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Xu Liangyun took a deep breath, and then let it out slowly.

This deep breath is trembling.

Trembling.

Trembling, trembling, trembling.

Xu Liangyun seemed to be trembling all the time.

He withdrew his hand, buried his face in his palm, and bowed his head in silence for a long time.

"...Let me think about it." His voice was hoarse, "You let me think about it..."

Statement Yan just waited silently for him to think.

Xu Liangyun kept taking deep breaths, and the breathing became heavier and heavier, as if his heart was shaking because of this matter, and it was difficult to weigh it.

After a long time, he rubbed his face, put down his hands, let out a sigh of relief, and said, "Well... I'll tell you the matter first. You can make a decision after hearing it."

"You're right, you have the right to know." Xu Liangyun said, "I'll tell you everything. After you know this, we'll talk...whether you want to start again. Let you be in this ignorant situation It’s not fair to make such a decision.”

Statement: "...OK."

"Okay... I'll help you up first." Xu Liangyun said, "I'll call the doctor to see why your legs are numb all of a sudden. I'm a little worried. I'll tell you what happened five years ago later."

Statements: "..."

Chen Yan knew that he was fine, but Xu Liangyun loved to worry about him every day, and he couldn't beat him.

There was no other way, so Chen Yan had no choice but to sigh, and agreed: "Okay."

Xu Liangyun stood up, put his hand under Chen Yan's arm, picked him up, and put him back on the bed.

Then he went to the bed, rang the bell, and explained a few words to the nurses at the nurse's station, asking them to call the doctor.

After that, he took out a small medicine bottle from his pocket, unscrewed it, poured out two light yellow pills from it, put them in his mouth, swallowed them raw without drinking any water.

I was stunned by the statement.

Xu Liangyun turned his head to look at him, and said lightly, "I'll explain to you later."

Statement tired "Oh", feeling a little complicated.

The two looked at each other and fell silent.

Statement Yan suddenly thought of Pudding—he was attacked at home, and the courier had teased his dog before.

Thinking of this, Chen Yan quickly raised his head and asked, "By the way, how about the pudding?"

"I asked someone to take it to the pet hospital." Xu Liangyun said, "I was given the medicine and said that I would have to be hospitalized for a while. It's not life-threatening, so don't worry."

It's okay to state that it's okay to hate listening to it, so I was relieved.

The doctor in a white coat opened the door at this moment.

Holding a small silver medical hammer, he walked into the ward, came over to measure the knee jerk reaction, and said to Xu Liangyun: "No problem, I told you yesterday that the injection is a chronic paralysis drug, and it is not life-threatening. , It’s just that it will slowly paralyze the whole body as time goes by. Although I injected some neutralizers yesterday, it can offset most of the reactions of this drug, but the effect of this drug is relatively strong, and it cannot be completely offset. It is normal to leave some reactions .”

He stood up while talking, turned his head and continued: "The onset and counteracting effects of the medicine will have different reactions depending on the individual's physique. Judging from his appearance, it is estimated that it will take three to five days, and he will gradually improve. , don't worry. It doesn't matter if he is lying down, sitting or lying down, just take care of him when he goes to the ground, drink more porridge and less spicy food, don't drink alcohol or coffee, you can drink a little tea, the medicine injected into him is a chronic medicine , so this taboo will take more than 20 days."

Xu Liangyun nodded repeatedly.

After giving these instructions, the doctor said that he was almost ready to be discharged from the hospital, and that there was no problem in raising him at home, so he left.

After the doctor left, Xu Liangyun let out a sigh of relief.

"It's okay." He walked back and said, "It's okay."

Chen Yan knew that there was nothing serious about him, so he leaned on the bed and hugged the quilt to urge him: "Then let's start."

Xu Liangyun gave a forced smile helplessly.

He walked over, heaved a long sigh, his brows and eyes were full of desolation.

"...Five years ago." He said softly, "Three months before that incident, there was a kidnapping case on the outskirts of the city."

"The kidnapper is called Su Enyang. He is a criminal with a criminal record. He had a record for stealing things before. Back then, he abducted a child from the city center and asked his parents for a ransom of 20 yuan. The parents had no choice but to pay Choose to call the police."

