Yan's name, and tore off the tape vigorously.

Chen Yan tried his best to raise his head in the small space.

The tape was completely torn off, the lid of the box was opened, and light and cold wind rushed in together.

The light was too dazzling, and the statement was stunned slightly by the stabbing, and he couldn't help but close his eyes.

He couldn't see Xu Liangyun clearly.

But Xu Liangyun pulled his shoulders very hard and pulled him out of the box.

He was pulled into his arms anxiously and forcefully.

Statement Yan couldn't exert all his strength, and when the wind suddenly blew, he had a splitting headache, so he could only lie limply in Xu Liangyun's arms.He opened his eyes, but couldn't see clearly, only heard Xu Liangyun's trembling breathing.

Chen Yan leaned on his shoulder, feeling that Xu Liangyun hugged him very hard, as if he was afraid that he would disappear again.

When being hugged by him like this, Chen Yan suddenly felt a little strange for no reason, probably because he hadn't been hugged for five years.

Xu Liangyun was trembling in his embrace, especially his right hand, which was much more trembling than other places, really like having Parkinson's.

There was a strong sense of strangeness in the trance of the statement.He felt that something happened to Xu Liangyun's right hand, it was not as simple as cutting his wrist.

Xu Liangyun's voice was trembling, a little choked up, as if crying.

...Don't cry, what are you crying for?

Statement Yan really wanted to hug him and tell him he was fine, and then say something to him.

But his mouth was still sealed with tape, and as soon as he calmed down, he became inexplicably tired, his eyelids began to sink slowly, and he really wanted to close his eyes and go to sleep immediately.

Even though he didn't want to sleep at all, the drowsiness was overwhelming.

There was no other way, so Chen Yan had no choice but to stretch out two hands that were almost unconscious, and reached out to grab the clothes on Xu Liangyun's body, counting it as a hug.

He wanted to hold on tighter, but in less than half a second, the strength in Chen Yan's hand loosened and it slipped down.

He passed out in Xu Liangyun's arms.

After an unknown amount of time, he dazedly heard someone calling him heart-piercingly in the darkness, he heard the sirens screaming, he heard the chaos and noise around him, he heard the people pushing the cart. The sound of the wheels began to rattle and rattle, and it felt like something had been stabbed on the arm, which was very painful.

My head hurts too, like it's about to split.

Then he heard someone calmly saying that he had been injected with something, that he had a high fever.

Someone was grabbing his arm, and the hand that was grabbing him was trembling badly, probably it was Xu Liangyun.

He heard Xu Liangyun's voice was so trembling that he couldn't speak, as if he was crying, and even the voice calling his name began to lack words and sounds intermittently, probably because he was very frightened.

Chen Yan wanted to open his eyes to comfort him, but he couldn't do so no matter what.

He felt a pain in his head. He felt that he should be awake and wanted to wake up.

But he couldn't open his eyes.

and after?

Later, I really passed out, without a little consciousness, and couldn't hear anything.

When he slowly woke up again, he smelled the peculiar smell of disinfectant in the hospital.

Statement Yan slowly opened his eyes, and saw the ceiling of the hospital in front of him.

The noises I heard while half asleep and half awake all disappeared, and so did the headache.It was very quiet all around, only the wind outside was whistling and chilling.The moon is very bright tonight, even if there is no light, you can see all around clearly.

Chen Yan lowered his head and saw himself lying on the hospital bed.The ward is very large, and he is alone.

His hands were bare and ugly.

There is a small white patch on his left hand, with a needle stuck under it, and the needle is connected to the tube and the bottle—he is infusion.

But I have to say, this little patch looks much prettier than his hands.

Chen Yan looked down at these, and after being dazed for a while, he turned his head and looked to the other side.

He was stunned.

Xu Liangyun was sleeping on his bed.His head was resting on his right arm, and his left hand was hooked to the inside of the left sleeve of the statement.

He seemed to be sleeping peacefully, but his brows were deeply frowned, as if what he had dreamed was not very good.

Chen Yan looked at him in a daze for a while, and soon, his eyes were attracted by Xu Liangyun's right wrist.

He had two bandages wrapped around his wrist.

Statement Yan remembered very clearly that there was absolutely no such thing last night.

But Xu Liangyun stretched his sleeves very long, and always hid his wrists inside, not showing him what was inside.

This kind of thing can be guessed casually, and it must be a scar.

Statement Yan was very sure that Xu Liangyun had cut his wrists, but the person who cut his wrists should not have shaken his hands like that.

