withered color

"too strong."

This is the eighth sentence "too strong" that Zhou Dengzhou said in 5 minutes.

Statement tired of picking at the frosted cup and counting silently.

Obviously, Zhou Dengzhou hadn't sighed enough. He shook his head lightly, sighed again, and sighed again: "Really, you are too strong to hate Teacher, and refreshed my latest understanding of you."

ninth sentence.

The tired teacher counted listlessly.

His eye circles were still red, his mouth was pursed, and he took a breath from time to time, looking particularly aggrieved.

Stupid Xu Liangyun.

He scolded in his heart.

Zhou Dengzhou took him to a milk tea shop, and ordered him his favorite grape oolong with less sugar and more ice, and asked him to change his mood and find another shop for dinner later.

"I've known you for so long, and it's the first time I've seen you scolding people like this. I have to say, it's refreshing and I admire you."

He really admired it, and started to "you".

Chen Chen was so bored to death, holding the grape oolong in one hand, and sighed.

His gloves were left in that shop, no different from losing them.Without gloves, Chen Yan's scarred hand was scary, and he didn't dare to show it in public, and the sleeves were not long enough to cover it, so he had no choice but to keep it in his pocket.

"This is the first time I've seen your ex." Zhou Dengzhou said again, "You seem to hate him more than you said."

"Maybe."

Statements are boring.

He didn't know the extent of what he was talking about, and he didn't know the extent of his hatred. After all, there was no tool to measure love and hate in this world.

But it's strange, after leaving the store, being blown by the cold wind in the evening, after calming down a bit, Chen Yan took a closer look, and found that he felt a little distressed for no reason. He scolded Xu Liangyun.

Convinced, the fuck is obviously Xu Liangyun sorry for him.

Chen was so bored that he wanted to die, he scolded himself in his heart for being so cheap, he couldn't help but put his hand on his forehead, sighed, and wanted to drink again.

Suddenly, he opened his mouth and said to Zhou Dengzhou: "Have I not told you carefully?"

"Is it about your ex?" Zhou Dengzhou said while talking about the pearl milk tea, "You didn't say it carefully, you only said that he is a scumbag who broke up with cold violence. You hate him so much that you really want to beat him up. Meal."

This is indeed what the statement hates to say.

But I don't know why, now that I have met Xu Liangyun once, and when I listen to what I have said, I feel that it has been three autumns for no reason, and it is very unreal.

"Then listen to me." Chen Yan was a little weak, "I want to say something now."

Zhou Dengzhou readily accepted: "You say."

talk.

Chen Yan pursed his lips and was about to speak, but when he was about to speak, he suddenly choked up again.

The story was too long, and he didn't know where to start.

The grape oolong was served with ice, and the room was warm, with drops of water dripping down the sides of the glass.

He looked at the drops of water slowly dripping down from the cup, and was silent for a moment in bewilderment.

He thought that the beginning of the story should be 11 years ago.

11 years ago, he was a person who always inadvertently raised his hand to smear paint on his face when painting, and his hair would be tied into a small jiujiu at the back of his head. The classes and paints are too expensive, and the eyebrows are wrinkled every day, an ordinary student of the Academy of Fine Arts.

At that time, his hands were still well-knit, and although they were always stained with paint, they were still clean and very beautiful.

Xu Liangyun used to like his hands very much.

Chen Yan remembered that it was a certain weekend in the first half of his sophomore year, and he went to the Yunhai Park in the north of Liangcheng.

There, he met Xu Liangyun for the first time.

It was the first time that Chen Yan went to that park. If he was free and wanted to sketch, he would go to the school to find a place.After all, their school is an academy of fine arts, with a vast land and abundant resources, and it is a scene to sit in any place, and it is often possible to sit for a day in a statement.

But that day he failed his mid-term exam in Western art history, and he was only two points away.

It has to be said that this is the most embarrassing thing in the world.