"The police tracked him down very easily, so they started a network and found his girlfriend very quickly."

Xu Liangyun said, "That's Ye Xia."

Statements: "..."

"Su Enyang is the second child in the family. His grades were not good since he was a child. He was not bad in fighting, stealing, blackmailing and blackmailing. He was cut off from his family long ago. All his friends knew that this kind of thing happened to him and were unwilling to come forward. Only Ye Xia was willing to help. us."

"But the assistance was not very pleasant. Ye Xia was very paranoid. She firmly believed that Su Enyang was forced, because Su Enyang had promised her that she would not do this kind of thing again. She started working to earn money by herself more than two years ago. They may still commit crimes, and this kind of thing is very different from the previous stealth and robbery, and they will definitely go to jail."

"That is to say, she was arguing with us to help, she said that we must have made a mistake, must have not checked, and even pointed at Zhong Tang and called him an idiot."

Statement Yan: "...Didn't Teacher Zhong scold her?"

"He didn't." Xu Liangyun said, "The police, I often meet such unreasonable people. Zhong Tang has also studied abroad, so of course he knows that it is pointless to quarrel with such people, and he will only be the one who will die of anger in the end. "

Statements: "..."

indeed.

As soon as Xu Liangyun said this, his expression was not very good, and his face turned a little blue.

With a long sigh, he asked Chen Yan: "Can I have a cigarette?"

"...do you smoke?"

I was a little stunned by the statement, Xu Liangyun had never smoked before.

"Yeah." Xu Liangyun said, "I started smoking after I broke up with you. The people around me... have been smoking. I was also upset, so I touched it."

Statement Yan frowned slightly.

After all, smoking is bad for your health, and he didn't want Xu Liangyun to smoke it.

But what I'm going to talk about next is beyond the description of a simple "annoying".

"...Let's smoke it." Chen Yan had no choice but to say, "Smoking less in the future."

Xu Liangyun nodded, reached out and took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took out the lighter and lit it.

Still left-handed.

He went on to say: "Later, through her, we persuaded Su Enyang while locating his location."

"But it was all ruined by Ye Xia. Before the operation started, she secretly told Su Enyang about this, which caused him to lose control of his emotions, and the hostage was taken hostage by him, and he ran into the street, causing panic."

"... Su Enyang's spirit was very tense when he did this. Ye Xia was very anxious and impulsive when talking to him. The consequences of catching it turned out to be too much, which caused him to have a mental breakdown, and it didn't work for negotiators to talk to him."

"In the end he stabbed the child in the stomach."

Xu Liangyun lowered his eyes and said, "Then I shot him to death."

Having said that, he took out the cigarette dangling from his mouth in his hand, and exhaled a puff of misty smoke.

"This is the reason for Ye Xia's case, because I spy on her boyfriend." Xu Liangyun turned his head to look at him and said, "You were implicated by me."

Statements: "..."

"The day of the accident was nothing special." Xu Liangyun said, "It's the same as the files of so many cases I've seen, nothing special at all."

——Crime and malice always breed on an ordinary day, and no one knows that they will be killed.

It was the same that day.

That day, Xu Liangyun went out for a walk with the dog as usual, bought breakfast for Chen Yan and went home, went into the bedroom to wake him up, got under the covers and made trouble with him, while the dog barked excitedly beside him.

Then Chen Yan got up, brushed his teeth and washed his face, and Xu Liangyun changed his clothes to go to work.When he changed his clothes and went out, Chen Yan had also washed up and sat at the dining table to drink the porridge he bought.

Xu Liangyun remembered that day very clearly. He even remembered that there was a pink-purple tulip in the glass bottle on the dining table at that time, which Xu Liangyun bought for Chen Yan two days ago.

It was a fine day, and the sun shone brightly inside the stamens.

The light also fell on the back of the statement.He was against the light, and the light fell on his shoulders, which was very bright.

Xu Liangyun likes to worry, and when he was leaving, he asked Chen Yan to change his winter clothes after dinner, because it was going to be winter.

He also said that the statement hates you to draw more during the day, don't always stay up late, staying up late is not good for your health.

He said that you should take less orders and be more Buddhist. It's not that I don't make money, so I don't need you to stay up late every day and sleep well at night.