It is estimated that Xu Liangyun is more than just cutting his wrists.

So what's going on?

Stated tired of being puzzled, he couldn't help but lift his weak left hand, wanting to lift his wrist to take a closer look while he was asleep.

But as soon as he raised his hand for a little while, something gripped Chen Yan's hand tightly, and he couldn't lift it again.

Chen Yan looked down and saw that it was Xu Liangyun's hand that was tightly hooking his sleeve.

Statements: "..."

Statements are boring.

...Why is this person still so strong?

Chen Yan tugged him hard again, but he couldn't pull him alive.

... With such a criminal police captain, the people are really relieved.

Statement Yan sighed softly.

The point is that the prisoner didn't know what was injected into him, and his hands were a little weak.Xu Liangyun had a lot of strength in the first place, so it was reasonable that he couldn't pull Xu Liangyun back and forth.

Chen Yan had no choice but to turn his head to look at his right hand again, and tried to lift it up, trying to force himself, after all, you can only gain if you give up.

He wanted to touch Xu Liangyun's hand.For this, it's okay to hurt yourself, at most, the needle will return blood.

Statements are very open.

But as soon as it was lifted this time, the door of the ward was pulled open.

As soon as the person who came came in, he said: "This bottle is gone after losing."

Chen Yan curled his lips, had no choice but to give up his plan, and let go of his hands embarrassingly.

The person who came came to the side of the hospital bed, and turned on the night light switch by the bed in the dark.

The light of the night light is not dazzling, very soft.

It was a nurse who came. After she turned on the light, she realized that the statement-monger had woken up.

"Wake up?" she said, "Then you are good, give me your hand."

Statement Yan silently stretched out the infusion hand.

The nurse pulled out the needle neatly for him, asked him to press it, and then packed up the things for the infusion. Without saying a word, he told him to go to bed early, pay attention to rest, drink porridge and eat less spicy food, and then closed the bed He took the night light on his head and left with all his things.

After she left, Chen Yan looked down at Xu Liangyun again.

Xu Liangyun still didn't wake up, and he didn't even intend to wake up at all.

He didn't sleep so deeply before. Although he couldn't say that he woke up easily, he would wake up at the slightest movement.

I guess I've been too tired recently.

State disgust.

He also thought of Xu Liangyun who came to rescue him today, and the screaming of Xu Liangyun he heard when he was unconscious.

The voice was hoarse, as if trying to pull him out of the darkness with all his strength, and also as if he was afraid that he would never come out again.

Chen Yan sat up, leaned over, stretched out his right hand, and lightly grasped Xu Liangyun's right hand, which was wrapped with bandages twice.

very cool.

Statement Yan frowned slightly, and stroked his hand.

Chen Yan and Xu Liangyun have held hands many times, and he has never had cold hands and feet.Even in winter, Xu Liangyun's hand will not be very cold, holding it for a while will warm it up.

There is still heating in the hospital, why is it so cold?

The statement's disgusted eyes fell on the bandage on his wrist again.

Chen Yan didn't dare to touch it too much, he only touched the edge lightly.

He really wanted to take it apart and have a look, but it would be bad if it was dressing a wound.

But it's unbelievable in this way - if it's just a simple wrist cut, why is the wrist cut five years ago still wrapped in bandages today?

Did you get hurt again when you rescued him today?

What a coincidence?

Statements don't feel right.

He felt that he should wake up Xu Liangyun, then ask him these questions, and then tell him what Xu Liangyun thought of when he was about to die, and then listen to how Xu Liangyun would answer him.

But Xu Liangyun fell into a deep sleep, and Chen Yan couldn't bear to wake him up.

Statement Sickness began to struggle, and touched his hand for a long time - whether to wake him up or not.

He wanted to hear the answers to these questions, but Xu Liangyun was too tired these days, and he was reluctant to wake him up.

After all, he still felt sorry for Xu Liangyun, and after struggling for a long time, he was not willing to wake him up in the end.

After heaving a long and helpless sigh, Chen Yan got up and slowly crawled over, changed direction, put his head next to Xu Liangyun, gently held his arm, and lay down on his side.

With such a grip, the statement feels a little unreal.

It's not the same feeling as before, this person really lost too much weight.

A little too much.

Chen Yan sighed sadly again, squeezed him tighter, leaned on him as hard as he could, and rubbed against him.

Perhaps it was the physical memory left over from five years of dating, but when he got so close to Xu Liangyun, he suddenly became sleepy.

He closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

A night without dreams.