Statements are autistic.He was so annoyed that he didn't want to live in the school anymore, and wanted to go out to relax, so he walked out with the drawing board on his back.

Went to Yunhai Park.

That was his first time there.With his hands in his pockets, he wandered aimlessly in the park for a long time, watching the scenery for a long time.

Finally stopped by the lake.

Behind the fence surrounding the lake in Yunhai Park is a large empty grassland.

At that time, Chen Yan was standing behind the guardrail by the lake, on the grass, looking at the reflected sky on the lake and the reflected sunlight on the water, and stared blankly for a long time.

After looking at it for a while, he turned his head and saw a person.

It was a young man wearing a black hooded sweater and gray sweatpants.When he was tired of looking at the past, he was sitting on a bench not far away, watching with his mobile phone. The earphone cable connected to his ear hung down from his body and was connected to the mobile phone.

He should come here often, the stray cats in the park are nestling by his legs, squinting their eyes.

The light was really good that day.In early autumn, warm light squeezed in from the gaps in the leaves of the tree shadows, and dappledly sprinkled his whole body.

That was Xu Liangyun.

Xu Liangyun's expression was very fierce when he was in such a daze. He lowered his eyes to look at his mobile phone, his affectionate eyes were calm, like two pieces of ice.

At that time, there happened to be a wind blowing, which made his hair shake slightly.

At that time, Chen Yan felt that something in his heart suddenly moved, and then all the blood in his body began to sway gently, as if it was also blown by the wind, and it seemed to be swayed by a drop of water.

He didn't know what it was at the time, so he glanced at it in a daze and left.

After he left there, this image was always lingering in his mind and he couldn't get it out of his mind. The more he tried to forget, the more clearly he remembered it. Day and night he was tormented until he was restless. When he opened and closed his eyes, it was only the young man. The ruthless eyes and sword eyebrows hanging down, as well as the mottled light and shadow on his body and the slightly shaking black hair, made him feel dazed and hot in his heart time and time again.

Even the teacher came to ask him why he lost his mind in class.

Until one day, Chen Yan was idle in class and unconsciously scribbled on the paper. When he realized it, he realized that he had actually sketched this whole scene in a lined notebook.

At that time, he looked at the particularly clear loving eyes on the young man's face he had drawn, and suddenly felt that his heart and soul were about to be hooked away by such a few strokes.

He finally realized it.

He fell in love at first sight with this young man in black, gray trousers and white sneakers, whom he had only seen once.

I used to struggle with declarative disgust for a while, after all, it's a bit unbelievable that a man likes a man.

He suffered for a long time, and also checked this group on the Internet for a long time, trying to reconcile with himself and let himself give up.

He failed, and he finally chose to tell his grandmother about it.

His original intention was to let his grandmother scold him or beat him up to make him give up on this matter, but unexpectedly, his grandmother said to him, if you like it, just like it, life is not easy, if you have something you want , How can you give up without trying.

Grandma sees it very openly.

What grandma said made sense, so on the second weekend, Chen Yan put on his drawing board again and went to Yunhai Park.

By that lake, he saw Xu Liangyun again.

But this time Xu Liangyun didn't sit there, he was jogging, just ran in front of Zhang Yan, and passed him.

He seems to have the habit of going jogging and exercising in the park on weekends, and he ran around the park twice that afternoon.

Statement tired of guessing.Because that day after he sat by the lake and set up his drawing board, Xu Liangyun ran past him again.Plus before, a total of two times.

He saw Xu Liangyun running slowly from the other side of the road to the other side of the road, his hair flicked along, the mottled light on his body was constantly changing as he moved forward, and the sweat dripping down his face was dazzled by the light.

When Xu Liangyun came running over, he said that he was tired of digging with a pen so that he didn't need to dig at all, so he sneaked a glance at him from the corner of his eye.When he ran over, he went to look at the back of the person openly.

All subsequent weekends, Chen Yan ran to that park.