He nagged a lot that day as usual, he said that he was tired of stating that I won’t be back at noon, you have to eat well at some time, you must eat before twelve o’clock, take pictures and send them to me when you eat, I have to see what you eat .

Chen Yan responded, and agreed to him while drinking the porridge, hiccupped when he was in the depths of his drink, and patted his chest to relieve his breath.He waved to him again and said that you are going to work well.

Xu Liangyun responded with a smile, then walked over to give him a hug, grabbed his white hand, kissed the back of it, turned and left.

That was the last time he hugged him.

And kiss his hand for the last time.

"After I got to class, someone said that a girl brought something in the morning. It was a box, and she said it was to thank me for... thanking me for 'saving' her boyfriend."

When Xu Liangyun said this, he suddenly stopped.

He stopped in silence for a long time, then lowered his head, walked to a distance, leaned against the wall, and slowly slid to a row of chairs beside the hospital bed.

He closed his eyes, frowned tightly, took a deep drag on the cigarette, and the hand holding the cigarette trembled visibly to the naked eye.

He's building up the courage to say what's next.

Xu Liangyun put down the cigarette and exhaled slowly.

He lowered his eyes, leaned forward, looked at the ground, and his right hand began to shake violently again.

He seemed to be used to it, he didn't even look at it, and said softly: "There is a mobile phone in the box."

"In the box is a mobile phone... There is also a note saying that it will automatically turn on at ten o'clock....I don't believe in evil, I tried a few times, but it still can't turn on."

"...It doesn't work to charge it either."

Xu Liangyun's voice began to tremble slowly, and he said, "I've tried many methods...but none of them work."

"...I waited until ten o'clock."

"I waited until ten o'clock... Then, the phone really turned on automatically. After it was turned on... There is no extra software in the phone... The wallpaper is you."

Xu Liangyun stared at the tiles on the hospital floor, and said, "The wallpaper is your photo... She took it secretly."

"...and an X was drawn with a red pen."

"Then...then, suddenly there was a video invitation...from the corporate meeting platform."

"I clicked in." Xu Liangyun said, "I saw you sitting there."

He didn't even dare to say the name of the chair.

Chen Yan's mind buzzed, and he also remembered the scene of that year.

He pursed his lips tightly, held the quilt tightly with his hands, suppressed the fear in his heart, tried his best to calm down, and listened to Xu Liangyun's words later.

Xu Liangyun sat far away from him.

He put the cigarette in his mouth and looked at the floor tiles in front of him, but his eyes were a little empty, as if he was looking at five years ago through these floor tiles.

He remembered the live broadcast back then.

"Ye Xia told me," Xu Liangyun said softly, "'Good morning, Mr. Police Officer'."

"—good morning, Mr. Inspector."

After showing the camera the statement that was sitting on the electric chair, Ye Xia appeared in the camera at No. 12 seconds.

She walked directly in front of the camera, held her hands behind her, lowered her body, and looked at the camera with a grin, her pupils narrowed slightly, and her expression looked a bit pervasive.

"You're at work again today?" she laughed. "Who are you going to kill today, you bastard?"

She smiled sweetly, which was out of tune with what she said.

"Do you remember me?" She tilted her head and laughed, "You remember me, but you killed my boyfriend."

"You are upstairs next door with a gun, you don't let me see him, you just watch the live broadcast in the car - you don't let me talk to him, I can only see you shoot from the live broadcast, Seeing Enyang being shot in the head by you..."

"...in front of so many people."

As she spoke, the smile disappeared.

"Why don't you let me talk to him," she said.

"What does it mean that he will lose control of his emotions... If I talk to him, he will calm down!!!"

"Did I make him lose control of his emotions?" she asked, "Did I make him lose control of his emotions!? Fart! It's you!! It's you who forced him!!!"

Xu Liangyun was so frightened that he was going crazy, he kept fiddling with his mobile phone, yelling to himself in fright, trying to answer that she wanted to stop her and begged her to let go of the person he hugged and kissed that morning.

But the software was banned, and he could only watch helplessly.

He watched Chen Yan hang his head lifelessly behind her, he was so frightened that he couldn't breathe well, and the phone was shaking in his hand.