The bed in the hospital was not as comfortable as at home, and Chen Yan was not resting on a pillow, and he didn't know what the courier had injected him with. He felt a little weak all over, and didn't sleep well.

So the next day, as soon as Chen Yan was grasped tightly by the wrist, he woke up.

Someone grabbed his wrist suddenly, and Chen Yan trembled all over. When he woke up dazedly, he saw that the wrist of the hand holding him was wrapped with two bandages.

The man who was holding him was strong and trembling, which made Chen Yan's wrist hurt, and he had to tremble with him.

Stated in a daze, blinked, and heard someone gasping and crying beside him.

He was even more at a loss, and subconsciously mumbled his voice "Huh?" and turned his head to look.

Xu Liangyun was holding one hand tightly at this moment, and the left hand was holding tightly to the quilt on the hospital bed, with his head deeply buried in the crook of his arm, and his whole body was shaking terribly.

He was panting shortly and heavily, choking, and crying. It seemed that there was a scream choked in his throat, and his voice was muffled, as if he had seen something he didn't want to see but had to see.

Statement Yan was stunned by the scene in front of him. After waking up for the first time in his life, his brain quickly turned on within ten seconds, and the turn-on speed beat [-]% of the historical record.

His wrist was very painful from being scratched, and he was even trembling after Xu Liangyun.

But he had no time for that.

Chen Yan quickly turned over and got up, stretched out his hand to push Xu Liangyun, and called him: "Xu Liangyun!?"

Xu Liangyun didn't respond, and the shaking became more severe. His left hand was already trembling so much that he couldn't grasp the bed sheet, and he just grabbed around as if he was about to drown and die, as if longing for a pole that could save him.

Chen Yan hurriedly grabbed his left hand, held him very hard, and called him: "Xu Liangyun!!"

Xu Liangyun still didn't respond, he was panting harder, as if he was struggling.His left hand held him tightly, as if trying to pull him down with great strength.

"Xu Liangyun!!" Chen was so tired that he was going crazy, he called him hoarsely, "Xu Liangyun! Look up!! Xu Liangyun!!!"

Xu Liangyun raised his head suddenly, and Teng stood up suddenly.

Statement Yan was so anxious that he leaned over just now, when Xu Liangyun got up suddenly, he slammed into his forehead with a bang.

Chen Yan was caught off guard, bit his tongue, buzzed his head, shook his head, sat back down on his buttocks, fell on the bed, and let out an "uh".

He was still holding Xu Liangyun's left hand, and he was still holding his right hand, so as soon as Chen Yan sat back, he pulled Xu Liangyun over at once.

There was a crackling sound.

After a whirlwind, Xu Liangyun threw himself on Statement Yan.

Xu Liangyun was half-pressing him, his head dripping with cold sweat, panting heavily as if he had just come back from the rain, his eyes were horrified and terrified, as if he had just seen something horrific, his eyes were terribly red, and there were tears dripping down.

He was still shaking slightly.

Statement Yan's forehead was bumped red, and it hurt a little, but what happened at this moment was so magical that he felt that it didn't matter.

He looked at Xu Liangyun and was stunned for a long time.

Xu Liangyun didn't seem to have come back to his senses at all, he was panting and shaking all the time, his breathing was hoarse, his eyes were blank, as if he hadn't returned to reality at all.

He is still afraid.Because of fear, he didn't realize who he was grabbing at all.

For a moment, Chen Yan didn't know whether to remind him or not.

After waiting for quite a while, after Xu Liangyun had almost recovered, Chen Yan cautiously and tentatively called him: "Xu Liangyun?"

Xu Liangyun's eyes lighted up.

He raised his head and looked at the statement with a blank face.

The statement looked at him blankly.

The two of them just looked at each other for several seconds, and the air froze.

Suddenly, Xu Liangyun trembled as if he had been electrocuted, quickly withdrew his hand, stood up and backed away again and again until he hit the wall with a bang and there was no way out.

"……sorry……"

Xu Liangyun lowered his head, his voice was hoarse and flustered, and he apologized repeatedly: "I'm sorry... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

While apologizing, he looked around in a panic, not knowing what he was looking for.

He panted lightly, and after looking around, he found nothing, so he withdrew his gaze, not daring to look at the statement, turned his head and ran out the door.

"Xu Liangyun!"

Chen Yan wanted to grab him, and quickly turned over and got out of bed.But as soon as he stood on the ground, there was a sudden numbness in his feet, and his legs were completely numb in an instant, and he cried out again, and fell to the ground with a bang.

This sound fell directly on Xu Liangyun's heart.