Xu Liangyun is also very principled. Every time he runs, the route is very fixed, and sometimes he will stop by the lake for a while, and Chen Yan can see him every time.

Statement tired of always sketching by the lake.Once Xu Liangyun stopped for a while, probably out of curiosity, so he quietly walked behind him to have a look.

When Xu Liangyun was standing behind him, Chen Yan felt his heart was about to stop suddenly, and suddenly he forgot how to draw, and kept stacking meaningless colors on the place that had already been cut out, which later led to that One piece was especially thick in paint and looked ugly.

All in all, Chen Yan just lingered around for several weekends and secretly watched Xu Liangyun several times.

Every time Xu Liangyun sees him, the agitation in his heart becomes even higher, and the tiny ripples of love at first sight are gradually turned into huge waves.

He had never been so enthralled by the weekend.

Reporting that he couldn't sleep for several nights, he was even more out of his mind.

Statement tired later draw sketches, drew a lot of Xu Liangyun.The affectionate eyes outlined with a few strokes captivated his heart and soul all the time, making his heart ache, and he will never recover from it.

Later, Chen Yan felt that he would really go crazy if he continued like this, so on that day, he officially took the first step.

It was a sunny weekend, Chen Yan did not bring a drawing board, but only a bag that had been prepared for a long time, and went to the park, with the courage of a strong man who never returns when he is gone.

Xu Liangyun ran over slowly from the other side of the road in the afternoon as usual.

Then, when he was about to run to the statement, the statement walked over, stretched out his hand, and stopped him.

Xu Liangyun stopped, then took off the earphones, and turned to look at him.

He was out of breath at that time, the sweat dripping on his face and his eyes were shining together.Being stopped suddenly, he looked a little dazed.

It was the first time that Chen Yan faced him face-to-face, tense as if he was suffocating.

Chen Yan stretched out his hand and handed him a bag.

Then he said, "Here you are."

Xu Liangyun was even more confused, but he still reached out to take it.

He looked down at the bag, very bewildered.

Xu Liangyun raised his head and asked him, "What is this?"

Chen Yan was so nervous that he almost lost his breath, his face was flushed, and he faltered in answering.

He couldn't even utter a complete sentence, and felt ashamed for a while, so he nodded quickly, took two steps back, clasped his hands together, bowed to Xu Liangyun inexplicably, then turned his head and left, and fled the scene quickly, nervous You have to turn around on the spot.

Inside the bag was an oil painting frame with Xu Liangyun painted on it.The dappled light hit him, and he sat quietly on the bench, looking down at his phone, with a fat orange nestled beside his leg.

It was the first time that Chen Yan saw Xu Liangyun, and it was also the first time he painted a picture with such bright colors.

Chen Yan also stuffed chocolates and a note into the bag, with his own VX number on the note.

Chen Yan was really nervous that day, and when he left there, he felt his heart beating violently, with bursts of throbbing pain, as if he was about to struggle to jump out of his chest, and even his scalp was buzzing and numb.

So it didn't take long to go out, and the statement stopped, holding the pole and covering his chest, taking a deep breath for a long time, and it took a lot of effort to calm himself down.

When he returned to school, his mobile phone beeped with a VX notification, and he took it out to take a look again, and saw that there was really an application coming, and he also noted Yunhai Park.

He choked again.

He couldn't help but gasped on the spot, and was pushed high into the air by the emotion that was so excited that he was almost going crazy.

"I'll wipe it." Zhou Dengzhou was stunned and said, "It's really added...but your way of courtship is also very painterly."

"He added it." Chen Chen said slowly, talking about the grape oolong, "Then he asked me how much it was."

Zhou Dengzhou had no luck to drink water.

When he heard this, he snorted unexpectedly, then quickly pursed the corners of his mouth, and began to try his best to hold back his laughter.

The statement gave him a disgusted look: "You can laugh if you want to."