Ye Xia laughed again.

She raised her head and laughed hoarsely, as if she was about to die.

"That's what you did to me!!" she yelled, "You didn't let me talk to him!! You made me watch him die!!!"

As she spoke, she scooped up a basin of ice water and poured it all over the statement-jerky body.

Xu Liangyun shuddered when he saw the statement.

Xu Liangyun's head hurts.

Holding his forehead, he took a deep breath in the hospital.

Those scenes back then were like sharp knives, and every scene could dig blood in his heart.

Chen Yan was crying in pain, screaming and wailing, his voice trembling and broken in the sound of electric current, it was very miserable.

He may not remember, but Ye Xia once took a kitchen knife and chopped off his hand like chopping meat.The knife saw the bone, and the blood was dripping.

Then she reached out and wrapped the wire around his hand... around his hand that was already spasming with pain.

Then she flipped the switch, shocking his hand.

Ye Xia said Officer Xu, have you seen it, have you seen it, this is how you treat Enyang.

Xu Liangyun didn't.

It was the decision made by the police to let her watch in the car not to see Su Enyang again to stimulate him mentally. He shot Su Enyang to death because he had committed murderous acts on the hostages.

He never let Ye Xia watch Su Enyang die, let alone treat Su Enyang like this.

But under the circumstances at that time, it didn't matter whether he did it or not.

The statement is tired of crying.

He's in pain...he's in pain, he's crying! !

What's the matter with him! ?

Xu Liangyun remembered that she yelled into her mobile phone at that time, as if she wanted to yell for the statement, and she was heart-piercing and hysterical.

He wanted to smash his phone, but a group of people from the SWAT team rushed up to stop him.

The police wanted to locate the video, but the video could not be exited or paused. It just kept playing like that, and the screams of the statement kept lingering in his ears, and it echoed every night since then, lingering.

When Xu Liangyun came to his senses, he realized that his face was already covered with tears, and his throat was so hoarse that he couldn't speak a word.

He had a sore throat and coughed so badly that he coughed up blood.

He yelled until blood came out of his throat.

Later, Ye Xia ran away with the switch of the electric chair on, and the police cracked the location locked by her, and came to save Chen Yan.

Xu Liangyun vomited in the toilet and wanted to die.

He can't go.Fearing that he would act too aggressively, the superiors forbade him to go to the scene.

At that time, Xu Liangyun had a nosebleed and couldn't stop it no matter what.Later, he lay on the edge of the toilet and couldn't stand up, his legs were shaking like they were useless.

His head was full of the statement that Ye Xia gave him live, his head was full of screaming through the phone but couldn't do anything, he could only watch himself convulsing and screaming in pain.

Xu Liangyun was dizzy and dizzy, crying, vomiting and nosebleeds in the toilet.

Trash is like a joke.

Later, when the news came that Chen Yan had been rescued, Xu Liangyun couldn't stand up, so he grabbed something and crawled forward in embarrassment, wanting to see him as well.

Xu Liangyun asked someone to take him to see it, and asked someone to help him.

The people from the special police team helped him go.

Xu Liangyun staggered into the ICU by rolling and crawling.

When he went, the doctors and nurses in the ICU were still rescuing him.

Through a layer of glass, Xu Liangyun saw that he was breathing weakly and fainted there, wearing a respirator, his body was covered with wounds from the electric shock, and pieces of him were scorched black by the electric shock.

His original white and clean little artist was completely unrecognizable, his whole body was bloody, his hands were dripping with blood, his flesh was turned up, blood was still dripping down, and he was still trembling and convulsing unconsciously in pain.

Xu Liangyun almost didn't dare to recognize him.

Holding the glass with his hands, his legs were weak, and he knelt down in front of the ICU with a plop, unable to be pulled up by others.

He pushed the others away, lowered his head, and saw his hands shaking like sifting chaff, seeing tears pattering down like rain, and seeing blood dripping down, probably because he had another nosebleed.

Xu Liangyun crouched down, curled up in front of the ICU as if kneeling, trembling all over, scratching his face with hatred, and finally screamed hoarsely and wailed.

The sound was torn to tears, as if it was about to tear apart the soul.