Xu Liangyun felt a rumble in his heart, and when he turned his head, he saw that Chen Yan was kneeling on the ground, breathing in pain, propping himself up on the ground with one hand, and holding his thigh tightly with the other, looking pitiful and humble.

Xu Liangyun froze in place.

He stopped in place for a moment, then ran back quickly, knelt down on the ground, held his arm, and worried about him: "What's wrong? Where does it hurt!?"

The statement was stunned.

He raised his head and saw that Xu Liangyun actually ran back.

He really didn't expect this to happen, he was used to Xu Liangyun's evasion, and thought that he would definitely not look back this time.

"No...it's just a sudden numbness in my leg."

Chen Yan smiled sadly, and asked him with some regret, "Why... you run away as soon as you see me?"

Xu Liangyun: "..."

"I shouldn't be that scary, right?" Chen Yan said, "What happened to you just now... What's the matter with you?"

Xu Liangyun lowered his head and pursed his lips tightly, unwilling to say anything.

Statement was tired of seeing him like this, knowing that he was unwilling to answer, so he sighed and asked again: "What were you looking for just now?"

There are too many problems with statement aversion.

Xu Liangyun closed his eyes, took a deep breath, calmed down, and finally answered the question: "I thought I was at home....so I was looking for... just looking for something."

"Looking for what?"

Statement tired.

The corners of Xu Liangyun's mouth twitched, his eyes drifted aside, and he said, "Don't ask... I really can't tell."

Statement is tired of seeing him like this, and suddenly he can't bear it.

He curled his lips, although he couldn't bear it, he still didn't want to give up.

He said: "Then do you know...you just felt like you were possessed by an evil spirit."

Xu Liangyun shivered for no reason.

"You're crying." Chen Yan said, "I've never heard you cry like that before, you're telling me not to ask now... I really can't do it."

Xu Liangyun remained silent.

Chen Yan lowered his eyes and was silent for a moment, unable to wait for Xu Liangyun to answer him.He knew that Xu Liangyun would not answer this question, so he sighed helplessly, and when he spoke again, his voice was much lighter.

He said, "Xu Liangyun."

Xu Liangyun remained silent.

"I don't want to hate you anymore, really." Chen Yan said, "Can you stop making me hate you?"

"I still love you too, I really can't do it....I'll tell you the truth, I really can't hate you anymore."

"If I didn't know you were shot, I could probably hate it forever," he said, "but not now."

"As long as you have a reason, I can't wait. I like you so much. If you give me a reason, I will give you a bunch of steps... There is no way, I am like this.... Who the hell told you Sitting there that day, who the hell told me to run there to see you when I had nothing to do that day."

Xu Liangyun clenched his teeth, and Chen Yan couldn't help trembling his lips when he saw him.

"Don't run away." Chen Yan raised his eyes, "Let's have a good talk."

Xu Liangyun was still silent.

Anyway, Xu Liangyun didn't say a word, and the statement simply didn't care whether he listened or not, and just continued talking on his own.

"Tell me everything...I really, at least I have the right to know."

"That's not your fault." He said, "You can see, I have this kind of physique, I especially suck criminals, what can I do... You can also see, whether you are by my side, I will still be caught People are watching."

"If it weren't for you, I might be lying in the rose now. ... What do you think he will wear for me? I have many sets of clothes for the art exhibition. Which one do you think he wants to reproduce? He will put me in Where? There seems to be no other abandoned factories in Liangcheng."

"Hey, I'm pretty good-looking." Chen Yan laughed and said, "People are really amazing, after the first time, you won't be afraid of the second time."

Xu Liangyun shook his right hand.

"...Stop talking." He said, "Stop talking."

Chen Yan fell silent, looked at Xu Liangyun, and remained silent for a while.

Then, he asked softly, "Are you afraid?"

Xu Liangyun remained silent again.

"You're scared."

Statements are boring.

"..."

"I'm afraid too." Statement Yan said, "We are all victims."

"You love me, you don't want me to know. But I love you too, Xu Liangyun."

"So I want to know," he said.

Xu Liangyun finally raised his head and looked at him.

Chen Yan saw the suppressed forbearance in his eyes, as well as the pain of wanting to scream out.

Those pains were hidden very deep, as if they had been hidden for a long time.

Statement Yan laughed sadly again: "Let's try again, Xu Liangyun, let's start over and try again—we can't keep torturing each other like this for the rest of our lives, that's not how we love someone."

"...Don't torture me, I'm really going to be driven crazy by you."

"Tell me." Chen Yan looked at him and said, "I beg you."